{"id":65344,"date":"2026-09-07T22:40:27","date_gmt":"2026-09-07T19:40:27","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=65344"},"modified":"2026-09-07T22:40:27","modified_gmt":"2026-09-07T19:40:27","slug":"her-sabah-penceremden-sana-bakacagim-babacigim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/her-sabah-penceremden-sana-bakacagim-babacigim\/","title":{"rendered":"HER SABAH PENCEREMDEN SANA BAKACA\u011eIM BABACI\u011eIM"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong>K\u0131ymet YILDIRIM<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn yine yan\u0131nday\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6ye geldim. Ama art\u0131k k\u00f6ye geli\u015fimin anlam\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Eskiden bu yollardan ge\u00e7erken sonunda sana kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilirdim. Evin kap\u0131s\u0131ndan girdi\u011fimde seni g\u00f6rece\u011fimi, sesini duyaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, elini tutaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilirdim.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-776344524\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u015eimdi yine ayn\u0131 k\u00f6ye geliyorum, ayn\u0131 yollardan ge\u00e7iyorum, ayn\u0131 eve giriyorum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ama art\u0131k seni g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in evin kap\u0131s\u0131na de\u011fil, mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131na y\u00f6neliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn mezar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na geldim. Topra\u011f\u0131na diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fcm. Elimi mezar ta\u015f\u0131na koydum.<\/p>\n<p>Bir \u00f6m\u00fcr bana g\u00fcven veren, s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131 yaslad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ne zaman tutsam bana g\u00fc\u00e7 veren o ellerini art\u0131k tutam\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n<p>Elimi uzat\u0131yorum; kar\u015f\u0131mda so\u011fuk bir mezar ta\u015f\u0131\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2602374593\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u0130nsan, babas\u0131n\u0131n elinden mezar ta\u015f\u0131na uzanan bu mesafenin ne kadar uzun oldu\u011funu ancak ya\u015fay\u0131nca anlayabiliyormu\u015f.<\/p>\n<h3>BAZI AYRILIKLAR HER SABAH YEN\u0130DEN BA\u015eLAR<\/h3>\n<p>Derler ki zaman insan\u0131 ac\u0131ya al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Belki baz\u0131 ac\u0131lara al\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Ama baz\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131klar vard\u0131r ki insan onlara al\u0131\u015fmaz. Sadece onlarla ya\u015famay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenir.<\/p>\n<p>Baz\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131klar bir g\u00fcn ya\u015fan\u0131r ve zamanla hafifler.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1850241786\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Baz\u0131lar\u0131 ise her sabah yeniden ba\u015flar.<\/p>\n<p>Benim i\u00e7in art\u0131k \u00f6yle olacak babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin mezar\u0131n, do\u011fdu\u011fun ve son nefesine kadar g\u00f6nl\u00fcnden hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131karmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, evimizin tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<p>Ben o evin penceresini her a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda seni g\u00f6rece\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Sabah kalkaca\u011f\u0131m, perdeyi aralayaca\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-768071857\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Kar\u015f\u0131mda sen olacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ama art\u0131k avluda y\u00fcr\u00fcyen, kap\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde oturan, seslendi\u011fimde bana cevap veren babam olarak de\u011fil; sessizce topra\u011f\u0131nda uyuyan babam olarak\u2026<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan, babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n evinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda olmas\u0131n\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu ya\u015famadan anlayamaz.<\/p>\n<p>Bu yaln\u0131zca bir mezara bakmak de\u011fildir.<\/p>\n<p>Bu, her sabah hayat ile \u00f6l\u00fcm aras\u0131ndaki o ince \u00e7izgiye bakmakt\u0131r.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3237458496\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<h3>O PENCERE ARTIK BANA HAYATI ANLATACAK<\/h3>\n<p>Belki de bundan sonra o pencere benim i\u00e7in d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck hayat dersi olacak.<\/p>\n<p>Her sabah perdeyi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda kar\u015f\u0131mdaki mezarl\u0131k bana diyecek ki:<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cRafet, hayat k\u0131sa\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>K\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n kalpleri onar.<\/p>\n<p>Sevdi\u011fine sevgini s\u00f6yle.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-516558088\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Annenin, ailenin, dostlar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131ymetini bil.<\/p>\n<p>Kin tutma.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130yili\u011fi erteleme.<\/p>\n<p>Yapabilece\u011fin g\u00fczel i\u015fleri yar\u0131na b\u0131rakma.