{"id":65409,"date":"2026-10-29T16:22:05","date_gmt":"2026-10-29T13:22:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=65409"},"modified":"2026-10-29T16:22:05","modified_gmt":"2026-10-29T13:22:05","slug":"bazi-dualarin-sesi-cikmaz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/bazi-dualarin-sesi-cikmaz\/","title":{"rendered":"BAZI DUALARIN SES\u0130 \u00c7IKMAZ"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>Rafet ULUT\u00dcRK<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Gece evin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde mutfakta bir sandalye \u00e7ekilir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir anne oturur oraya. \u00d6n\u00fcndeki \u00e7ay \u00e7oktan so\u011fumu\u015ftur. Telefonunu eline al\u0131r, ekran\u0131na bakar, yeniden masaya b\u0131rak\u0131r. Aramak ister ama \u201cBelki uyumu\u015ftur, belki i\u015fi vard\u0131r\u201d diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Asl\u0131nda duymak istedi\u011fi uzun bir konu\u015fma de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130yiyim anne.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u0130ki kelime\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-880860632\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bazen insan\u0131n bir geceyi huzurla ge\u00e7irmesine iki kelime yeter.<\/p>\n<p>Biz nasibi konu\u015furken \u00e7o\u011fu zaman b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feyleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcz: Ev, i\u015f, para, ba\u015far\u0131\u2026 Oysa bir insan i\u00e7in nasip, uzak bir \u015fehirden gelecek ses olabilir. Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 i\u00e7in hastane odas\u0131n\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kacak hekimin y\u00fcz\u00fcndeki ifade. Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 i\u00e7in de y\u0131llard\u0131r g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmedi\u011fi karde\u015finin bayram sabah\u0131 kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7almas\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Herkesin bekledi\u011fi ba\u015fka, beklerken i\u00e7ine att\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayn\u0131d\u0131r: \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m, ne olur\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<h3>Kimseye anlat\u0131lmayan bekleyi\u015fler<\/h3>\n<p>Baz\u0131 insanlar dertlerini kolay anlatamaz.<\/p>\n<p>Soruldu\u011funda \u201c\u0130yiyim\u201d derler. Ard\u0131ndan sizin h\u00e2linizi sorarlar. Konuyu de\u011fi\u015ftirir, sofraya bir tabak daha koyar, pencereyi kapat\u0131r, televizyonun sesini a\u00e7arlar. Ellerini me\u015fgul ederek kalplerindeki s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 saklamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlar.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-4194264892\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Oysa insan\u0131n i\u00e7inde y\u0131llard\u0131r bekleyen bir \u00e7ocuk vard\u0131r bazen. Bir kez takdir edilmek, bir kez g\u00f6n\u00fclden sevilmek, bir kez \u201cSen de \u00e7ok yoruldun\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc duymak ister.<\/p>\n<p>Her bekleyi\u015f bir \u015feye kavu\u015fmak i\u00e7in ya\u015fanmaz. Kimi insan \u00f6mr\u00fc boyunca anla\u015f\u0131lmay\u0131 bekler.<\/p>\n<p>Babas\u0131ndan bir s\u0131cak s\u00f6z bekleyen evlatlar vard\u0131r. Evlad\u0131ndan bir ziyaret bekleyen babalar\u2026 Ayn\u0131 evde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00e2lde e\u015finin kendisini fark etmesini bekleyen insanlar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bu bekleyi\u015flerin takvimde bir tarihi yoktur. Fakat insan\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcnde izleri olur. Bir s\u00fcre sonra daha az konu\u015fur, daha \u00e7abuk dalar, sevindi\u011finde bile biraz \u00e7ekingen davran\u0131r. \u00c7ok istedi\u011fi bir \u015feyin yine olmayaca\u011f\u0131ndan korkar.<\/p>\n<h3>\u201cNasip de\u011filmi\u015f\u201d derken<\/h3>\n<p>\u0130nsan bazen uzun uzun anlatabilece\u011fi bir ac\u0131y\u0131 iki kelimeye s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2066735386\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u201cNasip de\u011filmi\u015f.