{"id":25082,"date":"2017-12-05T00:47:52","date_gmt":"2017-12-04T21:47:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=25082"},"modified":"2017-12-06T10:33:05","modified_gmt":"2017-12-06T07:33:05","slug":"arkadaslarim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/arkadaslarim\/","title":{"rendered":"Arkada\u015flar\u0131m"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Osman B\u00dcLB\u00dcL<\/p>\n<p>Tarih: 03 12 2017<\/p>\n<p>Konu:\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <strong>Biz \u201cBelene\u201d toplama kamp\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enleriz.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fck Rus yazar, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olan Lev Tolstoy\u2019un yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle bir c\u00fcmle de var: \u201c<strong>H\u00fck\u00fcmetin g\u00fcc\u00fc halk\u0131n cahilli\u011finden g\u00fc\u00e7 al\u0131r. H\u00fck\u00fcmetler bunu bildiklerinden dolay\u0131, her zaman halk\u0131n ayd\u0131nlanmas\u0131na kar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fccadele y\u00fcr\u00fct\u00fcr.<\/strong>\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Ayd\u0131nlanmay\u0131 durdurma y\u00f6nlerinden biri de tarihi unutturmakt\u0131r. Halk\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enleri hat\u0131rlayarak yeni ku\u015faklara devretmesini engellemek ve b\u00f6ylece az\u0131nl\u0131klar ba\u015fta olmak \u00fczere halk\u0131n tarihini, kavgalar\u0131n\u0131 ve kimli\u011fini unutturmak ve k\u00f6reltmek gire devreye.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3858489520\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bizim \u201cBelene\u201d adas\u0131nda toplanmam\u0131z\u0131n nedeni de buydu. T\u00fcrk kimli\u011fimizi belle\u011fimizden silmekti. K\u00f6y ve kasabalar\u0131m\u0131zda de\u011fi\u015ftiremedikleri isimlerimizi orada zorla de\u011fi\u015ftirmek ve bizi \u201cBelene\u201d adas\u0131ndan hamamdan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f Bulgar gibi eve g\u00f6ndermekti. Fakat olmad\u0131. Yapamad\u0131lar.<\/p>\n<p>Bulgaristan T\u00fcrk ayd\u0131nlar\u0131n, \u00f6\u011fretmenlerin,\u00a0 okul m\u00fcd\u00fcrlerinin, m\u00fchendislerin, tar\u0131m uzmanlar\u0131n\u0131n, baytarlar\u0131n, doktor ve sa\u011fl\u0131k personelinin \u201c<strong>Belene<\/strong>\u201d Kamp\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bask\u0131lar bu y\u00f6ndeydi. Bizi ve dolay\u0131s\u0131yla T\u00fcrkleri ve T\u00fcrkl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz, \u0131\u015f\u0131ks\u0131z, \u00f6ng\u00f6r\u00fcs\u00fcz, karanl\u0131kta \u00e7amura saplamakt\u0131. Ayd\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131yd\u0131 ve \u00f6nce bizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 y\u0131lan batakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na saplamak istediler.<\/p>\n<p>Biz \u201c<strong>Belene<\/strong>\u201d gecelerinde \u201c<strong>\u00f6l\u00fcm<\/strong>\u201d ve \u201c<strong>t\u00f6vbe etme<\/strong>\u201d gibi konular\u0131 a\u00e7mad\u0131k. Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinin milli \u015fuurunun art\u0131k uyand\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 biliyorduk. K\u00f6y ve kasabalar\u0131n kaynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, halk\u0131n direni\u015f ruhunun olu\u015ftu\u011funu, gecelerin uykusuz ge\u00e7ti\u011fini duyumsuyorduk. Kimlik bilincini bilemek zaman al\u0131yordu. Kavgan\u0131n dalgas\u0131 y\u00fckseldik\u00e7e halk i\u00e7ten i\u00e7e k\u00f6p\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Zafer s\u0131radan insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7ine do\u011fuyordu. Hepimiz y\u00fcksen bir halk dalgas\u0131yd\u0131k. Halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kavgas\u0131yd\u0131k.