{"id":9981,"date":"2014-05-09T16:30:31","date_gmt":"2014-05-09T13:30:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=9981"},"modified":"2014-05-10T12:00:37","modified_gmt":"2014-05-10T09:00:37","slug":"bir-defa-hapse-giren-mutlaka-bir-daha-girer","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/bir-defa-hapse-giren-mutlaka-bir-daha-girer\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir Defa Hapse Giren Mutlaka Bir Daha Girer"},"content":{"rendered":"<blockquote><p>Dr.Halide \u00dcM\u0130TFER<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ben bir Varnal\u0131y\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Karadeniz sular\u0131n\u0131n toprak karas\u0131yla kayna\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve birbirine \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131r May\u0131s ay\u0131. Bir de do\u011fan\u0131n tamamen a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokular\u0131yla deniz kokusunun bulu\u015ftu\u011fu\u00a0 g\u00fczel g\u00fcnler. Denizin nuru, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fir bahar\u0131n a\u00e7mas\u0131yla. G\u00fcne\u015f bir ba\u015fka do\u011far mavi sulardan. &#8220;Geliyoruz&#8221; havas\u0131vard\u0131r deniz sular\u0131ndaki p\u0131r\u0131lt\u0131lar. Bizim de suyumuz sopumuz \u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131r, nurdur, biz de sizden birileriyiz der sanki deniz havas\u0131 insanlara&#8230;<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130lk bahar\u0131n bu manzaras\u0131na annem &#8220;Aman yarabbi, ne g\u00fczel yaratt\u0131n&#8221; derdi.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Babam, ba\u015fka bir nazarla bakard\u0131 denize. Hepimiz ayn\u0131 tohumuz, ama biz ne bal\u0131k ne hayvan\u0131z, biz bamba\u015fkay\u0131z, derdi babam.\u00a0 Hayvan yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bilmemektir. Do\u011fa uyan\u0131r, serpilip a\u00e7ar, g\u00fczel kokar, denizle kayna\u015f\u0131r ama yarat\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 bilmez derdi, babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Bunu herkesin duyabilece\u011fi bir tonda ve kimseyi ikna etmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan s\u00f6ylerdi. \u00a0O da hepimizin ayn\u0131 nurdan bir \u0131\u015f\u0131ktan geldi\u011fimize, domateslerin, ayvan\u0131n, b\u00f6ceklerin, bal\u0131klar\u0131n geldi\u011fi yerden geldi\u011fimize inansa da, bunu bilmek insan olmak demektir, diye eklerdi. Babam okumay\u0131 seven bir adamd\u0131. Bazen evimizin balkonuna oturur, g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerini takm\u0131\u015f kitao okurken bir denize, bir a\u011fa\u00e7lara, bir yoldan ge\u00e7enlere, havlayan k\u00f6peklere, aya\u011f\u0131na sar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f uyuyan sar\u0131 kedimize bakar ve atam\u0131z\u0131, dedemizi bildi\u011fimiz gibi bu sonsuz alemin \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilmeliyiz k\u0131z\u0131m derdi. Onun i\u00f6\u00e7in her\u015fey insanda sakl\u0131yd\u0131. Benim atam, dedem neyi tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, biz bug\u00fcn seninle ayn\u0131 \u015feyi tart\u0131\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131z, derken, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelere dald\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden okunuyordu.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3967113854\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Dinimiz, &#8220;herkesinakl\u0131 kendi ba\u015f\u0131ndad\u0131r&#8221; dese de, babam insanlar\u0131n ortak akl\u0131 oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yordu. 1985&#8217;ten sonra hep &#8220;insanlar\u0131 a\u015fa\u011falayarak, insanlar\u0131 d\u00f6verek, zorla ad\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirerek, k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc yasaklayarak&#8221; bu i\u015fler olmaz diyordu. 