{"id":47703,"date":"2020-07-04T20:20:00","date_gmt":"2020-07-04T17:20:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=47703"},"modified":"2020-07-04T10:59:15","modified_gmt":"2020-07-04T07:59:15","slug":"gulser-mazlum-yetenek-yaraticinin-kalbinde-yorulmadan-vizvizlayan-ari-gibidir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/gulser-mazlum-yetenek-yaraticinin-kalbinde-yorulmadan-vizvizlayan-ari-gibidir\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00fclser Mazlum: Yetenek yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n kalbinde yorulmadan v\u0131zv\u0131zlayan ar\u0131 gibidir"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u201c\u00c7ocu\u011funu elinden tutmu\u015f bir ana g\u00f6rsek, onu yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken d\u00fc\u015fmemesi i\u00e7in tutuyor san\u0131r\u0131z. Oysa, hi\u00e7 \u00f6yle de\u011fil&#8230; Asl\u0131nda \u00e7ocuk bizim umudumuz, g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz, yuvam\u0131z, dayana\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve yar\u0131n\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. Ne zaman elimiz bir \u00e7ocuk ba\u015f\u0131 ok\u015fasa, ne zaman g\u00f6zlerimiz onun g\u00f6zleriyle bulu\u015fsa, i\u00e7imiz ba\u011f bah\u00e7e, g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz \u00e7alkalanan deniz olur. S\u0131n\u0131flar\u0131 onlarla doldurur, onlarla \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131z masallar d\u00fcnyas\u0131na. Onlarla sevinir, onlarla \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr\u00fcz.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-audio\"><audio controls src=\"https:\/\/stream.bnr.bg\/storage\/RadioBulgaria\/Tyrska\/Kyltyra\/Audio02_tur_07_03_19.mp3\"><\/audio><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fclser Mazlum da y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ocuklara adam\u0131\u015f bir \u00f6\u011fretmen olarak onlarla g\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, onlarla \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f olacak ki, yay\u0131mlamakta oldu\u011fu ilk \u015fiir kitab\u0131na \u201cEvrenin \u00c7ocu\u011fu\u201d diye isabetli, g\u00fczel ve i\u00e7 a\u00e7\u0131c\u0131 bir ad verivermi\u015f. O, arad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, bulduklar\u0131n\u0131 ve d\u00fc\u015flediklerini kendi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce terazisinde tartarak al\u0131yor \u015fiirine. Onlarda iyiye, sevgiye ve a\u015fka bir y\u00f6neli\u015f oldu\u011funu sezmekte hi\u00e7 g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fck \u00e7ekmiyor insan. Yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, Bulgaristan T\u00fcrk \u015fiirine bir damla su gibi k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir katk\u0131s\u0131 olur umuduyla sunuyor bizlere. Onun \u015fiirleri bir b\u00fct\u00fcn olu\u015fturuyor sanki. \u0130\u00e7lerinden bir s\u00f6zc\u00fck dahi de\u011fi\u015ftirilse, d\u00fczen bozulacak, \u015fiirler bize k\u00fcsecek ve bizimle bar\u0131\u015fmayacak gibidir!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eumen \u201cEpiskop Konstantin Preslavski\u201d \u00dcniversitesinde \u00f6\u011fretim g\u00f6revlisi olarak g\u00f6rev yapm\u0131\u015f Do\u00e7. Ha\u015fim Akif, bize Veselets k\u00f6y\u00fc do\u011fumlu, Razgradl\u0131 \u015fair G\u00fclser Mazlum\u2019u bu s\u00f6zlerle anlat\u0131yor. Aile, \u00e7ocuklar ve torunlar, memleketi hakk\u0131nda yazan \u015fairin dizelerinde bilgelik ve bir\u00e7ok g\u00fczel mesaj var. \u0130lk defa yay\u0131nlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cDete na vselenata\u201d (Evrenin \u00e7ocu\u011fu) \u015fiir kitab\u0131nda T\u00fcrk\u00e7e ve Bulgarca olmak \u00fczere, 25 adet se\u00e7ilmi\u015f eser yer al\u0131yor. Kitab\u0131n \u00e7evirisi ve edit\u00f6rl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc Ha\u015fim Akif\u2019e ait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Say\u0131n Mazlum, Sadece Razgrad\u2019da ve \u00fclkede de\u011fil, yurtd\u0131\u015f\u0131nda da yarat\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7evreler