Tarih:31.05.2019
\nYazan: Galip Sertel
\n“\u0130nan\u0131p da hicret eden ve Allah yolunda cihat edenler,bar\u0131nd\u0131ranlar,yard\u0131m edenler,i\u015fte ger\u00e7ek m\u00fcminler bunlard\u0131r”<\/p>\n
Kur’\u00e2n-\u0131 Ker\u00eem, Enf\u00e2l s\u00fbresi,74.ayet<\/p>\n
Haziran g\u00fcne\u015fi Silistre \u015fehrinin tren gar\u0131na s\u0131cak s\u0131cak oturmu\u015f, darg\u0131n darg\u0131n bak\u0131yor coplu,k\u00f6pekli,kala\u015fnikoflu polislere,eski sobalara,isli borulara,k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck mobilyalara,e\u015fya kap kacak,giyim, ayakkab\u0131 dolu bavullara,\u00e7uvallara ve binlerce T\u00fcrk’\u00fcn ruhunda bir b\u0131\u00e7ak yaras\u0131n\u0131n derin izleri gibi g\u00f6z\u00fcn g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yerlere kadar uzay\u0131p giden raylara…
\nG\u00f6\u00e7 buradan ba\u015fl\u0131yor…
\nTarihin ne garip cilvesi ki, y\u00fcz y\u0131l \u00f6nceleri “Vatan yahut Silistre” diye hayk\u0131rm\u0131\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck \u00fcstad Vatan \u015eairi Nam\u0131k Kemal ve i\u015fte,yine y\u00fcz y\u0131l sonra, o Tuna dilberi,\u0130slam’\u0131n koruyucu \u015fehri Silistre’den ba\u015fl\u0131yor “Vatan! Vatan!” diyerek, hayallere s\u0131\u011fmayan,ak\u0131llara durgunluk veren zoraki bir g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn ac\u0131 ser\u00fcveni…Zaten T\u00fcrk\u00fcn bir aya\u011f\u0131 hep \u00fczengide diyor eskiler ve rastgele mi tarihimizin \u00f6tesinden,\u00e7ok derinlerinden gelen, y\u00fcre\u011fi da\u011flayan G\u00f6\u00e7 Destan\u0131ndaki o \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131k.:
\n“B\u00fct\u00fcn ku\u015flar,hayvanlar,memedeki \u00e7ocuklar”G\u00f6\u00e7,g\u00f6\u00e7,g\u00f6\u00e7!” diye ba\u011f\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131…”
\nG\u00f6\u00e7 deyince, Dobruca’n\u0131n \u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fairi,rahmetli Aliosman Ayrontok’un h\u00fcz\u00fcn verici “tutulmu\u015f milletim g\u00f6\u00e7 sellerine” m\u0131sras\u0131, kuduz deniz dalgas\u0131 gibi y\u0131k\u0131p ge\u00e7iyor sa\u011fduyunun sessiz duvarlar\u0131n\u0131 ve \u015fair var g\u00fcc\u00fcyle hayk\u0131r\u0131yor:<\/p>\n
Ayrantok,bir dert var gizli,dilinde
\nA\u00e7\u0131k yaz bu \u015firin ecdat ilinde
\nKarde\u015fin gidiyor hicran selinde
\n\u00c2k\u0131bet \u00f6l\u00fcmden beter mi dersin?<\/p>\n
Anlat\u0131yorlar,o g\u00f6\u00e7 ba\u015fkayd\u0131,bu ba\u015fka…O zaman y\u0131l 1950,\u015fimdi ise 1989…K\u0131rk y\u0131l ge\u00e7ti \u00fcst\u00fcnden,k\u0131rk y\u0131l hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey mi de\u011fi\u015fmedi?…De\u011fi\u015fmesin olur mu!..
