{"id":5257,"date":"2013-08-20T20:14:08","date_gmt":"2013-08-20T17:14:08","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=5257"},"modified":"2016-09-18T14:10:34","modified_gmt":"2016-09-18T11:10:34","slug":"olumu-asmak","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/olumu-asmak\/","title":{"rendered":"\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc a\u015fmak"},"content":{"rendered":"

K\u0131rcaali \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na uzanan ana sokakta Ra\u015fidov\u2019un (herkes ona Ra\u015fko diye hitap ediyordu) bir ayakkab\u0131 d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 vard\u0131. Daha fazla t\u00fct\u00fcnc\u00fclerin ve \u00e7obanlar\u0131n giydi\u011fi lastik ayakkab\u0131 sat\u0131lan bu ma\u011fazada e\u015fi Ferihan teyzeyle birlikte \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m olay 1984 y\u0131l\u0131nda olmu\u015ftur.<\/p>\n

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Bir sabah Ra\u015fko d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131. E\u015fine MVR\u2019ye (milis m\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne) \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve belirsiz bir s\u00fcre i\u00e7in \u00f6l\u00fcm kamp\u0131 ad\u0131yla bilinen \u201cBelene\u201d adas\u0131na s\u00fcrg\u00fcn edildi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir el \u00e7antas\u0131na bir \u015feyler doldurdu, ya\u011f\u0131\u015fl\u0131 g\u00fcnlerde giydi\u011fi kunduralar\u0131n\u0131 ba\u011flad\u0131 ve e\u015fini iki yana\u011f\u0131ndan \u00f6p\u00fcp \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.
\n\u0130ki hafta ge\u00e7medi. D\u00fckk\u00e2na giren gen\u00e7 bir gelin. \u201cFerihan teyze, Ra\u015fko a\u011fabey \u201cBelene\u201dde m\u00fczevirlik yap\u0131yormu\u015f!\u201d dedi.
\n\u201cNe dersin be k\u0131z\u0131m sen!\u201d diyen Ferihan teyzenin dolgun yanaklar\u0131 parlad\u0131, g\u00f6zleri yerinden f\u0131rlad\u0131. \u201cBa\u015f\u0131 beladan kurtulma yas\u0131 bunu da yapm\u0131\u015f!
\nUtanmaz!\u201d deyip, \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k kopard\u0131, kap\u0131y\u0131 \u00e7ekti ve def olup gitti.
\nBir ay sonra Ferihan teyze ile e\u015fi Ra\u015fko, K\u0131rcaali Mahkemesi \u00f6n\u00fcnde kap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Ferihan teyze bo\u015fanma davas\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ve \u201c\u0130ki o\u011flumuz var, onlardan ba\u011fli utanmad\u0131n m\u0131, onlar\u0131n kaderini hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmedin mi? Bize kimse k\u0131z vermez! Evlatlar\u0131m senin e\u015fekli\u011fin y\u00fcz\u00fcnden bek\u00e2r kalacak\u2026\u201d t\u00fcr\u00fcnden savuruyordu.\u00a0 \u201cMolla \u00c7e\u015fme\u201d mahallesinden \u00c7ingene kad\u0131nlar\u0131 gibi elindeki kara sapl\u0131 \u00e7antay\u0131 da d\u00f6rt yana savururken, ara s\u0131ra Ra\u015fko\u2019nun geni\u015f s\u0131rt\u0131na var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle indiriyordu.
\nHak oldu\u011funu anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Ra\u015fko, \u201ckimseye k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fck etmedi\u011fini, hi\u00e7 kimseyi gammazlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, \u00e7ok gizli, kimsenin \u015f\u00fcphelenmedi\u011fi,\u00a0 bamba\u015fka bir vazifeyle g\u00f6nderildi\u011fini\u201d s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor, olay\u0131 kapatmak i\u00e7in s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klamay\u0131 bile g\u00f6ze al\u0131yordu, fakat g\u00f6z\u00fc d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f Ferihan teyze hi\u00e7bir \u015fey duymuyordu.
\nBir ara Ra\u015fko \u00e7ok y\u00fcksek sesle ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131: \u201cAyaklanacaklarm\u0131\u015f, ayaklanacaklar m\u0131 yoksa a\u00e7l\u0131k grevi mi yapacaklar, onu anlamaya g\u00f6nderildim. B\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011flana daire verecekler!\u201d dedi.