aras\u0131nda tan\u0131d\u0131k bir ki\u015fisiniz. Hen\u00fcz sizi tan\u0131mayan dinleyicilerimiz i\u00e7in kendinizden biraz bahseder misiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201c\u0130lk \u015fiir kitab\u0131m \u201cEvrenin \u00c7ocu\u011fu\u201dnun bas\u0131lmas\u0131 \u00f6zel bir gurur sebebi oldu\u011funu zannetmiyorum. Bu kitab\u0131n hayat\u0131mda \u00f6nemli ve de\u011ferli olmamas\u0131 anlam\u0131na tabi ki gelmiyor. Bana g\u00f6re insan\u0131n hayat\u0131nda \u00f6nemli ve de\u011ferli olma hissini veren, ne kadar d\u00fcr\u00fcst ve insanlara faydal\u0131 olarak ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fumuzdur. Kendim i\u00e7in \u015funu s\u00f6yleyebilirim, ben \u00fc\u00e7 torun ninesi olmama ra\u011fmen s\u0131radan k\u00f6yl\u00fc bir \u00e7ocuk gibi hissediyorum kendini. Hi\u00e7bir zaman ya\u015flanmayaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Asl\u0131nda istemiyorum da bunu. Deliorman\u2019\u0131n kalbinde do\u011fdum ve b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm. Ruhumun k\u00f6kenleri kara topra\u011f\u0131n ta derinlerinde ve Razgrad ili, Zavet il\u00e7esi olan Veselets k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn ormanlar\u0131ndad\u0131r. Do\u011fum yerime en i\u00e7ten tap\u0131yorum.\u201d<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3863843448\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/static.bnr.bg\/gallery\/cr\/4529a5f9520b7f4035a993df40c61e39.jpg?w=640\" alt=\"\"\/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Size ilham veren \u015feyler neler? \u0130\u00e7inizde yarat\u0131c\u0131 bir k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m oldu\u011funu ne zaman hissettiniz ve \u015fiir hayat\u0131n\u0131za nas\u0131l girdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201c\u0130lham ate\u015fi beni daha \u0130sperih\u2019teki lise y\u0131llar\u0131mda alevlendirdi. Bulgarca \u00f6\u011fretmenim say\u0131n Viktoriya Stoeva, y\u00fcksek notlar yazarak yazma yetene\u011fimi destekledi. O\u011fullar\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcnce, yani k\u0131rk be\u015fimden sonra, daha yo\u011fun yazmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m. \u0130lham kayna\u011f\u0131m ne mi? \u0130ki \u015fey bana ilham veriyor. A\u015fk ve haks\u0131zl\u0131k. Ben hayat ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ve refah\u0131 \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclebilen de\u011fer olarak saym\u0131yorum. Onlar\u0131 insan\u0131n geni\u015f sevgi ve anlay\u0131\u015f da\u011f\u0131tma yetene\u011fi ile \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcyorum&#8230;kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden, iyilik ve anlay\u0131\u015f da\u011f\u0131tmas\u0131 ile.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Ayn\u0131 zamanda baz\u0131 \u015fiirlerimde benim ba\u015fka bir y\u00f6n\u00fcm, isyankarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u00f6ne \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. Neye kar\u015f\u0131 m\u0131? Vasatl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6stergesine ve militanl\u0131kta olan cahiliyete kar\u015f\u0131. Her Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n g\u00fcn\u00fcnde de\u011fi\u015fik simalarda kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yorum onlar\u0131. Yalan\u0131, ikiy\u00fczl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, demagojiyi, sahtekarl\u0131\u011f\u0131, ba\u015fkalar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hilekarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ekemiyorum. Bu gibi \u015feyler ruhumun s\u00fckunetini bozuyor. Fakat bunlar\u0131 kabul etmemekte a\u015f\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 de\u011filim ben. Tam tersi, bu isyan\u0131m bilin\u00e7likten zaptedilmi\u015ftir, bitmek bilmeyen iyili\u011fin ve k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn birli\u011fi ve sava\u015f\u0131 bilincinden.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Bu y\u00fczden benim lirik kahraman\u0131m\u0131n isyan bayraklar\u0131 sallayan, sava\u015f ve devrim \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131 yapan biri oldugunu sanm\u0131yorum. O \u00f6yle bir kad\u0131n de\u011fildir. