{"id":46544,"date":"2020-05-14T01:27:00","date_gmt":"2020-05-13T22:27:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=46544"},"modified":"2020-05-14T01:27:00","modified_gmt":"2020-05-13T22:27:00","slug":"bu-dunyada-mutlu-olmanin-yolu-yolun-kendisidir","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/bu-dunyada-mutlu-olmanin-yolu-yolun-kendisidir\/","title":{"rendered":"Bu d\u00fcnyada mutlu olman\u0131n yolu, yolun kendisidir."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Renginar G\u00dcLER<br \/>\nTarih: 13 May\u0131s 2020<\/p>\n<p>Parktay\u0131m.<br \/>\n\u00c7ocu\u011fu ald\u0131m, apartman\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 20 ad\u0131m \u00f6tesindeki bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. Kestaneler kandillerini yakm\u0131\u015f, g\u00fcne\u015fe rakip olmu\u015flar. D\u00fcnya sanki bir ba\u015fka ayd\u0131n bug\u00fcn. Bank&#8217;ta oturdum, benim o\u011flumun g\u00f6z\u00fc kayakta. Kayak ve sal\u0131ncaklar aras\u0131ndaki ye\u015fil \u00e7imen t\u0131ra\u015f edilmi\u015f. \u00dczerine serilmi\u015f g\u00fcvercinler pireleniyor. Kimileri kuyruk t\u00fcylerinde, \u00f6tekiler koltuk alt\u0131nda, baz\u0131lar\u0131 da ayak t\u0131rnaklar\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda pire aray\u0131p \u00e7ifte ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ve esintili 30 derece bahar s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n keyfini \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Nas\u0131l ve nereden haber ald\u0131larsa birdenbire p\u0131rlad\u0131lar, ileride yem atan birisi belirdi. Oradan suya ve yine gelip \u00e7imene uzand\u0131lar,\u00a0 yar\u0131m kalan i\u015flerine gagalar\u0131yla devam ediyorlar.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Korkuyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdiye kadar \u201c<strong>ku\u015f gribi<\/strong>\u201d i\u015fittim de \u201c<strong>g\u00fcvercin gribi<\/strong>\u201d i\u015fitmedim. Gagalar\u0131yla temizledikleri \u015feyin de \u201c<strong>korona vir\u00fcs\u00fc<\/strong>\u201d olup olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da bilmiyorum. Ama akl\u0131mdan ge\u00e7iyor i\u015fte, insan canl\u0131 olmayan bir \u015feyi nas\u0131l akl\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fcr ve kendini korkutur, ona da ak\u0131l erdiremedi\u011fimden, ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 bir i\u015fim yokmu\u015f gibi, git gide korkuyu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flad\u0131m. Bizi 45 g\u00fcnden beri evimize kapayan \u201c<strong>Covid-19<\/strong>\u201d de\u011fildi bizi eve kapayan asl\u0131nda korkuydu. \u00d6l\u00fcr\u00fcz korkusu! Aman bana bir \u015fey olmas\u0131n korkusu. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 can\u0131n yani ruhun \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcne inansalar da, onlar da hem kilitli hem de s\u00fcrmeli kap\u0131lar\u0131n ard\u0131na \u00e7ekiliverdiler.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1788227318\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Vaktiyle arkada\u015flarla Azrail\u2019in geli\u015fini tart\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. <\/strong><br \/>\nHerkes kap\u0131 \u00e7almad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ama o kap\u0131y\u0131 usulca aralarken kap\u0131 g\u0131c\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131 i\u015fitildi\u011fini anlat\u0131yordu. Kendini i\u015fiten yoktu da, anlat\u0131lanlardan i\u015fitenler ger\u00e7ekmi\u015f gibi anlat\u0131yordu. Onlar da ya\u015fl\u0131lardan i\u015fitmi\u015f olabilirlerdi. Ben ise, kilit \u00fcst\u00fcne