{"id":13729,"date":"2015-02-08T17:09:31","date_gmt":"2015-02-08T15:09:31","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=13729"},"modified":"2015-02-08T19:01:46","modified_gmt":"2015-02-08T17:01:46","slug":"dosya-kabarikti","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/dosya-kabarikti\/","title":{"rendered":"Dosya Kabar\u0131kt\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Muazzez YURDAKUL<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Mestanl\u0131\u2019ya u\u011frad\u0131m,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Kanl\u0131 sokaklar\u0131n\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131m ad\u0131m ad\u0131m,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 diledim \u015fehit analar\u0131na,<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2392492560\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Bir \u015fehit mezar\u0131n\u0131n orada sabahlad\u0131m<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00d6lmez otundan mehlem s\u00fcrd\u00fcm yaralar\u0131na.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Yaralar h\u00e2l\u00e2 mosmor,<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fcyen nefret k\u00fcl alt\u0131nda kor!<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Bulgar mezaliminin eksi\u011fi yok i\u00e7inde,<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-198134620\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Bask\u0131lar i\u015fkenceler, h\u00e2l\u00e2 kurban al\u0131yor. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sokaklar \u015fehitlere an\u0131t bekleyi\u015finde.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>T\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131zla kaz\u0131yarak y\u00fcceltti\u011fimiz h\u00fcrriyet davam\u0131z\u0131 anlatmaya devam ediyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-57291315\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>Duru\u015fma G\u00fcn\u00fc<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>\u201cB\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle Mart ay\u0131 ge\u00e7ti. Nisan ay\u0131 da yar\u0131lam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 ki, bana bir g\u00fcn dosyam\u0131 verdiler savc\u0131n\u0131n iddianamesi ile birlikte. \u00d6nce iddianameyi okudum. Adam beni idama, dara\u011fac\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeye haz\u0131rd\u0131. Sonunda benim T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den silahl\u0131 yard\u0131m talebinde bulundu\u011funu iddia ediyor, bu y\u00fczden \u00e7ok \u015fiddetli bir \u015fekilde cezaland\u0131r\u0131lmam\u0131 talep ediyordu. Bunun b\u00f6yle olaca\u011f\u0131 da belliydi.<\/p>\n<p>Dosya olduk\u00e7a kabar\u0131kt\u0131. \u0130ki g\u00fcnde okudum. Sorgu yarg\u0131c\u0131n\u0131n bana avukat tutmam\u0131 s\u00f6yledi\u011finde\u00a0 \u201cNe gere\u011fi var ki\u201d dedim. Bizde avukatlar siyasi dava san\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 m\u00fcdafaa edemez. Bunu \u00e7ok iyi biliyorum. O bana avukat tutmam\u0131n zorunlu oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yledi. Ertesi g\u00fcn bana kendilerinin se\u00e7tikleri bir avukat getirdi. Ama benim onunla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalmama imk\u00e2n yoktu. Bunun \u00f6tesinde avukat\u0131n onlar\u0131n adam\u0131 oldu\u011fu \u00e7ok belliydi.<\/p>\n<p>Benim el yaz\u0131m\u0131 be\u011fenmeyen tek bir ki\u015fi olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen, sorgu yarg\u0131c\u0131na baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n be\u011fenmedi\u011fini, kiminin de do\u011frudan reddetti\u011fini bir tak\u0131m\u0131 i\u00e7in de kendileri i\u00e7in kendileri i\u00e7in konu\u015fma imk\u00e2n\u0131 bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 s\u00f6ylemeye mecbur olmu\u015ftum.