{"id":20918,"date":"2016-10-05T20:39:44","date_gmt":"2016-10-05T17:39:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=20918"},"modified":"2016-10-05T20:39:44","modified_gmt":"2016-10-05T17:39:44","slug":"umudu-yasatmak-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/umudu-yasatmak-2\/","title":{"rendered":"Umudu Ya\u015fatmak"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2016\/07\/OSMAN-BULBUL.jpg?resize=124%2C138\" alt=\"OSMAN BULBUL\" width=\"124\" height=\"138\" \/>\u00a0Osman B\u00dcLB\u00dcL<\/p>\n<p>Konu:\u00a0 <strong>Kendisine yard\u0131m edemeyen, ba\u015fkas\u0131na yard\u0131m edemez<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmedik<\/strong>,\u201d diyenler yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Her sabah u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131m parktay\u0131m. Asfalt patikalar\u0131na kestane ya\u011fm\u0131\u015f bu gece. \u015eansl\u0131 olanlar ye\u015fil \u00e7imenli\u011fe yumu\u015fak ini\u015f yapm\u0131\u015f. \u0130ri, kimileri ikiz atkestaneleri! Hepsinin i\u00e7inde umut gizli, b\u00fcy\u00fck a\u011fa\u00e7 olma ve her y\u0131l sepet \u00e7uval dolusu kestane verme umudu.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-4058670585\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fck Rus klasi\u011fi Dostoevski\u2019nin eserlerinde i\u015fledi\u011fi umut konusundan akl\u0131ma tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u015fu geldi akl\u0131ma, peykeye otururken: \u201c<strong>Umutsuz ya\u015famak, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc kabullenmektir<\/strong>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Umudu ya\u015fatma konusunda Nasrettin Ho\u015fa n\u00fcktelerinde bir\u00e7ok inci var:<\/p>\n<p>Biri \u015f\u00f6yledir. \u00a0<strong>Hocan\u0131n D\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Bir kad\u0131n bir gece r\u00fcyas\u0131nda Nasrettin Hocay\u0131 d\u00fckk\u00e2nda tezg\u00e2htar g\u00f6r\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Hocam bu siz misiniz, yoksa bana m\u0131 \u00f6yle geldi? Der.<\/li>\n<li>Evet, benim, buyurun, cevab\u0131n\u0131 verir Hoca Efendi.<\/li>\n<li>Ben sizden ne alabilirim ki, diye sorar \u015fa\u015fakalan kad\u0131n.<\/li>\n<li>Ne isterseniz, olur Hoca Efendinin cevab\u0131.<\/li>\n<li>\u00d6yleyse, hay\u0131r dualar\u0131n\u0131za g\u00fcvenerek sizden sa\u011fl\u0131k, mutluluk, sevgi, ba\u015far\u0131 ve para alay\u0131m der, r\u00fcyas\u0131n\u0131n en iyi yerinde m\u00fc\u015fteri olan kad\u0131n.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Sipari\u015fi alan Hoca, d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n arka odas\u0131na \u00e7ekilir ve bir m\u00fcddet sonra elindeki k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kutuyu uzat\u0131r. Kutuyu alan kad\u0131n:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1511832266\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<ul>\n<li>Hepsi burada m\u0131, diye sorar.<\/li>\n<li>Evet, istediklerinizin hepsi elinizdeki kutudad\u0131r, cevab\u0131n\u0131 veren Hoca, \u201cSiz benim yaln\u0131z tohum satt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bilmiyor muydunuz\u201d der.<\/li>\n<li>Hepsi bu \u00f6yle mi? diye bir daha sorar elindeki kutuya bakan kad\u0131n.<\/li>\n<li>Evet, cevab\u0131n\u0131 yineleyen Nasrettin Hoca \u015fu \u00f6\u011f\u00fctte bulunur: Siz \u015fimdi bu tohumlar\u0131 \u00a0ekiniz. Hangiler biter ve dallar\u0131ndan hangi meyveler toplan\u0131r, bu da yaln\u0131z size ba\u011fl\u0131d\u0131r.