\nEvlenmek isteyen b\u00fcy\u00fck o\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131n dairesi yoktu ve aile s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yordu. K\u0131z taraf\u0131 da gelinin kendi evinde olmas\u0131nda \u00e7ok \u0131srarl\u0131yd\u0131.
\n\u201cAl da, istedi\u011fin deli\u011fe sok. \u0130stemiyorum. Gelin de defolsun. Ben kendi dairemi kendim ald\u0131m. S\u0131vas\u0131n kollar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, als\u0131n! Ben kimseden daire falan istemedim. \u00c7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r al\u0131r. Ben o\u011flumu sakat do\u011furmad\u0131m!\u201d \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ok y\u00fckselti ve Ra\u015fko\u2019yu iyice \u00fcrk\u00fctt\u00fc. 30 y\u0131ll\u0131k e\u015fine s\u00f6z ge\u00e7iremiyordu. Ferihan, meydanda,\u00a0 sesi sonuna kadar a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir bozuk plak gibi alabildi\u011fine \u00f6t\u00fcyordu. Etraf mah\u015fer yeri olmu\u015ftu. O, birden bire kel ba\u015f\u0131na takkesini takt\u0131 ve h\u0131zl\u0131 ad\u0131mlarla oradan kayboldu.
\nBu rezilli\u011fe dayanamayan Ferihan teyze \u00e7ok ge\u00e7medi hayata g\u00f6zlerini yumdu. Topra\u011f\u0131 bol olsun. Son s\u00f6z\u00fc, \u201cO k\u00f6r olas\u0131 \u00e7ay\u0131 mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00f6te ucuna g\u00f6m\u00fcn, yan\u0131ma yak\u0131n olmas\u0131n! Ne burada ne de orada g\u00f6rmek istemem onu!\u201d oldu.
\nOnur yaras\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131r.
\n\u201cBelene\u201d \u00f6l\u00fcm kamp\u0131nda m\u00fczevirlik yapanlar\u0131n g\u00fcnah\u0131n\u0131 Tuna \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn suyuyla y\u0131kasak temizleyemeyiz.
\nKu\u015fkusuz, 28 y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fi olan bu \u00e7ok ac\u0131kl\u0131 olay, bug\u00fcn de, o g\u00fcn gibi, canl\u0131 ve ac\u0131yor. \u201cBelene\u201dde yatt\u0131m paras\u0131n\u0131 cebe at\u0131p,\u00a0 T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye ka\u00e7makla ya da kabre uzanmakla i\u015f bitmedi. Gizli servisler bu paray\u0131 asl\u0131nda \u201cBelene\u201dyi unutturmamak i\u00e7in vermi\u015fti. Her santimini harcarken orada can feda edenlerin kemiklerini, Tuna \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n u\u011fultusunu, kurt k\u00f6peklerinin gece boyu ulumas\u0131n\u0131, silah seslerini hat\u0131rlamamak elde de\u011fildi.
\nBir de \u015fu var. \u201cBelene Paras\u0131\u201d her s\u00fcrg\u00fcne yani hepinize verildi\u011fi i\u00e7in, izleri kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rma \u00f6devi g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Beyaz ta\u015flar pirincin i\u00e7inde kald\u0131. Her an her biri di\u015f k\u0131rabilir. Bu a\u00e7\u0131dan de\u011ferlendirildi\u011finde, \u201cBelene Trajedisi\u201d bir de kopmam\u0131\u015f bir f\u0131rt\u0131na i\u015faretidir.
\nBirka\u00e7 Pazar \u00f6nce yazarlar\u0131m\u0131zdan Nafiye Y\u0131lmaz, \u201cBelene\u201d \u00f6l\u00fcm kamp\u0131n\u0131 kokusu asla u\u00e7up gitmeyen bir so\u011fan zar\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fi ile anlat\u0131rken \u201ckokmaya devam ediyor\u201d dedi\u011finde, \u201canonimler\u201d cenk cephesi a\u00e7t\u0131. \u201c\u0130p\u201d, \u201csicim\u201d, \u201cbacaklar\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131rar\u0131z,\u201d \u201csa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan asar\u0131z,\u201d diye kekelemeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Korku sa\u00e7maktan \u00e7ekinmediler. \u0130dam\u0131n son ceza oldu\u011fu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcl\u00fcrse, usta kalemin \u00e7ok ac\u0131yan bir yaraya bast\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortadad\u0131r. Nedir bu yara? Y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde sararan pirin\u00e7 tanelerinin aras\u0131nda beyaz ta\u015flar se\u00e7ilmeye mi ba\u015flad\u0131???