\nH\u00fck\u00fcmetler,siyasetler,siyaset\u00e7iler, tekezeseler(tar\u0131m kooperatifleri), hamleciler,”geli\u015fmi\u015fsosyalizm””glasnost”(\u015feffavl\u0131k,a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131k),”perestroyka”(yenilenme) ve saire ve saire…De\u011fi\u015fmeyen tek bir \u015fey var bu topraklarda…T\u00fcrk d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131,aman T\u00fcrkler geliyor paranoyas\u0131,\u00f6teki kavram\u0131,biz ve onlar burgac\u0131…
\n\u015eurada 93 Harbinden beri, y\u00fcz y\u0131ld\u0131r Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkleri \u00fczerinde planl\u0131 ve programl\u0131 bir \u015fekilde uygulanan “geceleri \u00fcrk\u00fct,g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri mal\u0131n\u0131 zapt et” haydut anlay\u0131\u015f\u0131, bug\u00fcn bir Kom\u00fcnist rejimin devlet i\u00e7 politikas\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f. Failleri ise,yirminci asr\u0131n”en insanc\u0131l”,”en \u00e7a\u011fda\u015f”,en-en- enler gibi s\u0131fatlarla tarif edilemez \u00f6vg\u00fclerle s\u00fcsl\u00fc,s\u00f6zde “Marksizm ideolojisi” otoriteleri.Bir \u00fcst d\u00fczey Bulgar Kom\u00fcnist Partisi y\u00f6neticisi televizyonun mavi g\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcs\u00fcnde memnuniyetle s\u0131r\u0131t\u0131yor:
\n“\u015eu anda g\u00f6r\u00fcnen bu olay, g\u00f6\u00e7 de\u011fil,bir “turizm” hizmeti…Biz, taraf oldu\u011fumuz Viyana \u0130nsan Haklar\u0131 S\u00f6zle\u015fmesi ruhunda,H\u00fck\u00fbmet ve Halk Meclisin ald\u0131klar\u0131 insanc\u0131l bir karar\u0131 uyguluyoruz…G\u00fcnde bir, iki tren de\u011fil,d\u00f6rt,hatta alt\u0131,sekiz tren,on,on iki bin ” turizmci” yollamaya g\u00f6re \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 planlay\u0131p ayarlad\u0131k, b\u00fct\u00fcn imkanlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yurtta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n seyahat isteklerini ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirmek i\u00e7in seferber ettik.”
\nOysa otuz-otuz be\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131nda bir k\u00f6yl\u00fc kad\u0131n\u0131,iri,tombul yanakl\u0131,k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 benizli,toprak,ter kokusu \u00fcst ba\u015f\u0131…Dobruca k\u00f6ylerinden…Kocas\u0131n\u0131, bir gece gelip, yaka pa\u00e7a evden alm\u0131\u015flar,g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015fler milis g\u00fc\u00e7leri…O g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcn ne ses,ne seda…Su\u00e7u T\u00fcrk do\u011fdu\u011fu,T\u00fcrk oldu\u011fu ve May\u0131s 1989 bar\u0131\u015f y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerine kat\u0131lmas\u0131…Han\u0131ma:
\n“Kocan May\u0131s y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerine kat\u0131ld\u0131,devlete kar\u015f\u0131 su\u00e7 i\u015fledi.\u00c7ok T\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fcyd\u00fc ya,T\u00fcrkiye’ye yollad\u0131k…Topla tas\u0131n\u0131 tara\u011f\u0131n\u0131,\u00e7oluk \u00e7ocu\u011funu,al \u015fu k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 pasaportunu,yolcusun”- demi\u015fler il emniyet m\u00fcd\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde…
\nVe \u015fimdi Silistre gar\u0131nda ayr\u0131l\u0131k \u00f6ncesi,”g\u00f6\u00e7 treni” \/sonra bu trene gazeteler “utan\u00e7 treni” diye yazacaklar\/ trenin kalkmas\u0131na az bir zaman kala,torunlar dedelerinin elini \u00f6p\u00fcyorlar,kad\u0131n babas\u0131n\u0131n boynuna hi\u00e7 kopmayacakm\u0131\u015f gibi sar\u0131l\u0131yor…G\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131na bo\u011fularak :
\n“Baba ba! -diye feryat ediyor…Ba baba,seni kimlere b\u0131rakay\u0131m!”
\nYetmi\u015flik-seksenlik dedenin k\u0131r\u0131\u015f\u0131k aln\u0131,y\u00fcz\u00fc ta\u015f kesilmi\u015f,fersiz bak\u0131\u015f\u0131 donuk donuk,g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz elleriyle,can\u0131ndan can,etinden et torunlar\u0131n\u0131 ok\u015famaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor ve :
\n“Sab\u0131rl\u0131 ol,k\u0131z\u0131m…Allah sab\u0131rlar versin c\u00fcmlemize…\u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z var k\u0131z\u0131m…Onlar\u0131 kurtar\u0131n!…”
\nNeden,kimden kurtar\u0131ls\u0131nlar?
