{"id":41043,"date":"2019-10-01T12:16:54","date_gmt":"2019-10-01T09:16:54","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=41043"},"modified":"2019-10-01T13:37:43","modified_gmt":"2019-10-01T10:37:43","slug":"firdevs-buyukatesin-siirler-ve-yazilari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/firdevs-buyukatesin-siirler-ve-yazilari\/","title":{"rendered":"Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e’in \u015eiirler ve Yaz\u0131lar\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"

UNUTMA demeyece\u011fim<\/em>
\nZaten UNUTAMAZSIN!<\/em>
\nUnuttum demek bile,<\/em>
\nUNUTAMAMAKTIR<\/em>
\nAKLINDA KALSIN!!!!!<\/em><\/p>\n

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AVUCUMDA KU\u015e<\/strong><\/p>\n

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Mutfak penceresinin cam\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015fayan yasemin dal\u0131na minik bir ser\u00e7e ku\u015fu kondu ve g\u00f6zlerimiz kar\u015f\u0131la\u015ft\u0131 bir anada.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ylesine bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k bir hayli zaman, cam\u0131n \u00f6te yan\u0131nda o, berisin de ben, aram\u0131zda bir metre kadar yak\u0131n bir mesafe olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, \u00fcrk\u00fcp ka\u00e7mamas\u0131ndan cesaret alarak kahvalt\u0131 masamdan ekmek k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 toplayarak cam\u0131n kenar\u0131na koyarken f\u0131rlad\u0131 gitti g\u00f6zlerimin \u00f6n\u00fcnden.<\/p>\n

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Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 bende b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 sanki. Ne zaman mutfa\u011fa bir g\u00f6z atsam onu g\u00f6r\u00fcyordum pencereden el eden yasemin a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n dal\u0131nda.<\/p>\n

Son bahar di\u015flerini tenimize bat\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00fcnde onu g\u00f6rd\u00fcm yine ayni yasemin dal\u0131na konmu\u015f kuru dalda aras\u0131ndan bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 f\u0131rlat\u0131yordu bana.<\/p>\n

Yine uzun uzun bak\u0131\u015ft\u0131k sanki arada mutfak cam\u0131 olmasa gelip konuverecekti omzuma.<\/p>\n

Onu korkutmaktan korktu\u011fum i\u00e7in m\u0131hlanm\u0131\u015f gibi kald\u0131m yerimde o da cam\u0131n \u00f6te yan\u0131ndan cik cik diye sesler \u00e7\u0131karsa da onu tekrar \u00fcrk\u00fctmeyi g\u00f6ze alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in solu\u011fumu bile kesmi\u015f \u00f6ylece bak\u0131\u015f\u0131yorduk biri birimize.<\/p>\n

Bir ara r\u00fczg\u00e2r dal\u0131 yerlere kadar e\u011fdi ve arka bah\u00e7emde, kedilerimden kalan bir yudum ekme\u011fi gagas\u0131na al\u0131p, u\u00e7up gitti yeniden.<\/p>\n

Anlad\u0131m o bir anne idi kendi karn\u0131n\u0131 doyurmadan \u00f6nce yavrular\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor, aynen insanlar gibi.<\/p>\n

Arka bah\u00e7eye s\u0131k s\u0131k geli\u015fi ise, kedilerden kalan ekmek k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131ndan yararlanmas\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n

O g\u00fcnden sonra cam kenar\u0131na kocaman yudum yudum ekmekler ve elma par\u00e7ac\u0131klar\u0131 b\u0131rakmaya ba\u015flad\u0131m ve k\u0131sa bir zaman i\u00e7inde arkada\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z peki\u015fti. Cam kenar\u0131na koyduklar\u0131m\u0131 her g\u00fcn al\u0131p gidiyor bazen benden erkenci oldu\u011fu zamanlar olursa gagas\u0131 ile cama vurarak geli\u015finden haberdar ediyordu.<\/p>\n

Son g\u00fcnlerde,, elimden yeme\u011fe de ba\u015flad\u0131, aram\u0131zdaki g\u00fcven yasemin a\u011fac\u0131ndan kalbime kadar k\u00f6k salm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 .<\/p>\n

Yuvas\u0131na do\u011fru her kanat a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bile uzaklara de\u011fil kalbime yol al\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong>
\nKIRKLAREL\u0130<\/p>\n