<\/p>\n<p>Fakat bu kavgada \u201c<strong>s\u00f6yledim<\/strong>\u201d duydu anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu. Bir de ne anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kendisinden dinlemek vard\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u201c<strong>duydu<\/strong>\u201d do\u011fru anlad\u0131 anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu. \u201c<strong>Anlad\u0131<\/strong>\u201d da hak verdi ve davaya ba\u015f koyacak anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu. Bu konuda defalarca \u201c<strong>g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek<\/strong>\u201d ve \u201c<strong>s\u0131namak<\/strong>,\u201d birlikte ad\u0131mlar atmak gerekiyordu. S\u00f6ylediklerime \u201c<strong>hak verdi<\/strong>\u201d de davaya inand\u0131 anlam\u0131na gelmiyordu. Davaya \u201c<strong>inanma<\/strong>k\u201d kendini ate\u015fe atmak, kur\u015funlara g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs germek, tanklar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcne yatmak, \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7\u0131kmak, dava bayra\u011f\u0131n\u0131 dalgaland\u0131rmak ve gerekti\u011finde \u015fehit d\u00fc\u015fmek anlam\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Davaya inanmak<\/strong>\u201d kavram\u0131nda \u201c<strong>davaya ihanet etmek<\/strong>\u201d yoktu. Olay\u0131 bu a\u00e7\u0131dan ele ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda \u201cBelene\u201d \u00f6l\u00fcm kamp\u0131na t\u0131k\u0131lan bizlerin isimlerimizi kapal\u0131 bir odada, \u201ccop ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcnde\u201d de\u011fi\u015ftirmemiz bir T\u00fcrk kimli\u011fi davam\u0131za\u00a0 \u201c<strong>b\u00fcy\u00fck ihanet<\/strong>\u201d olarak nitelenmemelidir.\u00a0 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc \u00f6z davada \u201c<strong>geri ad\u0131m atmak<\/strong>\u201d da bir taktik ad\u0131md\u0131r. Mazlum kitleyle yeniden kayna\u015fmaya a\u00e7\u0131lan bir kap\u0131d\u0131r. Ard\u0131l dalgaya kat\u0131lma olana\u011f\u0131 verendir.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2836541131\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bulgaristan ko\u015fullar\u0131nda \u0130kinci D\u00fcnya Sava\u015f\u0131 \u00f6ncesi ve esnas\u0131nda Yahudilerin bir halk toplulu\u011fu olarak yok olmas\u0131 taktik uygulamalarla, zaman kazan\u0131larak, kurtulu\u015f ufkun kadar dayanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle sa\u011fduyulu bir yakla\u015f\u0131mla biz i\u00e7eri al\u0131n\u0131p ismi zorla de\u011fi\u015ftirilen arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n hi\u00e7 birine \u201cBulgar\u201d ad\u0131n nedir sorusunu sormad\u0131k. Onlar\u0131 aram\u0131za ayn\u0131 s\u0131cakl\u0131kla kabul ederek, yeniden kayna\u015ft\u0131k ve T\u00fcrk kimli\u011fine ate\u015f verdik.<\/p>\n<p>Bu ger\u00e7e\u011fi nas\u0131l anlat\u0131rsam anlatay\u0131m, isim de\u011fi\u015ftirme esnas\u0131nda arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n tepkili tavr\u0131, direni\u015fi, s\u00f6yledikleri s\u00f6zler onlar\u0131 (Bulgar polisinin) tasarrufunda (dosyalar\u0131nda) kald\u0131 ve bug\u00fcn de bize kar\u015f\u0131 bir silah olarak kullan\u0131l\u0131yor. \u201c<strong>Ajan dosyalar\u0131n\u0131n<\/strong>\u201d bir k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131, Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkleriyle alay etmek anlam\u0131na gelir. \u201c<strong>Sofya<\/strong>\u201d, \u201c<strong>Pazarc\u0131k<\/strong>\u201d, \u201c<strong>Stara Zagora<\/strong>\u201d hapishanelerindeki tutanaklarla Ahmet Do\u011fan dosyas\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 istiyoruz! \u201c<strong>Sofya<\/strong>\u201d hapishanesinde i\u015flenmi\u015f Kas\u0131m Dal Dosyas\u0131n\u0131 okumak istiyoruz. \u015eahsen ben, \u201c<strong>Pazarc\u0131k<\/strong>\u201d hapishanesinde nak\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f Necmettin Hak dosyas\u0131n\u0131 okumak istiyorum. Ger\u00e7ekleri bilmedi\u011fimiz, g\u00f6remedi\u011fimiz, \u00f6\u011frenemedi\u011fimiz i\u00e7in Ahmet Do\u011fan hainine kar\u015f\u0131 m\u00fccadelede ba\u015far\u0131l\u0131 olamad\u0131k. Zaman geldi aram\u0131zda kendisine minnet duyabilece\u011fimiz kimse kalmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet \u00f6\u011fretmen vard\u0131. Kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m ko\u011fu\u015ftayd\u0131. Naz\u0131m Hikmet\u2019i ezberinden s\u00f6ylerdi.