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z\u00fcn ard\u0131ndan gelen sessizli\u011fe dikkat etmek gerekir.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o sessizlikte ka\u00e7 gece kurulan hayaller, kimse g\u00f6rmeden silinen g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131, yeniden ba\u015flamak i\u00e7in toplanan cesaret vard\u0131r. \u0130nsan her ayr\u0131nt\u0131y\u0131 anlatacak g\u00fcc\u00fc bulamaz. Bazen anlat\u0131rsa yeniden ayn\u0131 yerinden k\u0131r\u0131laca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir i\u015f i\u00e7in umutlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Eve d\u00f6nerken ailesine nas\u0131l haber verece\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Belki ilk maa\u015f\u0131yla alaca\u011f\u0131 \u015feyi bile se\u00e7mi\u015ftir. Sonra telefon gelir; k\u0131sa, kibar bir konu\u015fmayla b\u00fct\u00fcn o haz\u0131rl\u0131k da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 iyile\u015fme haberi beklemi\u015ftir. Hastane koridorundaki her ayak sesinde ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131rm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 sevdi\u011fi insan\u0131n d\u00f6nece\u011fine inanm\u0131\u015f, kap\u0131n\u0131n sesini g\u00fcnlerce ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc duymu\u015ftur.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2810665673\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u201cNasip de\u011filmi\u015f\u201d demek kolay s\u00f6ylenir. O s\u00f6z\u00fc s\u00f6yleyebilecek yere gelmek bazen \u00e7ok zaman al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Bu y\u00fczden birinin kabulleni\u015fine bakarak az \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc sanmayal\u0131m. \u0130nsan en \u00e7ok ac\u0131yan yerini en sakin sesiyle anlatabilir.<\/p>\n<h3>Beklerken ge\u00e7en \u00f6m\u00fcr<\/h3>\n<p>Beklemenin insana en a\u011f\u0131r gelen yan\u0131, hayat\u0131n devam etmesidir.<\/p>\n<p>Sizin i\u00e7in her \u015fey durmu\u015f gibidir ama sabah olur. Ekmek al\u0131n\u0131r, faturalar gelir, sokakta \u00e7ocuklar oynar. \u0130nsanlar gelecek hafta ne yapacaklar\u0131n\u0131 konu\u015furlar. Siz ise d\u00fcn duydu\u011funuz bir c\u00fcmleden hen\u00fcz \u00e7\u0131kamam\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Yine de kalkars\u0131n\u0131z.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-823426089\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Yata\u011f\u0131 toplar, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fc y\u0131kar, i\u015fe gidersiniz. Bazen g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc oldu\u011funuz i\u00e7in, bazen de ba\u015fka \u00e7areniz olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n<p>D\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bakanlar buna al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr. Oysa siz yaln\u0131zca ac\u0131n\u0131zla birlikte g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fcrmeyi \u00f6\u011freniyorsunuzdur.<\/p>\n<p>Bir insan\u0131n yeme\u011fini yemesi, g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemesi, bir \u015fakaya g\u00fclmesi, i\u00e7indeki eksikli\u011fin ge\u00e7ti\u011fi anlam\u0131na gelmez. Kalp ayn\u0131 g\u00fcn i\u00e7inde hem \u00f6zleyebilir hem sevinebilir. Bir masada g\u00fclerken biraz sonra bo\u015f bir sandalyeye bak\u0131p susabilir.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan b\u00f6yle ta\u015f\u0131r hayat\u0131. Hepsini birden, elinden geldi\u011fince\u2026<\/p>\n<h3>Bir daha \u00e7almayacak kap\u0131lar<\/h3>\n<p>Baz\u0131 bekleyi\u015flerin sonunda kavu\u015fma vard\u0131r. Otob\u00fcsten biri iner, telefon \u00e7alar, kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r. Ev, bir sesle yeniden dolar.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-374495452\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Baz\u0131 bekleyi\u015fler ise bir mezar\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir h\u00e2l al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k gelmeyece\u011fini bildi\u011finiz birini \u00f6zlemek, insan\u0131n zamanla kurdu\u011fu ili\u015fkiyi de\u011fi\u015ftirir. Eskiden s\u0131radan olan \u015feyler k\u0131ymetlenir: Birlikte i\u00e7ilen \u00e7ay, yar\u0131m b\u0131rak\u0131lan sohbet, her defas\u0131nda ayn\u0131 \u015fekilde anlat\u0131lan bir hat\u0131ra\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir zamanlar sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla dinledi\u011finiz o hik\u00e2yeyi, \u015fimdi bir kez daha duyabilmek istersiniz.