\nBuralarda do\u011fmam\u0131\u015flar m\u0131?
\nBuralarda y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fcp,g\u00fcl\u00fcp ko\u015fmam\u0131\u015flar m\u0131?
\nGen\u00e7 kad\u0131n\u0131n feryad\u0131 dinmiyor,sesi \u00e7\u0131nl\u0131yor ortal\u0131kta:
\n“Baba ba!… Ba baba!!! Seni kimlere,nas\u0131l b\u0131rakay\u0131m…”
\nPolisinin iti\u015f kak\u0131\u015f\u0131 kesiyor bu sesi…Bulgar Kom\u00fcnist rejimin Viyana Antla\u015fmas\u0131 y\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fcl\u00fcklerinin icras\u0131…1985′ lerde al\u0131nan M\u00fcsl\u00fcman adlar\u0131n, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fcklerin iadesi i\u00e7in,1989 May\u0131s y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerine kat\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131 bahanesiyle, T\u00fcrkler emniyet ko\u011fu\u015flar\u0131na t\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor,bin bir eza cefadan, i\u015fkenceden sonra,ellerine d\u0131\u015f \u00fclkelere y\u00f6nelik birer k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 turist pasaportu vererek soruyorlar:
\n– Gidece\u011fin devlet?
\n– T\u00fcrkiye Cumhuriyeti.
\n– Ni\u00e7in T\u00fcrkiye ya? Mesel\u00e2 Avusturya’ya,\u0130sve\u00e7’e gidebilirsiniz…\u0130slandaya’da olur…Baksan\u0131z ya, size ne geni\u015f bol se\u00e7enekler sunuyoruz…Bug\u00fcne kadar bizleri,haklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 gasp etmekle su\u00e7lay\u0131p durdunuz,\u015fimdi de geceli g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u00fc \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak verdi\u011fimiz bu “turizm” hizmetiyle mi su\u00e7layacaks\u0131n\u0131z?”
\nVe o Dobrucal\u0131 k\u00f6yl\u00fc kad\u0131n\u0131n kulaklar\u0131 y\u0131rtan sesi:
\n“Baba ba!… Ba baba, seni nas\u0131l b\u0131rakay\u0131m…Kimlere b\u0131rakay\u0131m?!”
\nBabaya “turist”pasaportu verilmemi\u015f…Aileler maksatla,k\u00fcstah\u00e7a,planl\u0131 olarak par\u00e7alan\u0131yor…Polisler baz\u0131 k\u00f6yleri ans\u0131z\u0131n ku\u015fat\u0131p,T\u00fcrkler’in evlerini bas\u0131yor. “Vatan hainleri” ,”T\u00fcrkiye casuslar\u0131” aran\u0131yor…Baz\u0131 k\u00f6ylerde sadece gen\u00e7 erkekleri birtak\u0131m uyduruk emniyet emirleri ile toplay\u0131p,otob\u00fcslere bindirip,s\u0131n\u0131r d\u0131\u015f\u0131 ediyorlar…\u015eok havas\u0131 yarat\u0131l\u0131yor…G\u00fcvensizlik s\u00fcr\u00fcp gidiyor…Do\u011fduklar\u0131 yerleri terk etmek istemeyenlere,”turist” pasaportu i\u00e7in m\u00fcracaat etmeyenlere evlerinde,i\u015f yerlerinde,sokakta,meydanlarda tehditler estiriliyor,tedhi\u015flere gidiliyor…
\n“Bulgaristan Bulgarlar\u0131n!”
\n“T\u00fcrkler T\u00fcrkiye’ye!”
