{"id":43266,"date":"2020-01-03T23:28:38","date_gmt":"2020-01-03T20:28:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=43266"},"modified":"2020-01-06T04:25:09","modified_gmt":"2020-01-06T01:25:09","slug":"firdevs-buyukatesin-siirlerinden","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/firdevs-buyukatesin-siirlerinden\/","title":{"rendered":"Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e&#8217;in \u015eiirlerinden"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>RE\u00c7ETE.<\/p>\n<p>Doktora g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcm ya\u015f\u0131n ka\u00e7 dedi<br \/>\n\u015e\u00f6yle yakla\u015f biraz ba\u011fr\u0131n a\u00e7 dedi<br \/>\nDerin derin g\u00f6zlerime bakarak,<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nSeni \u00fczen her \u015feylerden ka\u00e7 dedi.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Ac\u0131dan, kederden uzak dur dedi<br \/>\nG\u00f6n\u00fcl dostlar\u0131n\u0131 ara bul dedi<br \/>\nS\u00f6zlerine biraz sitem katarak,<br \/>\n\u015eu kalbini mutlulu\u011fa kur dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Vitaminsiz kalm\u0131\u015f v\u00fccut bak yine<br \/>\nDikkat etmiyorsun kendi kendine<br \/>\nSol elini omuzuma atarak,<br \/>\n\u0130la\u00e7 de\u011fil dedi \u00e7are derdine.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n koymu\u015f seni bu derde<br \/>\nSebep olmu\u015f tansiyona, \u015fekere<br \/>\nSarar\u0131p sol mu\u015fsun bu son g\u00fcnlerde<br \/>\nYeni y\u0131lda \u00e7\u0131k dedi bir sefere.<\/p>\n<p>B\u0131rak y\u00fcre\u011fini biraz engine<br \/>\nG\u00fcne\u015f do\u011fsun el de\u011fmemi\u015f sevgine<br \/>\nGardiyan olursan b\u00f6yle kendine<br \/>\nDerman bulamazs\u0131n dedi derdine.<\/p>\n<p>Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<br \/>\n1 OCAK 2020<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/scontent.fist4-1.fna.fbcdn.net\/v\/t1.0-9\/80858272_2662126477202838_7826512229674516480_n.jpg?_nc_cat=105&amp;_nc_ohc=-yoNcjEfLvQAQnkHmwr8xbnr7P75Z70apwrrbOMyCiEKK3ZXi2Kz12kLw&amp;_nc_ht=scontent.fist4-1.fna&amp;oh=8d71e170da9168bc932f3b3188007007&amp;oe=5E9EDDD4\" alt=\"G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn olas\u0131 i\u00e7eri\u011fi: kahve fincan\u0131\" \/><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p>YE\u015e\u0130L B\u0130R SIZI<\/p>\n<p>Ye\u015fil bir s\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n korkusu<br \/>\nA\u015ft\u0131 a\u015facak engini<br \/>\nAc\u0131lar\u0131n en soylusu<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nY\u00fczd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm sular\u0131n en derini.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Ye\u015fil bir da\u011f gibi \u00e7\u00f6reklenmi\u015f<br \/>\nKalbimin her metrekaresine<br \/>\nAnlad\u0131m her ac\u0131ya de\u011fermi\u015f<br \/>\nYa\u015fanacak mutluluklar\u0131n \u015ferefine de<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zlerimden g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131m\u0131 silip<br \/>\nAynalarda g\u00f6rmeliyim kendimi<br \/>\nYe\u015fil bir s\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131ndan silkinip<br \/>\nA\u015fmal\u0131y\u0131m art\u0131k kendi kendimi<\/p>\n<p>Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<br \/>\nKIRKLAREL\u0130<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/scontent.fist4-1.fna.fbcdn.net\/v\/t1.0-9\/80967326_2667232433358909_4589729316681547776_n.jpg?_nc_cat=102&amp;_nc_ohc=tDV9LL_SC94AQlFF7toIzMpcnMZpXyJi0_tLYI-3tze-XNub4W6mPJutQ&amp;_nc_ht=scontent.fist4-1.fna&amp;oh=8495e1a76f55403ae5e054dcd4a22223&amp;oe=5E67DA18\" alt=\"G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn olas\u0131 i\u00e7eri\u011fi: bitki ve \u00e7i\u00e7ek\" \/><\/p>\n<p>B\u0130LM\u0130YORUM.