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Atkestaneleri g\u00fcne\u015fin sabah \u015fualar\u0131nda parl\u0131yor. \u015eualarda, biz nihayet dikenli kabuklar\u0131 \u00e7atlatabildik ve \u00f6zg\u00fcr\u00fcz, havas\u0131 var. G\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcde ortak yap\u0131lan bir i\u015f yok. Her kestane kendi kabu\u011funu kendisi \u00e7atlat\u0131p a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f ve kendisi d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f. Fakat birlikte yapabilmenin ve beraber olman\u0131n yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gururu ayn\u0131 parkta ya\u015f\u0131yorlar.<\/p>\n<p>Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 kald\u0131rd\u0131m, g\u00f6zlerimi a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n yapraklar\u0131na gezdiriyorum. Kestane a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n yapraklar\u0131 \u00fczg\u00fcn, sarar\u0131p solmadan kahverengiye buru\u015fup buru\u015fmay\u0131 se\u00e7mi\u015fler. Di\u011fer geni\u015f yaprakl\u0131lar onlardan farkl\u0131. Ye\u015filin sar\u0131ya teslim oldu\u011fu mevsimdeyiz. Hem sar\u0131lar hem ye\u015filler yan yana ayn\u0131 dallarda s\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, uyumlu bir beraberlik sergiliyor. Onlar sabah g\u00fcne\u015fini selaml\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eu sak\u0131n sabah ortam\u0131nda, Viyana\u2019y\u0131 soluyarak otururken, renk de\u011fi\u015ftiren yapraklar\u0131n, sar\u0131 ve ye\u015fillerin, sen benim rengimi \u00e7ald\u0131n, kavgas\u0131 ba\u015flat\u0131p birbirine d\u00fc\u015fmedi\u011fini, sabah \u015firinli\u011fine kendi g\u00fczelli\u011fini katarken neden a\u011flay\u0131p s\u0131zlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, kin ve \u00f6fkeden patlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum. Do\u011fan\u0131n kurallar\u0131 b\u00f6yle\u2026Biz insanlar do\u011fan\u0131n \u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcy\u00fcz ama bir\u00e7ok bak\u0131ma do\u011fadan \u00e7ok gerideyiz, hatta do\u011fay\u0131 kendimize d\u00fc\u015fman etmi\u015f ve yok etmekte \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze yok.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eu sar\u0131 ve ye\u015fil yapraklara tak\u0131ld\u0131m kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Bekledi\u011fim Nikolay\u2019\u0131 kestanelere basmadan gelirken g\u00f6rd\u00fcm.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hi\u00e7 konuyu de\u011fi\u015ftirmeden,<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2933347063\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<ul>\n<li>Ho\u015f geldin, \u015furaya otur ve \u015fu yapraklar\u0131 ye\u015filli sar\u0131l\u0131 a\u011faca bak. Karde\u015f karde\u015f ya\u015f\u0131yorlar. Ye\u015fil ye\u015filli\u011finden, sar\u0131 sar\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan memnun!\u00a0 Biz Bulgaristan\u2019da T\u00fcrklerle Bulgarlar neyi payla\u015fam\u0131yoruz? Bu konuda do\u011fa yasalar\u0131na uymay\u0131 neden kabul edemiyoruz, diye yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Gence y\u00fcklenme gibi oldu. Onun payla\u015fmak istedikleri farkl\u0131 olabilirdi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc benim gibi do\u011fay\u0131 okumaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015farak de\u011fil, Viyana \u00dcniversitesi K\u00fct\u00fcphanesinde okuyarak ge\u00e7iriyordu. O kitaplar\u0131 yazanlar, do\u011fay\u0131 okumay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenememi\u015fse!<\/p>\n<p><strong>Hayali bir d\u00fcnya anlat\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsa! <\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Olmayan ve hi\u00e7bir yere k\u00f6k salmam\u0131\u015f bir \u015feyler \u00fcst\u00fcne yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015fsa!