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Galip Sertel<\/p>\n

K\u0131rk Y\u0131ll\u0131k Kani Olur mu Yani<\/p>\n

Limni Adas\u0131,tarihinin en b\u00fcy\u00fck so\u011fuklar\u0131ndan birini ya\u015f\u0131yordu.So\u011fuktan donmayan hemen hemen bir \u015fey kalmam\u0131\u015f,halk a\u00e7l\u0131ktan k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yordu.T\u00fcrk olsun,Rum olsun,cami ve kiliselerde tez elden kurtulmak i\u00e7in dualar ediliyor,Yaradan’dan yard\u0131m isteniyordu.
\nUzaklardan g\u00f6r\u00fcnen \u00fc\u00e7 ambarl\u0131 Osmanl\u0131 kalyonunun a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r Adaya do\u011fru gelmesi,halk\u0131 bir anda sevince bo\u011fuyorsa da,yerini daha sonra mateme b\u0131rak\u0131yordu.Limni halk\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcmitleri daha da buzla\u015fm\u0131\u015f,sevinci kursa\u011f\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Bunlardan biri de ,siyah rahibe elbiseleri ile elinde zikir tespihiyle dola\u015fan Despina Anne idi.
\nKalyon ,yiyecek ve yard\u0131m yerine bir s\u00fcr\u00fc mahkum getirmi\u015fti.Bunlar\u0131n i\u00e7inde Ebubekir Kani Efendi de vard\u0131.”Bu gemide olmam b\u00fcy\u00fck haks\u0131zl\u0131k” diyen Ebubekir Efendi,Tokat’ta do\u011fmu\u015ftu.\u00c7ocuklu\u011fu ve gen\u00e7li\u011fi yoksulluk i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7mi\u015fti.Tokat’tan ge\u00e7erken zekas\u0131na hayran oldu\u011fu Hekimo\u011flu Ali Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n maiyetine kat\u0131l\u0131p \u0130stanbul’a geldi\u011finde yirmi be\u015f ya\u015f\u0131nda bulunuyor,bu \u015fehirde de\u011ferini bulaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131n \u00fcmidiyle sevincinden kab\u0131na s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yordu.
\nEbubekir \u015fair adamd\u0131.Kendisini Kani ile ili\u015fkilendirip \u015fiirlerinde Kani;”maden oca\u011f\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f cevher gibi s\u00f6z s\u00f6yleyen”mahlas\u0131n\u0131 kullanmay\u0131 tercih etmi\u015fti.\u00d6zellikle n\u00fckte y\u00fckl\u00fc gazelleri,\u015fiirleri,hicivleri kulaktan kula\u011fa dola\u015fmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nEbubekir Kani, \u0130stanbul’da ki \u015fuh meclislerin aranan akt\u00f6rleri aras\u0131na girince,Tokat’taki Mevlevi dervi\u015flerinden \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi zikir ve tespihleri de terk ediverdi.Vur patlas\u0131n \u00e7al oynas\u0131n bir hayat s\u00fcrmeye ba\u015flad\u0131.Bu derbederlik ,bohem hayat\u0131 \u00f6nce onun kaderini,sonra da bedenini \u00e7ald\u0131;g\u00fcnden g\u00fcne erimeye ba\u015flad\u0131…
\nKani,arkas\u0131nda hat\u0131ralar ve dostlar b\u0131rakarak o \u015fehir senin,bu kasaba benim ,bir yaprak gibi savrula savrula Silistre’ye kadar vard\u0131.Burada ki g\u00f6revi,Ali Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n divan katipli\u011fi idi.Politik ve y\u00f6resel sorunlara ili\u015fkin yaz\u0131lar\u0131 kaleme al\u0131yor,idari ve resmi i\u015fleri y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcyordu.
\nEbubekir Kani Efendi,art\u0131k bu bohemce hayat\u0131na bir \u00e7eki d\u00fczen vermek,yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndaki Tuna Nehri gibi bir dinginlik,dura\u011fanl\u0131k katmak istiyordu.Ya\u015f\u0131 k\u0131rk\u0131 bulan ,sa\u00e7lar\u0131na aklar d\u00fc\u015fen Kani,ya\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnerek gen\u00e7li\u011finin ard\u0131ndan a\u011f\u0131tlar yakmaya ba\u015flad\u0131.Kalbi de bo\u015ftu,yuvas\u0131 da..Daha evlenmemi\u015f,a\u015fk ate\u015fi ile yan\u0131p durulanmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.Kalbinde eksik kalan sevgiyi tamamlaman\u0131n \u00e7arelerini aramaya ba\u015flayan Kani,Ali Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n \u0130stanbul’a d\u00f6nemsi \u00fczerine,Ulah beylerinden Voyvoda Alekxander’in \u00f6zel sekreteri ve terc\u00fcman\u0131 olarak g\u00f6reve ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131.