<\/p>\n<p>Dosyada anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re benim el yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 okumayan baz\u0131 \u015fahitler de vard\u0131. Abdurrahim Ferhat, Ko\u015fukavak\u2019ta \u00f6\u011fretmen; Hasan Bayraktar ve Kara Mustafa ad\u0131nda kim oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m biri. Bunlardan ba\u015fka el yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 T\u00fcrk\u00e7eden Bulgarcaya terc\u00fcme eden bilirki\u015fi s\u0131fat\u0131nda devletin g\u00fcvenilir elemanlar\u0131ndan be\u015f ki\u015fi, ba\u015fta o zaman gazetecilik yapan Mehmet Kocamustafa (Halen Bulgaristan\u2019da soyad\u0131 Alev), Hayri Sabri, Kas\u0131m Yonus, Selahattin, Osman\u2026 da tan\u0131k durumuna sokulmu\u015ftu. Bu beni \u00e7ok \u015fa\u015f\u0131rtt\u0131. Asl\u0131nda \u00e7evri yapanlar duru\u015fmaya ya hi\u00e7 kat\u0131lmamal\u0131lar ya da bilirki\u015fi\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3639603504\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Duru\u015fman\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ndaki formalite i\u015flemler ge\u00e7tikten sonra el yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 okuyan tan\u0131klar dinlendi. Hepsi de romanlar\u0131 be\u011fenmediklerini s\u00f6ylediler t\u0131pk\u0131 benim gibi. B\u00f6yle demeselerdi \u015fu an \u015furada benimle ayn\u0131 san\u0131k sandalyesinde oturacaklard\u0131 ve duru\u015fma g\u00fcn\u00fc benim el yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 okuyanlar\u0131n hepsi tan\u0131k durumunda olduklar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Buna sevindim, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc benim y\u00fcz\u00fcmden yarg\u0131lan\u0131p cezaland\u0131r\u0131lmalar\u0131 hi\u00e7 de iyi olmazd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Hasan Bayraktar \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen duru\u015fmaya gelmemi\u015fti. Duru\u015fmaya Mestan H\u00fcseyin de gelmemi\u015fti. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc benden bir \u015fey okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemekte \u0131srar etmi\u015fti. Oysa sorgu yarg\u0131c\u0131 da, G. Pilev de Mestan\u2019\u0131n okudu\u011funu biliyordu. Mestan\u2019\u0131n ve Bayraktar\u2019\u0131n duru\u015fmaya gelmeyi\u015fi kas\u0131tl\u0131yd\u0131. \u0130lk akla gelen \u015fey de benim m\u00fczevirin kim oldu\u011funu ara\u015ft\u0131rmamda \u015f\u00fcphelendiklerimin d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda kalmalar\u0131n\u0131 sa\u011flamakt\u0131. G\u00f6r\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gibi bu do\u011fru \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Kadir Ahmet a\u011f\u0131r hasta oldu\u011fundan ifadesine dahi ba\u015fvurulmam\u0131\u015f, hatta tutukland\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan bile haberi olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Benim hastane ziyaretine gitmemeden \u015f\u00fcphe edip \u201c\u00d6mer beni neden ziyarete gelmiyor, hasta m\u0131 yoksa?\u201d diye sordu\u011funda ger\u00e7e\u011fi kendinden gizlemi\u015fler.<\/p>\n<p>Dosyadan anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re el yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 okumayan baz\u0131 \u015fah\u0131slar da tan\u0131k olarak dinleneceklerdi. Ko\u015fukavak\u2019tan \u00f6\u011fretmen Abdurrahim Ferhat, K\u0131y\u0131lar k\u00f6y\u00fcnden Hasan Bayraktar, Atalan k\u00f6y\u00fcnden Mustafa \u0130smailov (Kara Mustafa).<\/p>\n<p>\u015eah\u0131t Abdurrahim Ferhat beni Lenin\u2019i ele\u015ftirmekle su\u00e7lad\u0131. Kendisini sorumluluk alt\u0131ndan kurtarma \u00e7abalar\u0131m\u0131 geri iti\u015fine \u00e7ok g\u00fccendim. Mustafa ad\u0131ndaki ya\u015fl\u0131 \u015fahidin, \u0130stanbul\u2019daki akrabalar\u0131mdan birinin kay\u0131n\u0131 oldu\u011fumu anlad\u0131m. Yalanc\u0131, m\u00fczevir ve karaktersiz biri olarak bilinir \u00e7evre k\u00f6ylerde. Yetmi\u015fli y\u0131llar\u0131n ikinci yar\u0131s\u0131nda \u0130stanbul\u2019a yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 gezide, minarenin \u015ferefesinde ezan okuyan m\u00fcezzine d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u201cBu adam e\u015fek gibi ne an\u0131r\u0131yor. Yollay\u0131n onu gitsin fabrikaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya\u201d demi\u015f. Demi\u015f ama akrabalar\u0131 olmasaym\u0131\u015f dayak yiyecekmi\u015f. Benim i\u00e7in ise, T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye bir akrabamdan \u015fiir g\u00f6ndermek istedi\u011fimi, buna