{"id":49701,"date":"2020-10-11T08:50:19","date_gmt":"2020-10-11T05:50:19","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=49701"},"modified":"2020-10-11T08:54:01","modified_gmt":"2020-10-11T05:54:01","slug":"mehmet-karahuseyinin-dogum-gunu","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/mehmet-karahuseyinin-dogum-gunu\/","title":{"rendered":"Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyin’in do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fc"},"content":{"rendered":"

5.Ekim Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyin’in do\u011fum g\u00fcn\u00fcyd\u00fc.<\/p>\n

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\u015eA\u0130R MEHMET KARAH\u00dcSEY\u0130NOV\u2019UN 10. \u00d6L\u00dcM YILI<\/strong><\/div>\n
Yazan: \u0130sa Cebeci<\/div>\n
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T\u00fcrk k\u00f6kenli Bulgaristan \u015fairi Mehmet Hasanov Karah\u00fcseyinov 5 Ekim 1945 y\u0131l\u0131nda Deliorman b\u00f6lgesinin Razgrat iline ba\u011fl\u0131 Sevar (Caferler) k\u00f6y\u00fcnde d\u00fcnyaya geldi. Deliorman \u015fairi Hasan Karah\u00fcseyinov\u2019un (1985 y\u0131l\u0131ndan sonra Asen Karahanov Sevarski) ikinci o\u011fludur. Ailesinin Sofya\u2019ya yerle\u015fmesi nedeniyle \u00e7ocuk ya\u015fta Sofya\u2019da ya\u015fama\u011fa ba\u015flad\u0131. Deliorman\u2019\u0131n T\u00fcrk dili ortam\u0131ndan uzakla\u015fmas\u0131, onun Bulgarcay\u0131 daha iyi \u00f6\u011frenmesine neden oldu.<\/div>\n
Sofya\u2019da Rus Dili Lisesini bitirdikten sonra Matbaac\u0131l\u0131k Teknik Okulunu d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan okuyarak bitirdi. Matbaa i\u015f\u00e7isi, Yeni Hayat dergisinde m\u00fcrettip ve in\u015faatlarda in\u015faat i\u015f\u00e7isi olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Lise y\u0131llar\u0131nda \u015fiir yazmaya ve resim \u00e7izmeye g\u00f6n\u00fcl verdi. Birka\u00e7 defa Resim Akademisi\u2019ne girmek i\u00e7in s\u0131navlara girdi, ba\u015faramad\u0131. Buna kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k Veliko T\u0131rnovo \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nin Rus Filolojisi b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde okudu, mezun olamadan ayr\u0131ld\u0131. Bir Bulgar k\u0131z\u0131yla evlenmi\u015fti. Bulgarcay\u0131 ana dilinden daha iyi bildi\u011fi i\u00e7in \u015fiirlerini Bulgarcayla kaleme al\u0131yordu. Sofya\u2019da bir etnik Bulgar gibi ya\u015famas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131n Kom\u00fcnist Bulgar iktidar\u0131n\u0131n 1985 y\u0131l\u0131nda giri\u015fti\u011fi T\u00fcrkleri eritme eylemlerine g\u00f6nl\u00fc raz\u0131 olmad\u0131.<\/div>\n
\u0130nsan haklar\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 i\u015flenen bu cinayeti protesto etmek amac\u0131yla 1 \u015eubat 1985 tarihinde Vito\u015fa eteklerinde kendini yakt\u0131. Hastanede tedavi alt\u0131na al\u0131nd\u0131. Ancak ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaralar\u0131n\u0131n derin olmas\u0131 nedeniyle 3 May\u0131s 1990 senesinde hayata veda etti.<\/div>\n
\u00c7ok sevdi\u011fi T\u00fcrk \u015fairi Naz\u0131m Hikmet\u2019in \u201cBen yanmasam\/sen yanmasan\/ biz yanmasak\/nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kar\/karanl\u0131klar\/ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa\u201d m\u0131sralar\u0131 onun ac\u0131l\u0131 hayat\u0131n\u0131n motosu olmu\u015ftu. Mehmet yanmay\u0131 g\u00f6ze alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kom\u00fcnist \u015fair olan babas\u0131 Asen Karahanov Sevarski, makale ve kitaplar\u0131nda Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinin Bulgar k\u00f6kenli olduklar\u0131n\u0131 \u201cispatlay\u0131p\u201d Bulgar kom\u00fcnistlerini kuvvetle desteklerken o\u011flu Mehmet \u201cHay\u0131r!