\nT\u00fcrk\u00e7\u00fc damgas\u0131 alm\u0131\u015f,sorgudaki bir T\u00fcrk \u00f6\u011fretmeninin y\u00fcz\u00fcne,emniyet yetkilisi an\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na ba\u011f\u0131r\u0131yor:
\n“Bu milleti ba\u015ftan \u00e7\u0131karan sizler,okumu\u015flars\u0131n\u0131z…\u0130nsanlar \u00f6yle uysal, \u00f6yle kuzu kuzu ki…Bir zamanlar Emek Tar\u0131m Kooperatifleri (TKZS”ler) kurulacak dedik,raz\u0131 de\u011fildiler,ikna ettik…\u015eimdi ekonomik durumlar\u0131ndan memnunlar…Okullarda anadili T\u00fcrk\u00e7e’nin okutulmas\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n yarar\u0131na de\u011fil dedik,raz\u0131 gelmediler,yine ikna ettik…Art\u0131k yirmi y\u0131ld\u0131r T\u00fcrk\u00e7e okumuyorlar da d\u00fcnya m\u0131 batt\u0131? \u00c7ocuklar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131n Bulgar k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcyle entegre olmalar\u0131na yararl\u0131 de\u011fil mi?…\u015eimdi de adlar\u0131n\u0131z Bulgar ad\u0131 olacak ,Bulgar adlar\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yacaks\u0131n\u0131z dedik, be\u015f y\u0131ld\u0131r geceli g\u00fcnd\u00fczl\u00fc ne b\u00fcy\u00fck cabalar harc\u0131yoruz.Direni\u015f g\u00f6sterip,hay\u0131r diyorsunuz, \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131m\u0131za \u00e7omak sokuyorsunuz…Tarihin ak\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nlemek, zamanla yar\u0131\u015farak Marksizmi, diyalektik geli\u015fmeyi durdurmak istiyorsunuz…Halbuki sizi, paras\u0131z pulsuz devlet okullar\u0131nda okuttuk,yeti\u015ftirdik…Y\u00fcce davam\u0131za,sosyalizme katk\u0131da bulunas\u0131n\u0131z,ayd\u0131n yar\u0131nlara k\u00f6pr\u00fc olas\u0131n\u0131z diye…Siz ise milliyet\u00e7ili\u011fe soyundunuz.Bizim sosyalist toplumumuzda sizin gibilere yer yok.Sizin gibileri y\u0131ld\u0131raca\u011f\u0131z,bezdirece\u011fiz,arkan\u0131za bakamadan,ask\u0131da aban\u0131z\u0131 bile alamadan ka\u00e7acaks\u0131n\u0131z…Kalacak olanlar ise \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r makinesinden \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f gibi olmal\u0131.Temiz,lekesiz,sad\u0131k…Ne demek istedi\u011fimi anl\u0131yorsun de\u011fil mi \u00f6\u011fretmenim… Sen \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r makinesinin ne oldu\u011funu biliyor musun?”
\nVe onlar,T\u00fcrk as\u0131ll\u0131 Bulgaristan vatanda\u015flar\u0131 her \u015feyi ve \u00e7ok \u015feyleri pek iyi bildikleri i\u00e7in Silistre tren gar\u0131ndan s\u0131n\u0131rd\u0131\u015f\u0131 ediliyorlar.Seksen ki\u015filik vagonlara y\u00fczlerce insan bal\u0131k istifi \u00fcst \u00fcste bindiriliyor,kap\u0131lar\u0131 kilitli,pencereleri kapal\u0131 tren vagonlar\u0131nla mecburi bir yolculu\u011fa d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyorlar Kap\u0131kule’ye do\u011fru…Bu mecburi yolculuk esnas\u0131nda baz\u0131 yerlerde,\u00e7e\u015fitli garlarda,\u00f6\u011fle \u00fcstleri yirmi be\u015f,otuz,otuz be\u015f derece yaz s\u0131caklar\u0131nda saatlerce bekletiliyorlar…
\nS\u0131caktan,havas\u0131zl\u0131ktan,susuzluktan bunal\u0131p bay\u0131lan bebekler,\u00e7ocuklar,ihtiyarlar…
\nBa\u015fka bir emniyet yetkilisi konu\u015fuyor…
\n“Pek tabii ki may\u0131s 1989 y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerinden sonra yapacak bir \u015feyimiz kalmad\u0131…O kadar da enayimiyiz ki,T\u00fcrkleri kur\u015funa dizip de,d\u00fcnya kam oyunun h\u0131\u015fm\u0131na u\u011frayal\u0131m…Onlar\u0131n istekleri oldu\u011funu biliyoruz,l\u00e2kin Bulgaristan’\u0131n da jeopolitik durumu,Var\u015fava Pakt\u0131’ndaki sorumluluklar\u0131 var,g\u00f6zard\u0131 edilemez ulusal \u00e7\u0131karlar\u0131 mevcut…Biz Eyl\u00fcl ay\u0131na kadar 400,000 ki\u015fi ataca\u011f\u0131z s\u0131n\u0131r \u00f6tesine…Ard\u0131ndan da,yeni y\u0131la kadar bir 400 bin daha u\u011frataca\u011f\u0131z ve memleketimizde T\u00fcrk sorununu \u00e7\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015f olaca\u011f\u0131z…”