\u00a0 Okurken hayali dev a\u011fa\u00e7lara t\u0131rmanan Nikolay, ger\u00e7ekleri havadan ve hayalden emmez mi?<\/p>\n<p>R\u00fcyadaki Nasrettin Hoca tohumlar\u0131n\u0131 hi\u00e7bir yere ekmeden, bitmelerini beklemeden, diplerini kaz\u0131p b\u00fcy\u00fctmeden, meyvelerine sevinmeden, \u00a0sonunda tatl\u0131 ek\u015fi anlatan biri olmaz m\u0131?<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>Dald\u0131n, dedi.<\/li>\n<li>Bu hafta internette bir kitap okudum, dedim.<\/li>\n<li>Konusu, diye ekledi.<\/li>\n<li>Konusu uzun ama i\u00e7inde \u015fu ger\u00e7ek var. Yazar, \u201c<strong>Bulgar milleti \u00e7ok zor\u00a0<\/strong><strong>de\u011fi\u015fiyor. Hatta de\u011fi\u015fmek istemiyor. Beraber ya\u015famak zorunda oldu\u011fu insanlar\u0131n de\u011fi\u015ferek kendisine uymas\u0131n\u0131, uymak istemiyenleri ise buna zorlamay\u0131 deniyor<\/strong> demi\u015f, dedim. \u015eu ge\u00e7en hafta dipten ba\u015fa ye\u015fil olan a\u011fc\u0131n bu hafta sar\u0131 ye\u015fil olmas\u0131na bakt\u0131k\u00e7a ge\u00e7irdi\u011fi evrimli de\u011fi\u015fime isyan etmemesini k\u0131skan\u0131yorum. \u0130nsanlardan olgun ve bilge davran\u0131\u015f sergilemeleri bekleniyor. Ben b\u00f6yle de g\u00fczelim, ye\u015fil de benim, sar\u0131 da, demekle yetiniyor sanki diye devam ettim.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Biz, yaprak d\u00f6k\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc izleyen yeni baharda nesil de\u011fi\u015fimi g\u00f6rebiliriz. <\/strong>Uzun\u00a0vadede bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda, bir ahlattan orak armuduna, oradan iri yaz ve k\u0131\u015f armutlar\u0131na uzanan yol bu t\u00fcr\u00fcn evrimsel de\u011fi\u015fim yoludur. Fakat bu kendili\u011finden olmaz. \u0130\u015fin \u00f6z\u00fcnde olan insan m\u00fcdahalesi, a\u015f\u0131, ilgi vard\u0131r. Toplumda bu, e\u011fitimle olur. \u00a0Yeni toplum m\u00fcdahaleye, sald\u0131r\u0131lara a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131r. Bas\u0131n, radyo TV, elektronik ileti\u015fim, sanal bask\u0131lar duygular\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve beynimizi s\u00fcrekli bombard\u0131man ederek, belle\u011fimizi, duyumsay\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 ve yeni olana bak\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 aras\u0131z etkiliyor. Fakat insan\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fimlere a\u00e7an ya da bu konuda tutucu yapan okuldur, e\u011fitim sistemidir. Bulgaristan tek uluslu bir devlet sistemi kurmay\u0131 \u00f6ng\u00f6ren bir Anayasa\u2019ya ve yasalara dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, bu konuda az\u0131nl\u0131klara hak tan\u0131maz, Bulgar devleti b\u00fct\u00e7esinden \u00c7ingeneden ayd\u0131n \u00c7ingene, T\u00fcrk\u2019ten bilgili T\u00fcrk yaratmak istemiyor.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Fakat bu i\u015f i\u00e7in vergi topluyor, diyerek m\u00fcdahale ederken, onun s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc kestim.<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Sonra kendisine yukar\u0131da payla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m N. Hoca masal\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131m. Kutunun i\u00e7inde \u00e7e\u015fitlilik gizli, dedim. Tohumlar\u0131n hepsinin \u00f6z\u00fcnde mutluluk, sa\u011fl\u0131k, bereket, sevin\u00e7 ve az\u0131, para pul gizli. Bulgarlar yorgan\u0131 hep kendi \u00fcst\u00fcne \u00e7ekerken, di\u011fer bitkilerin, k\u00fclt\u00fcrlerin donarak yok olmas\u0131na sebep olmuyor mu? Hayat\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck zenginli\u011fi \u00e7e\u015fitlili\u011finde de\u011fil midir? En b\u00fcy\u00fck mutluluk farkl\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n uyumla\u015fmas\u0131nda gizlenmiyor mu? Diye bir daha sert yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131m.