\u201d demi\u015f, hatta ona dayak bile att\u0131\u011f\u0131 duyuldu. Ona, yapt\u0131klar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131 utand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, insan aras\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kamaz oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. Daha sonra da kendini ate\u015fe vermi\u015f. Ancak bu dik duru\u015f ona \u00e7ok pahal\u0131ya mal oldu. Be\u015f y\u0131l boyunca yan\u0131k ac\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<\/div>\n
O\u011flunun ac\u0131lar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda dayanamayan baba, yetkili bakanlarla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve o\u011flunu tedavi i\u00e7in u\u00e7akla Moskova\u2019ya g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yler. O\u011ful Mehmet\u2019in babas\u0131na verdi\u011fi cevap ilgin\u00e7tir: \u201cBenim ac\u0131m i\u00e7imde baba. Bedenimi tedavi ettirip de ne yapacaks\u0131n benden! Herkes i\u00e7in Moskova\u2019ya u\u00e7ak kald\u0131rmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc? Ben senin utan\u00e7 verici ayr\u0131cal\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan yararlanmaktansa \u00f6lmeyi ye\u011flerim.\u201d ( Bk. Ahmet \u015eerif \u015eerefli, Sen \u0130stanbul\u2019a Gelme, Tuna Yay\u0131nlar\u0131, 2000.) Arkas\u0131nda bir \u015fiir defteri, gen\u00e7 bir kad\u0131n, Sevara ad\u0131nda bir k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu ile Aspar ad\u0131nda bir erkek \u00e7ocu\u011fu b\u0131rakt\u0131. Bir aile facias\u0131 olan bu sonu\u00e7 \u015fair babas\u0131na da bir ceza mahiyetindeydi. Nitekim \u00e7ok uzamadan Asen Sevarski de d\u00f6n\u00fclmez yolun yolcusu oldu.<\/div>\n
Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyinov, sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u015fiirlerini kitapla\u015ft\u0131ramam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn dokuzuncu y\u0131l\u0131nda (1999) \u0130van Tsanev\u2019in se\u00e7ti\u011fi ve dizgisini yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 72 \u015fiir \u201cUluslar aras\u0131 Az\u0131nl\u0131k Meseleleri ve K\u00fclt\u00fcr Al\u0131\u015f-Veri\u015fi Merkezi\u201dnin maddi katk\u0131lar\u0131yla \u201cNe po noti\u201d (Notalara G\u00f6re De\u011fil) ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan bir kitapta topland\u0131 ve \u201cST\u0130GMAT\u201d Yay\u0131nevi taraf\u0131ndan yay\u0131nland\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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\u201cNE PO NOT\u0130\u201d kitab\u0131ndan al\u0131nan \u015fair Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyin\u2019in birka\u00e7 \u015fiirini \u0130sa Cebeci\u2019nin \u00e7evrisinde okurlar\u0131m\u0131za sunuyoruz:<\/em><\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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SU\u00c7LU<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Bir yerden bir \u015fey \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131rsa<\/div>\n
Biri y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsa e\u011fer<\/div>\n
Birine kelep\u00e7e vurulmu\u015fsa<\/div>\n
Su\u00e7lu olan benim, ben!<\/div>\n
E\u011fer bir ki\u015fi hastalanm\u0131\u015fsa<\/div>\n
E\u011fer bir yerde biri \u00f6l\u00fcyorsa<\/div>\n
Sessiz ve pisipisine gidiyorsa<\/div>\n
Su\u00e7lu olan benim, ben!<\/div>\n
Biri nefretle doluysa<\/div>\n