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra insan kendi kendine sorar: \u201cNeden biraz daha oturmad\u0131m? Neden o g\u00fcn acele ettim?\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cevab\u0131 olmayan sorulard\u0131r bunlar. Sevginin ard\u0131ndan kalan pi\u015fmanl\u0131k, \u00e7o\u011fu zaman k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck anlara tutunur.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1036944879\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Belki de nasip \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrken en \u00e7ok bunu hat\u0131rlamal\u0131y\u0131z: Bekledi\u011fimiz \u015feyler kadar, bug\u00fcn yan\u0131m\u0131zda olan insanlar\u0131n da fark\u0131na varmak.<\/p>\n<p>Uzak bir hayalin ger\u00e7ekle\u015fmesini isterken ayn\u0131 sofrada oturdu\u011fumuz ki\u015fiye yabanc\u0131la\u015fmamak. Bir g\u00fcn rahatlay\u0131nca g\u00f6sterece\u011fimizi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz sevgiyi s\u00fcrekli ertelememek.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc baz\u0131 c\u00fcmleler zaman\u0131nda s\u00f6ylendi\u011finde bir \u00f6mre iyi gelir. Ge\u00e7 kald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ise s\u00f6yleyenin i\u00e7inde kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n<h3>Yorulan kalbe biraz yer a\u00e7mak<\/h3>\n<p>\u00c7ok beklemi\u015f bir insana hemen nasihat vermeyelim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201cSabret\u201d demeden \u00f6nce ne kadar zamand\u0131r sabretti\u011fini dinleyelim. \u201cTakma kafana\u201d demeden \u00f6nce o derdin hayat\u0131n\u0131n neresine dokundu\u011funu anlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fal\u0131m.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-510499365\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Belki aylard\u0131r tek ba\u015f\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6zmeye u\u011fra\u015f\u0131yordur. Belki g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnmekten yorulmu\u015ftur. Belki ilk kez birinin yan\u0131nda a\u011flayabilecek kadar g\u00fcvende hissetmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00f6yle bir anda tesellinin en k\u0131ymetlisi, onun ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fczeltmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan yan\u0131nda kalabilmektir.<\/p>\n<p>Bir bardak su vermek. S\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kesmemek. Ertesi g\u00fcn yeniden aramak.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan kendisini sevenlerin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, zor g\u00fcnlerinde yap\u0131lan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feylerden anlar. Kalabal\u0131k c\u00fcmleler unutulabilir; hastane kap\u0131s\u0131nda birlikte bekleyen ki\u015fi unutulmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Belki bizim i\u00e7in birka\u00e7 saat olan \u015fey, bir ba\u015fkas\u0131 i\u00e7in y\u0131llard\u0131r arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaln\u0131z kalmama duygusudur.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2801457041\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<h3>Dua bazen bir i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015ftir<\/h3>\n<p>Her dua g\u00fczel c\u00fcmlelerle kurulmaz.<\/p>\n<p>Kimi insan ellerini a\u00e7ar, s\u00f6yleyeceklerini unutur. Bo\u011faz\u0131nda bir d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm vard\u0131r. Yaln\u0131zca \u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m\u2026\u201d diyebilir. Gerisi g\u00f6z\u00fcnden akar.