kendisinin engel oldu\u011funu ve de T\u00fcrkiye\u2019deki akrabalar\u0131m\u0131n \u00f6zellikle Kocasinan\u2019da oturan amcam o\u011flu S\u00fcleyman Sarp\u2019\u0131n beni sahte bir pasaportla T\u00fcrkiye\u2019ye ka\u00e7\u0131rmak istedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Yarg\u0131c\u0131n bu masallara inan\u0131p inanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmem, bildi\u011fim yarg\u0131c\u0131n Mustafa\u2019y\u0131 dinlemedi\u011fiydi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc adam Bulgarca de\u011fil, T\u00fcrk\u00e7e konu\u015fuyordu. Oysa yarg\u0131\u00e7 t\u0131pk\u0131 onun konu\u015ftuklar\u0131n\u0131 anl\u0131yormu\u015f gibi yan\u0131ndaki k\u00e2tibe istediklerini not ald\u0131r\u0131yordu. Bu arada elimi kald\u0131rd\u0131m ve yarg\u0131ca hitaben, \u015fahidin T\u00fcrk\u00e7e konu\u015ftu\u011funu, bunu anlay\u0131p anlamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sordum. Yarg\u0131\u00e7 \u201cNas\u0131l Olur?\u201d gibilerden m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131. Savc\u0131 \u00f6fkeyle bana bak\u0131yor \u201cNe yapsan elimdesin.\u201d Demek istiyordu. Ben yarg\u0131c\u0131 T\u00fcrk\u00e7eden Bulgarcaya terc\u00fcman bulmaya mecbur etmi\u015ftim. Bir Bulgar getirdiler terc\u00fcmanl\u0131k yapamad\u0131. Bir daha arad\u0131lar, be\u015f on dakika sonra bir tane buldular. Ne olursa olsun \u015fahit Mustafa\u2019n\u0131n Bulgarca bilmedi\u011fini ve hatta okuryazar olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ispatlad\u0131m. Bu dinleyenlerin duru\u015fman\u0131n g\u00fcl\u00fcn\u00e7l\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ve sahteli\u011fini a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00f6sterdi. Zaten duru\u015fmada benim el yaz\u0131lar\u0131mdan ve onlar\u0131n i\u00e7eri\u011finden tek kelime edilmedi. Yarg\u0131\u00e7 ve savc\u0131 da hep benim on be\u015f, yirmi y\u0131l \u00f6nce nerde, nas\u0131l hangi kad\u0131nla birlikte oldu\u011fumu konu\u015fup durdular. A\u00e7\u0131k olan bu duru\u015fmada dinleyiciler, duru\u015fmaya \u00f6zel davetiye ile kat\u0131lan ayd\u0131nlar, parti sekreterleri ve \u00fcniversite \u00f6\u011frencileri, benim yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m eserlerin ba\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 dahi \u00f6\u011frenemediler.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1215366915\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Senaryosu \u00f6nceden haz\u0131rlanm\u0131\u015f bu mahkeme bana be\u015f y\u0131l a\u011f\u0131r hapis cezas\u0131n\u0131 uygun g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Duru\u015fma Nisan\u2019\u0131n 17\u2019sinde bitti. Duru\u015fmadan sonra annem, o zaman sa\u011f olan babam, karde\u015fim ve k\u0131z karde\u015fimle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. Biraz a\u011flad\u0131k, bol bol \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fck, ahlay\u0131p vahlad\u0131k. Polis benim i\u00e7in getirdikleri yemekleri ve giysileri almama izin vermedi. On be\u015f, yirmi dakika sonra g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fme kesildi. G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmede iki dakika dahi akrabalar\u0131mla ba\u015f ba\u015fa kalamad\u0131m. S\u00f6yleyeceklerimin birini s\u00f6yleyemedim. Bu eve d\u00f6nmeden m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Tefrika halinde verdi\u011fimiz, Bulgaristan T\u00fcreleri\u2019nin 1984\u20131990 m\u00fccadele y\u0131llar\u0131n\u0131 anlatan tan\u0131nm\u0131\u015f yazar \u00d6mer Osman\u2019\u0131n SEVG\u0130 KIVILCIMLARI ARIYORUM YOLLARDA eserinden al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Devam edecek.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-3610460018\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Muazzez YURDAKUL &nbsp; Mestanl\u0131\u2019ya u\u011frad\u0131m, Kanl\u0131 sokaklar\u0131n\u0131 dola\u015ft\u0131m ad\u0131m ad\u0131m, Ba\u015fsa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 diledim \u015fehit analar\u0131na, Bir \u015fehit mezar\u0131n\u0131n orada sabahlad\u0131m \u00d6lmez otundan mehlem s\u00fcrd\u00fcm yaralar\u0131na. 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