{"id":48967,"date":"2020-09-14T16:17:42","date_gmt":"2020-09-14T13:17:42","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=48967"},"modified":"2020-09-14T16:17:42","modified_gmt":"2020-09-14T13:17:42","slug":"firdevs-buyukatesin-siirlerinde-eylul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/firdevs-buyukatesin-siirlerinde-eylul\/","title":{"rendered":"Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e’in \u015fiirlerinde eyl\u00fcl"},"content":{"rendered":"

EYL\u00dcL<\/strong><\/p>\n

Serinlemeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca ak\u015famlar<\/em>
\nS\u0131cak duygulara ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131yor<\/em>
\nDostlar y\u0131llar\u0131n ard\u0131nda kalanlar
\nEyl\u00fcl sinesinde ayr\u0131l\u0131klar ta\u015f\u0131yor<\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7etin bir k\u0131\u015f\u0131n habercisiymi\u015f<\/em>
\nAyvalar\u0131n son baharda bollu\u011fu<\/em>
\nHazan sevgileri silip s\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f<\/em>
\nElde kalan hasretlerin doru\u011fu<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6nl\u00fcme yapraklar yap\u0131yor<\/em>
\nKur\u015funi bulutlar g\u00f6zlerimde<\/em>
\nUmutlar avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda a\u011fl\u0131yor<\/em>
\nAn\u0131lar g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedik\u00e7e y\u00fcz\u00fcme<\/em><\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7irmi\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc di\u015flerini<\/em>
\nGecenin \u015fah damarlar\u0131nda taht\u0131<\/em>
\nNefesimde buzlar\u0131 eriten seli<\/em>
\nKalbimde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen yang\u0131n\u0131 sakl\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em>
\nDOBRUCA<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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YA\u011eMURLARIN ALTINA<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ne zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rsam g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ihti\u015fam\u0131 olan o sihirli bulutlarda kal\u0131r g\u00f6zlerim.\u00a0Bazen bembeyaz tonlarca pamuk, bazen gri, mor, pembeye \u00e7alan renkleri, bazen de, simsiyah olu\u015flar\u0131 korkular sal\u0131yor insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden kalbine.\u00a0Bulutlara bak\u0131nca yerlere sa\u00e7\u0131lacak ya\u011fmurun t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc sezer kimi insanlar.\u00a0Bulutlar\u0131n hepsi de buluttur ama biz hep o beyaz mavi bulutlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek isteriz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde.\u00a0G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc sonsuzluk demektir, sonsuzluklar da \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn simgesi, beyaz, mavi bulutlar herkese ayr\u0131 bir duygu verir Bana da bar\u0131\u015f g\u00fcvercinlerini hat\u0131rlat\u0131rlar her zaman.\u00a0Bar\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en de\u011ferli s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr, ondan daha g\u00fczel, daha tatl\u0131, daha de\u011ferli ne olabilir ki?<\/div>\n
\u015e\u00f6yle bir ye\u015fil \u00e7imenlere uzan\u0131p do\u011fan\u0131n sesini dinlerken, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bulutlara verip sonsuzlu\u011fa dal\u0131p kalsak \u00f6ylece, g\u00f6rece\u011fiz ki, bulutlar da insanlar gibi hareket halindeler.\u00a0Sa\u011fa, sola, ileri, geri, ko\u015fu\u015fturup duruyorlar, kimisi kol kola, kimisi kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya, durmaks\u0131z\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fiyorlar.\u00a0Biz \u00e7ocuk iken, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn tozlu sokaklar\u0131na ya\u011fmurlar inince, \u00e7\u0131plak ayaklarla ya\u011fmurlar alt\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131r, tozlar\u0131n \u00e7amura d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f halini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce; ya\u011f ya\u011f ya\u011fmurum, tarlada \u00e7amurun, teknede hamurum, \u00e7ok ya\u011f ya\u011fmurum diye, bir a\u011f\u0131zdan \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerdik.<\/div>\n
\u015eemsiye nedir bilmezdik o zamanlar.<\/strong><\/div>\n
Ya\u011fmurlar \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f topraklar\u0131n acil \u015fif as\u0131yd\u0131, insanlar\u0131n umudu, kar\u0131n toklu\u011fu idi . Ya\u011fmurlarla boy atacak tarlalarda, g\u00fcne\u015fin rengine kavu\u015facaklard\u0131 alt\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015faklar.\u00a0Ya\u011fmurlar bir de\u011fil, bin bir g\u00fczellik verecekti kara topra\u011fa can suyu olanda. \u00c7amura minnet kalmam\u0131z\u0131, ya\u011fmurum rahmet oldu\u011funu ondan ka\u00e7mamay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015flerdi bize.\u00a0Bu y\u00fczden olsa gerek \u015femsiyeleri sevemedim hal\u00e2, bazen \u015femsiye alsam bile muhakkak bir yerde unuturum ya\u011fmurlar alt\u0131nda gezmeye hala \u00e7ocuklar kadar tutkunum.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n
KIRKLAREL\u0130<\/strong><\/em><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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YA\u011eMURLARIN ALTINA<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ne zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rsam g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ihti\u015fam\u0131 olan o sihirli bulutlarda kal\u0131r g\u00f6zlerim.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bazen bembeyaz tonlarca pamuk, bazen gri, mor, pembeye \u00e7alan renkleri, bazen de, simsiyah olu\u015flar\u0131 korkular sal\u0131yor insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden kalbine.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Bulutlara bak\u0131nca yerlere sa\u00e7\u0131lacak ya\u011fmurun t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc sezer kimi insanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bulutlar\u0131n hepsi de buluttur ama biz hep o beyaz mavi bulutlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek isteriz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde.<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc sonsuzluk demektir, sonsuzluklar da \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn simgesi, beyaz, mavi bulutlar herkese ayr\u0131 bir duygu verir bana da bar\u0131\u015f g\u00fcvercinlerini hat\u0131rlat\u0131rlar her zaman.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bar\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en de\u011ferli s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr, ondan daha g\u00fczel, daha tatl\u0131, daha de\u011ferli ne olabilir ki?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015e\u00f6yle bir ye\u015fil \u00e7imenlere uzan\u0131p do\u011fan\u0131n sesini dinlerken, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bulutlara verip sonsuzlu\u011fa dal\u0131p kalsak \u00f6ylece, g\u00f6rece\u011fiz ki, bulutlar da insanlar gibi hareket halindeler.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sa\u011fa, sola, ileri, geri, ko\u015fu\u015fturup duruyorlar, kimisi kol kola, kimisi kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya, durmaks\u0131z\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fiyorlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Biz\u00a0\u00e7ocuk\u00a0iken, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn tozlu sokaklar\u0131na ya\u011fmurlar ininde, \u00e7\u0131plak ayaklarla ya\u011fmurlar alt\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131r, tozlar\u0131n \u00e7amura d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f halini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce; ya\u011f ya\u011f ya\u011fmurum, tarlada \u00e7amurun, teknede hamurum, \u00e7ok ya\u011f ya\u011fmurum diye, bir a\u011f\u0131zdan \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerdik.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eemsiye nedir bilmezdik o zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmurlar \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f topraklar\u0131n acil \u015fif as\u0131yd\u0131, insanlar\u0131n umudu, kar\u0131n toklu\u011fuydu, umutlar\u0131 ya\u011fmurlarla boy atacak tarlalarda, g\u00fcne\u015fin rengine kavu\u015facaklard\u0131 alt\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015faklar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmurlar bir de\u011fil, bin bir g\u00fczellik verecekti kara topra\u011fa can suyu olanda, \u00e7amura minnet kalmam\u0131z\u0131, ya\u011fmurum rahmet oldu\u011funu ondan ka\u00e7mamay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015flerdi bize.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu y\u00fczden olsa gerek \u015femsiyeleri sevemedim hal\u00e2, bazen \u015femsiye alsam bile muhakkak bir yerde unuturum ya\u011fmurlar alt\u0131nda gezmeye hala \u00e7ocuklar kadar tutkunum.<\/em><\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em>
\nDOBRUCA<\/strong><\/em>
\nKALEM\u0130N D\u0130L\u0130- kitab\u0131mdan<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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HAYAT \u00d6YK\u00dcS\u00dc<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn duygular\u0131m karma kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k<\/em>
\nBir yan\u0131m burada gitme kal diyor<\/em>
\nBir yan\u0131m yollara kollar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k<\/em>
\nKarars\u0131zl\u0131k beni benden ediyor.<\/em><\/p>\n