\nBir g\u00fcn Ebubekir Efendi,nazl\u0131 nazl\u0131 akan Tuna k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131nda dola\u015f\u0131rken \u00e7ama\u015f\u0131r y\u0131kay\u0131p ,hayvanlar\u0131n\u0131 otlatan bir Rum dilbere rastlar ve akl\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131ndan gider,yan\u0131na yakla\u015f\u0131r.Kalbi duracak gibidir.Eli aya\u011f\u0131na dola\u015fan Kani Efendi,i\u015fini bitirip yola \u00e7\u0131kan bu g\u00fczelin h\u0131zla arkas\u0131ndan ko\u015far.Niyetinin k\u00f6t\u00fc olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyip konu\u015fmak isterse de umdu\u011funu bulamaz.K\u0131z tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi bu insan kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u00fcrperir.Nihayet \u00e7areyi y\u00fcr\u00fcmekte olduklar\u0131 tozlu yolun en dar yerinde boylu boyunca yatmakta bulan Ebubekir Kani:
\n“Ya \u00e7i\u011fneyip ge\u00e7ersin,ya selam\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131rs\u0131n”der.
\nK\u0131z\u0131n ,”Ba\u015f\u0131ndan utanm\u0131yorsan ya\u015f\u0131ndan utan,ben im ya\u015f\u0131mda k\u0131z\u0131n olur”demesi \u00fczerine Kani:
\n“Hakikaten evlensem senin ya\u015f\u0131nda k\u0131z\u0131m olurdu,lakin senin gibisini bulamazd\u0131m.\u015eimdi ise arad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 buldum.Hilal ka\u015fl\u0131m,selvi boylum,a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 istiyorum”cevab\u0131n\u0131 verir.
\nK\u0131z:
\n– Arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n bende de\u011fildir,varas\u0131n yoluna gidesin,derse de,Kani Efendiye laf anlatamaz.Bir \u00e7eyrek saat kadar s\u00fcren yolculuklar\u0131nda Ebubekir Kani,nihayet kendini kontrol edebilmi\u015f,\u015fairane ve zengin hayaller ile k\u0131z\u0131n kalbini yum\u015fatmay\u0131 ba\u015farm\u0131\u015f ama ne ad\u0131n\u0131,ne de kim oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenebilmi\u015fti.K\u0131z \u00f6nde,Kani arkada, y\u00fcr\u00fcyorlard\u0131.Rum k\u0131z\u0131,kendisinin takip edilmesinden gizli bir haz da duymuyor de\u011fildi…Ebubekir Kani,k\u0131z\u0131 kiliseye kadar takip etmi\u015fti.Bu takip sonunda onun,Rahip Petraki’nin k\u0131z\u0131 oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frendi.Kani’nin tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 Rahip Petraki,bir y\u0131l evvel Limni’den \u00f6zel davet ile buraya getirilmi\u015f sayg\u0131n bir rahipti ve kasaban\u0131n Hristiyan cemaati onun etkili vaazlar\u0131na tutku derecesinde ba\u011fl\u0131 idi.
\nKani’nin akl\u0131 fikri Rum dilberindeydi.Yemeden i\u00e7meden kesildi;uykudan \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmadan ar\u0131nd\u0131.G\u00f6nl\u00fcne laf anlatam\u0131yordu bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc.G\u00fcnlerdir,ad\u0131n\u0131 bilmedi\u011fi ve kimseciklere soramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Rum k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n yolunu g\u00f6zl\u00fcyor,gece hayallerine sar\u0131larak ac\u0131 \u00e7ekiyordu.A\u015fk derdinden sarar\u0131p solmu\u015ftu.G\u00fcnlerce bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 k\u00f6\u015fe ba\u015flar\u0131na zincirleyip beklemi\u015f ama sevgiliyi g\u00f6rememi\u015fti.Bu arada onun,on ya\u015flar\u0131nda erkek karde\u015fini tan\u0131m\u0131\u015f ve ad\u0131n\u0131n Tiryandafil oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fti.Me\u00e7hul sevgiliye de karde\u015finin ad\u0131na izafen Tiryandafila ad\u0131n\u0131 vermi\u015fti…Tiryandafila’n\u0131n hasretiyle cay\u0131r cay\u0131r yanan Ebubekir Kani her gece yeni bir gazel yaz\u0131yordu.
