{"id":9119,"date":"2014-03-02T23:46:10","date_gmt":"2014-03-02T21:46:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=9119"},"modified":"2019-07-08T23:27:57","modified_gmt":"2019-07-08T21:27:57","slug":"diz-boyu-batak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/diz-boyu-batak\/","title":{"rendered":"Diz Boyu Batak"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Neriman ERALP<\/b><\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yk\u00fc:<\/p>\n<p>Adem ile Ay\u015fe\u2019yi Sultan Ahmet\u2019te tan\u0131d\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck bir \u0130ngilizceyle<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u201d nerede?,\u00a0 diye soran gencin \u0130ngiliz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 boyundan postundan oldu\u011fu kadar, t\u00fcm hallerinden de belli oldu\u011fu gibi, T\u00fcrkiyeli olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 da gizlenecek gibi de\u011fildi.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1857586267\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yolum \u201cSirkeci\u201dye,\u00a0 buyurun beraber gidelim, diyebilmeme yarayan \u0130ngilizcem, kap\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kumru ku\u015flar\u0131 gibi \u00f6n\u00fcmde duran \u00e7ifti s\u00fczd\u00fcm. Tramvay kartlar\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan jeton almalar\u0131na yard\u0131m ettim. Bizim rayl\u0131 sistemi \u00e7ok be\u011fendiler ki, bo\u015f bir koltu\u011fa yan yana yerle\u015ftiklerinde, y\u00fczlerinde g\u00fcvenli rahatl\u0131k a\u00e7t\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cG\u00fclhane Park\u0131\u201d duvar\u0131nca k\u0131vran\u0131rken pencereden d\u00fcr\u00fcmc\u00fclere, d\u00f6nercilere, simit\u00e7ilere, tatl\u0131c\u0131lara nas\u0131l bakt\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, birka\u00e7 g\u00fcnden beri hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yemediklerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. \u0130ndik. Alt ge\u00e7itten sol yaparak \u201cEmin \u00d6n\u00fc Meydan\u0131\u201dna g\u00f6t\u00fcren basamaklardan hi\u00e7 konu\u015fmadan inip \u00e7\u0131karken, son ayakla biti\u015fik geni\u015f\u00e7e alanda vedala\u015fmak \u00fczere durdum ve:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0130\u015fte \u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u201d derken, elimle g\u00f6stermek i\u00e7in kolumu kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Siz nerelisiniz? diye sordum.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3716903910\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cSatov\u00e7a,\u201c dediler, ikisi bir a\u011f\u0131zdan ve ba\u015f\u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc bizim t\u00fcrban bezlerinden daha \u00a0k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ama a\u00e7\u0131k ye\u015fil, a\u00e7\u0131k sar\u0131 ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n farkl\u0131 bir tonu olan renkleriyle onu etraftaki kalabal\u0131ktan farkl\u0131 k\u0131lan, ka\u015f\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131na sarkm\u0131\u015f ve beyaz y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc birazc\u0131k \u00f6rten ve \u00e7ak\u0131r mavi g\u00f6zlerine ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir g\u00fczellik veren sar\u0131n\u0131n saman sar\u0131s\u0131 tonlar\u0131n\u0131n birine \u00e7alan sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n dili olsa bana:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ben sizden biriyim, diyecekti de, a\u011fz\u0131ndan,<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Bulgaria \u201cSatov\u00e7a\u201d \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-2392460608\" style=\"margin-left: auto;margin-right: auto;text-align: center;\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Ve elini bana uzatarak:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u0130smim Ay\u015fe, e\u015fim Adem, dedi ve devam etmezden \u00f6nce biraz sustu. Sanki bana bir \u015feyler anlatmak i\u00e7in kafas\u0131nda arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6zleri bulam\u0131yordu. Birden a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1277741654\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u2013\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Evliyiz, dedi. Elini, s\u0131rt\u0131ndan \u00f6ne sarkan \u00e7antas\u0131na soktu ve \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 pamuk gibi beyaz bebe resmini bana uzat\u0131rken:<\/p>\n<p>\u2013\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 K\u0131z\u0131m, dedi. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n ucuna bir muska ve iki alt\u0131n ili\u015ftirilmi\u015fti. Benden, kendimi tan\u0131tmam\u0131 bekledi\u011fini sezdim. G\u00f6zlerindeki s\u0131cakl\u0131k:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sen kimsin?, diye soruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ben de Bulgaria, K\u0131rcaali, dedi\u011fimde, ikisi de, ileri ad\u0131m atmadan bana biraz daha \u00a0sokuldu.