\u201c<strong>Ya\u015famaya Dair<\/strong>\u201d \u015fiirinin \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnde ayak kalkar, elleriyle konu\u015furdu:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu d\u00fcnya so\u011fuyacak,<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-258002722\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n aras\u0131nda bir y\u0131ld\u0131z, <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Hem de en ufac\u0131klar\u0131ndan,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Mavi kadifede bir y\u0131ld\u0131z gecesi yani,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Yani bu koskocaman d\u00fcnyam\u0131z.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bu sat\u0131rlarda sesi y\u00fckselir ve sertle\u015firdi. T\u00fcm gardiyanlara, bizden ne fark\u0131n\u0131z var? Ayn\u0131 kaderin kurbanlar\u0131y\u0131z! Diye hayk\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131. Naz\u0131m demi\u015f bunu! Dedikten sonra, bir ara verir ve \u015f\u00f6yle devam ederdi:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3017909885\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bu s\u00f6z etkileyiciydi. Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131 aram\u0131zda hissediyorduk. O bizimle beraberdi:<\/p>\n<p><strong>Bu d\u00fcnya so\u011fuyacak g\u00fcn\u00fcn birinde,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Hatta bir buz y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Yahut \u00f6l\u00fc bir bulut gibi de de\u011fil,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bo\u015f bir ceviz yuvarlanacak<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2911331357\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>\u00a0Zifiri karanl\u0131kta u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z&#8230;<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u015eimdiden \u00e7ekilecek ac\u0131s\u0131 bunun,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Duyulacak mazlumlu\u011fu \u015fimdiden.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u00f6ylesine sevilecek bu d\u00fcnya<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u201cYa\u015fad\u0131m\u201d diyebilmen i\u00e7in<\/strong>\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2691127772\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiirden sonra, Mehmet\u2019imiz uzun konferansa ge\u00e7erdi. Konusu hep yn\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Bulgar ate\u015fle oynuyor<\/strong>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6ylediklerine \u00f6yle inan\u0131yordu ki, ate\u015fli bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan biz de y\u00fcrekleniyorduk. H\u00fcrriyet sevdal\u0131s\u0131 biriydi. \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ate\u015fi yakma ustas\u0131yd\u0131. Sesindeki metalin etkileme g\u00fcc\u00fc \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcyd\u00fc. Hale ses tellerine Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131 y\u00fckleyince g\u00f6n\u00fcller dolard\u0131. Birbirine b\u0131\u00e7ak \u00e7eken, silah y\u00f6nelten Bulgarlar\u0131n ruhen \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcyor. H\u00fcrriyet azimli motor olarak ancak ve yaln\u0131z T\u00fcrkleri g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu. Bizim burada tuzumuzu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p itlere yalatmak isteyenler, \u201c<strong>ekmek yapmay\u0131 bizde \u00f6\u011frenmi\u015fler<\/strong>\u201d, onlardan bir \u015feyler beklememiz tamamen yanl\u0131\u015f olur s\u00f6zlerine her zaman vurgu yap\u0131yordu. T\u00fcrklerin Bulgaristan\u2019a medeniyet getirdiklerini, dinlerini vatan topra\u011f\u0131na kendi dilleriyle ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zellikle belirtiyordu.