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n g\u00fcndemindeki sorunlar\u0131 felsefice \u00e7\u00f6zmeye g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ve m\u00fctevazili\u011fe eri\u015fmi\u015f biridir o. Sessiz devrimlerin zaman\u0131 geldi. Kendi g\u00f6n\u00fcllerimizdeki d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131m\u0131zla sava\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131z &#8211; \u015feytanla, b\u00f6l\u00fcnmeyle, farkl\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabul etmemek ile sava\u015fa devam etmeliyiz. En fazla da de\u011ferlerimizi kaybetme tehlikesinin bizi insan k\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan c\u0131karmas\u0131 ile.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130lk yay\u0131nlanan kitab\u0131n\u0131z, \u201cEvrenin \u00c7ocu\u011fu\u201d gibi g\u00fczel bir ba\u015fl\u0131k ta\u015f\u0131yor. Neden bu ismi se\u00e7tiniz ve mesaj\u0131n\u0131z nedir?<\/p><div id=\"bghab-805011360\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cBurada \u00e7ok k\u0131sa olmak istiyorum. Bu \u015fiir kitab\u0131 bir \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131d\u0131r &#8211; d\u00fcnyay\u0131 \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a temiz ve zorlamas\u0131z kabul etmeye d\u00f6nme \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131. \u0130\u00e7erdi\u011fi \u015fiirler insan egosunun prangalar\u0131n\u0131 koparma \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131d\u0131r. Sadece temiz d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce nimeti kendine \u00e7ekme yetene\u011fine sahip oldu\u011funun \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yor bu \u015fiirler. Evrenin hediyesi gibi kabul etmeliyiz bu \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131y\u0131, her \u00e7ocu\u011fa verilen Yeni Y\u0131l, Noel hediyesi gibi. Belki yaramazl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, belki uslu olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r, ama yine de hediye al\u0131r. Benim en de\u011ferli hediyelerim mi? Ailem,\u00e7ocuklar\u0131m, torunlar\u0131m, beni tan\u0131yan insanlar\u0131n minnetarl\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve m\u00fctte\u015fekirli\u011fi.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ki\u015fisel evreniniz hangisidir ve oraya kimin girmesine izin vermezsiniz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cSon eserlerimden birini okuyarak cevaplayaca\u011f\u0131m.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u041a\u043e\u0435 \u0435 \u043f\u043e-\u0441\u043a\u044a\u043f\u043e?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u0420\u043e\u0434\u0438\u043d\u0430\u0442\u0430 \u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0416\u0438\u0432\u043e\u0442\u044a\u0442?<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-745901533\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u041a\u043e\u0435 \u043f\u043e-\u043d\u0443\u0436\u043d\u043e?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u0415\u0437\u0438\u043a\u044a\u0442 \u043c\u0430\u045d\u0447\u0438\u043d \u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0445\u043b\u044f\u0431\u044a\u0442?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u041a\u043e\u0435 \u0435 \u043f\u043e-\u043c\u0438\u043b\u043e?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u041c\u0430\u045d\u0447\u0435\u0442\u043e \u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0447\u0435\u0434\u043e\u0442\u043e?<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u041d\u044f\u043c\u0430 \u0432\u0438 \u043a\u0440\u0430\u045d \u043c\u0435\u043d\u0435,<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-162974342\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u0440\u043e\u0436\u0431\u0438 \u043c\u043e\u0438, \u043d\u043e \u0441\u0430\u043c\u0430 \u043d\u0435 \u0441\u044a\u043c.