\"G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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MEND\u0130L YER\u0130NE<\/strong><\/p>\n

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T\u00fcrk\u00fcn\u00fc s\u00f6ylerken esmer r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar
\nAn\u0131lar a\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sarar boynuma
\nG\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn dal\u0131na konan h\u00fczzamlar
\nSeni dolduruyor gaml\u0131 koynuma<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn sallan\u0131r g\u00fcl dallar\u0131nda
\nHayallerim uzak yollara d\u00fc\u015fer
\nG\u00f6t\u00fcrmedin diye beni yan\u0131nda
\nG\u00f6zlerim g\u00fcllerin rengine k\u00fcser<\/p>\n

Kirpi\u011fimde ya\u011fmur elimde umut
\nSeni ekiyorum her do\u011fan g\u00fcne
\nArt\u0131k y\u00fcre\u011fini g\u00f6nl\u00fcmde unut
\nHasretleri savur mendil yerine<\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong>
\nKIRKLAREL\u0130<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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BENDE \u00c7OK SEN VAR.<\/strong><\/p>\n

K\u0131rlar\u0131 ku\u015fatm\u0131\u015f bu g\u00fcn g\u00f6zlerin
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor ye\u015fil ye\u015fil uzaktan
\nG\u00f6n\u00fclden yollara ta\u015fm\u0131\u015f \u00f6zlemin
\n\u0130stedi\u011fin kadar beni uzak san.<\/span><\/p>\n

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G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00f6n\u00fcnde beyaz bulutlar
\nKuca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f gel diyor bana
\nSenin kollar\u0131nla beni sard\u0131lar,
\nTeninin kokusu can oldu cana.<\/p>\n

Bir daha geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp gelmesen
\nOldu\u011fun yerlerde mutlu mesut kal.
\nGe\u00e7mi\u015ften ne kadar sen vard\u0131r bilsen,
\nSeni ya\u015fatacak bende \u00e7ok sen var.<\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong>
\nKIRKLAREL\u0130<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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D\u00dcNYANIN EN MUTLU \u0130NSANLARI\u2026\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n

En b\u00fcy\u00fck doktor, en etkili ila\u00e7, en iyi \u00f6\u011fretmen zamand\u0131r.
\nKimisi kredi bor\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n bitmesini, kimisi beyaz atl\u0131 prensinin gelmesini, kimisi e\u015fitlik, kimisi diploma, kimisi de \u015fafak bekler.
\nDaha nice nice bekleyi\u015flerle doludur hayat.
\nKimisi i\u00e7in y\u0131llar ku\u015fkanad\u0131nda, kimisi i\u00e7in de yerinde sayar.
\nNeyi ve nas\u0131l, nerede bekledi\u011fimize \u00e7ok ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r.
\nBazen sevdiklerimizle beraberken ge\u00e7mesini istemedi\u011fimiz zaman su gibi ak\u0131p gider, yolunda gitmeyen bir \u015feyler varsa, engellere tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f gibi yerinde sayar. Zaman hep ayni zamand\u0131r sadece b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 etki de\u011fi\u015fiktir.
\nDoru at\u0131n yelesindedir sanki mutlu anlar\u0131m\u0131z, birde sabah\u0131 d\u00f6rt g\u00f6zle bekleyenler vard\u0131r saatleri y\u0131ldan ibaret.
\nS\u00fcre\u00e7 ayni s\u00fcre\u00e7 olsa da hissedilenler baksa ba\u015fkad\u0131r
\nZamana y\u00fcklenmeler, y\u0131llara dar\u0131lmalar bo\u015fa, her \u015fey bizde ba\u015flay\u0131p bizde bitiyor.
\nBazen b\u00fcy\u00fck kay\u0131plar ya\u015far insano\u011flu ama zamanla yenisini koyar yerine.
\nHer \u015feyin bir tekrar\u0131 bulunur da hayatin tekrar\u0131 olmaz asla.
\n\u00d6yleyse hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6nemseyelim, bo\u015funa harcamayal\u0131m.
\nBizler hayatta birer a\u011fa\u00e7, g\u00fcnlerimiz ise a\u011fac\u0131n yapraklar\u0131d\u0131r. Onlar\u0131 zamans\u0131z soldurmayal\u0131m. Pembe dertlerle kendimizi tekrar tekrar y\u0131pratmayal\u0131m, yoksa ger\u00e7ek dertlerle y\u00fcz y\u00fcze geldi\u011fimiz anda, onlara g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs gerecek g\u00fcc\u00fc kendimizde bulamayabiliriz.
\nYasam bizlere bir arma\u011fand\u0131r, ac\u0131s\u0131yla tatl\u0131s\u0131yla bir b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc olu\u015fturur.
\n\u00c7ok sert olmak k\u0131rar, fazla yumu\u015fakl\u0131k e\u011fer, bunun aras\u0131n\u0131 bulmaya mecburuz.
\nAc\u0131s\u0131z do\u011fan sabahlara \u015f\u00fckredelim.
\n\u0130sraf\u00e7\u0131 olmayal\u0131m asla, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fcnyan\u0131n bir yerlerinde \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n yeti\u015fkinli\u011fe eremeden a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6ld\u00fcklerini unutmayal\u0131m. Vatan\u0131m\u0131zda karde\u015fli\u011fe, d\u00fcnya bar\u0131\u015f\u0131na de\u011fer verelim.
\nHer g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc son g\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f gibi ya\u015fayal\u0131m.
\nSava\u015f g\u00f6rmemi\u015f nesiller d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en mutlu insanlar\u0131d\u0131r.<\/span><\/p>\n