1989 May\u0131s\u0131nda a\u00e7l\u0131k grevleri Deliorman&#8217;dan, \u015eumen k\u00f6ylerinden Varna k\u00f6ylerine ta\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, &#8220;ortak ak\u0131l&#8221; harekete ge\u00e7ti demi\u015fti. Bu halk\u0131n orta akl\u0131 okunmadan, yol g\u00f6stericileri dinlenmeden &#8220;i\u015fler sarpa sarar&#8221; deyip durdu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tam da Ayaklanman\u0131n alevlendi\u011fi g\u00fcnlerde, babam bir Hoca masal\u0131 gevelemeye ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Dostu olan Bulgarlara da ball\u0131 ball\u0131 anlat\u0131yordu:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Nsreddin Hoca bir g\u00fcn e\u015fe\u011fe y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc y\u00fcklemi\u015f. E\u015fek, Hoca ba\u015f\u0131nda olmadan durmak yok, yoluna devam kendili\u011finden pazara gitmi\u015f. Kendili\u011finden al\u0131\u015f veri\u015f yapm\u0131\u015f. N. Hoca ba\u015f\u0131nda yok. Al\u0131yor mal\u0131, millet paray\u0131 heybeye at\u0131p gidiyor. Her\u015fey kendili\u011finden yani. (Bizim isimlerimizi kendimizin g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc de\u011fi\u015ftirdi\u011fimiz gibi) &#8220;Bundan sonra sana e\u015fek deyen \u015ferefsizdir&#8221; diyor. Bundan sonra senin ad\u0131n kahraman (Bulgar) diyor. Yeminim olsun e\u015fek diyemiyece\u011fim, diyor. Birka\u00e7 y\u0131l ge\u00e7iyor, yolda s\u00f6zde birlikte\u00a0 giderken e\u015fek, hi\u00e7 beklenmedi\u015fk bir anda, yolda \u00e7amurlu bir \u00e7ukura d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Debeleniyor, \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yor, debeleniyor, \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yor, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc belli etmemek i\u00e7in elinden ne gelirse yap\u0131yor, ama \u00e7amurda kal\u0131yor. Hoca bak\u0131yor, e\u015fek \u00e7ok basiretsiz. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir \u00e7amurdan \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yor. E\u015fe\u011fe: &#8220;Kulaklar\u0131n neye benziyor biliyorum. Kuyru\u011fun da neye benziyor biliyorum, y\u00fcre\u011fini ve ruhunu da biliyorum, ama yeminim var, sana e\u015fek diyemiyece\u011fim,&#8221; diyor.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu an\u0131msama, babam\u0131n 1989 may\u0131s\u00a0f\u0131kralar\u0131n-dand\u0131r.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Benim dedem neyi tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Eminim, Bulgar&#8217;\u0131n Bulgar-l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tart\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.\u00a0 Babam her \u015feyin herkeste oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yordu. G\u00fczellikleri her insanda ararken, bir farkl\u0131l\u0131k bir kimsede ay\u0131rt edici bir meziyet, kabiliyet sezdi\u011finde \u00e7ok sevinirdi. Bulgar T\u00fcrk \u00c7ingene ayr\u0131m\u0131 yapmaz, &#8220;herkes insand\u0131r, hepimiz ayn\u0131 yoldan gelmi\u015fiz&#8221; derdi.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1337515639\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Onun i\u00e7in d\u00fcnya d\u00f6n\u00fcyor ve bu d\u00fcnyaya gelen insanlar &#8220;sevi\u015fmeye&#8221; gelmi\u015fti. Kokla\u015fmadan, sevi\u015fmeden hayat\u0131n devam\u0131 m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fildi. Yeni g\u00fczelliklerin yolu insanlar\u0131n kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 anla\u015fmas\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyordu.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131mda bunu konu etmemin sebebi, A. Do\u011fan, o da hem\u015fehrimiz say\u0131l\u0131r, \u00f6z babas\u0131 Varna \u00c7ingene mahallesindendir, i\u015fitti\u011fimize g\u00f6re, &#8220;babas\u0131n\u0131 ret etme&#8221; karar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f. Babas\u0131 \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f olsa bile Bulgaristan &#8220;D\u0131rjaven Vestn\u0131k&#8221; gazetesinde yay\u0131nlanan bir mahkeme karar\u0131 ile bu i\u015f oluyormu\u015f. Zaten, adamca\u011f\u0131z da, hayattayken Ahmet&#8217;en vaz ge\u00e7meye niyetini e\u015f dostla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f. Fakar, av. \u0130v. Dobrev&#8217;e\u00a0 ba\u015fvurdu\u011funda, &#8220;yapma b\u00fct\u00fcn \u00fclke bir daha \u00e7alkalanacak,&#8221; &#8220;sen onu rat etsen bile Ahmet Bulgar olmaz, milliyet\u00e7ilik Avrupa hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r, T\u00fcrk&#8217;te \u00c7ingenede yoktur, size hen\u00fcz bula\u015fmad\u0131, bu bir az\u0131nl\u0131k yaratma hastal\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r.