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bir g\u00fcn sen de bu evin penceresinden d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bakan de\u011fil, o mezarl\u0131kta \u00fczerine bak\u0131lanlardan biri olacaks\u0131n.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-917935729\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte insan\u0131n babas\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131 evinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oldu\u011funda \u00f6l\u00fcm art\u0131k uzak bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce olmaktan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131n tam kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda duruyor.<\/p>\n<p>Ve insana sessizce \u015funu hat\u0131rlat\u0131yor:<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cSen de yolcusun\u2026\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Evet babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1246914142\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bir g\u00fcn ben de o mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n yolcusu olaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn sen oradas\u0131n, ben bu taraftay\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ama biliyorum ki d\u00fcnya dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey zaten iki kap\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki k\u0131sa bir misafirlikten ibaret.<\/p>\n<p>Bir kap\u0131dan geldik, di\u011ferinden gidece\u011fiz.<\/p>\n<p>M\u00fchim olan iki kap\u0131 aras\u0131nda nas\u0131l ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z, ard\u0131m\u0131zda ne b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2330127762\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<h3>SEN ARTIK TOPRAKTA DE\u011e\u0130L, HATIRALARIMDASIN<\/h3>\n<p>Sen bana yaln\u0131zca baba olmad\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131n y\u00fck\u00fcn\u00fc nas\u0131l ta\u015f\u0131yaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde nas\u0131l kalkaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131, aile olman\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frettin.<\/p>\n<p>Belki baz\u0131 \u015feyleri konu\u015farak de\u011fil, ya\u015fayarak \u00f6\u011frettin.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum da insan babas\u0131 hayattayken onun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fmez d\u00fczenlerinden biri san\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki baba hep orada olacak\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1420332921\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Sanki o kap\u0131dan her zaman girecek\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sanki o ses hep duyulacak\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Sanki o elleri istedi\u011fimiz zaman yeniden tutabilece\u011fiz\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Me\u011fer hi\u00e7bir \u015fey sonsuz de\u011filmi\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn ellerini tutam\u0131yorum babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2866736429\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-55-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Ama \u00f6\u011frettiklerini tutuyorum.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6zlerini tutuyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Hat\u0131ralar\u0131n\u0131 tutuyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Bana b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n de\u011ferleri tutuyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Ve en \u00f6nemlisi, senin evlad\u0131n olman\u0131n onurunu ta\u015f\u0131yorum.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3372785587\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-60-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<h3>VAS\u0130YET\u0130N YER\u0130NE GELD\u0130 BABACI\u011eIM<\/h3>\n<p>Sen hep do\u011fdu\u011fun topraklar\u0131 \u00f6zledin.<\/p>\n<p>Ve sonunda, <strong>\u201cBeni do\u011fdu\u011fum k\u00f6ye g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u201d<\/strong> dedin.<\/p>\n<p>Biz de seni do\u011fdu\u011fun topraklara getirdik.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi baban\u0131n yan\u0131nda, kendi k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn topra\u011f\u0131nda yat\u0131yorsun.<\/p>\n<p>Belki bunun i\u00e7inde ayr\u0131 bir huzur vard\u0131r.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3389557289\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-65-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u0130nsan \u00f6mr\u00fc boyunca ne kadar uza\u011fa giderse gitsin, sonunda \u00e7ocuklu\u011funun topra\u011f\u0131na d\u00f6nmek istiyor.<\/p>\n<p>Sen de d\u00f6nd\u00fcn babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6seler seni yeniden ba\u011fr\u0131na bast\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Fakat sen d\u00f6nerken bizim i\u00e7in k\u00f6y\u00fcn anlam\u0131n\u0131 da de\u011fi\u015ftirdin.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k buras\u0131 yaln\u0131zca do\u011fdu\u011fumuz, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz, hat\u0131ralar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n bulundu\u011fu k\u00f6y de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Art\u0131k burada babam yat\u0131yor.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu c\u00fcmle insan\u0131n i\u00e7ine ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc oturuyor.