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Onun, medeniyet (uygarl\u0131k) ile ilgili yorumlar\u0131n\u0131 asla unutamam<\/strong>. \u201c<strong>K\u00fclt\u00fcr ile medeniyet yaratmak aras\u0131nda \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck fark vard\u0131r<\/strong>\u201d diyordu. \u00c7inlerin kibrit, barut, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t, ipek doku yaratmakla k\u00fclt\u00fcr yaratt\u0131lar, fakat ele\u015ftiri kabul etmeyen, icad\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131skanan, payla\u015fmay\u0131 bilmeyen bir millet olduklar\u0131ndan dolay\u0131, medeniyet yaratamad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 uzun uzun anlat\u0131yordu. \u00c7in bas\u0131m makinesi yapt\u0131 7 kitap bast\u0131, Bat\u0131 Avrupa ayn\u0131 makineyi kurdu ve 7 milyon kitap bast\u0131. K\u00fclt\u00fcr yaratan \u00c7in\u2019dir, uygarl\u0131k yaratansa Bat\u0131\u2019d\u0131r, diyordu.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-4269423761\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Biz T\u00fcrklerin ise, aram\u0131zda \u201c<strong>ben kimseye minnet etmem\u201d <\/strong>deyenler vard\u0131. Ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc, derin minnet duygulu, al\u00e7ak g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc, iyi kom\u015fu ve yard\u0131mla\u015fmay\u0131 seven bir millet oldu\u011fumuzdan olacak, 500 y\u0131l boyunca hi\u00e7bir Bulgar hakk\u0131nda ihbarda bulunmam\u0131\u015f, onurlu T\u00fcrk kimli\u011fimizi lekelememi\u015fiz. Bulgaristan topraklar\u0131na medeniyet ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, daha \u00f6nce ev kurmak bilmeyenlere, temel atmay\u0131, ku\u015fak \u00e7ekmeyi, k\u00f6\u015fe tutmay\u0131, \u00e7at\u0131 \u00e7atmay\u0131, d\u00f6\u015feme ve tavan d\u00f6\u015femeyi, ayakyolunu \u00f6\u011fretti\u011fimizi \u2013 ko\u011fu\u015fta oldu\u011fumuzu unutturan \u2013 bir k\u00f6y evi \u00e7arda\u011f\u0131na kurulmu\u015f bir sofra sohbeti havas\u0131 gibi ya\u015fatmay\u0131 ba\u015far\u0131yordu. O, sohbet a\u00e7\u0131p, sohbet ba\u011flama ustas\u0131 biriydi. Sonunda hep, kurdu\u011fumuz y\u00fczlerce \u00e7e\u015fmeden \u201c<strong>yaln\u0131z T\u00fcrkler su i\u00e7er<\/strong>,\u201d a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u00fczlerce ayazma ve p\u0131narda \u201c<strong>yaln\u0131z T\u00fcrkler hayvan sular<\/strong>\u201d , \u201c<strong>i\u015fletti\u011fimiz binlerce d\u00fckk\u00e2nda yaln\u0131z T\u00fcrkler al\u0131\u015f veri\u015f eder<\/strong>\u201d veya kurdu\u011fumuz k\u00f6pr\u00fclerden yaln\u0131z \u201c<strong>T\u00fcrkler ge\u00e7er<\/strong>\u201d demi\u015f olsayd\u0131k, bize \u201c<strong>medeniyetle ili\u015fkisi olmayan halk<\/strong>\u201d diyebilirlerdi. Ama deyemediler, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131 tatland\u0131ran baklava ve b\u00f6rekleri de bizden \u00f6\u011frendiler demezden \u00f6nce, medeni oldu\u011fumuzu kan\u0131tlayan k\u0131rk dereden kan\u0131t getirirdi. \u0130zmir\u2019de hayatta g\u00f6zlerini yumdu\u011funu i\u015fitti\u011fimde, dualar okudum.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Ko\u011fu\u015flarda \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck ve T\u00fcrkl\u00fck ate\u015fiyle yan\u0131p kavrulan bizler, kimli\u011fimizle alay edenler, bize hakaret ederken \u201c<strong>De\u011fi\u015fik adlar ta\u015f\u0131yan men\u015fei belirsiz bir grup insan<\/strong>\u201d demeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Bu bir \u201c<strong>Belene<\/strong>\u201d icad\u0131yd\u0131. T\u00fcrk isimlerimizle Tutukland\u0131k. \u0130simlerimiz i\u00e7eride (Belene kamp\u0131nda) de\u011fi\u015ftirildi. Kapal\u0131 tutuldu\u011fumuz odalarda birbirimize T\u00fcrk\u00e7e adlar\u0131m\u0131zla hitap ediyor, anadilimizde dertle\u015fiyorduk. F\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131l\u0131 gece sohbetlerimiz T\u00fcrk\u00e7eydi. \u00a0Kimse kimseye Bulgar ad\u0131yla hitap etmedi. Bazen gardiyan kap\u0131ya dayan\u0131r \u201c<strong>Emil<\/strong>\u201d, \u201c<strong>Peter<\/strong>\u201d, \u201c<strong>Krasi<\/strong>\u201d gibi isimler hayk\u0131r\u0131yor, bizse yerimizden k\u0131m\u0131ldam\u0131yorduk. Kalkm\u0131yorduk. Bu bizim ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za sar\u0131lan belaya protestomuzdu.