E\u011fer al\u00e7aklar kutsan\u0131rsa<\/div>\n
E\u011fer biri kimseyi sevmiyorsa<\/div>\n
E\u011fer ikiy\u00fczl\u00fcler varsa<\/div>\n
Namussuz y\u00fckseliyorsa e\u011fer<\/div>\n
Su\u00e7lu olan benim, ben, ben, ben!<\/div>\n
1983<\/div>\n
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\u00d6R\u00dcLM\u00dc\u015e DUVARLAR<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D\u00f6rt kap\u0131ya da duvar \u00f6rd\u00fcm<\/div>\n
G\u00fcvence ekip, yalan bi\u00e7tim<\/div>\n
G\u00f6zlerinde ya\u015f parl\u0131yorsa<\/div>\n
Aln\u0131n omzumda de\u011fil.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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D\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131na kapand\u0131m<\/div>\n
Yan\u0131ld\u0131m bu kadar a\u00e7\u0131lmakla<\/div>\n
Sana k\u0131skan\u00e7 geceler, h\u0131zl\u0131 g\u00fcnler vaat ettim<\/div>\n
\u0130ki yolum var benim: a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 ve yukar\u0131.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Kulaklar\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor sesin<\/div>\n
Her \u015fey harcanm\u0131\u015f olamaz \u2013<\/div>\n
\u00d6zlenen a\u015fk, ya\u015fanmam\u0131\u015f his<\/div>\n
M\u00fczikten \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f piyano.<\/div>\n
1984<\/div>\n
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KEHANETLER\u0130M<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Neden ger\u00e7ek oluyor k\u00f6t\u00fc kehanetlerim?<\/div>\n
\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor s\u00fcrekli oydu\u011fum kristal m\u00e2bet<\/div>\n
Birinin pervas\u0131zca al\u00e7akl\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden-<\/div>\n
Yaln\u0131z ge\u00e7iyorsun bir s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na<\/div>\n
Son g\u00f6mle\u011fi de s\u0131y\u0131r\u0131yorlar \u00fcst\u00fcnden….<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Neden ger\u00e7ek oluyor k\u00f6t\u00fc kehanetlerim?<\/div>\n
\u0130zlerim siliniyor batakl\u0131kta hemen<\/div>\n
Batak kardeleni bir av yemidir-<\/div>\n
Gelip sokulur bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131za yerden<\/div>\n
Kovulmu\u015f bir di\u015fi mahl\u00fbk gibi…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Neden ger\u00e7ek oluyor k\u00f6t\u00fc kehanetlerim?<\/div>\n
Senin i\u00e7in tehlikelidir benim d\u00fcnyam<\/div>\n
L\u00e2kin an\u0131lardan nereye ka\u00e7ars\u0131n<\/div>\n
Yanm\u0131\u015f \u00fct\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f k\u0131z\u0131lc\u0131k sopas\u0131 gibi<\/div>\n
Bu kentin her yerinde ben var\u0131m…<\/div>\n
1985<\/div>\n
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YALNIZLIK<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Tramvayda yaln\u0131zl\u0131k kayn\u0131yor<\/div>\n
Kimseler tan\u0131m\u0131yor kimseyi<\/div>\n
Hindistan\u2019da m\u0131 Malaya\u2019da m\u0131<\/div>\n
Bir inek sakince ilerliyor…<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ben mi cennetteyim, cennet mi bende-<\/div>\n
Kimseye \u015fapka indirmiyorum<\/div>\n
Ben mi \u015eiva\u2019y\u0131m, Sen mi Kali\u2019sin<\/div>\n
Bu hi\u00e7likte bunu sana kim s\u00f6ylesin?<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131k geliyor mu geliyor<\/div>\n
Hap\u015f\u0131rsan da, \u00f6ks\u00fcrsen de geliyor<\/div>\n
Kaplan gibi b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrsen de duyan yok<\/div>\n
Her \u015fey su ve her \u015fey ate\u015f olmu\u015f…<\/div>\n
1988<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
Reklamlar<\/div>