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-340370572\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131.<\/strong><\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Senin yaprak \u00f6rne\u011findeki ye\u015fil ile sar\u0131 parlak bir \u00f6rnek. Ye\u015filin rengini yitirmesine\u00a0isyan etmemesi,<\/strong> sar\u0131n\u0131n da sar\u0131la\u015fmay\u0131 kabul etmesi sanki bir uyum. \u015eu an iki renk de e\u015fit ve yan yanalar. Bu ayr\u0131 bir mutluluk an\u0131! Dedi ve eliyle yapraklara i\u015faret ederken \u015f\u00f6yle devam etti: \u00a0\u2013 \u00d6rne\u011fi de\u011fi\u015ftirelim, \u015eu kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda g\u00fcz sular\u0131n\u0131 toplayarak dolmaya ba\u015flayan Tuna\u2019ya bak l\u00fctfen. Bin dere ve \u0131rmak\u00e7\u0131ktan su al\u0131yor. Onlar harmanlan\u0131nca Tuna olu\u015fuyor. Toplum da b\u00f6yle bir \u015fey! K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckler b\u00fcy\u00fcmek i\u00e7in daha derin suda y\u00fczmek ister. Biz Bulgarlar da Avrupa Birli\u011fi\u2019ne \u00f6zendik. Karman \u00e7orman bir yer olsa da, bunlarda da bizden diye, sizi de beraberimizde s\u00fcr\u00fckl\u00fcyoruz. Araba giderken tekerlekleri a\u015f\u0131n\u0131r, sizin de kimli\u011finiz,\u00a0 \u00f6zellikleriniz, \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fcz a\u015f\u0131n\u0131yor. Kala kala bir tek umudunuz kalm\u0131\u015f. Ben seni anl\u0131yorum, s\u00f6ylemek istediklerini de sezebiliyorum. Elimden gelen bir \u015fey yok. Durum bu. A\u015f\u0131nmaya devam edece\u011fiz. Bulgarlar da a\u015f\u0131n\u0131yor, azal\u0131yor, vatan\u0131 terk edip kendisine ba\u015fka yerde yuva arayanlara bak. Balkan Da\u011f ve yaylalar\u0131 1300 y\u0131l \u00f6nce buraya gelen atalar\u0131m\u0131n ara dura\u011f\u0131ym\u0131\u015f sanki. Nereye gittiklerini, nerelere da\u011f\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, ne kadar bir zamanda tamamen a\u015f\u0131naca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilen yok. Topluluk olarak de\u011fil bireyler olarak ayakta kalmam\u0131z bir umut.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Biz de \u00f6yle, diye destekledim gen\u00e7 \u00fcniversiteliyi. Bizim g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz ise hep T\u00fcrkl\u00fck\u00a0denizinde.<\/strong> Biz de derin sularda bo\u011fulmak istiyoruz. Karanl\u0131kta de\u011fil, kalabal\u0131kta kaybolmak istiyoruz.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Bu i\u015fte en dayan\u0131kl\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kanlar, \u00c7ingenelerdir. Avrupa suyunda erimiyorlar.<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Say\u0131lar\u0131 27 AB \u00fclkesinde 10 milyon olmu\u015f. 2050\u2019de bizim Romenlerin say\u0131s\u0131 3 milyon olacakm\u0131\u015f. Ne kald\u0131 \u015furada 24 y\u0131l. Asr\u0131n sonunda ise 7 milyon olacaklarm\u0131\u015f. D\u00fcnya yeni bir kavimler g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fc \u00e7a\u011f\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yor, fakat onlar yerlerini be\u011fenmi\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ta\u015f gibi duruyorlar bizim orada. Avrupa Birli\u011fi merkezindeki et kafalar ne yapacaklar\u0131n\u0131 bilemiyorlar. Bu asr\u0131n ikinci