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBelene\u201d kamp\u0131nda arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan \u201c<strong>Herkes ne hali varsa g\u00f6rs\u00fcn<\/strong>\u201d s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc i\u015fitmedim. Her konuda dayan\u0131\u015fma i\u00e7indeydik. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme g\u00fcnlerinde birimize evden bir pide, g\u00f6zleme, \u00e7\u00f6rek, kaynat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yumurta, kuru yemi\u015f gelse, hepimiz sofraya otururduk. Bu dayan\u0131\u015fma ve payla\u015fmay\u0131 izleyen gardiyanlar\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u00fck notlar\u0131na \u201c<strong>T\u00fcrklerden kurtulmak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil, onlar payla\u015fma ve arkada\u015fl\u0131k biliyor, kanlar\u0131nda birlikte olmak var<\/strong>\u201d s\u00f6zlerini yaz\u0131p yazmad\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 merak ediyorum.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3826939491\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bizim aram\u0131zda k\u00f6t\u00fc adam yoktu. K\u00f6t\u00fc adamlar g\u00fcnahlar\u0131yla y\u00fczle\u015fmek istemezler. Her birimiz mazimizi anlat\u0131yorduk. Hata ile yalan aras\u0131ndaki fark\u0131 aramaya, g\u00f6rebilmeye \u00e7ok zaman ay\u0131r\u0131yorduk. \u015eunu \u015f\u00f6yle yapmasam, bunlar olmazd\u0131 \u015feklinde konu a\u00e7anlar\u0131n pi\u015fmanl\u0131k duydu\u011fu ortadayd\u0131 ama hi\u00e7 birinin \u00f6deyecek bedeli yoktu. Her \u015feyden su\u00e7lu olan Bulgar devletiydi. Kendi kendine kudurmu\u015f, h\u0131rs\u0131n\u0131 yenemeyen bir ejderha haline gelmi\u015f, kaderine yenik d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ya\u015fanan genel gerginli\u011fin ana nedeni bir saftil bulunma, aldat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olma, fazla inan\u0131p bel ba\u011flam\u0131\u015fl\u0131k olsa da, bu ac\u0131y\u0131 ya\u015fayanlar, b\u0131rak\u0131n beni, kafam\u0131 dinleyece\u011fim, deyip kenara \u00e7ekilmiyor, ayn\u0131 havay\u0131 solumaktan, \u00f6fkeli akan Tuna nehrinin al\u00e7al\u0131p y\u00fckselmesini seyrederken sab\u0131r ak\u00fclerini \u015farj ediyorlard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir su\u00e7umuz yoktu. Vicdan azab\u0131 \u00e7ekmiyorduk. Biz aklanmak istemiyorduk. Aklanmam\u0131z gereken hi\u00e7bir su\u00e7umuz yoktu. Bug\u00fcn art\u0131k doksan\u0131na basm\u0131\u015f biri olarak, do\u011fdu\u011fum andan ve \u015eekerciler hocas\u0131n\u0131n kula\u011f\u0131ma \u201cad\u0131n Osman\u201d dedi\u011fi andan sonra hayat\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015ftan sona yalan ve kendimi ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ortama uyarlama ve kimli\u011fimi arama kavgas\u0131 olarak ge\u00e7ti\u011fini s\u00f6yleyebilirim. O adada, s\u00f6yleyece\u011fimiz hi\u00e7bir s\u00f6z bizi mazluk k\u0131lamaz, aklayamazd\u0131. Bunun i\u00e7inde su\u00e7suz bir ki\u015finin beraat beklemesi de ba\u015ftanba\u015fa sa\u00e7mal\u0131kt\u0131. Bizi bu adaya kapan devletin bizden kurtulma yolu arad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, siyah \u201c<strong>Volga<\/strong>\u201d arabalarla s\u0131k s\u0131k Sofya\u2019da gelenlerin sinirli bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan okumak zor de\u011fildi. Biz ailelerinden, yak\u0131nlar\u0131ndan kopar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, vatan sevgisi s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fcl\u00fcp k\u00f6reltilmek istenen T\u00fcrklerdik. Vatans\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131 kabul etti\u011fimizde, yeni bir \u201c<strong>g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc g\u00f6\u00e7<\/strong>\u201d haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131na art\u0131k ba\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131na hen\u00fcz ak\u0131l erdiremiyorduk. Bu i\u015flerin iplerini \u00e7ekenler dersini iyi biliyor, uzak menzilli \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Birka\u00e7 y\u0131l sonra T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye g\u00f6\u00e7 etmek