<\/p>\n<p>K\u0131z kitapl\u0131yd\u0131. \u201cSiz kimsiniz?,\u201d diye soraca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 sezdi. Daha anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r \u0130ngilizcesiyle:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1488880309\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Pomak\u2019\u0131z. \u0130ngiltere\u2019den geldik, orda i\u015f\u00e7iyiz, Bulgaristan\u2019a gidiyoruz. Akraba d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn var. Al\u0131\u015f veri\u015f., derken dili biraz daha \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc, g\u00f6zleri art\u0131k \u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u201d kemerine bak\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cGastarbeiter misiniz?,\u00a0 diye sordum. Sorumu anlayamad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 fark etti\u011fimde \u00a0\u201cGastarbeiter\u201din Almanya\u2019daki i\u015f\u00e7ilerimiz i\u00e7in kullan\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hat\u0131rlayarak, hemen:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Sezon i\u015f\u00e7isi misiniz?,\u00a0 diye ekledim.<\/p>\n<p>Tam neyi \u00f6\u011frenmek istedi\u011fimi bilmesem de, i\u00e7lerindeki s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de yerli biriyle samimiyet derecesinde yak\u0131n ili\u015fki kurabilmi\u015f olmalar\u0131n\u0131n verdi\u011fi heyecan, benim gen\u00e7 \u00e7iftte ilgimi artt\u0131rd\u0131. Onlar s\u0131radan turistten farkl\u0131, hele ilk g\u00f6rmek istedikleri yer \u201cAya Sofya\u201d olan ve ard\u0131ndan \u201cYere Batan Sarn\u0131c\u0131na\u201d inen hantal \u0130ngiliz turistlerle uzak yak\u0131n ili\u015fkili birileri de\u011fillerdi.\u00a0 Ay\u015fe bir \u015feyler payla\u015fma gere\u011fi duydu ki:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cBiz 2001\u2019den beri oraya gidip geliyoruz. \u00d6nce o gitti, sonra evlendik, ayr\u0131l\u0131k \u00e7ok zor. \u00c7ocuk nenesinde, birlikte gidip geliyoruz. T\u00fcmcelerini a\u00e7\u0131k ve anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r \u015fekilde telaffuz ettikten sonra, kendi aralar\u0131nda Bulgar dilinde bir \u015feyler konu\u015ftular ve Adem \u201cEmin \u00d6n\u00fc Cami\u201dsine bakt\u0131. Ay\u015fe:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-562131475\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 A\u00e7\u0131k m\u0131? diye sordu.<\/p>\n<p>Gene Bulgarca bir \u015feyler konu\u015ftular ve bu defa Ay\u015fe s\u00f6ze kar\u0131\u015farak:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Biz orada \u201cBr\u0131\u015ften\u201d y\u00f6resindeyiz, cami yok. E\u015fim girip namaz k\u0131lmak istiyor.<\/p>\n<p>Bir y\u0131ldan beri camiye girmemi\u015f, rica ediyor, derken Cami basamaklar\u0131na oturmu\u015f g\u00fcvercinleri beslemek isteyenlere yem satan ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131na yak\u0131n durdu\u011fumuzda, g\u00fczel g\u00f6zleri, <b>\u201c\u00e7ok istiyor,\u201d<\/b> girebilir de\u011fil mi? diye soruyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Adem basamaklar\u0131 iki\u015fer \u00e7\u0131karken, Ay\u015fe ile ortada kald\u0131m:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2002252319\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Gel, bir \u00e7ay i\u00e7elim. \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr\u00fcz, dedi\u011fimde o davetimi sanki bekliyordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ar\u015f\u0131n\u0131n kenar\u0131nda saks\u0131 i\u00e7inde a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f \u00e7i\u00e7ek ve yakla\u015fan baharda dikilecek so\u011fan ve baharat tohumu satan d\u00fckk\u00e2n \u00f6n\u00fcnde yava\u015flad\u0131, mesafeden koklar gibi bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla ok\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7eklere seviniyordu. Bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ben orada \u00e7ok ya\u015fl\u0131 bir bayan\u0131n bak\u0131c\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m, Ademse ahududu, yaban \u00e7ilek, karamuk ve dut \u00fcreten bir \u00e7iftlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Eski bir at ah\u0131r\u0131nda 50 hane kal\u0131yoruz. Ayn\u0131 \u00e7iftlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan erkek ve kad\u0131nlar,\u00a0 800 Bulgaristanl\u0131 Pomak\u2019\u0131z, diye ba\u015flad\u0131 s\u00f6ze ve kar\u015f\u0131 \u00e7ayc\u0131da Aile Salonu\u2019nda cami kap\u0131s\u0131na bakan cam kenar\u0131na oturdu\u011fumuzda devam etti:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bizde, kimseye i\u015f yok. T\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015finde para yok. Madenler kapand\u0131. Gen\u00e7ler i\u015fsiz. 25 ile 40 ya\u015f aras\u0131 gen\u00e7ler, gen\u00e7 aileler \u0130ngiltere\u2019de \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. \u00d6nce tramvaylarda, trenlerde, garlarda