\nVe T\u00fcrkler \u015ferefini,onurunu,varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 korumak istedikleri,koruduklar\u0131 i\u00e7in, Silistre gar\u0131n\u0131n arka taraf\u0131ndak\u0131 geni\u015fce bir meydandan s\u0131n\u0131r d\u0131\u015f\u0131 ediliyorlar….\u0130kiye b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f meydan\u0131n bir yan\u0131nda g\u00f6\u00e7 edecek”turistler”,\u00f6te yanda u\u011furlayanlar…
\nG\u00fcne\u015f inad\u0131na k\u0131zd\u0131r\u0131yor.Sicim iplerle \u00e7evrelenmi\u015f alan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde Bulgar g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc polisler bunalt\u0131c\u0131 s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n etkisinde kollar\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131vam\u0131\u015flar, omuzlar\u0131ndaki kala\u015fnikoflar\u0131 u\u011furlamaya gelenlere y\u00f6neltmi\u015fler,her an ate\u015f etmeye haz\u0131r bir vaziyette n\u00f6bet tutuyorlar…Ne tuhaf haller,ne garip mant\u0131k…G\u00fc\u00e7 g\u00f6sterisi ve “turizm”…Zoraki g\u00f6\u00e7,etnik temizleme de\u011fil,\u015fanl\u0131 bir “turizm”hizmeti…Hem de nas\u0131l! Genellikle erkekler emniyete g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcp,May\u0131s 1989 y\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc\u015flerine i\u015ftiraklar\u0131 bahane edilerek,t\u00fcrl\u00fc i\u015fkencelere maruz kalarak,ellerine, kendisi ve ailesi i\u00e7in yurt d\u0131\u015f\u0131 bir k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 ” turist” pasaportu verilip,yirmi d\u00f6rt saat i\u00e7inde memleketi terk etmeleri isteniliyor.\u00d6te yanda tren gar\u0131nda ellerinde k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 “turist” pasaportlu insanlardan kuyruklar olu\u015fuyor…G\u00f6\u00e7 edeceklere yard\u0131m ama\u00e7l\u0131 simsarlar devreye giriyor…R\u00fc\u015fvet,yalanc\u0131l\u0131k,doland\u0131r\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k,\u00e7apulculuk,ya\u011fmac\u0131l\u0131k g\u0131rla gidiyor…Bedavadan el de\u011fi\u015ftiren mal m\u00fclk…Kom\u00fcnist y\u00f6netimin h\u00fck\u00fbmeti kararname yay\u0131nlam\u0131\u015f… Be\u015f y\u0131l boyunca,yani turistler gittikleri \u00fclkelerden geri d\u00f6n\u00fcnceye kadar, ta\u015f\u0131nmaz mallar\u0131,m\u00fclkleri belediyelerce korunup g\u00fcvenceye al\u0131ns\u0131n diye…\u0130yi de ayn\u0131 zamanda evini satmay\u0131nca trene ya bilet verilmiyor,ya turist pasaportu vermek i\u00e7in evin sat\u0131\u015f belgesi isteniliyor…\u0130\u015fte minareyi \u00e7almak isteyen k\u0131l\u0131f\u0131n\u0131 da b\u00f6yle uydurur… Y\u00f6renin ileri gelen y\u00f6neticileri ve Parti kodamanlar\u0131 el ovu\u015fturuyorlar.\u0130\u015fleyecekleri her eylemi kanunla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorlar…A\u00e7 g\u00f6zl\u00fc kurtlar gibi T\u00fcrkler’in evlerini,ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131,yazl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 sahipleniyorlar…Baz\u0131lar\u0131 hepten de tepeg\u00f6z.