\n“Kaniya raz-\u0131 dili a\u00e7mak olur dildara,
\nKorkumuz nat\u0131ka esrar\u0131m\u0131za mahrem olur.”
\nderken kimseciklere s\u00f6yleyemedi\u011fi a\u015fk\u0131,b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e saklamak daha da zorla\u015f\u0131yordu.
\nSilistre Kalesi’nin bur\u00e7lar\u0131ndan g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131n\u0131 seyreden ,Tuna’n\u0131n durgun sular\u0131nda hayaller g\u00f6ren,ak\u015fam saatlerinde c\u0131rc\u0131r b\u00f6cekleriyle konu\u015fmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan Kani,g\u00f6nl\u00fcnde tutu\u015fan ate\u015fi s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in daha fazla bekleyemedi,k\u0131z\u0131 babas\u0131ndan istemeye karar verdi.Kilisenin yolunu tuttu.Rahip Petraki’ye halini anlatt\u0131:
\n– \u0130\u015fte kap\u0131n\u0131zda ba\u011fl\u0131 kulunuzum.\u0130ster i\u00e7eride,ister d\u0131\u015far\u0131da tutars\u0131n\u0131z ama zincire takt\u0131\u011f\u0131m kilidin anahtar\u0131 hi\u00e7bir zaman olmad\u0131.Beni ondan kurtaracak irade sizin elinizdedir.K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131za Allah’\u0131n emri, iki Peygamberin kavli \u00fczere talibim.Muhammed ad\u0131na de\u011filse \u0130sa ad\u0131na,onu sizden helalli\u011fe istiyorum.Ali Pa\u015fa’n\u0131n mektup\u00e7usu Ebubekir Kani ,dedikleri avare a\u015f\u0131k benim…
\nKani, daha sonra s\u00f6zlerini,g\u00f6zlerinin i\u00e7ine bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 Rum dilbere \u00e7evirerek Rahip babas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131 aras\u0131nda devam etti:
\n– Tam k\u0131rk g\u00fcn \u00f6nce g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm sizi ve a\u015fk\u0131m bu gece pervanenin kanatlar\u0131nda kemale erdi.Beni kabul ederseniz Allah ad\u0131na,b\u00fcy\u00fck el\u00e7ileri ad\u0131na,elimden gelen b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fczellikleri yegane sermayem olan \u015fu inci taneleri gibi aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131za serpmeye,b\u00fct\u00fcn \u015fiir dizelerimi sizin muhte\u015fem g\u00fczelli\u011finiz i\u00e7in dizmeye yemin ederim…
\nKani efendi bu s\u00f6zleri s\u00f6ylerken,ku\u015fa\u011f\u0131ndaki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir keseden \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir avu\u00e7 inci,kilisenin ta\u015fl\u0131k yolunda ,gen\u00e7 k\u0131z\u0131n ayaklar\u0131na do\u011fru akmaktayd\u0131.
\nRahip Petraki,k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 vermeye yana\u015fmam\u0131\u015f,bu durum d\u00f6rt uzun y\u0131l s\u00fcr\u00fcp gitmi\u015fti.Bu zaman zarf\u0131nda Rum dilberde Kani’yi sevmi\u015f,birbirlerine T\u00fcrk\u00e7e-Yunanca mektuplar yazmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flard\u0131.D\u00f6rd\u00fcnc\u00fc y\u0131lda Rahip Petraki,halk\u0131n ay\u0131plamalar\u0131ndan ve k\u0131z\u0131 hakk\u0131nda \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lan dedikodulardan b\u0131km\u0131\u015f,k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 Kani’ye vermeye raz\u0131 olmu\u015ftu.Fakat \u015fart\u0131 \u00e7ok a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131:Kani,Hristiyanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabul edip vaftiz olacakt\u0131.Petraki’nin teklifi \u00fczerine kendinden ge\u00e7en,rahibin bir din adam\u0131 gibi de\u011fil debir zalim gibi davranmas\u0131na i\u00e7erleyen ,biraz dda k\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc kazanm\u0131\u015f olman\u0131n verdi\u011fi g\u00fcvenden g\u00fc\u00e7 alan Ebubekir Efendi,o \u00fcnl\u00fc s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc patlatt\u0131:
\n– \u0130nsaf eyle Petraki Efendi;k\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k Kani,olur mu Yani….