kilit \u00e7elik kap\u0131lar nas\u0131l a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, yeni evlerde baca deli\u011fi de yok, \u201c<strong>can almaya gelen \u015fu g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyen<\/strong>\u201c evler bir yana, \u015fu bek\u00e7ili, korumal\u0131, kamaral\u0131 hastanelere nereden nas\u0131l girer diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm durdum. \u0130\u015fin i\u00e7inden de \u00e7\u0131kamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 itiraf etmeliyim. Buraya kadar iyi de akl\u0131mda kalan bu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler, bir daha akl\u0131mdan \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131, hatta akl\u0131m\u0131 oynatacak gibi oldum\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ben hala bug\u00fcn de korkuyorum. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k kendim i\u00e7in de\u011fil, \u00e7ocu\u011fum i\u00e7in korkuyorum, s\u00fcrekli ona bir \u015fey olur, aman bir \u015fey olmas\u0131n, tela\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc \u00fczerinden ay\u0131rm\u0131yorum, ay\u0131ram\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n<p>Anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m korku beni hen\u00fcz bulmazdan \u00f6nce, a\u015fkla rastla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Sevgilimsin diyemedi\u011fime, \u201c<strong>sigaram\u0131n duman\u0131na sarsam, saklasam seni<\/strong>\u201d demek geliyordu i\u00e7imden. O herkes\u00e7e sevilen eski \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zlerinden do\u011fan hayalimi beslerken elimin alt\u0131nda malzeme olsun, ne olur ne olmaz hesaplar\u0131yla o zaman sevgilim \u015fimdi e\u015fim sigaraya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kara dumanl\u0131lar\u0131ndan i\u00e7iyordu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Islanm\u0131\u015f ya\u011fmurdan korkmaz.<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-1479725935\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u0130\u015fler yolunda gitmeyince insanda kanatlar\u0131ndan vurulmu\u015f ku\u015f durumu belirir ya, ben de duman\u0131ma kimseyi saramay\u0131nca, uzaklara bakmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m. \u0130\u00e7inde ya\u015fanmaz bir d\u00fcnyada ya\u015f\u0131yorum yelleri esmeye ba\u015flad\u0131 bende. G\u00f6lgemi g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, i\u015fte \u015fu sensin ve yerde duvarda s\u00fcr\u00fcnerek yat\u0131yorsun, bir berrak suda yans\u0131tsam, sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 su aynas\u0131nda y\u0131kasam, sesi geliyordu i\u00e7imden. Islanm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n, ya\u011fmurdan korkusu olmaz deseler de, ben korkuyordum.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u0130\u00e7imdeki en huzurlu duyum.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eu g\u00fcvercinlerin otlar aras\u0131nda, onlara yakla\u015fan kene, b\u00f6cek ve kar\u0131ncalardan \u00e7ekinmeden, ye\u015fille serilip, toprakla ve suda y\u0131kanmalar\u0131, hi\u00e7bir kimyasal, sabun de\u011fil, hatta k\u00f6p\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bile kullanmadan, her zaman ter temiz ve u\u00e7maya haz\u0131r olmalar\u0131d\u0131r. Elinden tutmasam, oyalamasam, benim afacan da onlar gibi olmak i\u00e7in ellerini a\u00e7\u0131p kald\u0131racak, ne dedi\u011fi anla\u015f\u0131lmasa da, kendi sesini \u00e7\u0131karacak, ama y\u00fczde y\u00fcz o da benim gibi, \u201c<strong>Bravo Size G\u00fcvercinler<\/strong>!\u201d diye hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015f olacak ve hepsini korkutacak.