<\/p>\n<h3>BEN BU EVDE YA\u015eAMAYA DEVAM EDECE\u011e\u0130M<\/h3>\n<p>Ben yine bu eve gelece\u011fim babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Odalar\u0131nda dola\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Belki baz\u0131 k\u00f6\u015felerde seni arayaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumu hat\u0131rlayaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sonra pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcne ge\u00e7ece\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Ve kar\u015f\u0131ya bakaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Sen orada olacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ben burada\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Aram\u0131zda birka\u00e7 ad\u0131ml\u0131k yol, ama iki ayr\u0131 \u00e2lem olacak.<\/p>\n<p>Belki sana i\u00e7imden anlataca\u011f\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBabac\u0131\u011f\u0131m bug\u00fcn \u015f\u00f6yle oldu\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBabac\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015funu yapt\u0131k\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBabac\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00e7ocuklar iyi\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBabac\u0131\u011f\u0131m merak etme\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Cevap veremeyeceksin.<\/p>\n<p>Ama ben yine anlataca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc baz\u0131 konu\u015fmalar\u0131n cevap almaya ihtiyac\u0131 yoktur.<\/p>\n<p>Kalpten \u00e7\u0131kar, topra\u011fa ula\u015f\u0131r, oradan Rabbimize emanet edilir.<\/p>\n<h3>HER SABAH SANA BAKACA\u011eIM<\/h3>\n<p>\u015eimdi sen Rabbimin rahmetine emanetsin babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Benim sana yapabilece\u011fim en g\u00fczel \u015fey art\u0131k dua etmek, ad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00fczel ya\u015fatmak ve senden ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m emaneti benden sonrakilere ta\u015f\u0131mak.<\/p>\n<p>Senin mezar\u0131n evimizin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda oldu\u011fu m\u00fcddet\u00e7e o pencere benim i\u00e7in yaln\u0131zca d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya a\u00e7\u0131lan bir pencere olmayacak.<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7mi\u015fime a\u00e7\u0131lacak.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuklu\u011fuma a\u00e7\u0131lacak.<\/p>\n<p>Sana a\u00e7\u0131lacak.<\/p>\n<p>Ve ayn\u0131 zamanda kendi sonuma bakaca\u011f\u0131m oradan.<\/p>\n<p>Her sabah bana hayat\u0131n ge\u00e7ici oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlatacaks\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Belki de sen, hayattayken verdi\u011fin derslere \u015fimdi sessizli\u011finle devam edeceksin.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ben bu evde ya\u015famaya devam edece\u011fim babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ve her sabah pencereyi a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131mda \u00f6nce sana bakaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen dua edece\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Bazen hi\u00e7bir \u015fey s\u00f6ylemeden sadece susaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insan bazen babas\u0131na s\u00f6yleyecek kelime bulamaz.<\/p>\n<p>Sadece bakar\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve \u00f6zler.<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn topra\u011f\u0131na diz \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde bir kez daha anlad\u0131m:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Baba kaybedilmiyor asl\u0131nda.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Eli elinden gidiyor, sesi evden eksiliyor, bedeni g\u00f6zden kayboluyor\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ama \u00f6\u011frettikleri insan\u0131n karakterinde, sevgisi kalbinde, hat\u0131ras\u0131 evlad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6mr\u00fcnde ya\u015famaya devam ediyor.<\/p>\n<p>Sen de benimle ya\u015famaya devam edeceksin babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Ben ya\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a dualar\u0131mda, hat\u0131ralar\u0131mda, yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m iyiliklerde ve her sabah a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m o pencerede\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Mek\u00e2n\u0131n cennet, kabrin nur olsun.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Rabbim seni rahmetiyle ku\u015fats\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ve bir g\u00fcn bizim de yolculu\u011fumuz tamamland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bizi yeniden g\u00fczel bir kavu\u015fmayla bulu\u015ftursun.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eimdi sen kar\u015f\u0131daki mezarl\u0131kta uyuyorsun.<br \/>\nBen ise bu evin penceresinden sana bakmaya devam ediyorum.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>D\u00fcn sen bana bakard\u0131n babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026<br \/>\nBundan sonra ben sana bakaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-4257444785\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u0131ymet YILDIRIM Babac\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u2026 Bug\u00fcn yine yan\u0131nday\u0131m. K\u00f6ye geldim. Ama art\u0131k k\u00f6ye geli\u015fimin anlam\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fti. Eskiden bu yollardan ge\u00e7erken sonunda sana kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilirdim. 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