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u041d\u0430\u0434\u0435\u0436\u0434\u0430\u0442\u0430 \u0438 \u0412\u044f\u0440\u0430\u0442\u0430<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u0432\u0438\u043d\u0430\u0433\u0438 \u0431\u0438\u043b\u0438 \u0441\u0430 \u0441 \u043c\u0435\u043d\u0435.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Kimi salmam kendi evrenime mi? Daha \u00f6nceki bir sorunuzda cevap verdi\u011fim, siyah karde\u015fli\u011fin sava\u015flar\u0131n\u0131.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eiirleriniz insan ruhuna derinden n\u00fcfuz ediyor. G\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc \u015fiir, b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131lar\u0131n sonucu oldu\u011fu s\u00f6ylenir. Sizin \u015fiirlerinizde neler dokunmu\u015ftur?<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2445670835\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;Evet, b\u00fcy\u00fck ac\u0131lar\u0131n belirdi\u011fi \u015fiirlerim var, hayat benden ac\u0131y\u0131 esirgemedi. Zor g\u00fcnleri hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum.B\u00fcy\u00fck gezi ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ikinci o\u011flumun hamileli\u011finin son aylar\u0131ndayd\u0131m. Erkekkarde\u015fimin ailesi, ilk \u00fclke d\u0131\u015f\u0131 edilenlerden biriydi. Bir bu\u00e7uk ya\u015f\u0131nda \u00e7ocukla 11 g\u00fcn\u00fcn gece g\u00fcnd\u00fczu Razgrad\u2019dan \u0130zmit\u2019e kadar yolculuk yapm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum o zaman bebek bezi var m\u0131yd\u0131. \u015eahsi olarak da hayat tufanlar\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131m, ama Tanr\u0131\u2019ya \u015f\u00fck\u00fcrler olsun ki hala hayattay\u0131m. Ben inan\u00e7l\u0131y\u0131m, \u0130slam dinine kar\u015f\u0131 sayg\u0131l\u0131y\u0131m ve geleneklerini yerine getiriyorum. Ailemde \u00f6yle terbiye edilmi\u015fim ve sayg\u0131m sonsuz, ama ben belirli bir dine hitap etmiyorum.Benim Tanr\u0131\u2019m insanlar aras\u0131nda sevgi ve ben buna her an, nerede olursam olay\u0131m hizmet ediyorum, bunun i\u00e7in tap\u0131na\u011fa ihtiyac\u0131m yok. Okul ve evim benim tap\u0131naklar\u0131m. \u015eiirlerimle olan ilgili ve \u00f6nemli bir \u015feyin alt\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7izmek istiyorum. Ac\u0131 de\u011fil hakim olan duygu fonu onlarda, hay\u0131r, de\u011fil. Kaderin \u00f6n\u00fcnde tevazu etmek ve kalbinde insanlara kar\u015f\u0131 sevgiyi korumak \u2013 budur lirik kahraman\u0131m\u0131n temel niteli\u011fi.Alt\u0131n\u0131 kal\u0131n \u00e7izerek s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum ki benim i\u00e7in hayat\u0131n anlam\u0131 sava\u015fta, kar\u015f\u0131 gelmekte, \u00fcste \u00e7\u0131kmakta ve ge\u00e7ici iyilikler kazanmakta de\u011fildir. Kefenin cebi yok. Anlam\u0131, al\u00e7akg\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fcl\u00fckte ve affetmekte, kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k beklemeden da\u011f\u0131t\u0131lan iyiliktedir bence.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kitab\u0131n\u0131z iki dilde yay\u0131mlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Amac\u0131n\u0131z neydi ve T\u00fcrk\u00e7eye terc\u00fcmesinde size yard\u0131mc\u0131 olan kimlerdi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u201cEvrenin \u00c7ocu\u011fu\u201d \u015fiir kitab\u0131m\u0131n de\u011feri ilk olarak \u015fudur &#8211; ayn\u0131 anda anadilim olan T\u00fcrk\u00e7e ve Bulgarca olmak \u00fczere, iki dilde ger\u00e7ekle\u015fen bir proje olmas\u0131. Bu ger\u00e7ek, beni ayr\u0131ca mutlu ediyor, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda duydu\u011fum s\u0131cakl\u0131k ve sevgi dolu s\u00f6zc\u00fckler bilincimde hayat\u0131m boyunca iz b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Bu anlamda, \u015fiirlerimin terc\u00fcme edilmesi yak\u0131nlar\u0131ma duydu\u011fum \u015f\u00fckran duygusunun sembolik bir jestidir. Boylece ben onlar\u0131n hat\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6lene dek koruyabilecei\u011fime dair bir inan\u00e7t\u0131r. Razgrad k\u00fclt\u00fcr \u00e7evresi ve \u015fehir d\u0131\u015f\u0131ndaki \u00e7evrelerin de \u0432u kitab\u0131 sevgi ile kucaklamalar\u0131na ayr\u0131ca