<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00fcvercinlerde korku duygusu yok.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ne var ki onlarda korku belirtisi, sembol\u00fc ve simgesi olan her \u015feye tepki var. Ben art\u0131k bizi korkutan \u015feylerin, onlar\u0131 korkutmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan eminim. \u015eu \u201c<strong>korona vir\u00fcs<\/strong>\u201d belas\u0131 insanlar\u0131 evlerine kapad\u0131. Mahkeme karar\u0131 olmadan do\u011frudan hapsetti. &#8220;<strong>D\u00fcnya daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7bir zaman ya\u015famad\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131 g\u00fcnler ya\u015fad\u0131, ama g\u00fcvercinler ve di\u011fer ku\u015flar u\u00e7maya, g\u00fcne\u015flenmeye ve pirelenmeye devam ettiler<\/strong>.&#8221; \u00d6yleyse biz onlardan daha korkak m\u0131 oluyoruz\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-885637459\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Ve tekrar \u015fu geliyor akl\u0131ma: <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsan\u0131 en fazla korkutan insand\u0131r. Korku salanlar tutuklansa ve uzak bir adaya hapsedilseler, d\u00fcnya belki korkudan durulur, temizlenir ve s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 yener, diyorum. Her kes i\u00e7in ard\u0131nda ba\u015fka bir i\u015f oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan, korku salma uzmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n asl\u0131nda bir saati nas\u0131l ayarl\u0131yorsak, son hedefinde insanlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rtmak olan korku arac\u0131n\u0131 derecelendirmek oldu\u011funa inan\u0131yorum. Bizler de art\u0131k var\u0131z demeliyiz, korkuyu korkutan da bu s\u00f6zc\u00fckt\u00fcr. Bir maske bir eldiven bizi korkutmamal\u0131d\u0131r. D\u00fcnyay\u0131 korkutarak y\u00f6netiyorlar ve korku \u00fczerine insanlar\u0131 y\u00f6nlendiriyorlar. Asl\u0131nda sizler bir \u015feylerden korkutuldu\u011funuz i\u00e7in korkuyorsunuz. Eski tarihlerde de bunun gibi vakalar oldu peki d\u00fcnyada ne oldu aynen hayat devam etti. Fark neydi o d\u00f6nem korku pompalanmad, fakat \u015fimdi medya ve bas\u0131n her dakika korona korkusunu t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyaya pompalad\u0131.\u00a0Ve korkuya ve korku salanlara kar\u015f\u0131 bilin\u00e7li m\u00fccadele etmekse mutlulu\u011fun ta kendisidir\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00c7\u0131ld\u0131rmak i\u015ften de\u011fil<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>Bug\u00fcn Bulgaristan\u2019da ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc durum kalkt\u0131. 45 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce sabah saat 7\u2019de t\u00fcm TV haberlerine \u00e7\u0131kan Ba\u015fbakan Boyko Borisov, \u201c<strong>Ben hepinizi kurtaraca\u011f\u0131m. Kimsenin \u00f6lmesine m\u00fcsaade etmeyece\u011fim<\/strong>!\u201d demi\u015fti. En fazla hastalanan doktorlar ve hem\u015fireler oldu. 30 y\u0131ldan beri hastane ve sa\u011fl\u0131k ocaklar\u0131 kapatma salg\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayan Bulgaristan\u2019da korona vir\u00fcs\u00fc ararken, k\u00fcfl\u00fc mente\u015feleri g\u0131c\u0131rdayarak a\u00e7\u0131lan kap\u0131lar\u0131n ard\u0131nda yediden yetmi\u015fe hasta ama vir\u00fcsle ya\u015famaya al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, aln\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131\u015f k\u0131r\u0131\u015f, sakal\u0131 d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm, aylarca hamam g\u00f6rmemi\u015f insanlar \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Hastanelere gitmek istemiyorlard\u0131, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc beyaz \u00e7ar\u015fafl\u0131 yataklara uzat\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131nda t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131ndan sa\u00e7\u0131na her h\u00fccrelerinde ad\u0131 hen\u00fcz konmam\u0131\u015f yeni vir\u00fcs ve mikrop bulunaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorlard\u0131. Sa\u011fl\u0131k sigortalar\u0131 yoktu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cSevimli yeni \u00f6c\u00fcler\u201d<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2002152339\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Olsa bile, korona vir\u00fcsten yat\u0131p taburca edilenlere \u201c<strong>Sa\u011fl\u0131k Kasas\u0131<\/strong>\u201dtaraf\u0131ndan vatanda\u015f ba\u015f\u0131 \u00f6denen paradan 4 kat\u0131 daha y\u00fcksek fatura \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yordu. Bu ise korona vir\u00fcsten daha \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc bir ger\u00e7ekti\u2026 Korona vir\u00fcs\u00fcn \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc kollar\u0131 \u00e7oktu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bu hastal\u0131ktan yo\u011fun bak\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015fenlere de ne sigortan\u0131n ne de patronlar\u0131n para \u00f6demedi\u011fi ortaya \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bu ger\u00e7ekler korona vir\u00fcs belas\u0131ndan daha korkutucu de\u011fil de nedir, \u201c<strong>sevimli yeni \u00f6c\u00fcler<\/strong>\u201d midir?<\/p>\n<p><strong>Korona vir\u00fcsten korkmayanlar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bizim memlekette korona vir\u00fcsten korkmayanlar onun ad\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fitmemi\u015f olanlard\u0131r. \u0130nsano\u011flu ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fi, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi hi\u00e7bir \u015feyden korkmaz! Bizde kimse Bulgar tarihini tam olarak hayal edemedi\u011fi i\u00e7in tarihten yani ge\u00e7mi\u015finden de korkmuyor. \u00a0Bilmeyerek onlar\u0131n evlerinde misafir etti\u011fi, beraberce yeyip i\u00e7tikleri, bazen oturup beraberce so\u011fuk su i\u00e7tikleri vir\u00fcs ve mikroplarla karde\u015fle\u015fmek i\u015ften de\u011fil. Zaten bu yeni ba\u015f belas\u0131 14 g\u00fcn kendini belli etmeden ya\u015fayan bir ba\u015f belas\u0131\u2026 Yani biz akla kara, gece ve g\u00fcnd\u00fcz gibi birbirimizi sevmi\u015fiz de diyebiliriz\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u201cBen sizi kurtaraca\u011f\u0131m!\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6zleri daha 1989\u2019da i\u015fitmi\u015ftik. T\u00fcrklerin suyu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131l\u0131p sirke mayaland\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u0131llarda susanlar, 1989\u2019da r\u00fczg\u00e2r de\u011fi\u015fince, aylaklar\u0131 adam yapmaya koyuldular. Hi\u00e7bir i\u015fe yaramayan Ahmet Do\u011fan \u015fopar\u0131n\u0131n eline bir mikrofon verip, ona bir k\u0131\u015f g\u00fcn\u00fc Meclis \u00f6n\u00fcnde \u201c<strong>Korkmay\u0131n, ben sizi koruyaca\u011f\u0131m!<\/strong>\u201d dedirtmi\u015flerdir. O zamandan beri bizde korku da\u011flar\u0131 koruyor. Hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin oldu\u011fu yok. Do\u011fan k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e g\u00f6lgesi yok oldu ve insanlar yok olandan var olmaz, diye m\u0131r\u0131ldamaya ba\u015flay\u0131nca, ald\u0131lar adam\u0131 \u201cKara Deniz\u201d kenar\u0131nda bir kul\u00fcbeye kapad\u0131lar. Adam i\u00e7e i\u00e7e iyice sarho\u015flad\u0131 ve kulaktan kula\u011fa f\u0131s\u0131ldanan laf \u015fu: \u201c<strong>Sarho\u015ftan, deli bile korkar<\/strong>!