&#8221; deyince, i\u015f yerinde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fakat Ahmet \u0131srarl\u0131, orta yol bulal\u0131m demi\u015fler, bu i\u015fin g\u00fczelli\u011fi olmaz, demi\u015f ve kestirip atm\u0131\u015f. B\u0131rak \u015fu sa\u00e7mal\u0131klar\u0131 insan babas\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7emez, k\u0131smetin buymu\u015f, deseler de nafile, nihayet karar\u0131n gerek\u00e7esi anla\u015f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ahmet&#8217;in \u00f6fkesinin dayanak noktas\u0131nda &#8220;ben bir \u015fopar olarak dilencilikten kurtuldum ama gelip beni tebrik etmedi; Varna Vladislavova&#8217;da a\u00e7 susuz paras\u0131z s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcrken yan\u0131ma gelmedi; askerde ihbarc\u0131 \u015feytan oldum, gelip ne yap\u0131yorsun, demedi; sahteden hapis yatt\u0131m, neden i\u00e7eri d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn diye sormad\u0131; H\u00d6H ad\u0131nda partiye \u00e7oban oldum, sonra &#8220;lider&#8221; dediler gene gelmedi, Sofya&#8217;da evsiz barks\u0131z s\u00fcr\u00fcnd\u00fcm, sonra Saraya girdim, tebrik ederim demedi, bana k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f, neyleyim b\u00f6yle babay\u0131?&#8221;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Babas\u0131n\u0131n k\u00fcsme nedeni ise \u015fuymu\u015f:<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-491635701\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8220;Bizim cep\u00e7iyiz, bizimki mafya olmu\u015f, oligar\u015fiye yalakal\u0131k yap\u0131yormu\u015f&#8221; bu, bizim ne suyumuzda ne de kan\u0131m\u0131zda var, demi\u015f ve y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmek istemem, demi\u015f. Ahmet ne kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck olursa olsun bulgar ceza yasalar\u0131nda h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n soy boy ara\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 zorunlu k\u0131lan bir h\u00fck\u00fcm yok.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Halk\u0131n a\u011fz\u0131nda dola-\u015fansa \u015fu: <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>&#8220;Bulgar&#8217;da bir defa hapse giren, mutlaka\u00a0 bir daha girer!&#8221;<\/strong><\/p><\/blockquote>\n<div id=\"bghab-16005819\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dr.Halide \u00dcM\u0130TFER Ben bir Varnal\u0131y\u0131m. Karadeniz sular\u0131n\u0131n toprak karas\u0131yla kayna\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve birbirine \u0131s\u0131nd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131r May\u0131s ay\u0131. Bir de do\u011fan\u0131n tamamen a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek kokular\u0131yla deniz<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":8917,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9981","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/02\/1521503_10151821159571786_1715677554_n.jpg?fit=125%2C145&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-2AZ","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9981","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9981"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9981\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/8917"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9981"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9981"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9981"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}