{"id":63769,"date":"2025-02-21T21:33:58","date_gmt":"2025-02-21T18:33:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=63769"},"modified":"2025-02-21T21:33:58","modified_gmt":"2025-02-21T18:33:58","slug":"oyku-sessiz-aksam","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/oyku-sessiz-aksam\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6yk\u00fc: Sessiz Ak\u015fam"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Zekiye YILMAZ<\/p>\n<p>Pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durmu\u015f, d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bak\u0131yordu. Kar yava\u015f yava\u015f ya\u011f\u0131yor, \u00e7at\u0131lara beyaz bir \u00f6rt\u00fc seriliyordu. Kar\u015f\u0131daki binan\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131nda bir grup ku\u015f toplanm\u0131\u015f, birbirlerine sokuluyordu. Belki de su ar\u0131yorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u00e7inde bir \u015feylerin b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc hissediyordu. Sabahtan beri dalgalanan ruhu, \u015fimdi sessizdi. Sabah dua etmi\u015fti. O an i\u00e7i huzurla dolmu\u015ftu. Ama ak\u015fam, bir kadeh i\u00e7kiyle beraber yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 daha da derinden hissetmi\u015fti.<\/p>\n<p>Mutfa\u011fa g\u00f6z att\u0131. Yemek yapmaya gerek yoktu. Zaten a\u00e7 de\u011fildi. \u0130\u00e7inde bir doluluk vard\u0131, neyle dolu oldu\u011funu bilmiyordu. Bo\u011faz\u0131nda d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm olmu\u015f duygular, g\u00f6zlerinden ya\u015f olarak d\u00f6k\u00fclmek i\u00e7in bekliyordu. Muslu\u011fu a\u00e7maktan korkuyordu. A\u00e7arsa, durduramazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Saat ilerliyordu. G\u00fcne\u015f, binalar\u0131n aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015farak kayboluyordu. G\u00f6lgeler uzuyor, odas\u0131 karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fcl\u00fcyordu. Bir an camdan yans\u0131yan g\u00f6zlerine bakt\u0131. Orada bir \u015fey ar\u0131yordu. Kendini.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3464999064\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Ku\u015flar kanat \u00e7\u0131rparak uzakla\u015ft\u0131. O, h\u00e2l\u00e2 pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde duruyordu.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-3632813053\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Zekiye YILMAZ Pencerenin \u00f6n\u00fcnde durmu\u015f, d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya bak\u0131yordu. Kar yava\u015f yava\u015f ya\u011f\u0131yor, \u00e7at\u0131lara beyaz bir \u00f6rt\u00fc seriliyordu. Kar\u015f\u0131daki binan\u0131n \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131nda bir grup ku\u015f toplanm\u0131\u015f, birbirlerine sokuluyordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":63401,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-63769","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-gAx","jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/01\/zekiye-yilmaz.jpg?fit=592%2C640&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63769","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=63769"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/63769\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/63401"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=63769"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=63769"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=63769"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}