\u201d tekerlemesidir. Demek adam ke\u00e7ileri iyice ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f. Art\u0131k \u201c<strong>Kara Deniz benim<\/strong>!\u201d diye gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz say\u0131kl\u0131yormu\u015f. Korku dedi\u011fin kafaya bir girdi mi, sorma!<\/p><div id=\"bghab-888281329\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Bizim derdimiz art\u0131k as\u0131l Boyko Borisov itfaiyecisi iledir.<br \/>\n<\/strong>Neden mi diyeceksiniz! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc milleti korkutan Ba\u015fbakan\u0131n kendisi.<br \/>\nBizimle ilgili fikir y\u00fcr\u00fctenler ne zamandan beri maa\u015f al\u0131yorlar, pek bilemiyorum! Asl\u0131nda burada bilinemeyecek pek bir \u015fey yok. Todor Jivkov\u2019u y\u00f6neticimiz olarak se\u00e7erken \u201c<strong>\u00e7oban ruhlu<\/strong>\u201d aram\u0131\u015flar. \u00c7oban korkar, s\u00fcr\u00fc ka\u00e7ar, g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fc \u00fcst\u00fcn gelmi\u015ftir. Bulgaristan&#8217;da \u00e7oban ruhunun kald\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan ku\u015fkumuz yok. Korkup ka\u00e7an ya da i\u00e7ine b\u00fcz\u00fclen hep bizleriz.<\/p>\n<p><b>Allah a\u015fk\u0131na bir bakar-m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z; Var\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yo\u011fumuzu, hatta birbirimize k\u00fcf\u00fcrlerimizin ar\u015fivini bile Moskova\u2019da korunuyor.<\/b><\/p>\n<p>Prens Batenberg, Prens Ferdinand, \u00c7ar Ferdinand ve \u00c7ar III.\u00a0 Boris monar\u015fi y\u00f6netimi y\u0131llar\u0131ndan tam 66 y\u0131l boyunca bizim memlekette kara kalem, m\u00fcrekkep kalemi, divit ve biraz da dolma kalemle ne kadar ne yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsa hepsini Sovyet Ordusu 9 Eyl\u00fcl 1944 tarihinde tren katarlar\u0131na doldurup Moskova\u2019ya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f. 1944 \u2013 1989 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda art\u0131k t\u00fckenmez ve daktilo ile yaz\u0131lar\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck bir k\u0131sm\u0131 da yine bir tren katar\u0131yla topluca Moskova\u2019ya g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fler. Halk bu h\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n pek fark\u0131na varamam\u0131\u015f. Bir de ar\u015fiv olmayan \u00fclkede i\u00e7 sava\u015f olmazm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\n<strong>Ondan da 30 seneden beri kimin kim oldu\u011funu ay\u0131klayamad\u0131k, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc ar\u015fivimiz yok\u2026<\/strong><br \/>\nVe Sovyetler Birli\u011finde, daha emin ellerde korunmak i\u00e7in ba\u015fka ad\u0131 <em><strong>\u201cinsan kaderi\u201d<\/strong><\/em> olan ar\u015fiv malzemesi y\u00fcklenen vagonlar\u0131n almad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131tlar da, birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra yeniden dosyalan\u0131p \u201c<strong>ajan dosyalar\u0131<\/strong>\u201d \u015feklinde a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 ama nedense bizde onlar\u0131 okuyan pek yok. Allah insana ba\u015fkalar\u0131na bak diye g\u00f6z vermi\u015f, kendine bak diye de\u011fil. Bu nedenle kimse gidip de kendi dosyalanm\u0131\u015f rezilli\u011fiyle tan\u0131\u015fmak istemedi, istemiyor. Zaten biz T\u00fcrkler d\u00f6n\u00fcp de ard\u0131na bakan millet