{"id":15690,"date":"2015-07-29T10:31:00","date_gmt":"2015-07-29T07:31:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=15690"},"modified":"2015-07-29T10:31:00","modified_gmt":"2015-07-29T07:31:00","slug":"yuz-yilda-gecse-unutamayiz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/yuz-yilda-gecse-unutamayiz\/","title":{"rendered":"Y\u00fcz Y\u0131lda Ge\u00e7se Unutamay\u0131z"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Neriman ERALP KALYONCU<\/p>\n<p>Konu<em>: <\/em><strong>Gen\u00e7li\u011fi Yollarda D\u00f6k\u00fclenler<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc var radyoda<\/strong>:<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0Bulgaristan muhacirleri,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131.<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2375079251\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor hep \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor \u00e7ocuklar\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Halk\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir ac\u0131 ya\u015fad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>A\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131z!<\/p>\n<p>Kalbi kirlenmemi\u015f insanlard\u0131k.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-308019495\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Dayanamay\u0131z asla \u00e7ocuk a\u011flamas\u0131na!<\/p>\n<p>G\u00f6zden d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f duruma getirildik.<\/p>\n<p>Bir el a\u00e7mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kald\u0131, onurumuzu avucumuza al\u0131p da!<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z g\u00f6zlerinde kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 umut:<\/p>\n<p>Anadilimiz, \u00f6rf ve adetlerimiz, manilerimiz, k\u0131na t\u00fcrk\u00fclerimiz vs unutturulmu\u015ftu. Bayramla\u015fma s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 unutmu\u015f insan durumuna getirilmi\u015ftik.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2614731001\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>En do\u011fru telaffuz etti\u011fimiz s\u00f6ylerdi:\u00a0 \u201c<strong>Yalan bir \u00f6m\u00fcr, b\u00f6yle gelmi\u015f b\u00f6yle gider<\/strong>!\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Gitmiyor i\u015fte, yapraklar\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f, \u00e7i\u00e7eklerini bu sene de k\u0131ra vurmu\u015f bir kuru kaz\u0131k gibi durmu\u015f \u00f6n\u00fcme, ne ileri ne geri. Ve Ahmet \u015eerif\u2019in bir \u015fiiri geliyor akl\u0131ma:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumda ar\u0131 idim, k\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7eklerini sevdim.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7ekten \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe konarak<\/p>\n<p>Sevdi\u011fim \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 s\u00f6yledim!<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2607292794\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hayat, ben senin ad\u0131n\u0131 o zaman<\/p>\n<p>Sevdi\u011fim bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek sand\u0131m!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Her ya\u015f\u0131n \u015fark\u0131s\u0131 ba\u015fka, tasas\u0131, sevinci ba\u015fka<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6\u011frenci s\u0131ralar\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6l\u00fcm ilk a\u015fka.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat, ben senin a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 o zaman<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3556583013\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Sevdi\u011fim bir k\u0131z sand\u0131m!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yaz\u0131k ki g\u00fcnlerim hep bo\u015funa akm\u0131\u015f!<\/p>\n<p>Hayat sende \u015fiiriyet olmay\u0131nca<\/p>\n<p>Sevgi de y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131yor, memleket de!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Memleketi olmayan insanlar\u0131n sevgisi olur mu diye \u00e7ok d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1224272295\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Sevemeyen insanlar\u0131n memleketi olur mu?<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7i\u00e7ek olmadan ar\u0131lar\u0131n bal yapamayaca\u011f\u0131 gibi bir \u015fey!<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6yleyse \u00e7i\u00e7ekler neden bal y\u00fckl\u00fc?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Elindeki bavula, s\u0131rt\u0131ndaki \u00e7\u0131k\u0131ya ya da hudut kap\u0131s\u0131nda \u00e7ekti\u011fi arabaya memleketi s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131m diyenler vard\u0131. Ha deyelim ki,\u00a0 ge\u00e7mi\u015fini s\u0131rtlad\u0131, beraberinde getirdi, gelece\u011fi nerede? A\u011flayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan biri elinde, ufa\u011f\u0131 kuca\u011f\u0131nda, \u00f6teki de 3 ad\u0131m \u00f6n\u00fcnde\u2026 Annen, baban, karde\u015flerin, nenen ve deden nerede? D\u00fcnyan\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131 orada kalmad\u0131 m\u0131? A\u011flayanlar ne i\u00e7in a\u011fl\u0131yor? Akl\u0131n neden hep orada?