\nD\u00f6rt y\u0131l\u0131n sonunda Petraki,adeta k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131r\u0131rcas\u0131na Limni’ye g\u00f6ndermeye karar verir.O g\u00fcn k\u0131z,kiliseden ka\u00e7\u0131p Kani’nin evine gelir,iki a\u015f\u0131k ilk defa bir \u00e7at\u0131n\u0131n alt\u0131nda ba\u015fba\u015fa kal\u0131rlar.Ortaya bir Kur’an,bir \u0130ncil,bir k\u0131l\u0131\u00e7,bir Paskalya somunu ve bir avu\u00e7 tuz koyarak el bas\u0131p \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu birbirlerini sevmeye yemin ederler.Nefesleri o gece birbirlerine kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r.
\nSevgilisi Limni’ye u\u00e7urulan Ebubekir Kani,Silistre’de \u00e7ok kalmaz,o da mahkumlar\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan kalyonla Limni’ye gelir.Halk merak ve heyecanla gemiyi kar\u015f\u0131lamak i\u00e7in iskeleye ko\u015fu\u015fur.\u0130\u00e7lerinde rahibe olan Despina Anne de vard\u0131r.Gemiden en son \u00e7\u0131kan Kani,Despina’n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcr g\u00f6rmez sesi titrer,g\u00f6zleir karar\u0131r,buzlar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u0131\u011f\u0131l\u0131r kal\u0131r Despina,onun buzlar \u00fcst\u00fcne y\u0131\u011f\u0131lan bedenini kavrar,ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 buzlardan kald\u0131r\u0131p elleri aras\u0131na al\u0131r.G\u00f6zlerinden s\u00fcz\u00fclen s\u0131cak ya\u015flar da Kani Efendiyi kendine getiremez.Despina,\u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar atarak yard\u0131m ister.Caminin misafir odas\u0131na getirilen Kani,sabaha kadar kendine gelemez.
\nDespina’n\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131nda yatan Ebubekir Kani,sabah\u0131n ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla kendine gelirken k\u0131z\u0131n nefesi kesilmeye,kalbi \u00e7\u0131karcas\u0131na \u00e7arpmaya ba\u015flar.Despina,yakacak odun bulamay\u0131nca ocak s\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f,Kani’nin donmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in bedeninin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ona vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.Onsekiz ya\u015f\u0131nda bir gen\u00e7 k\u0131z iken yapamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131,\u015fimdi k\u0131rk\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fm\u0131\u015f bir rahibe olarak yapmaktan hem gurur hem de haz duymaktad\u0131r…Gecenin ayaz\u0131na ald\u0131rmadan,parmaklar\u0131n\u0131n hissetmeyecek derecede \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilmeden,nemli g\u00f6zlerini hi\u00e7 k\u0131rpmadan,sabah\u0131n ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131na ula\u015fan Ebubekir Kani’yi kurtaran Despina,kendisini kurtaramaz hayata veda eder.
\n\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131 ayyuka \u00e7\u0131kan,ne yapaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeyen Ebubekir Kani Efendi,Limni’de kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 iki y\u0131l boyunca her g\u00fcn bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc unutamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 Despina’s\u0131n\u0131n mezar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda dua eder.\u0130stanbul’a d\u00f6nece\u011fi g\u00fcn,k\u0131rk inciyle birlikte sevgilisinin k\u0131rk tel sa\u00e7\u0131n\u0131 mezar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131na g\u00f6mer.
\nDespina’n\u0131n mezar\u0131 Limni’de ,Azize Beatrice gibi h\u00fcrmetle ziyaret edildi,gen\u00e7 a\u015f\u0131klar ta\u015f \u00fczerine mumlar dikerek adaklar adad\u0131lar.
\nEbubekir Kani,Limni’den geldikten alt\u0131 ay sonra \u0130stanbul’da \u00f6ld\u00fc ve Ey\u00fcp Sultan kabristan\u0131na g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc.
\nEbubekir Kani,\u015fair ve yazar olarak unutuldu ama “K\u0131rk y\u0131ll\u0131k Kani,olur mu Yani” s\u00f6z\u00fc o g\u00fcn bug\u00fcnd\u00fcr, T\u00fcrk\u00e7e bir darb\u0131mesel olarak dilerde ya\u015f\u0131yor.<\/span><\/p>\n

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Muammer Y\u0131lmaz-Tarihi A\u015fklar ve A\u015fk Mektuplar\u0131 kitab\u0131ndan al\u0131nt\u0131.
\nNot : Tokatl\u0131 K\u00e2n\u00ee (d.1712, Tokat – \u00f6.1792, \u0130stanbul) 18.yy. Divan \u015eairi.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n

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