{"id":18319,"date":"2016-03-15T22:27:04","date_gmt":"2016-03-15T20:27:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=18319"},"modified":"2016-03-15T22:27:04","modified_gmt":"2016-03-15T20:27:04","slug":"bundan-guzel-olabilir-mi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/bundan-guzel-olabilir-mi\/","title":{"rendered":"Bundan G\u00fczel Olabilir Mi?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Filiz-Soyturk2.jpg?resize=102%2C120\" alt=\"Filiz Soyturk2\" width=\"102\" height=\"120\" \/>\u00a0Filiz SOYT\u00dcRK<\/p>\n<p>Konu: <strong>Hayalimde ya\u015fayan k\u00f6y\u00fcm. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7indeki en b\u00fcy\u00fck cevher atalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n na\u015f\u0131d\u0131r<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ta\u015flar\u0131n en de\u011ferlisi mezar ta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. <\/strong><strong>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Ahmet, \u00a0T\u00fcrkiye\u2019de d\u00fcnyaya gelmi\u015f. B\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fehrin g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fcs\u00fc i\u00e7inde yeti\u015fmi\u015fti. Annesine:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-4198269172\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Bizim k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz yok mu<\/strong>? Diye sordu\u011funda, ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 cevaplarla kafas\u0131nda bir<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Tentene k\u00f6y kurmu\u015ftu.<\/p>\n<p>Asker arkada\u015f\u0131 H\u00fcseyin ondan birka\u00e7 kez k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc anlatmas\u0131n\u0131 rica etti. Ricas\u0131n\u0131 birlikte n\u00f6bette tutuklar\u0131 g\u00fcnlerin birinde yineledi\u011finde, yine \u201c<strong>b\u0131rak \u015fimdi<\/strong>\u201d demesini beklerken, derinlerde y\u00fczen g\u00f6zlerini arad\u0131.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Vakit ge\u00e7miyor. Anlatsana<\/strong>, diye \u00fcsteledi.<\/li>\n<li><strong>Balkanlardan g\u00f6\u00e7m\u00fc\u015f\u00fcz, <\/strong>diye ba\u015flad\u0131 Ahmet.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>Bizim orada kald\u0131r\u0131mlar<strong> \u201cArnavut Kald\u0131r\u0131m\u0131\u201d gibi d\u00fcz de\u011fil. Hayat da \u00f6yle\u2026<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Irmak boyundan toplanm\u0131\u015f, iri, yuvarlak ve s\u00f6be ta\u015flar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. Su i\u00e7inde \u015fekillendiklerinden kara k\u0131\u015fa dayan\u0131kl\u0131. Birbirine girdirilmezler. Aralar\u0131nda etkilenmezler. Birisi yamulsa \u00f6teki yamulmaz. Topra\u011fa tek tek ayr\u0131 ayr\u0131 oturduklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn sen ki, birbirlerinden ba\u011f\u0131ms\u0131zd\u0131rlar.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>S\u00f6k\u00fclmeye ba\u015flarken ya\u011flay\u0131p balland\u0131rd\u0131klar\u0131 sanki \u0131rmak ta\u015f\u0131 de\u011fil, o \u00e7ok uzakta kalm\u0131\u015f hayattan par\u00e7alard\u0131 ki, yere bakarak devam etti.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-4124328108\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u201cK\u00f6y kap\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131 bizim, belki bin senelik! G\u00f6vdesi kal\u0131n m\u0131 kal\u0131n, yol a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 uzanan dallar\u0131n \u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc kemer alt\u0131ndan girip \u00e7\u0131k\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131 k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcze. G\u00f6vdesi dedi\u011fim o kadar kal\u0131nd\u0131 ki, 5 \u00e7ocuk el ele tutunsak u\u00e7 uca&#8230; Saramazd\u0131k. Demirba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131 kap\u0131m\u0131z. Onunla \u00f6v\u00fcn\u00fcr, kemeriyle an\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131k. K\u00f6y bek\u00e7imiz dallar\u0131 aras\u0131nda ya\u015fard\u0131. Birisi sediriydi onun, birbirine \u00e7ivilenmi\u015f birka\u00e7\u0131 da yata\u011f\u0131. \u0130kindi s\u0131ca\u011f\u0131nda yaprak aras\u0131 esinti, ona g\u00f6lge aratmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>K\u00f6y\u00fcm dedi\u011fimde, ilk \u00f6nce akl\u0131ma gelen ahlat a\u011fac\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. \u00d6yle kuruduk\u00e7a sulanan ye\u015ferdik\u00e7e budanan bir a\u011fa\u00e7 de\u011fildi bizimki. K\u00f6klerinin her y\u0131l bir metre yerin dibine indi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn, bin metre derinden i\u00e7erdi suyunu. Y\u0131l atlamazd\u0131. A\u00e7abildi\u011fi kadar a\u00e7ar, y\u00fcklenebildi\u011fi kadar y\u00fcklenirdi. Dallar\u0131ndaki ku\u015f yuvalar\u0131 ona a\u011f\u0131r gelmezdi. T\u0131rmand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve dallar\u0131na t\u00fcnedi\u011fimi hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum. Bek\u00e7iden korktu\u011fumdan de\u011fil. Ham yenmezdi meyveleri. Olgunla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda da gece g\u00fcnd\u00fcz demez, r\u00fczg\u00e2r beklemez birer iki\u015fer pat pat d\u00fc\u015ferdi. Sar\u0131n\u0131n olgunu ile kahverengini a\u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki tonlardan birinde bulu\u015funca ahlatlar topra\u011f\u0131 \u00f6pmeye inerdi. Yeri \u00f6p\u00fcnce \u00e7atlar ve ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131p ku\u015flara, \u201c<strong>\u00e7ekirdeklerimi<\/strong> <strong>istedi\u011finiz kadar yiyim, yiyemedi\u011finizi etrafa sa\u00e7\u0131n<\/strong>\u201d daveti yapard\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kald\u0131r\u0131m ta\u015flar\u0131 \u00fczerine d\u00fc\u015fenler neyse ne de, yoldan toz kapanlar y\u0131kamadan yenmezdi. Avucum dolunca biraz ilerideki Bal \u00c7e\u015fmeye ko\u015far, bol suda hepsini y\u0131kar ve hap\u0131r hupur yerdik. Bu i\u015fte akranlar\u0131mla hep beraberdik. Ahlat kapma kavgas\u0131nda ku\u015flar ve kar\u0131ncalarla yar\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, koyun ve kuzular da rakibimizdi. S\u00fcr\u00fc kemer alt\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131karken ve g\u00fcn bat\u0131m\u0131nda tuz yalamaya gelirken dev a\u011fac\u0131n alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7er, yolu adeta s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcr, \u00e7oban Beh\u00e7et\u2019in de can\u0131 \u00e7ekmi\u015ftir, deyip hat\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 sayan olmazd\u0131.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Adama k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fc anlat dedim, sanki bor\u00e7lu \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131m, k\u00f6y yolu kenar\u0131ndaki ahlat a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131 anlat\u0131yor. \u00d6zlemi\u015f besbelli.<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>K\u00f6ye girsene, k\u00f6y\u00fc anlat<\/strong>, dedim.<\/li>\n<li>Bizim k\u00f6y terk edilmi\u015f olsa da, ben sana ger\u00e7ek bir k\u00f6y oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemek<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>istiyorum. Sen istersen bizim k\u00f6y\u00fc bir hayal k\u00f6y olarak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn. Bo\u015f bir ev, ev olmaktan \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f bir ev olmaktan ba\u015fka nedir? Bo\u015f bir k\u00f6y de ayn\u0131 de\u011fil mi? Ays\u0131z ve y\u0131ld\u0131zs\u0131z bir g\u00f6k, bombo\u015f bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc olmaktan ba\u015fka nedir? Ben her gece bizim k\u00f6ye giderim, bo\u015f oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in kemer kap\u0131dan girmem. Baharda ahlat goncalar\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131, ku\u015flar\u0131n yuvalanmas\u0131n\u0131, yaz\u0131n meyvelerin irile\u015fmesini ve k\u0131\u015fa giderken de \u00f6nce sararm\u0131\u015f olanlar\u0131n, ard\u0131ndan da yapraklar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fmesini beklerim. K\u00f6y\u00fcmde benim mevsimim devaml\u0131 k\u0131\u015f. Benden \u00f6nceki zamandan m\u0131, yoksa bizden sonrakinden m\u0131 geldi\u011fini bilmedi\u011fim erkekler, kad\u0131nlar, \u00e7ocuklarla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131r\u0131m. \u0130\u015fe gidip i\u015ften d\u00f6nen karde\u015flerimle, koyun ke\u00e7i s\u00fcr\u00fcleri hep kemer alt\u0131ndan ge\u00e7iyor.