minnetar\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 kimse bana ana dilime terc\u00fcmesi ile birlikte \u015fiir k\u0131tab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131ma sitem etmedi. Bu ger\u00e7ek beni ayr\u0131ca sevindiriyor, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00fclkede etnik \u00e7evrelerdeki tolerans daha g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr bir \u015fekilde hissediliyor. Avrupala\u015f\u0131yoruz diyebilirim. S\u00f6ylemek istiyorum ki t\u00fcm \u015fiirler Bulgarca yaz\u0131ld\u0131, terc\u00fcmeleri de eskiden \u015eumnu \u00dcniversitesi T\u00fcrkoloji B\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc Ba\u015fkanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yapan Do\u00e7. Ha\u015fim Akif ve \u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fair Yahya Akbulut taraf\u0131ndan yap\u0131ld\u0131. Bask\u0131n\u0131n sponsoru ise Fikret \u0130nce. Bir daha bu \u00fc\u00e7 beyefendiye desteklerinden dolay\u0131 \u015f\u00fckranlar\u0131m\u0131 sunuyorum.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u015eiir yazman\u0131n yan\u0131 s\u0131ra, siz \u00f6\u011fretmen ve okul psikologusunuz.T\u00fcm bunlar\u0131 birle\u015ftirmeyi nas\u0131l ba\u015far\u0131yorsunuz ve kendinizi en iyi nerede hissediyorsunuz. \u015eair, \u00f6\u011fretmen veya okul psikologu olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakta m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;Bulgarca Dili ve Edebiyat\u0131 dersini ka\u00e7 \u00f6grenciye verdi\u011fimi bilmiyorum. Son 14 y\u0131ld\u0131r okul psikologu olarak ka\u00e7 \u00f6\u011frenciye kendilerini y\u00fckseltmelerinde yard\u0131m etti\u011fimin say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da bilmiyorum. Bu soru beni ger\u00e7ekten zorlad\u0131. Uyum sa\u011flamak kendili\u011finden olu\u015fuyor, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc gereksinim gecikmeyi kald\u0131rm\u0131yor. Hi\u00e7bir zaman herhangi birinin onay\u0131n\u0131 kazanmak i\u00e7in yazmad\u0131m. \u015eiirler arac\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 ile hi\u00e7bir zaman \u015fan ve \u015f\u00f6hret aramad\u0131m. Tamamen i\u00e7tenlikle s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorum. Belki de bu y\u00fczden \u015fiirlerimi bask\u0131ya vermeye acele etmedim. Bulgarca Dili ve Edebiyat\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmeni olarak ve daha sonra 2004 y\u0131l\u0131ndan sonra okul psikologu olarak yeterince minnettarl\u0131k kazand\u0131m. Yetenek, yarat\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n kalbinde yorulmadan v\u0131zv\u0131zlayan ar\u0131 gibidir. Ve onu oradan kovamay\u0131z. O, genlerin i\u00e7inde \u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc.&#8221;<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3684139589\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em><\/em>Bundan sonra yarat\u0131c\u0131 planlar\u0131n\u0131z nelerdir? Yeni bir kitap yay\u0131mlamay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor musunuz?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>&#8220;Son bir bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l i\u00e7inde \u00f6nceli\u011fim i\u015fimden ve ailemden ba\u015fka \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc torunum Daniel\u2019in bak\u0131m\u0131na yard\u0131m etmek oldu. Kendisi bir ka\u00e7 ayd\u0131r anne babas\u0131 ile Hamburg\u2019ta. Umar\u0131m, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki bir bu\u00e7uk y\u0131l, iki i\u00e7erisinde kesin olarak \u015fu ana kadar yazd\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n en de\u011ferlilerini dizip, daha aktif bir yay\u0131nc\u0131l\u0131k faaliyetine ge\u00e7erim. \u015eimdilik \u00fc\u00e7 \u015fiir kitab\u0131, bir deneme kitab\u0131, edebiyat tart\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131 ve ele\u015ftiriler kitab\u0131 olu\u015fmakta, \u00e7ok\u00e7a da T\u00fcrk\u00e7e\u2019den Bulgarca\u2019ya \u00e7evirilerim var.