{"id":15928,"date":"2015-08-19T23:51:16","date_gmt":"2015-08-19T20:51:16","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=15928"},"modified":"2015-08-19T23:51:16","modified_gmt":"2015-08-19T20:51:16","slug":"zarfa-degil-mazrufa-bak-sen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/zarfa-degil-mazrufa-bak-sen\/","title":{"rendered":"Zarfa De\u011fil, Mazrufa Bak Sen"},"content":{"rendered":"
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Alptekin CEVHERL\u0130<\/div>\n
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Adam\u0131n biri \u015eam\u2019dan ipek, s\u00fcs e\u015fyalar\u0131 ve \u00e7e\u015fitli m\u00fccevherleri sat\u0131n alm\u0131\u015f. Ba\u011fdat\u2019a g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcp satacakm\u0131\u015f. Fakat ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 mallar o kadar de\u011ferli ve k\u0131ymetliymi\u015f ki, y\u00fckte hafif, pahada a\u011f\u0131r olan bu e\u015fyalar\u0131, devenin s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki k\u00fcfenin ancak birini doldurabiliyormu\u015f.<\/div>\n
Bu \u015fekilde yola \u00e7\u0131ksa bakm\u0131\u015f k\u00fcfe, devenin s\u0131rt\u0131nda durmayacak devrilecek. Ne yapay\u0131m diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f; sonunda bir \u00e7are bulmu\u015f. \u00d6b\u00fcr k\u00fcfeyi de \u00e7\u00f6l kumuyla doldurup devesinin s\u0131rt\u0131na y\u00fcklemi\u015f ve Ba\u011fdat\u2019a do\u011fru yola koyulmu\u015f.<\/div>\n
\u00c7\u00f6lde k\u0131zg\u0131n kumlar \u00fczerinde \u00f6nde kendisi arkas\u0131nda devesi ile ilerliyormu\u015f.<\/div>\n
Epey bir yol gittikten sonra bir de bakm\u0131\u015f ki kendisi de devesi de epey yorulmu\u015f. Devenin s\u0131rt\u0131na oturmay\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f. Bakm\u0131\u015f hayvan kan ter i\u00e7erisinde kalm\u0131\u015f, ac\u0131m\u0131\u015f. Bir vahada dinlenmeye karar vermi\u015f. Buldu\u011fu bir vahada hayvan\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6kertip tam y\u00fckleri indirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken bir ses i\u015fitmi\u015f:<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Sel\u00e2m\u00fcnaleyk\u00fcm kervanc\u0131. Yard\u0131ma ihtiya\u00e7 var m\u0131?<\/div>\n
Sesin geldi\u011fi y\u00f6ne do\u011fru bakm\u0131\u015f, h\u0131rpani giyimli, dervi\u015f k\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131 bir adam uzaktan kendisine bak\u0131yor.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Ve aleyk\u00fcmsel\u00e2m. Valla H\u0131z\u0131r gibi yeti\u015ftin. \u015eu k\u00fcfeyi \u00e7\u00f6zmeme yard\u0131m etsen \u00e7ok iyi olur.<\/div>\n
K\u00fcfeleri el birli\u011fi ile \u00e7\u00f6zm\u00fc\u015fler, deve rahatlam\u0131\u015f. Suyun ba\u015f\u0131nda oturmu\u015flar, ba\u015flam\u0131\u015flar muhabbete\u2026<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Nereden gelir nereye gidersin kervanc\u0131?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>\u015eam\u2019dan ipektir, m\u00fccevherdir bir \u015feyler ald\u0131m, Ba\u011fdat\u2019a onlar\u0131 satmaya giderim. Ya sen?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Ben mi? Nasip nereye ise oraya!<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>\u0130ki k\u00fcfe dolusu m\u00fccevher, ipek ma\u015fallah baya\u011f\u0131 zenginsin.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Yok. Asl\u0131nda tam \u00f6yle de\u011fil. K\u00fcfelerin biri kum dolu.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Kum mu? \u015eam\u2019dan Ba\u011fdat\u2019a kum mu g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcyorsun? (Eliyle \u00e7\u00f6ldeki kum tepelerini g\u00f6stermi\u015f) Burada her yer kum dolu\u2026<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Oras\u0131 \u00f6yle de, k\u00fcfeleri ba\u015fka t\u00fcrl\u00fc dengeleyemedim. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m mallar ancak bir k\u00fcfeyi doldurdu. Tek k\u00fcfe ise devenin s\u0131rt\u0131nda durmuyor. Dengeyi bozuyor. Mecbur kald\u0131m \u00f6b\u00fcr k\u00fcfeyi kum doldurup, devenin s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki y\u00fck\u00fc e\u015fitledim.