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2960235752\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bilmiyorum senin de kap\u0131lar\u0131n<br \/>\nArd\u0131na dek a\u00e7\u0131k m\u0131d\u0131r acaba,<br \/>\nO,billur gecenin kristal hat\u0131ralar\u0131na?<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\nMisafirin olur mu baz\u0131 baz\u0131,<br \/>\nO garipsi el-vedan\u0131n<br \/>\nG\u00fcnden g\u00fcne katmerle\u015fen s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131?<br \/>\nBilmiyorum hal\u00e2 anar m\u0131s\u0131n<br \/>\nBir dost eliyle<br \/>\nParam par\u00e7a kalbimizi<br \/>\nSaran, kadife bak\u0131\u015fl\u0131 yaz\u0131?<br \/>\nYoksa kap\u0131lar\u0131n kapal\u0131<br \/>\nD\u0131\u015far\u0131da m\u0131 bekle tirsin,<br \/>\n\u0130smini dudaklar\u0131ndan<br \/>\nY\u0131llar\u0131n y\u0131pratamad\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\nO,yaz gecesinden k\u0131z\u0131?<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>F\u0130RDEVS B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e.<br \/>\nKIRKLAREL\u0130.<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/scontent.fist4-1.fna.fbcdn.net\/v\/t1.0-9\/81282012_2658515957563890_7706351577447006208_n.jpg?_nc_cat=105&amp;_nc_ohc=XAnW_t0h2DUAQlP0tw-2aiIUuO-K1cm4LdlQ1t6zrdjmnsq95A1U5u0HQ&amp;_nc_ht=scontent.fist4-1.fna&amp;oh=0e619086249e752a346d2bfd88a699fc&amp;oe=5E97AEC0\" alt=\"G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn olas\u0131 i\u00e7eri\u011fi: yaz\u0131\" \/><\/p>\n<p>41 y\u0131l \u00f6nce yazm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funuz \u015fiiriniz ile yeni 2020 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 en iyi dileklerimle kutluyorum. Sa\u011fl\u0131kl\u0131, mutlu, huzurlu, bar\u0131\u015f dolu bir y\u0131l olmas\u0131n\u0131 diliyorum.<\/p>\n<p>BU GECE<br \/>\nBu gece<br \/>\nBir \u0131\u015f\u0131k demetiyle<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n\u00c7alamazsam kap\u0131n\u0131<br \/>\nSaat 0n ikiyi \u00e7almazdan \u00f6nce<br \/>\nYerim bo\u015f kal\u0131rsa e\u011fer<br \/>\nBac\u0131-karde\u015f aras\u0131nda<br \/>\n\u00dcz\u00fclme.<br \/>\nAc\u0131lar s\u00fcrekli olamaz<br \/>\n\u0130nsanl\u0131k borcu her \u015feyden \u00f6nce.<br \/>\nBu gece<br \/>\nKalbim elimde<br \/>\nVaramazsam sana<br \/>\n\u0130\u015f ba\u015f\u0131ndan kalk\u0131p da,<br \/>\nZ\u00fcmr\u00fct g\u00f6zlerinin<br \/>\nSessiz tebess\u00fcm\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnde<br \/>\nDolu kal\u0131rsa kadehim<br \/>\nGe\u00e7en y\u0131l\u0131 bir g\u00fcl gibi<br \/>\nTakamazsam yakama<br \/>\nG\u00fccenme<br \/>\nEme\u011fimle derdi\u011fim \u00e7i\u00e7ekler<br \/>\nYeni y\u0131l buketi olsun sana.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>Firdevs Mehmedalieva (B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e)<br \/>\nYeni I\u015f\u0131k gazetesi, Say\u0131: 155, 28 Aral\u0131k 1978, Sofya<\/p>\n<p><img decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/scontent.fist4-1.fna.fbcdn.net\/v\/t1.0-9\/81037488_2488098081319398_72739420096167936_n.jpg?_nc_cat=105&amp;_nc_ohc=E3WVvqGrBncAQlx-tsJ1UocrDpYW5qRhxy_SsOywWgkpH7CqUd2Ijcg1w&amp;_nc_ht=scontent.fist4-1.fna&amp;oh=082d6809563de7c92ea309dba80a7ae8&amp;oe=5EB35825\" alt=\"G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn olas\u0131 i\u00e7eri\u011fi: \u00e7i\u00e7ek ve yaz\u0131\" \/><\/p>\n<p>G\u00d6ZDEN IRAK OLANLAR G\u00d6N\u00dcLDEN DE OLUR MU?<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7enlerde kargodan bir paket ald\u0131m.