\nBiz, yani bug\u00fcnk\u00fc gen\u00e7 ku\u015fak, \u201cBelene\u201d s\u00fcrg\u00fcn kamp\u0131 olay\u0131n\u0131 art\u0131k irini akm\u0131\u015f, savm\u0131\u015f bir yara olarak alg\u0131lamak istesek de, asl\u0131nda Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinin yak\u0131n ge\u00e7mi\u015findeki bu toplu izdiham, kal\u0131n bir kab\u0131n alt\u0131nda uyuyor, zonklamak i\u00e7in f\u0131rsat bekliyor. \u015eu \u015fekilde anlatmam cazipse, halen bu kal\u0131n yara kabu\u011fu alt\u0131ndaki kurtlar ikide bir oyna\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a, durum hafif ka\u015f\u0131ma ile sakinle\u015ftiriliyor. Nafiye Y\u0131lmaz\u2019\u0131n kald\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 so\u011fan zarlar\u0131 yaray\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f olabilir mi?
\nAnla\u015f\u0131lan \u015fudur ki, Belene s\u00fcrg\u00fcnleri aras\u0131nda \u015fu 30 y\u0131ll\u0131k ka\u015f erli kabu\u011fu kopar\u0131p atmak, i\u00e7ini temizletip pansuman talep eden yok. D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc de\u011fil mi? Neden acaba?
\nBiz yeni ku\u015fak \u00f6l\u00fcm kaplar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fimiz i\u00e7in 20. Y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n insan\u0131 yere seren mant\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlamakta zorlan\u0131yoruz. \u00d6rne\u011fin \u201cBelene\u201d \u00f6l\u00fcm kamp\u0131nda bizimkilerden \u00f6len ya da \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclen olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan dolay\u0131, adada ate\u015f etmeyen t\u00fcfeklerle sava\u015f yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibimize geliyor. Biz art\u0131k 21. Y\u00fczy\u0131lda ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zdan \u201cgammaza\u201d \u00f6d\u00fcl olarak daire verilmesine ak\u0131l erdiremiyoruz. Biz bug\u00fcn art\u0131k m\u00fczevirlere hayat hakk\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inanmak istiyoruz. Ge\u00e7en y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 korumak isteyenler olabilir, ama yeni nesil bunu istemiyor. Eski asr\u0131n kirli \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n \u015fimdiki gen\u00e7 ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131n ipine serilmesi de do\u011fru de\u011fildir. Yani ben, Nafiye Y\u0131lmaza savrulan tehdidi haks\u0131z ve utan\u00e7 verici buluyorum.
\nOlaya bir de ba\u015fka taraftan bakal\u0131m:
\n\u0130stanbul \u00dcniversitesi do\u00e7entlerinden M. Deniz\u2019in BULT\u00dcRK Genel Sekreteri s\u0131fat\u0131yla kaleme al\u0131p yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cSuyunun suyunu \u00e7\u0131karaca\u011f\u0131z!\u201d ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 yaz\u0131ya halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hak ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck davas\u0131nda katk\u0131s\u0131 olan Malko\u00e7o\u011flu\u2019nun tepkisi kayda de\u011ferdir. \u201cCiddiyet S\u0131nanmal\u0131\u201d diyen Say\u0131n Malko\u00e7o\u011flu\u2019na soruyorum. \u201cNerede s\u0131nanmal\u0131?\u201d Bulgaristan\u2019da olup biten olaylar\u0131 \u015fimdi T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de s\u0131namak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc?