zorunda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda bize \u201c<strong>Bulgarlar<\/strong>\u201d denmesi \u00e7ok incitici olmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Ezelden soylu T\u00fcrkleriz biz<\/p>\n<p>Dokunmay\u0131z kimsenin ismine, cismine, ya\u015fama hakk\u0131na<\/p><div id=\"bghab-777859087\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>S\u00f6zleri akla ve milliyet a\u00e7\u0131s\u0131ndan Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkleri T\u00fcrkiye T\u00fcrklerinin ayr\u0131lmaz bir par\u00e7as\u0131d\u0131r ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u015f\u00f6yle ger\u00e7ekle\u015fti:<\/p>\n<p>Hor g\u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f baba, dede soylar\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Ge\u00e7mi\u015fleri belli, belli boylar\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Bizim gibi d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, bayram torlar\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Bulgar\u2019dan ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015fa Bulgar demeyin.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-214621843\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Belene<\/strong>\u201d arkada\u015flar\u0131mdan bir\u00e7o\u011fu ge\u00e7en y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde \u201csoya d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f i\u011fren\u00e7li\u011fini\u201d ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131za saranlar hakk\u0131nda \u201chain canavarlar\u201d, \u201ckalpsiz k\u00f6stebek\u201d , \u201cinsan kasab\u0131\u201d gibi nitelemeler kulland\u0131lar. B\u00fcy\u00fck ger\u00e7e\u011fi \u015fu dizelerle dile getiriyorum:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ne kad\u0131n, ne ihtiyar, ne minicik \u00e7ocuklar<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsans\u0131zca y\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n o g\u00fczel yuvac\u0131klar<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1049694297\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-55-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Mezarlardan ruhlar\u0131, seni bo\u011facaklar<\/p>\n<p>Yirminci y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n y\u00fczkaras\u0131 palya\u00e7olar\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Duvardan bakan arkada\u015flar\u0131m\u0131n hepsinin bu g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fte olmas\u0131 beni gururland\u0131r\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>Okudu\u011funuz i\u00e7in te\u015fekk\u00fcr ederim.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-976480053\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-60-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Devam edecek.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-101606867\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Osman B\u00dcLB\u00dcL Tarih: 03 12 2017 Konu:\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Biz \u201cBelene\u201d toplama kamp\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enleriz. B\u00fcy\u00fck Rus yazar, \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcn sonunda M\u00fcsl\u00fcman olan Lev Tolstoy\u2019un yazd\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131nda \u015f\u00f6yle bir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":18,"featured_media":19647,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25082","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/OSMAN-BULBUL.jpg?fit=97%2C108&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-6wy","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25082","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/18"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25082"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25082\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/19647"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25082"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25082"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25082"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}