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F\u0130RDEVS B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e.<\/strong>
\nKALEM\u0130N D\u0130L\u0130 kitab\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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\"G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcn\u00fcn<\/p>\n

BRA\u0130LA<\/strong>.<\/p>\n

Her sabah g\u00fcne\u015fle y\u0131kanan \u015fehir
\nG\u00fcl\u00fcmser Tuna\u2019n\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131ndan
\nHangi yana baksan b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fc sihir,
\nR\u00fcyalar i\u00e7inde ya\u015fanan zaman.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Ye\u015filin her tonu onda gizlidir
\nKahve kokular\u0131 duvarlar deler
\nHer insan\u0131 ayr\u0131, ayr\u0131 farkl\u0131d\u0131r,
\nBraila\u2019da olmak \u00f6m\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f me\u011fer.<\/p>\n

M\u00fcmk\u00fcn m\u00fc anlatmak kalemle seni
\nHer k\u00f6\u015fende ayr\u0131 bin tarih yatar
\nG\u00f6n\u00fcllere \u00e7izdik g\u00fczel \u00e7ehreni,
\nSeni sevmeyenler a\u015fktan ne anlar?<\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00fcy\u00fckate\u015f<\/strong>
\nRomanya- Braila.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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2017 y\u0131l\u0131nda bu g\u00fcnde Romanya’\u0131n Braila Kentinde yap\u0131lan Balkan \u00dclkeleri’BALKAN\u0130KA’ Edebiyat yar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131nda davet edilmi\u015ftim. On iki Balkan \u00fclkesinden kat\u0131lan \u015fair arkada\u015flarla birlikte be\u015f g\u00fcn kald\u0131k Romanya’n\u0131n BRA\u0130LA \u015fehrinde .
\n\u015eiir tad\u0131yla gecen g\u00fcnler sonras\u0131nda birincilik \u00f6d\u00fcl\u00fc bana nasip oldu.
\n\u015eiirlerimin derecece girmeyi beni \u00e7ok mutlu etti .
\nBu konuda \u015fiirlerimi T\u00fcrk\u00e7eden Roman’caya \u00e7eviren \u0130SMA\u0130L Bey’e de te\u015fekk\u00fcr\u00fc bor\u00e7 bilirim.
\nEserlerim \u00fcst\u00fcnde gereken titizli\u011fi\u00a0g\u00f6stermeseydi e\u011fer,j\u00fcri \u015fiirlerimin derinli\u011fini hissedemeyebilirlerdi.
\nBizleri davet eden ,\u00f6d\u00fcle lay\u0131k g\u00f6ren ,misafir eden t\u00fcm yetkililere bir daha sevgi ve sayg\u0131lar\u0131mla te\u015fekk\u00fcrlerimi sunar\u0131m<\/span><\/p>\n

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