yar\u0131s\u0131nda Bulgaristan\u2019da ya\u015fayan Bulgarlar\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 yar\u0131m milyondan az kalacakm\u0131\u015f. Tabii b\u00f6yle bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6ren Avrupa \u201c<strong>ayd\u0131n<\/strong>\u201d kafalar\u0131, Bulgaristan\u2019da bir d\u0131\u015far\u0131 kapal\u0131 \u201c<strong>Romen Otonomisi<\/strong>\u201d kural\u0131m demi\u015fler. Ben buna otonomi diyorum da onlar\u0131n kulland\u0131klar\u0131 terim \u201canklav\u201d veya \u201cotonomili getto\u201d. \u00c7ingeneler burada istedikleri gibi ya\u015fay\u0131p \u00fcremeye devam edecekler fakat k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 pasaportlar\u0131 olmayacak, orac\u0131kta ya\u015fayacaklar, Avrupa\u2019y\u0131 dola\u015fmak, girdikleri yerde \u00e7al\u0131p doland\u0131rmak yok. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle yeller esiyor Br\u00fcksel\u2019dekilerin kafalar\u0131nda.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Biz T\u00fcrkler ne olaca\u011f\u0131z, diye sordum.<\/strong><\/li>\n<li><strong>Siz de asr\u0131n sonunda 1.2 milyon olacakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z ve bildi\u011finiz gibi\u00a0ya\u015fayacakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z,<\/strong> Bulgarlar sizin ye\u015fillenmenize ya da sararman\u0131za, hamamda kese kullanman\u0131za ya da her g\u00fcn baklava b\u00f6rek ya da tarhana yemenize kar\u0131\u015fmayacak, cevab\u0131n\u0131 verdi. Cevaptan sanki memnundu. O da aya\u011fa kalkt\u0131. Asfalt \u00fczerinde parlayan atkestanelerinden birini aya\u011f\u0131yla \u00e7akt\u0131. Bu hareketinde \u201c<strong>ne olursa olsun, bana ne<\/strong>\u201d vard\u0131.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Ben ise, \u00e7akt\u0131\u011f\u0131 kestaneye \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fcm. D\u00f6k\u00fclen t\u00fcm kestanelerin ayn\u0131 yere ekmek, s\u00fcrmelerini beklemek, fidan olmalar\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6zleyip bir alana yay\u0131lmalar\u0131n\u0131 ve bir yeni kestane orman\u0131 hayal etmi\u015ftim. \u0130\u015fte b\u00f6yle birisi ezilse, bir a\u011fa\u00e7 azal\u0131yor. Bizde \u00f6yle olmad\u0131k m\u0131, birer iki\u015fer, birer iki\u015fer ezildik ve yok edilmek istendik. Orman olmam\u0131z hep engellendi.<\/p>\n<p>Ye\u015fil ile sar\u0131n\u0131n uyumu, kestanelerin \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, \u00c7ingenelerin 7 milyonun birden bir aklavda toplanmas\u0131 derken, Nikolay\u2019la bulu\u015fma s\u00fcremiz bu defa da doldu. O kitaplar\u0131n sat\u0131r aralar\u0131nda farkl\u0131 ger\u00e7ekler aramaya giderken, bu g\u00fcn dondurma yiyemedik, dedi.<\/p>\n<p>Parkla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kald\u0131m, Tuna da ak\u0131yor kar\u015f\u0131mda, Viyana do\u011fas\u0131 \u0131s\u0131n\u0131p uyan\u0131rken toplum da hareketlendi ve park \u00e7ocuklu annelerin ne\u015fesi ve afacan c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131yla doldu. Bu ne\u015fe ve c\u0131v\u0131lt\u0131 hayat\u0131n i\u00e7indeki en de\u011ferli olan\u0131, umudu ya\u015fat\u0131yordu.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2200330729\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<div id=\"bghab-2313056041\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&nbsp; \u00a0Osman B\u00dcLB\u00dcL Konu:\u00a0 Kendisine yard\u0131m edemeyen, ba\u015fkas\u0131na yard\u0131m edemez. \u201cHi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015fmedik,\u201d diyenler yalan s\u00f6yl\u00fcyorlar. 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