\u015eehirlerde ya\u015fayanlar\u0131n dairelerini sahte belgelerle do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f torunlar\u0131na bedavadan al\u0131yorlar…Evler bedava ve insano\u011flu insan \u015fu k\u0131sac\u0131k \u00f6mr\u00fcnde zar zor bir ev sahibi olabiliyor ve evler bedava.. \u0130ktidar k\u00fcp\u00fcn\u00fcn bal\u0131ndan pay\u0131n\u0131 alamayanlar ise otomobillerle k\u00f6y k\u00f6y gezerek , k\u00f6y sokaklar\u0131nda ba\u015f\u0131 bo\u015f dola\u015fan sahipsiz ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f hayvanlar\u0131,kap\u0131lar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k kalm\u0131\u015f, terk edilmi\u015f evlerde ne bulurlarsa kamyonlara y\u00fckleyip ya\u011fmal\u0131yorlar… Bir hani ya ya\u011fma zaman\u0131…B\u00fct\u00fcn T\u00fcrkler adeta bir \u015fok i\u00e7inde… Kimsenin konu kom\u015fu mal\u0131 m\u00fclk\u00fc ile ilgilenmeye vakti yok…Herkes nas\u0131l gidece\u011fim,ne olacak benimle diye kendi ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7aresinde…Herkes kendi derdinde…
\nBir Dobrucal\u0131 anlat\u0131yor:
\n“\u0130\u015ften eve d\u00f6n\u00fcnce ne g\u00f6reyim…Avlu i\u00e7inde buza\u011f\u0131l\u0131 bir inek,bir e\u015fek ve e\u015fek arabas\u0131…Bunlar da ne dedim kar\u0131ya…B\u0131rak,sorma dedi a\u011flayarak…Mehmet day\u0131m\u0131n Mustafa’ya pasaportunu vermi\u015fler,yirmi d\u00f6rt saati bekleme,\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc yurdun ba\u015fka bir k\u00f6\u015fesinde s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde bulursun kendini,derhal \u00e7\u0131k git demi\u015fler.”
\nEvde hayvanlar a\u00e7l\u0131ktan \u00f6leceklerine,bize getirmi\u015f …Hel\u00e2la\u015f\u0131p gitmi\u015f Mustafa…Tepem att\u0131…Bir anda Musafalar’da buldum kendimi…Kap\u0131lar a\u00e7\u0131k sa\u00e7\u0131k…Camlar k\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f…Elektrik lambalar\u0131 yan\u0131yor… Kurban kesmi\u015f, e\u015fikte kan\u0131n\u0131 ak\u0131t\u0131p evin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki zerdali dal\u0131na asm\u0131\u015f…Dal\u0131n alt\u0131nda birka\u00e7 k\u00f6pek h\u0131rlayarak yalan\u0131p duruyor.. \u0130\u00e7eri girdim..Darmada\u011f\u0131n\u0131k her taraf…Demek h\u0131rs\u0131zlar buras\u0131n\u0131 da tara\u015flam\u0131\u015flar…Bir de evin duvar\u0131na,i\u00e7 tarafa,pen\u00e7erenin alt\u0131na e\u011fri b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fc harflerle, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 boyayla”pis t\u00fcrkler bulgaristandan d\u0131\u015far\u0131” diye yazmalar\u0131yla kimliklerini belirtmi\u015fler…Ruhumu \u00f6nce bir yaln\u0131zl\u0131k,terkedilmi\u015flik korkusu,sonra derin bir isyan ile nefret sard\u0131…Yarabbim nedir bu yazg\u0131m\u0131z dedim…Bu g\u00f6\u00e7 de\u011fil…Bu bir vah\u015flet,bir barbarl\u0131k…”
\nG\u00f6\u00e7 deyip zorla u\u011frat\u0131l\u0131yorlar…O\u011ful gidiyor,ana baba kal\u0131yor.Evl\u00e2t kal\u0131yor,baba gidiyor.Karde\u015f gidiyor,karde\u015f kal\u0131yor…
\nOrada,Silistre gar\u0131nda,Haziran g\u00fcne\u015finin yak\u0131c\u0131 \u00f6\u011fle s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda,gerilmi\u015f sicim iplerinin boyunda,o\u011flunu u\u011furlayan bir anne,kala\u015fnikoflu polislerin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f,uful uful s\u00f6yleniyor kendi kendine…
\n“Siz nereden bileceksiniz!…Evl\u00e2t ac\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015fka…Do\u011farken belden kopuyor,ayr\u0131l\u0131rken y\u00fcrekten …Ayr\u0131l\u0131k ac\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015fka…Siz nereden bileceksiniz…”
\nO\u011ful,gelin,torunlar iplerin \u00f6te yan\u0131nda…Biraz evvel \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar trene binmek i\u00e7in…A\u011flayarak el sall\u0131yorlar gerilmi\u015f sicimlerin \u00f6n\u00fcnde oturmu\u015f,harabeye d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f anneye…