de\u011filiz\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Korku olmayan yer yok<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ne var ki, \u015fu dosya i\u015fi i\u00e7inde de \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir korku var. Bulgar devleti kendi ar\u015fivinden yani kapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ar\u015fivinden, demek oluyor ki belgeleyemedi\u011fi kendi \u00f6z ge\u00e7mi\u015finden korkuyor. \u015eimdi Ruslar s\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fcler. \u201c<strong>Ar\u015fivinizi \u00e7ok isterseniz kopyas\u0131na sayfa ba\u015f\u0131 2 Avro \u00f6deyin ve istedi\u011finiz dosyay\u0131 kopyalay\u0131p g\u00f6nderelim<\/strong>,\u201d demi\u015fler.<br \/>\nS\u00f6z\u00fcn k\u0131sas\u0131, biz ancak suretiz. Dosyam\u0131z bile orijinal de\u011fil. Bunlar\u0131 i\u015fitince, o eski iri kafal\u0131 Eflatun feylesofunu ve onun <em><strong>\u201cMara Hik\u00e2yesini\u201d<\/strong><\/em> an\u0131msad\u0131m. O insanlar\u0131n neden ancak bir yans\u0131ma (yani \u015fimdiki de\u011fimle kopya)\u00a0 oldu\u011funu anlatm\u0131\u015f ve ger\u00e7ek insan olabilmeleri i\u00e7in zincirlerini kopar\u0131p y\u00fcr\u00fcnecek dik 70 basamak \u00e7ileyi \u00f6yk\u00fclemi\u015ftir. \u00c7ifte esaret oldu\u011fumuzu yazanlar\u0131n tan\u0131m\u0131 tam olmasa gerek. Yeni bir s\u00f6ylem geli\u015ftirmeliyiz\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3035064644\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Korkan ki\u015filer tan\u0131kl\u0131k yapamaz<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ondan dolay\u0131 yani evraklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fundan \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc 40 y\u0131l ajanl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015f, d\u00fcnyaca can yakm\u0131\u015f kimliksizlere bile Bulgar hat\u0131r i\u00e7in \u201c<strong>k\u0131demli ajan emekli<\/strong> <strong>maa\u015f\u0131<\/strong>\u201d veremedi. Adamlar\u0131n eli a\u00e7\u0131k kald\u0131. \u015eimdi bu ajanlar\u0131n 40 y\u0131l eme\u011fi Moskova\u2019da sakland\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re, g\u00f6zler Moskova\u2019ya m\u0131 d\u00f6necek dersiniz. Sabr\u0131n sonu selamettir\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Partizanlar ikinci emekli maa\u015f\u0131 i\u015fini becermi\u015fti.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Eskiden partizanlar birbirlerine \u015fahitlik ettiler ve maa\u015flar\u0131na \u201c<strong>150 leva<\/strong>\u201d fa\u015fizme ve kapitalizme kar\u015f\u0131 sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 ek hizmet maa\u015f\u0131 hak ettiklerini kanunla\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Halen Ruslardan korku b\u00fcy\u00fck. \u015eimdi her \u015feyimizi bilen yaln\u0131z Ruslar oldu\u011fundan, kimse kimseye \u201c<strong>ajanl\u0131k yapm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r<\/strong>\u201d konusunda bile tan\u0131kl\u0131k edemiyor. \u201c<strong>Belene<\/strong>\u201d ma\u011fdurlar\u0131ndan 3 ki\u015fi birbirine \u015fahitlik edip, hak arama davas\u0131n\u0131 ba\u015flatamad\u0131lar. Buna ba\u015fka anlam veremeyiz. Korku kol geziyor. Tabii cevap bekleyen ba\u015fka bir ayr\u0131nt\u0131 daha var. Bulgaristan <strong>\u201cAB\u2019ye girerken,<\/strong>\u00a0<strong>hapishane ve toplama kamp\u0131 tutanaklar\u0131n\u0131, ar\u015fivini halka a\u00e7aca\u011f\u0131m<\/strong>\u201d demi\u015fti 13 y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti a\u00e7amad\u0131. Nas\u0131l a\u00e7s\u0131n ki, ar\u015fivler ve tutanaklar Moskova\u2019ya ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f. Demek istedi\u011fim biz yaln\u0131z kendimiz de\u011fil, tarihimiz de esir d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. \u0130steyen istedi\u011fi gibi anlamakta serbesttir.