temizlik i\u015fleri yapt\u0131k, sonra birbirini tar\u0131m i\u015flerine \u00e7ektiler. K\u0131r i\u015fleri a\u011f\u0131r. Ben dayanamad\u0131m. Oralar ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 ve nemli. Kendileri \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131yor. Babalar\u0131 devlet. Kay\u0131tl\u0131lar\u0131 besliyor. \u0130\u015fleri yabanc\u0131lar yap\u0131yor. Adem g\u00fcn boyu diz boyu \u00e7amur i\u00e7inde, i\u015fi a\u011f\u0131r. Haftal\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir ay yetiyor. Bizim da\u011flarda ya\u015fayabilmek i\u00e7in para biriktirmek zorunday\u0131z. Adem a\u011f\u0131r i\u015fte \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in olacak onu anlat\u0131rken ses tonu de\u011fi\u015fti. Kendindense s\u00f6z etmedi.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Senin i\u015fin zor mu? Gurbet\u00e7ilik yani?,\u00a0 diyebilmem i\u00e7in \u0130ngilizce da\u011farc\u0131\u011f\u0131mda buldu\u011fum s\u00f6zleri birbirine eklerken, \u00e7aylar geldi:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3195655128\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Orada Seylan \u00e7ay\u0131 i\u00e7iliyor. Ye\u015fili g\u00fczel, dedi ve ilk yudumdan sonra devam ederken:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Ah, g\u00fczel, demekten kendini alamad\u0131. \u00c7ak\u0131r g\u00f6zlerin bir ucunu Adem\u2019in \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131 kap\u0131dan ay\u0131rmadan, eliyle kendine i\u015faret ederek:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Bir ayda 700, Ademse 800 Pound biriktiriyoruz. Evimiz yok. Ayr\u0131l\u0131k \u00e7ok zor, dayanam\u0131yorum, derken, hareket halinde olan eli \u00e7antas\u0131na bir daha girdi \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, resimdeki nur topunu kendili\u011finden nemlenen g\u00f6zleriyle ok\u015fad\u0131. Ne sildi, ne de damlac\u0131k olup p\u0131nar\u0131ndan ta\u015fmas\u0131na izin verdi\u011fi s\u0131v\u0131y\u0131 nas\u0131l yapt\u0131ysa i\u00e7ine ak\u0131tt\u0131. Sanki bu i\u015fi ilk kez yapm\u0131yordu. Sanki g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131na baraj olan g\u00f6zkapaklar\u0131 ard\u0131na toplad\u0131\u011f\u0131 berrak s\u0131v\u0131 bu gidi\u015fle bana \u00e7ok gerekli olacak, diyordu. Azalmas\u0131na, kurumas\u0131na m\u00fcsaade edemem dermi\u015f gibi, yeni bir hal alan y\u00fcz\u00fc, <b>\u201cakan su durulur, akt\u0131k\u00e7a insan huzur bulur,\u201d<\/b> s\u00f6zlerine inanm\u0131yorum der gibi isyan ediyordu. Bildiklerinden farkl\u0131 olan bir \u015feyi i\u015fitmek istemedi\u011fi gibi, g\u00f6zlerinin umut p\u0131nar\u0131ndan gelen s\u0131v\u0131yla nemlendi\u011fini, nem p\u0131narlar\u0131n\u0131n hep dolu olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fine inand\u0131\u011f\u0131, yeni tavr\u0131ndan okunuyordu. \u00c7ay ona da iyi geldi. K\u00e2h sert, k\u00e2h ok\u015fuyormu\u015f gibi hafif\u00e7e esen lodosun y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcze b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 izler ikimizde de kendili\u011finden kayboldu. Cami kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6zlemeye devam eden Ay\u015fe\u2019nin y\u00fcz\u00fc bir yerden bir haber bekler gibi bir hal ald\u0131. \u0130ngiliz at ah\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n tavan odas\u0131 haline getirilen ve uzun zaman Ademle kald\u0131klar\u0131 dar bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde ak\u015fam sabah dua ederken:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Allah\u2019\u0131m sen beni d\u00fcnyaya neden ba\u015fka bir zamanda getirmedin?, diye soruyordu. \u015eimdi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ne b\u00fckm\u00fc\u015f ve kendi kendini:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; Ne i\u015fin var senin tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n insanlar\u0131n bilmedi\u011fin memleketinde?, diye sorguluyordu.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2777335669\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Paran\u0131n de\u011feri ne olursa olsun, \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn en iyi y\u0131llar\u0131 bir at ah\u0131r\u0131nda, bebesinden, ya\u015fl\u0131 anas\u0131ndan ve babas\u0131ndan, yak\u0131nlar\u0131ndan, birlikte b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fckleri ve k\u00f6yde evlerinin avlusunda kuyruksallayan k\u00f6pek ve kedilerinden uzakta, bo\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dinmeyen ya\u011fmurlar\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 batakl\u0131kta, g\u00fcne\u015fin bulutlar\u0131 delemedi\u011fi bir odada ge\u00e7mesi, onu pek \u00e7ok soruya cevap aramaya zorlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6ylerinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda g\u00f6kdelen \u201cPirin\u201d ve \u201cRila\u201d da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n al\u00e7ak