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Umar\u0131m sa\u011f ve ho\u015f olurum ki bu yarat\u0131c\u0131 projelerimi ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirebilirim. Bulgaristan Milli Radyodan dinleyicilere \u015fiirsel mesaj\u0131m\u0131 vermeden \u00f6nce, kendilerine sa\u011fl\u0131k dilerim, in\u015fallah her an her \u015feyde hayat\u0131n sihrini ve sevincini bulmay\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131rlar. Ya\u015fam bize sevin\u00e7 ve memnuniyet i\u00e7inde ya\u015famam\u0131z i\u00e7in verilmi\u015ftir. Bunun i\u00e7in de tek bir \u015feye ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z var &#8211; bilin\u00e7li sevmeyi ba\u015farmak. Birbirimizi yaralamadan.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Kabaran dalga<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Masum ve bilgece bir co\u015fkudur a\u015fk,<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2507939322\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Bir de \u00f6fke bilmez, ac\u0131tmaz bir \u015fiir.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Koynunda gizlemez kanl\u0131 bir b\u0131\u00e7ak<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>S\u0131slayan y\u0131landa de\u011fildir zehir.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u015ean, \u015f\u00f6hret pe\u015finde ko\u015fan da de\u011fil,<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Saltanat s\u00fcrmenin h\u0131rs\u0131, hi\u00e7 de\u011fil!<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3368494408\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Kabaran bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k dalgas\u0131 de\u011fil!<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>K\u00f6rfezde seliyle iz silen nehir.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Huzur kayna\u011f\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>\u015eeytani bir derbeder, inan asla de\u011filim<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Ne putperest rahibe ne de bir tanr\u0131\u00e7ay\u0131m.<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2913951790\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Huzurun f\u0131\u015fk\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaynarcan\u0131n oraya<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Yar\u0131n yollar, k\u00f6pr\u00fcler arayacak biriyim.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Biricik d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceme masumca dolup ta\u015fan<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Kalbime yeni do\u011fan ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131m var benim.<\/em><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><em>Yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde ruhumla hayalleri s\u00fcslerken<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3566926069\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<p><em>K\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131 ok\u015fayan dalgad\u0131r benim g\u00f6nl\u00fcm!<\/em><\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-3653390516\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u201c\u00c7ocu\u011funu elinden tutmu\u015f bir ana g\u00f6rsek, onu yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken d\u00fc\u015fmemesi i\u00e7in tutuyor san\u0131r\u0131z. Oysa, hi\u00e7 \u00f6yle de\u011fil&#8230; Asl\u0131nda \u00e7ocuk bizim umudumuz, g\u00fcc\u00fcm\u00fcz, yuvam\u0131z, dayana\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ve<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":29,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[5],"tags":[30,3176],"class_list":["post-47703","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yasam","tag-bulgaristan","tag-yetenek"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-cpp","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47703","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/29"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=47703"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/47703\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=47703"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=47703"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=47703"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}