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>(Dervi\u015f hafiften g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemi\u015f.) Onun kolay\u0131 var. Yaz\u0131k hayvana. Hem deveyi yoruyorsun, hem kendin yoruluyorsun.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Eeee ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>\u015eimdi kumu hemen bo\u015faltaca\u011f\u0131z. Mallar\u0131n bulundu\u011fu k\u00fcfenin yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 bo\u015faltt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z k\u00fcfeye dolduraca\u011f\u0131z. B\u00f6ylece ikisi de e\u015fitlenecek. Hem deven daha az y\u00fck ta\u015f\u0131yacak, hem sen yorulmayacaks\u0131n, hem de daha h\u0131zl\u0131 gideceksin.<\/div>\n
Kervanc\u0131 bakm\u0131\u015f adam\u0131n dedi\u011fi do\u011fru. Hayvanca\u011f\u0131za bo\u015fu bo\u015funa y\u00fck ta\u015f\u0131tt\u0131m diye de \u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f. Hemen kum dolu k\u00fcfeyi bo\u015faltm\u0131\u015f ve mallar\u0131 ikiye b\u00f6lm\u00fc\u015f. Tam yola koyulurlarken dervi\u015fe d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f hayranl\u0131kla:<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Sen bu zek\u00e2 ile eminim ki \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli bir medresenin m\u00fcderrisisindir.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Yok, de\u011filim. Hi\u00e7 medreseye gitmedim.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>O zaman tebdili k\u0131yafet yapan bir vezir veya sultans\u0131n?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Yok efendim, esta\u011ffurullah.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>O zaman kervan\u0131 haramiler taraf\u0131ndan soyulmu\u015f, ellerinden can\u0131n\u0131 zor kurtarm\u0131\u015f bir t\u00fcccars\u0131n. B\u00fct\u00fcn mal\u0131n\u0131, m\u00fclk\u00fcn\u00fc kaybettin; onun i\u00e7in b\u00f6yle \u00e7\u00f6llerde peri\u015fan vaziyettesin?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Yok. Benim parayla, pulla hi\u00e7 i\u015fim olmaz.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Eee?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Ben g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn gibi bir garip dervi\u015fim. Bulursam yerim \u015f\u00fckrederim, bulamazsam Allah\u2019a yine \u015f\u00fckrederim. G\u00f6nl\u00fcm nereye derse, oraya giderim.<\/div>\n
Bizim t\u00fcccar \u015fa\u015f\u0131rm\u0131\u015f.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Yani bu zek\u00e2 ve bilgiyle dikili bir a\u011fac\u0131n bile yok mu?<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>Yoktur.<\/div>\n
–\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 <\/span><\/span><\/span>O zaman var defol git yan\u0131mdan. Kendine hayr\u0131 dokunmam\u0131\u015f adam. Bana ne hayr\u0131n dokunacak! (Demi\u015f ve devesini durdurup. Mallar\u0131 tekrar tek k\u00fcfeye doldurmu\u015f ve bo\u015faltt\u0131\u011f\u0131 k\u00fcfeye de tekrar kum doldurmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f.)<\/div>\n
Dervi\u015f tebess\u00fcm etmi\u015f…<\/div>\n
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Bizler de yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zda, belki kendine faydas\u0131 dokunmayan; ya da kendi i\u00e7in asl\u0131nda hi\u00e7bir \u015fey istemeyen dostlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n k\u0131yafetine, makam\u0131na, konumuna bak\u0131p hor g\u00f6r\u00fcyoruz.<\/div>\n
Onlardan gelen s\u00f6zleri, faydalar\u0131 egomuza kap\u0131l\u0131p g\u00f6rm\u00fcyoruz, kulak t\u0131k\u0131yoruz, hatta bazen m\u00fcstehzi ifadelerle k\u0131n\u0131yoruz ya; son g\u00fclen iyi g\u00fcler s\u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc bilfiil ya\u015famaya kendimizi haz\u0131rl\u0131yoruz, fark\u0131nda de\u011filiz\u2026<\/div>\n
Reklamlar<\/div>