\n\u00d6\u011frencilerin s\u0131nava \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi, teker teker hepsini sorguya m\u0131 \u00e7ekelim? Ger\u00e7ek sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 Vatan\u0131n\u0131 terk eder mi? Sonra o s\u00f6z\u00fcm ona sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n \u201custa lafebesi\u201d oldu\u011funu, gizli ajanl\u0131ktan vaz ge\u00e7mediklerini nereden bilelim. \u0130\u00e7ine kapanan bu ajanlar bir\u00e7oklar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in anla\u015f\u0131lmaz birer yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f sergilemiyor mu? Tanr\u0131dan ba\u015fka kim anlar insan y\u00fcre\u011finden ge\u00e7enleri? Eski ajanlar\u0131n hepsi bug\u00fcn art\u0131k ya\u015fl\u0131 ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fcyorlar. Akci\u011ferlerindeki son pisli\u011fi de t\u00fck\u00fcr\u00fcp mezara haz\u0131rl\u0131yorlar kendilerini. Haf\u0131zalar\u0131 ne olacak, vicdanlar\u0131 nas\u0131l temizlenecek!!! Evet, her \u015fey geride kald\u0131. Tuna gibi su deryas\u0131nda ak\u0131p gitti, denize yani bilinmeyene kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131 \u00f6yle mi? Ne yaz\u0131k ki \u00f6yle de\u011fil!
\nBiz, yeni ku\u015fak Belene \u00f6rne\u011finden mertlik dersi alam\u0131yoruz. Olaylar arap sa\u00e7\u0131 gibi kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k. Ra\u015fko mutlulu\u011fu \u201cdairede\u201d g\u00f6r\u00fcrken, \u201cBelene\u201d paras\u0131n\u0131 almayan olmad\u0131. Sanki bu parayla her \u015fey d\u00fczeldi, unutuldu. Bulgar verdi\u011fi birka\u00e7 parayla ellerini y\u0131kad\u0131. G\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcz gibi paralar yetmedi, bitti, ihtiya\u00e7larsa bitmiyor. Daireler ajanlara verildi sonra, kimisi geri al\u0131nd\u0131. Al g\u00fcl\u00fcm ver g\u00fcl\u00fcm. Oysa mutluluk dairede veya parada de\u011fil, insan\u0131n kalbindedir. \u0130hanet edenler zengin ve huzurlu olamaz.
\n23 y\u0131l hi\u00e7bir H\u00d6H toplant\u0131s\u0131na davet edilmeyen, devaml\u0131 d\u0131\u015flanan, k\u00f6t\u00fclenen, hi\u00e7le nen, halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u015fanl\u0131 tarihine yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f isimleri zorla silinen kahramanlar\u0131m\u0131z, H\u00d6H\u2019l\u00fc Ba\u015fkan taraf\u0131ndan idare edilen Mestanl\u0131 Belediyesi\u2019ne davet edilip kendilerine birer onurluk verilince el uzat\u0131p ald\u0131lar. Hi\u00e7 biri sunulan onurlu\u011fu al\u0131p H\u00d6H liderinin kafas\u0131na vuramad\u0131.
\n\u201cBizimle alay m\u0131 ediyorsunuz!\u201d diyemedi.
\nBiz \u201c\u00d6L\u00dcM\u00dc A\u015eMI\u015e\u201d \u015ferefli kahramanlar\u0131z, aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 denk al\u0131n!\u201d diyen olmad\u0131. Ne yani bir te\u015fekk\u00fcr belgesi (A4) olay bitti, alan memnun veren memnun \u00f6yle mi? \u00c7\u0131ld\u0131rmak i\u015ften de\u011fil\u2026
\nBizimle alay m\u0131 ediyorsunuz, deyip o k\u0131yad\u0131 y\u0131rtamad\u0131lar. Nerede bu kahramanlar? G\u00f6remedik?
\n\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc a\u015fanlar y\u00fcrekli insanlard\u0131r. Biz hakikat yolunu y\u00fcr\u00fcmeye devam ettik\u00e7e b\u00f6breklerinde ta\u015f, ci\u011ferlinde ihanet kanseri olanlar ister istemez bizden gerilerde kalacakt\u0131r.
\nOnlar er veya ge\u00e7 ameliyat masas\u0131na yatacakt\u0131r.
\nCi\u011ferleri a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca eski ve yeni ger\u00e7ek ille g\u00f6r\u00fclecektir. Ferihan teyze K\u0131rcaali\u2019de bu b\u00fcy\u00fck ameliyat\u0131 y\u0131llar \u00f6nce ba\u015flat\u0131p ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftiren onurlu bac\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zdan biridir. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fc a\u015fanlar \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczd\u00fcr.<\/p>\n