\nMegafonla tek tek \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131yor cetvelde adlar\u0131 yaz\u0131l\u0131 “turizmciler”…Kulaklar\u0131 sa\u011f\u0131rla\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir dede annesine \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f\u0131yor:
\n“\u0130\u015fitmedin mi mare?… Galiba bizi \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131lar, fidan dediler mare…”
\n1985 de,Bulgaristan’da M\u00fcsl\u00fcman adlar\u0131 Hristiyan adlarla de\u011fi\u015ftirme kampanyas\u0131nda T\u00fcrkler’in \u00e7o\u011fu,sanki de birer denek gibi, h\u00fck\u00fbmet\u00e7e teklif edilen Hristiyan adlar\u0131 de\u011fil de, a\u011fa\u00e7,\u00e7icek adlar\u0131 alm\u0131\u015flar ve bunlar\u0131 da i\u015fitmek istemiyorlard\u0131…
\n“Galiba, fidan dediler mare…”
\nVagonlara bindirilecek “turizimcileri” \u00e7a\u011f\u0131ran emniyet yetkilisi:
\n“\u015eurada,be\u015f senedir, adlar\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenemediniz…Ne geri zekal\u0131,ne kal\u0131n kafal\u0131 insanlarm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z yahu!” diye m\u0131zm\u0131zlan\u0131rken, yan\u0131ndaki meslekda\u015f\u0131:
\n“Ald\u0131rma,Binba\u015f\u0131m ! – diyor…Bo\u015f ver,on saat sonra,Kap\u0131kule’de bu adlara gerek kalmayacak…”
\nVe ikisi de alayl\u0131 alayl\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcyorlar,dolu dolu zevk alarak …\u0130nsan o\u011flu insan, emniyet yetkilileri! \u0130nsan o\u011flunun bir devlette sizlerden ba\u015fka g\u00fcvenece\u011fi bir kurum mu var ?! Ve bu gibi insani de\u011ferleri umursamamak,hele hele hi\u00e7e saymak, belki de Bulgar tarihinin en ac\u0131,en bahts\u0131z miras\u0131.Onlar Bulgar ad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yorlar,amma o ad\u0131n alt\u0131ndaki \u00f6z varl\u0131\u011f\u0131,milli de\u011ferlerini zaman\u0131n ve tarihin ha\u015fin r\u00fczgarlar\u0131nda yitirmi\u015fler, koruyamam\u0131\u015flar…Binlerce \u00f6z karde\u015flerinin vebali, k\u0131y\u0131m\u0131 sonucu Hr\u0131stiyanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabul ederek Slavl\u0131\u011f\u0131 benimsemi\u015fler,ana dillerinden vazge\u00e7mi\u015fler…Belki de buralardan kaynaklan\u0131yor \u00f6z ge\u00e7mi\u015fleriyle kopuklu\u011fu,ba\u011fs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131,sadakats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131…
\n“Bulgarlar!ar’\u0131n Vaftiz Zaman\u0131” ve “Alfabe U\u011fruna” adl\u0131 sinema yap\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131 seyrettik\u00e7e bizlere diyorlar,, Bulgarlara tarihin gayri ihtiyari ser\u00fcveninde olanlar olmu\u015f.Ecdad\u0131m\u0131za ahl\u00e2ks\u0131zca,ac\u0131mas\u0131zca yap\u0131lanlar, neden bug\u00fcn de T\u00fcrklere uygulanmas\u0131n ba\u011fnazl\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00fclyas\u0131nda bo\u011fulup kalm\u0131\u015flar. Biz ve \u00f6tekiler burgac\u0131 batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7aresizce bocalayarak,bir kimlik aray\u0131\u015f\u0131na saplan\u0131p, evrensel insan haklar\u0131 nimetinden bir ho\u015f nida nasip alamama bahts\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda dura kalm\u0131\u015flar. Ki\u015finin \u015fahsiyeti i\u00e7in bir ad\u0131n nice mutluluk kayna\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fu bilincine ula\u015famama bedbahtl\u0131\u011f\u0131 zihinlere \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f. Bir tak\u0131m d\u0131\u015f emperyalist g\u00fc\u00e7lerin de deste\u011fi ile bir b\u00fcy\u00fck Bulgar \u015fovenizmi besler amil olmu\u015f…
\n\u0130nsan\u0131n ad\u0131! Hele de o ad, kula\u011fa y\u00fcce ezan\u0131n kutsal ve ulvi sesiyle \u00fcflendi ise…<\/p>