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bizim mal\u0131m\u0131z bize sat\u0131l\u0131yor<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-789800085\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Moskova\u2019daki ar\u015fivin toplu kopya fiyat\u0131 120 bin Avroymu\u015f. Tarihimizin kopyas\u0131 120 bin Avro ediyorsa, asl\u0131 ka\u00e7 para olursa olsun, orijinali ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n elinde olunca, bizim gelece\u011fimiz karanl\u0131kt\u0131r. O zaman biz kendi tarihimizi asla yazamay\u0131z, her zaman tarihimizi yazacak olanlar, ancak onlar olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Tarihi olmayan bir toplulu\u011fun gelece\u011fi de olamaz! <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc adam var, bir tarih kitab\u0131 yazm\u0131\u015f, London\/ Solsbury a\u00e7\u0131k artt\u0131rmas\u0131nda yaln\u0131z art\u0131k yazmayan t\u00fckenmesine, \u00a0ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7 fiyat\u0131 olarak 200 bin Avro \u00fczerinden ihale a\u00e7\u0131yor. \u015euna da bay\u0131ld\u0131m: Bayan Marilin Manro\u2019nun eski kilotlu paketi 130 bin US Dolar \u00fczerinden al\u0131c\u0131 buldu. Bizim kirli kimli\u011fimizin asl\u0131 olan bu dosyalar ka\u011f\u0131t hurdas\u0131 olarak ihaleye \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lsa acaba ka\u00e7 para eder\u2026<\/p>\n<p><strong>Y\u0131llanm\u0131\u015f \u015farap gibi\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Neyse, ama ben bu dosyalar\u0131n \u00e7ok i\u015fe yarad\u0131\u011f\u0131na inan\u0131yorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc onlar olmasayd\u0131, bug\u00fcn Bulgaristan 2 s\u00f6z\u00fc birbirini tutmayan, zaman zaman halk\u0131 korkudan tir tir titreten Ba\u015fbakan Borisov gibi birini bulmada zorlan\u0131r, hatta bu imk\u00e2ns\u0131z olurdu. L\u00fctfi Mestan tipinden <strong><em>\u201c\u00f6nde gelenlerin\u201d<\/em> <\/strong>dosyalar\u0131n\u0131n neden bulunup a\u00e7\u0131lamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 da art\u0131k g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ba\u015fka \u00e7are yok, aram\u0131zda para toplayal\u0131m, kelleyi koltuk alt\u0131na alan birilerini bulal\u0131m, Moskova\u2019ya g\u00f6nderelim ve Ahmet Do\u011fan (Sava) ve ona ba\u011fl\u0131 bir i\u015fe yaramazlar s\u00fcr\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn dosyalar\u0131n\u0131n kopyalar\u0131n\u0131 getirtip yay\u0131nlayal\u0131m ve hane hane her aileye da\u011f\u0131tal\u0131m ve bir de T\u00fcrk\u00e7e radyo yay\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p y\u0131llanm\u0131\u015f \u015farap gibi halk\u0131m\u0131za i\u00e7i-relim\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-350543062\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Yeni endi\u015fe mayalan\u0131yor<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u015eu g\u00fcnlerde, Bulgaristan kamuoyu iradesini korkutan korona vir\u00fcs\u00fc salg\u0131n\u0131ndan fazla, milletin, devletin ve tarihsel evrak\u0131 olmayan bir olay\u0131n gelece\u011finden duyulan endi\u015fedir. Milletin diyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc Bulgar milleti da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 ve kayboluyor. Devletin diyorum, 10 aydan sonra meclis ve Cumhurba\u015fkan\u0131 se\u00e7imleri olacak, kimsenin a\u011fz\u0131nda ne g\u0131k ne de \u00e7\u0131t var, yani devlet de gidiyor ve herkes yok olmas\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 bekliyor. Tarihin diyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201c<strong>evrak yoksa tarih yoktur<\/strong>\u201d s\u00f6zleri Bulgarcada bir atas\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr. Nas\u0131l olur da tarihsel evraklar\u0131n\u0131 kapt\u0131rm\u0131\u015f ve geri alamayan bir halk\u0131n gelece\u011fi olabilir?