<br \/>\nBakt\u0131m ALANYA\u2019DAN geliyor.<br \/>\n\u201c\u00d6zledim seni \u00e7ok \u00f6zledim, sadece sesini duymak yetmiyor yak\u0131nda ziyaretine gelece\u011fim\u201d diyordu mektubunda \u00e7ok eski bir arkada\u015f\u0131m.<span class=\"text_exposed_show\"><br \/>\n1989 y\u0131l\u0131nda zorunlu g\u00f6\u00e7 nedeniyle kaybetmi\u015ftik birbirimizi.<br \/>\nGer\u00e7ekler aramakla bulunmaz deseler de bulanlar yine arayanlard\u0131r.<br \/>\nO da araya araya, bulmu\u015ftu izlerimizi, 20 y\u0131ldan beri y\u00fcz y\u00fcze gelme sekte telefonlarla hal hat\u0131r soruyor, do\u011fum g\u00fcnlerimizde ufak hediyeler g\u00f6ndeririz birbirimize.<br \/>\n\u201cG\u00f6zden \u0131rak olanlar g\u00f6n\u00fclden de \u0131rak olur\u201d denir ya hani ?Buna da laf deyip ge\u00e7iyorum.<br \/>\nGer\u00e7ek sevgiler, dostluklar zamana kar\u015f\u0131 koyabilir.<br \/>\nAyr\u0131l\u0131k a\u015fk\u0131n, dostlu\u011fun bir terazisidir bence, ya a\u011f\u0131r basar ya biter. Nice ki\u015filer g\u00f6rd\u00fcm k\u0131sac\u0131k bir ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n bile sular\u0131nda bo\u011fulan.<br \/>\nSana zincirlerle ba\u011fl\u0131y\u0131m deyip giderken, zamanla zincirlerin pamuk ipli\u011finden daha \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck oldu\u011funa da \u015fahit oldum.<br \/>\nBazen akrabal\u0131\u011f\u0131n derecesi de\u011fil de duygular\u0131n derecesi a\u011f\u0131r basabiliyor.<br \/>\nHayatta \u00f6lmemek ya\u015flanmamak gibi imkans\u0131z \u015feyler vard\u0131r.<br \/>\nAlmadan vermek, sevilmeden sevmekte bunun gibidir.<br \/>\nSevmesini bilmezsek sevilmeyece\u011fim-izi de bilmeliyiz.<br \/>\nNerede o eski sevgiler, dostluklar, diyerek Ger\u00e7ekleri \u00f6rtme \u00e7abas\u0131 bo\u015fa.<br \/>\nGe\u00e7mi\u015fin k\u00f6lesi olmaya gerek yok, yar\u0131nlar\u0131n mimar\u0131 olal\u0131m yeter.<br \/>\nZaman duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 silip s\u00fcp\u00fcrecek neredeyse , \u00e7orak bir topra\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fecek kalplerimiz.<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerden akacak bir damla ya\u015fa, bir zerre duyguya hasret kalmadan \u00f6nce, kaybedecek bir \u015feyimizin olmamas\u0131 kaybetmekten daha zor gelecek bir g\u00fcn insanlara.<\/span><\/p>\n<div class=\"text_exposed_show\">\n<p>F\u0130RDEVS B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e.<br \/>\nKIRKLAREL\u0130.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"bghab-3002824444\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>RE\u00c7ETE. Doktora g\u00f6r\u00fcnd\u00fcm ya\u015f\u0131n ka\u00e7 dedi \u015e\u00f6yle yakla\u015f biraz ba\u011fr\u0131n a\u00e7 dedi Derin derin g\u00f6zlerime bakarak, Seni \u00fczen her \u015feylerden ka\u00e7 dedi. Ac\u0131dan, kederden uzak<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":40749,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-43266","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kultur-sanat"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2019\/09\/Firdevs1.jpg?fit=308%2C375&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-bfQ","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43266","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=43266"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/43266\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/40749"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=43266"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=43266"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=43266"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}