Hangisi vatan\u0131m nerede yerim<\/em>
\nSorusu \u00f6mr\u00fcme bin sorun etti<\/em>
\nBirisi aya\u011f\u0131m di\u011feri elim<\/em>
\n\u0130kisi bir yere d\u00fc\u015fmedi gitti.<\/em><\/p>\n

Her vuslat i\u00e7imde bir ayr\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn<\/em>
\nOldu ya\u015fant\u0131m\u0131n hayat \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc<\/em>
\nBilinmez hanginin topra\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00fcn<\/em>
\nOlacak \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn en son \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/em><\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em>
\nDOBRUCA<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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T\u00dcKEN\u0130R KEL\u0130MELER<\/strong><\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Yetersiz c\u00fcmlelerde y\u00fcre\u011fim bo\u011fulurken<\/div>\n
Ac\u0131lar y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor kaya gibi \u00fcst\u00fcme<\/div>\n
Bitti bitecek diye g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131m durulurken,<\/div>\n
Y\u00fcklenir kirpi\u011fime bulutlar k\u00fcme k\u00fcme.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Ya\u015famak zehir gibi dola\u015f\u0131rken kan\u0131mda<\/div>\n
Anlatamam derdimi t\u00fckenir kelimeler<\/div>\n
Hayat pasl\u0131 k\u0131l\u0131c\u0131 savurduk\u00e7a can\u0131mda,<\/div>\n
Do\u011facak umutlara kap\u0131lar\u0131 s\u00fcrmeler.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
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Gitmesini bilmeyen sefaleti and\u0131ran<\/div>\n
T\u00fckenmez sanc\u0131lar\u0131n esareti alt\u0131nda<\/div>\n
Oldum kendi kendimi bile bile kand\u0131ran,<\/div>\n
Korkulara b\u00fcr\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f cesaretin alt\u0131nda.<\/div>\n
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Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/div>\n
KIRKLAREL\u0130.<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n
Reklamlar<\/div>