<br \/>\n<span style=\"font-size: 1rem;\">Bunlar cevab\u0131 olmayan ama korona vir\u00fcs gibi g\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyen, s\u00fcrekli \u00fcreyen, hepimizi korkutan yerel ve milli sorunlar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. <\/span>Ne var ki bu bilinmezli\u011fin i\u00e7inden kaynayan ve s\u00fcrekli buharla\u015fan korkular\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir tane dev iri olan\u0131 var:<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0\u201cBorisov ba\u015fbakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 korumak i\u00e7in Bulgar milli menfaatlerini Amerika\u2019ya satar m\u0131?\u201d <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ve satarsa biz zavall\u0131lar ne yapar\u0131z?\u00a0 \u0130\u015fte as\u0131l soru budur!<br \/>\nMilli menfaatlerin has\u0131r-alt\u0131ndan, kem g\u00f6zlerden uzak bir yerde gizlice sat\u0131lmas\u0131, \u00f6rne\u011fin Bulgaristan&#8217;daki d\u00f6rt US askeri \u00fcss\u00fcne n\u00fckleer ba\u015fl\u0131kl\u0131 US f\u00fczeleri yerle\u015ftirilmesine izin verilmesi anlam\u0131na gelebilir. Bu milli iradeye ihanet edilmesi anlam\u0131na gelir ki, bu iradenin yar\u0131n\u0131 biz Bulgaristan M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131 olu\u015fturuyoruz. Bize hi\u00e7bir \u015fey sorulmasa ve esamemiz asla okunmasa da ger\u00e7ek budur ve hi\u00e7bir surette de\u011fi\u015fmez ve de\u011fi\u015ftirilemez. Korktu\u011fumuz olursa, korku \u015fi\u015fesinin t\u0131pas\u0131 patlar ve bak sen o zaman c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015fe\u2026.<br \/>\nBen parkta \u00e7ocukla g\u00fcvercinlerin pireleni\u015fini izlerken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerimi anlatt\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Biz T\u00fcrkiye&#8217;de ya\u015fayanlar \u00e7ok rahat\u0131z, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc T\u00fcrkiye yeni y\u00fckseli\u015fine ge\u00e7ti. Art\u0131k iki kanatlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da haz\u0131rl\u0131yoruz. Bir kanat\u0131m\u0131z T\u00fcrk Cumhuriyetleri di\u011fer kanad\u0131m\u0131z \u0130slam Birli\u011fi ile birlikte yeni u\u00e7u\u015flara ve d\u00fcnyay\u0131 g\u00f6klerden seyretmeye haz\u0131rlan\u0131yoruz. Bizi art\u0131k kimse durduramaz&#8230;<br \/>\nOkudu\u011funuz i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.<br \/>\nKorkunun arkas\u0131ndaki b\u00fcy\u00fck korkuyu birlikte arayal\u0131m.<br \/>\nKurallara, yasaklara uyal\u0131m ve Korona vir\u00fcs\u00fc d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 \u00fczerinde zaferi birlikte kutlayal\u0131m. Okuyanlar, l\u00fctfen \u00e7evrenizle payla\u015f\u0131n\u0131z.<br \/>\nSa\u011f olun!<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2815287213\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"bghab-2947171788\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Renginar G\u00dcLER Tarih: 13 May\u0131s 2020 Parktay\u0131m. \u00c7ocu\u011fu ald\u0131m, apartman\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n 20 ad\u0131m \u00f6tesindeki bah\u00e7eye \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m. 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