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1401066374\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Hepsinin kafas\u0131nda tek soru:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li><strong>Biz k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc neden terk ettik?<\/strong><\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p>K\u00f6y bize ait de\u011fildi, bir k\u00f6ye aittik. K\u00f6y\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f b\u0131rakmakla yanl\u0131\u015f ettik. Buna hakk\u0131m\u0131z yoktu. Bizi adam eden k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fczd\u00fc de, iyi adam edememi\u015f besbelli\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 terk ettik, toprak bize ait de\u011fil ki, nas\u0131l terk ederiz onu, biz topra\u011fa aittik\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7indeki en b\u00fcy\u00fck cevher atalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n na\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Ta\u015flar\u0131n en de\u011ferlisi mezar ta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong>B\u0131rak\u0131p gitmemiz en b\u00fcy\u00fck yanl\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z oldu. Senin benim gibi her g\u00fcn i\u015fe gidip gelenler, hayalimde selamla\u015f\u0131r, bayram eder, al\u0131\u015f veri\u015fe gider, birlikte ya\u015faman\u0131n tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yorlar.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-541648856\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>&#8211; Peki, anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6y \u00f6l\u00fc bir k\u00f6y m\u00fc? <\/strong>diye soruyorum. Y\u00fcz\u00fcme bak\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>Ahlat a\u011fac\u0131 ne oldu<\/strong>? Diyorum.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>Hay\u0131r her \u015fey canl\u0131<\/strong>, <strong>orada,<\/strong> <strong>ya\u015f\u0131yor. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6lmeleri m\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fi<\/strong>l, <strong>bin senelik a\u011fa\u00e7 \u00f6l\u00fcr m\u00fc<\/strong>? diyor.<\/p>\n<p>&#8211; <strong>Neden<\/strong>?<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1081319442\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&#8211;\u00a0 <strong>\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ahlat a\u011fac\u0131, kemer kap\u0131 ve topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z hayalimde ya\u015f\u0131yor.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bal \u00c7e\u015fme de ak\u0131yor<\/strong>, diyor.<\/p>\n<p>Ahmet k\u00f6y dantel\u00e2s\u0131n\u0131 anas\u0131n\u0131n anlatt\u0131klar\u0131ndan \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f. K\u00f6y\u00fc olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemesi zor! Topra\u011f\u0131 orada yani k\u00f6k\u00fc orada, hayalinde gidip geliyor.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-1829024987\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00a0Filiz SOYT\u00dcRK Konu: Hayalimde ya\u015fayan k\u00f6y\u00fcm. \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 Topra\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7indeki en b\u00fcy\u00fck cevher atalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n na\u015f\u0131d\u0131r. Ta\u015flar\u0131n en de\u011ferlisi mezar ta\u015flar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r. \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":10849,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-18319","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/07\/Filiz-Soyturk2.jpg?fit=232%2C274&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-4Lt","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18319","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=18319"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/18319\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10849"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=18319"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=18319"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=18319"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}