<\/p>\n<p>O anda istedi\u011fi \u015fey de de\u011fi\u015febilir. \u00d6nceleri mutlaka olsun dedi\u011fi \u015fey i\u00e7in, bir s\u00fcre sonra \u201cBana dayanacak g\u00fc\u00e7 ver\u201d demeye ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n<p>Bu, kalbin kolayca vazge\u00e7ti\u011fi anlam\u0131na gelmez. \u0130nsan bazen sevdi\u011fini, \u00f6zledi\u011fini, istedi\u011fini i\u00e7inde ta\u015f\u0131maya devam ederken bir yandan da ya\u015fayabilmek ister. Sabah\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131layabilmek, \u00e7ocu\u011funa g\u00fcl\u00fcmseyebilmek, kendisine uzat\u0131lan bir eli tutabilmek ister.<\/p>\n<p>Nasibin ne zaman, nas\u0131l gelece\u011fini bilemeyiz. Fakat bekleyen bir insan\u0131n bug\u00fcn \u015fefkate ihtiyac\u0131 oldu\u011funu bilebiliriz.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1328308120\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Kendimiz bekliyorsak biraz da kendimize \u015fefkat g\u00f6sterebiliriz. Yoruldu\u011fumuzu kabul ederek, yard\u0131m isteyerek, her gecikmeyi kendi kusurumuz saymayarak\u2026<\/p>\n<h3>Telefonu eline al<\/h3>\n<p>Bu ak\u015fam birini hat\u0131rl\u0131yorsan\u0131z aray\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Uzun zamand\u0131r erteledi\u011finiz bir ziyaret varsa g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc belirleyin. G\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc k\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131z birine s\u00f6yleyecek s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz varsa ba\u015flay\u0131n. M\u00fckemmel c\u00fcmleyi beklemeyin; bazen i\u00e7ten s\u00f6ylenmi\u015f bir \u201cSeni merak ettim\u201d yeter.<\/p>\n<p>Belki siz arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda yine o mutfak sandalyesinde oturuyor olacakt\u0131r. \u00d6n\u00fcnde so\u011fumu\u015f bir \u00e7ay, yan\u0131nda sessiz bir telefon\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sesinizi duyunca \u201cBir \u015fey mi oldu?\u201d diye soracakt\u0131r.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-4178082723\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-55-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u201cYok,\u201d deyin, \u201cyaln\u0131zca sesini duymak istedim.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Sonra acele etmeden dinleyin.<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcn ne pi\u015firdi\u011fini, dizinin a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131p a\u011fr\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kom\u015fusuyla ne konu\u015ftu\u011funu anlats\u0131n. Bir s\u00fcredir kimseye anlatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayat\u0131n\u0131 sizinle payla\u015fs\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn bekleyi\u015fleri sona erdiremeyiz. Ama bir insan\u0131n bu gece yata\u011f\u0131na daha huzurlu gitmesine vesile olabiliriz.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Allah kalbiyle bekleyenlere ferahl\u0131k versin. Bize de sevenlerimizi, sesimizi duymak i\u00e7in fazla bekletmemeyi nasip etsin.<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3462082725\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-60-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"bghab-1995616477\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Rafet ULUT\u00dcRK Gece evin b\u00fct\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde mutfakta bir sandalye \u00e7ekilir. Bir anne oturur oraya. \u00d6n\u00fcndeki \u00e7ay \u00e7oktan so\u011fumu\u015ftur. Telefonunu eline al\u0131r, ekran\u0131na bakar, yeniden<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":65318,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-65409","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-h0Z","jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/08\/rafet-ofss33sl.jpg?fit=1075%2C1463&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65409","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=65409"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65409\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":65410,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/65409\/revisions\/65410"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/65318"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=65409"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=65409"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=65409"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}