{"id":8284,"date":"2013-11-15T22:38:49","date_gmt":"2013-11-15T20:38:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=8284"},"modified":"2019-07-10T18:42:06","modified_gmt":"2019-07-10T16:42:06","slug":"bir-mektup-yazdim-yare","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/bir-mektup-yazdim-yare\/","title":{"rendered":"Bir mektup yazd\u0131m yare.."},"content":{"rendered":"

Do\u011fdu\u011fu k\u00f6y \u00c7ukur Derek\u00f6y\u2019 \u00fcn ba\u015f\u0131ndaki \u201eAsar\u201d denilen yere, epey uzam\u0131\u015f \u00e7amlar\u0131n aras\u0131ndan y\u00fcr\u00fcyerek \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ev b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde olan ta\u015f\u0131n \u00fczerine t\u0131rmand\u0131. Kollar\u0131n\u0131 iki yana a\u00e7arak \u015f\u00f6yle etraf\u0131na g\u00f6z gezdirdi. Rah\u0131ml\u0131 da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ete\u011fine serpilmi\u015f k\u00f6yleri bir bir bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131yla ok\u015fad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7i g\u00f6yn\u00fcd\u00fc, \u00e7ocukluk y\u0131llar\u0131na d\u00f6nd\u00fc an\u0131lar\u0131yla. G\u00f6zleri doluksam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ha bo\u015fand\u0131, ha bo\u015fanacak ipil ipil ya\u015flar. Birden akl\u0131na geldi ve \u201eerkekler a\u011flamaz\u201d dedi kendi kendine. G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7ine ak\u0131tt\u0131. \"kamber-kamberoglu\"<\/a>An\u0131lar\u0131 daha \u00e7ok canland\u0131. G\u00f6zlerini kapatt\u0131. \u00d6ylece bir m\u00fcddet kalakald\u0131. Yak\u0131nlarda yan\u0131k yan\u0131k \u00f6ten bir b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn sesi, kulaklar\u0131na, i\u00e7ine akt\u0131. Hafiften esen r\u00fczgara ald\u0131rm\u0131yor, b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn na\u011fmelerini dinliyordu. Yan taraftan bir ba\u015fka b\u00fclb\u00fcl\u00fcn \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fitildi. Oturdu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 elleri aras\u0131na ald\u0131. Bak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131 da\u011fdaki bir noktaya m\u0131hlad\u0131. Bakt\u0131, bakt\u0131, bakt\u0131. B\u00fclb\u00fcller hala \u00f6t\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyordu. Bir ara masal\u0131ms\u0131, tatl\u0131 r\u00fcyalarla s\u00fcsl\u00fc, uykudan uyan\u0131rcas\u0131na k\u0131m\u0131ldad\u0131. \u00d6nce k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin kokusunu genizlerine, ci\u011ferlerine doldu\u011funu hissetti. Sonra mis gibi temiz havay\u0131 derin derin i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti, bir daha, bir daha. Ard\u0131ndan kendi bestesi olan \u201eCan\u0131m Rodoplar\u201d t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc yand\u0131ra yand\u0131ra okumaya ba\u015flad\u0131. Sesi da\u011f-ta\u015f, dere boylar\u0131nda yank\u0131land\u0131. Okudu\u011fu birka\u00e7 Rodop t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcnden sonra s\u0131ra \u201eK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta ald\u0131m saz\u0131 elime\u201d t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fcne geldi. Berrak, da\u011f sular\u0131 gibi berrak. \u00c7\u0131n \u00e7\u0131n \u00f6ten bir ses.<\/p>\n

Evet, Fahri saz\u0131n tellerine ilk dokundu\u011fu g\u00fcnleri an\u0131msad\u0131. Hen\u00fcz yedi ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131. Babas\u0131 Nuri a\u011fa bu y\u00f6rede ,,kaza mehteri\u201d diye \u00fcn yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/p>\n

Bir ak\u015fam el yap\u0131m\u0131 g\u00fczel bir ba\u011flamayla topland\u0131 evine. Ko\u015fukavak y\u00f6resinin \u00c7alk\u00f6y\u2019l\u00fc Ahmet ustan\u0131n yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 saz. O ak\u015fam Fahri\u2019nin g\u00f6z\u00fcne uyku girmemi\u015fti, meraktan adeta u\u00e7uyordu. Y\u00fcre\u011fini g\u00fczel bir heyecan sarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, p\u0131r\u0131l p\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. Saz\u0131 elinden hi\u00e7 b\u0131rakm\u0131yor, \u00e7al\u0131yor okuyor, okuyor \u00e7al\u0131yordu. M\u00fczik merak\u0131yla yan\u0131p tutu\u015fan o\u011fula ilk saz dersleri babadan geliyordu.<\/p>\n

\u201eDedem ilk saz\u0131 evimize getirdi\u011fi zaman, babam dokuz ya\u015f\u0131ndaym\u0131\u015f\u201d diye an\u0131ms\u0131yor Rodop \u00fcstad\u0131.<\/p>\n

Zvezdel k\u00f6y\u00fc folklor festivalinde 4.s\u0131n\u0131f \u00f6\u011frencisiyken sazla \u00e7alarak s\u00f6yledi\u011fi t\u00fcrk\u00fcden etkilenen, Plevneli gazeteci-yazar, Fahri hakk\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 makaleye \u201eGelece\u011fin Orfey\u2019i\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 verdi. \u201eBu yaz\u0131 beni m\u00fczi\u011fe daha s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131lmam\u0131 te\u015fvik etti\u201d diyor Fahri.<\/p>