{"id":40811,"date":"2019-09-15T15:27:04","date_gmt":"2019-09-15T12:27:04","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=40811"},"modified":"2019-09-17T18:56:24","modified_gmt":"2019-09-17T15:56:24","slug":"eylul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/eylul\/","title":{"rendered":"Eyl\u00fcl"},"content":{"rendered":"

Serinlemeye ba\u015flay\u0131nca ak\u015famlar<\/em>
\nS\u0131cak duygulara ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z art\u0131yor<\/em>
\nDostlar y\u0131llar\u0131n ard\u0131nda kalanlar
\n<\/span>Eyl\u00fcl sinesinde ayr\u0131l\u0131klar ta\u015f\u0131yor<\/span><\/em><\/p>\n

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\u00c7etin bir k\u0131\u015f\u0131n habercisiymi\u015f<\/em>
\nAyvalar\u0131n son baharda bollu\u011fu<\/em>
\nHazan sevgileri silip s\u00fcp\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f<\/em>
\nElde kalan hasretlerin doru\u011fu<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6nl\u00fcme yapraklar yap\u0131yor<\/em>
\nKur\u015funi bulutlar g\u00f6zlerimde<\/em>
\nUmutlar avu\u00e7lar\u0131mda a\u011fl\u0131yor<\/em>
\nAn\u0131lar g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedik\u00e7e y\u00fcz\u00fcme<\/em><\/p>\n

Ge\u00e7irmi\u015f g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc di\u015flerini<\/em>
\nGecenin \u015fah damarlar\u0131nda taht\u0131<\/em>
\nNefesimde buzlar\u0131 eriten seli<\/em>
\nKalbimde \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyen yang\u0131n\u0131 sakl\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em>
\nDOBRUCA<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

\"G\u00c3\u00b6r\u00c3\u00bcnt\u00c3\u00bcn\u00c3\u00bcn<\/p>\n

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YA\u011eMURLARIN ALTINA<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ne zaman ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rsam g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn ihti\u015fam\u0131 olan o sihirli bulutlarda kal\u0131r g\u00f6zlerim.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bazen bembeyaz tonlarca pamuk, bazen gri, mor, pembeye \u00e7alan renkleri, bazen de, simsiyah olu\u015flar\u0131 korkular sal\u0131yor insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcnden kalbine.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Bulutlara bak\u0131nca yerlere sa\u00e7\u0131lacak ya\u011fmurun t\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fc sezer kimi insanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bulutlar\u0131n hepsi de buluttur ama biz hep o beyaz mavi bulutlar\u0131 g\u00f6rmek isteriz g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde.<\/em><\/p>\n

G\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc sonsuzluk demektir, sonsuzluklar da \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn simgesi, beyaz, mavi bulutlar herkese ayr\u0131 bir duygu verir bana da bar\u0131\u015f g\u00fcvercinlerini hat\u0131rlat\u0131rlar her zaman.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bar\u0131\u015f d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en de\u011ferli s\u00f6z\u00fcd\u00fcr, ondan daha g\u00fczel, daha tatl\u0131, daha de\u011ferli ne olabilir ki?<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015e\u00f6yle bir ye\u015fil \u00e7imenlere uzan\u0131p do\u011fan\u0131n sesini dinlerken, bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bulutlara verip sonsuzlu\u011fa dal\u0131p kalsak \u00f6ylece, g\u00f6rece\u011fiz ki, bulutlar da insanlar gibi hareket halindeler.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sa\u011fa, sola, ileri, geri, ko\u015fu\u015fturup duruyorlar, kimisi kol kola, kimisi kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya, durmaks\u0131z\u0131n de\u011fi\u015fiyorlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Biz \u00e7ocuk iken, k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn tozlu sokaklar\u0131na ya\u011fmurlar ininde, \u00e7\u0131plak ayaklarla ya\u011fmurlar alt\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131r, tozlar\u0131n \u00e7amura d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f halini g\u00f6r\u00fcnce; ya\u011f ya\u011f ya\u011fmurum, tarlada \u00e7amurun, teknede hamurum, \u00e7ok ya\u011f ya\u011fmurum diye, bir a\u011f\u0131zdan \u015fark\u0131 s\u00f6ylerdik.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u015eemsiye nedir bilmezdik o zamanlar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmurlar \u00e7atlam\u0131\u015f topraklar\u0131n acil \u015fif as\u0131yd\u0131, insanlar\u0131n umudu, kar\u0131n toklu\u011fuydu, umutlar\u0131 ya\u011fmurlarla boy atacak tarlalarda, g\u00fcne\u015fin rengine kavu\u015facaklard\u0131 alt\u0131n sar\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015faklar.<\/em><\/p>\n

Ya\u011fmurlar bir de\u011fil, bin bir g\u00fczellik verecekti kara topra\u011fa can suyu olanda, \u00e7amura minnet kalmam\u0131z\u0131, ya\u011fmurum rahmet oldu\u011funu ondan ka\u00e7mamay\u0131 \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015flerdi bize.<\/em><\/p>\n

Bu y\u00fczden olsa gerek \u015femsiyeleri sevemedim hal\u00e2, bazen \u015femsiye alsam bile muhakkak bir yerde unuturum ya\u011fmurlar alt\u0131nda gezmeye hala \u00e7ocuklar kadar tutkunum.<\/em><\/p>\n

Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em>
\nDOBRUCA<\/strong><\/em>
\nKALEM\u0130N D\u0130L\u0130- kitab\u0131mdan<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n

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HAYAT \u00d6YK\u00dcS\u00dc<\/strong><\/p>\n

Bu g\u00fcn duygular\u0131m karma kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k<\/em>
\nBir yan\u0131m burada gitme kal diyor <\/em>
\nBir yan\u0131m yollara kollar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k <\/em>
\nKarars\u0131zl\u0131k beni benden ediyor. <\/em><\/p>\n

Hangisi vatan\u0131m nerede yerim <\/em>
\nSorusu \u00f6mr\u00fcme bin sorun etti <\/em>
\nBirisi aya\u011f\u0131m di\u011feri elim <\/em>
\n\u0130kisi bir yere d\u00fc\u015fmedi gitti. <\/em><\/p>\n

Her vuslat i\u00e7imde bir ayr\u0131 s\u00fcrg\u00fcn <\/em>
\nOldu ya\u015fant\u0131m\u0131n hayat \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc <\/em>
\nBilinmez hanginin topra\u011f\u0131 bir g\u00fcn <\/em>
\nOlacak \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn en son \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fc.<\/em><\/p>\n

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Firdevs B\u00dcY\u00dcKATE\u015e<\/strong><\/em>
\nDOBRUCA<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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