<\/p>\n<p>Kurtulduk diye mi? Yoksa \u00f6ks\u00fcz kald\u0131k diye mi? Memleketsizlik \u00f6ks\u00fczl\u00fckt\u00fcr. Dayan\u0131lmaz bir ayr\u0131l\u0131kt\u0131r, nas\u0131l dayand\u0131n! Herkesin ba\u015fka bir \u015fey i\u00e7in a\u011flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dorudur. Soruyorum: Bu seslerin hepsi neden yan\u0131k ve yak\u0131c\u0131. A\u011flayan\u0131n i\u00e7inde bir ate\u015f var ki, o ses bu kadar da\u011flay\u0131c\u0131\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3151556479\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Da\u011flardan b\u00fcy\u00fck umutlar\u0131m\u0131z kald\u0131 orada.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131n\u0131r kap\u0131s\u0131 umutlara dar, ge\u00e7it yoktu onlara!<\/p>\n<p>Bir de, kurda ku\u015fa yem olmamak i\u00e7in kendimize kazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z mezarlar a\u00e7\u0131k kald\u0131. Zorla kazd\u0131r\u0131lan mezarlar da\u2026. Haz\u0131r kazm\u0131\u015fken kendi ellerimle kendi \u00e7ukurumu ke\u015fke g\u00f6mselerdi beni! Bu s\u00f6zleri babandan, day\u0131ndan, amcandan i\u015fitmek ne kadar zor bir bilsen sen!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Defnedecek adam da kalmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 k\u00f6yde!<\/p>\n<p>\u015eans\u0131m\u0131z olsa da sorsayd\u0131 hoca son merasimde \u201cg\u00f6z\u00fcn arkada kalmas\u0131n, her \u015feyini ald\u0131n m\u0131?\u201d diye. \u201c\u00d6fkemi, nefretimi, h\u0131nc\u0131m\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck b\u00fcy\u00fck sopalarla b\u0131rakt\u0131m,\u201d diyecektim.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-233837681\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6fkemi g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeme gerek yok. Burada do\u011fmu\u015f, burada kalacak.<\/p>\n<p>Kabrimi kim bekleyecek?<\/p>\n<p>Benimki \u00f6yle bir \u00f6fke ki, ne cennete ne de cehenneme s\u0131\u011far.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ocuklar a\u011flad\u0131k\u00e7a k\u00f6p\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/p>\n<p>Kime \u00f6fkeliyim ben?<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1728892752\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bilmiyorum! Olabilir ya en fazla kendi kendime\u2026 Her s\u00f6ylenene inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, \u00f6k\u00fczleri adam sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m, dediklerini harfiyen yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m, tuza\u011fa d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc g\u00f6remedi\u011fim! Ben \u00f6fkelim kendime! \u00d6fkesini kendinden \u00e7\u0131karamayan, ba\u015fkas\u0131ndan asla \u00e7\u0131karamaz. \u00d6fke sakat\u0131 kal\u0131r \u00f6m\u00fcr boyu. Sakat kald\u0131m ben!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Cesedimi bir k\u00f6pek le\u015fi gibi atsalard\u0131 \u00e7ukura\u2026 Korktular do\u011frudan cennetlik olurum diye!\u00a0 \u00c7ile g\u00f6renlerin hepsi cennetliktir. Eziyet g\u00f6rmeyen mi var! Kazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m mezar\u0131n beni bekledi\u011fimi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcr\u00fcm hep. Bu da ba\u015fka bir eziyet! Ba\u015fka bir mezara da g\u00f6m\u00fclsem yine akl\u0131mda kalacak. Bir insan kendi mezar\u0131n\u0131 kendi ellerinle kazmam\u0131\u015fsa, bunu anlamakta zorlan\u0131r. Bu ba\u015fka bir duygu! \u0130nsandan b\u00fcy\u00fck ve g\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fclmeyecek kadar k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck. Bir insana kendi mezar\u0131n\u0131 kendi elleriyle kazd\u0131rman\u0131n cezas\u0131 yok. \u0130nsan haklar\u0131 da i\u015flememi\u015f bu konuyu. Zaten \u00f6lenlerin dava dosyalar\u0131 kapan\u0131r. \u00c7ekilen zul\u00fcm ve g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f ceza ge\u00e7en k\u0131\u015f\u0131n kar\u0131 gibi birden yok oluyor. Ne ki, insan\u0131n kendi mezar\u0131n\u0131 kazmas\u0131 so\u011fan kazmak gibi bir \u015fey asla de\u011fil.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>T\u00fcrk\u00fcy\u00fc kaydettim ve yeniden dinliyorum:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0Bulgaristan muhacirleri,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131.<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-1380816790\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>\u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor hep \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor \u00e7ocuklar\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><strong>1989\u2019un bu aylar\u0131nda grup halinde kovulmaya ba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Hat\u0131rlayal\u0131m.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-2695846034\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Neriman ERALP KALYONCU Konu: Gen\u00e7li\u011fi Yollarda D\u00f6k\u00fclenler Bir t\u00fcrk\u00fc var radyoda: \u00a0Bulgaristan muhacirleri, \u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131. \u00c7\u00f6k\u00fcyor hep \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131 A\u011f\u0131l\u0131yor \u00e7ocuklar\u0131. \u00a0 Halk\u0131m\u0131z \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck bir<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-15690","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-454","jetpack_featured_media_url":"","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15690","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=15690"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/15690\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=15690"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=15690"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=15690"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}