bay\u0131rlar\u0131 da ahududu, siyah ve k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 karamuk, tavuklar\u0131n bile yemeye b\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 beyaz ve karadut, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n all\u0131s\u0131ndan en koyusuna kadar renk de\u011fi\u015ftiren ve tatlar\u0131 tats\u0131zdan mayho\u015fa kadar de\u011fi\u015fen yaban ve ev \u00e7ilekleri bol mu boldu. Fakat onlar\u0131n mal\u0131n\u0131 mal bilip g\u00f6n\u00fcl ok\u015fayan paray\u0131 kimse vermiyordu. \u0130ngiliz meyveleri iri ve g\u00f6z doyurucuydu, ama genleriyle oynanm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fundan, tatlar\u0131 tat de\u011fildi. Onlar\u0131n devleti diz boyu batak i\u00e7inde \u00fcretim yapan \u00e7ift\u00e7ileri te\u015fvik primleriyle kolluyor, ceplerine para de\u011fil, desteler dolduruyordu. \u00dcretim yapan yerlilere \u0130ngiliz devletinin ak\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 para \u0131rma\u011f\u0131ndan onlar\u0131n ve beraberce ayn\u0131 \u00e7ileye katlanan daha 800 hem\u015ferilerinin ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 pay, sinek pisli\u011finden azd\u0131. Diz boyu \u00e7amurdan ald\u0131klar\u0131 nasipleri buydu, buna da \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr deyenlerin k\u00f6ylerinde bacalar\u0131 t\u00fctmeye devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Oralarda sanki bir \u015feylerimiz var havas\u0131na girenlerin, asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015feyleri yoktu. Eve birka\u00e7 para daha fazla g\u00f6t\u00fcreyim h\u0131rs\u0131na kap\u0131lanlar, sigortas\u0131zd\u0131. Kuru yemeklerine al\u0131\u015famayanlar, k\u00f6y \u00e7orbas\u0131, sarma, g\u00fcve\u00e7, b\u00f6rek, baklava hayal ederek a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slat\u0131yordu. Hem beraberiz hem bir y\u0131ldan beri e\u015fimle bir sofraya oturamad\u0131m, s\u0131cak sohbetli bir ak\u015fam\u0131m yok, hasret \u00f6yle bo\u011fuyor ki bazen, \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m gen\u00e7 can\u0131m\u0131 al ve kurtar beni bu s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131dan\u201d demek isterken, onun ekmek aras\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck bir i\u015ftahla di\u015fledi\u011fini g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde, bir yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f koyduk, sus, oyunbozanl\u0131k yapma, deyip \u00f6n\u00fcme bakarken, g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7ime ak\u0131t\u0131yorum, demek istedi\u011fi camdaki simas\u0131ndan okunuyordu. Birden bire heyecanland\u0131 ve:<\/p>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00c7\u0131kt\u0131, derken yerinden kalkt\u0131. Garsona uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 paran\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcn\u00fc beklemeden ko\u015far<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2959337891\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>gibi y\u00fcr\u00fcyordu. Adem\u2019den \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir haber i\u015fitecekmi\u015f gibiydi.<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler, ikisinin ruhu birbiriyle kar\u0131\u015farak b\u00fct\u00fcnle\u015fti ve huzur buldu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u201d kemerinde ge\u00e7erken ikisi de adeta cennet kap\u0131s\u0131ndan giriyor gibi mutluydular.<\/p>\n<p>Allah t\u00fcm Bulgaristan\u2019da ya\u015fayan bunlar gibi \u00e7iflere yard\u0131m etsin, demekten ba\u015fka bir \u015fey diyemedim.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-938290396\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Neriman ERALP \u00d6yk\u00fc: Adem ile Ay\u015fe\u2019yi Sultan Ahmet\u2019te tan\u0131d\u0131m. K\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck bir \u0130ngilizceyle &#8211;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cM\u0131s\u0131r \u00c7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131\u201d nerede?,\u00a0 diye soran gencin \u0130ngiliz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 boyundan postundan oldu\u011fu<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":17,"featured_media":7956,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-9119","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/11\/neriman-foto2-Kopya-e1383520676133.jpg?fit=401%2C508&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-2n5","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9119","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/17"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=9119"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/9119\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7956"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=9119"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=9119"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=9119"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}