{"id":13722,"date":"2015-02-08T17:02:27","date_gmt":"2015-02-08T15:02:27","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=13722"},"modified":"2015-02-08T18:33:27","modified_gmt":"2015-02-08T16:33:27","slug":"o-binlerden-biriydi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/o-binlerden-biriydi\/","title":{"rendered":"O, Binlerden Biriydi!"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Neriman ERALP<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00fcn batarken yine al\u00e7alacak,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>H\u00fcrriyeti u\u011furluyoruz\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Y\u00fcre\u011fimi ok\u015fayan yine sabah olacak,<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-4103250958\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Ve biz, \u00a0son lokma ve son yudum suyu<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Karde\u015flerimizle yine payla\u015faca\u011f\u0131z\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eairin isim de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye kar\u015f\u0131 isyan olarak kendi yakmas\u0131ndan sonra bas\u0131lan \u015fiir derlemesi \u00f6n\u00fcmde: Ba\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 NOTASIZ. Yarat\u0131c\u0131 Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyinov Bulgaristanl\u0131 T\u00fcrklerin edebiyat\u0131nda parlakl\u0131\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ok ender rastlanan bir sima olmakla birlikte, Bulgar ve d\u00fcnya literat\u00fcr\u00fcnde de ad\u0131 ge\u00e7en bir y\u0131ld\u0131zd\u0131r. O Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerini ve T\u00fcrkl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc ebediyen ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in kendini bir me\u015fale gibi yakt\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2959932826\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Evinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fma masas\u0131n\u0131n dayand\u0131\u011f\u0131 duvarda Nobel \u00f6d\u00fcll\u00fc Amerikan yazar\u0131 Con Steynbek\u2019in kaleminden d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f \u015fu sat\u0131rlar k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 kalemle yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ve pencere a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda i\u00e7eri giren r\u00fczgarda ara s\u0131ra biraz sall\u0131yordu:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u2026<em>\u00f6lece\u011fimizi unutmamak zorunday\u0131z, dolay\u0131s\u0131yla \u00f6yle ya\u015fayal\u0131m ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcm\u00fczde d\u00fcnya\u00a0 tek sinmesin<\/em>\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Evet, Mehmet\u2019in kendini yakmas\u0131 da ne d\u00fcnyaya ne de bir \u00e7\u0131ra gibi yanmas\u0131ndan 2 ay sonra d\u00fcnyaya gelen o\u011flu, yak\u0131nlar\u0131 ve sevenleri i\u00e7in bir teskin oldu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcne sebep olan totaliter rejimin Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinin isimlerinin zorla de\u011fi\u015ftirme, 1984 sonunda ve 1985\u2019le ba\u015flayan isim, soy isim, din ve etnik k\u00fclt\u00fcr katliam\u0131 oldu. NOTASIZ kitab\u0131na \u00f6ns\u00f6z yazan bilinen Bulgar \u015fairlerinden Konstantin Pavlov \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3132765962\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<em>\u015eairin kendi can\u0131na kendisinin k\u0131ymas\u0131n\u0131 ben kendini koruma i\u00e7g\u00fcd\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn en asil \u015fekli olarak kabul ediyorum. Ba\u015fa gelen, \u00a0ruhu ya\u015fatmak i\u00e7in bedeni yok etme anlam\u0131ndad\u0131r. Ben onun cesareti \u00f6n\u00fcnde ba\u015f e\u011fsem de, kimseye kimli\u011fini bu \u015fekilde korumas\u0131n\u0131 tavsiye etmem. O bunu, kahramanl\u0131k sloganlar\u0131 atmadan, sessizce yapt\u0131. Sahte kahramanlar ve g\u00f6steri\u015fli hareketlerin yap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6nemde, o hepimize bir insan onurunun, hesap kitab\u0131 yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir kahramanl\u0131ktan \u00e7ok daha onurlu oldu\u011funu kan\u0131tlad\u0131<\/em>.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Onun kendini yakmas\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn toplum i\u00e7in olumsuzlaman\u0131n olumsuzlamas\u0131 oldu. Bu d\u00fcnyaya insan ad\u0131na normal ya\u015famak ve yaratmak i\u00e7in gelen bir ki\u015finin ruhen yok edilmesinin, ayn\u0131 ki\u015finin fizik olarak da yok edilmesi anlam\u0131na geldi\u011fini kan\u0131tlad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-218570058\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>\u0130yi Y\u00fcrekli \u0130nsanlar<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130yi y\u00fcrekli insanlar <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Parlayan mutlulu\u011fu ya\u015famadan,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00d6l\u00fcm haberleri sat\u0131r aralar\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f,<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2176076048\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Kimse fark etmeden gelip giderler.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130yi y\u00fcrekli insanlar<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130sim ve soy isim derleri olmayan,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dilimiz dama\u011f\u0131m\u0131za yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Onlarla i\u00e7ti\u011fimiz yudum <\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2262175427\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Son yudumdur.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>A\u015fl\u0131ktan can \u00e7eki\u015firken<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Geveledi\u011fimiz kabuk son \u00a0par\u00e7ad\u0131r\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130yi y\u00fcrekli insanlar<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ate\u015fli bir aln\u0131n,<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-209215086\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>So\u011fuk eli,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00dc\u015f\u00fcmeye ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131zda<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>S\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 getirendir\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130yi y\u00fcrekli insanlar<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kimseyi rahats\u0131z etmeden,<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-753516777\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Fark edilmeden gitseler de,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kay\u0131plara kar\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131ndan sonra bile<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sa\u011f kalan ruhlar, onlars\u0131z uzun zaman asla huzur bulamaz! <\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Metmet Karah\u00fcseinov Deliorman\u2019\u0131n Sevar k\u00f6y\u00fcnde 1945\u2019te d\u00fcnyaya geldi.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-694862697\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Babas\u0131yla Sofya\u2019ya geldi ve ba\u015fkentte yeti\u015fti. Emeli G\u00fczel Sanatlar Akademisinden mezun olmakt\u0131. \u00d6m\u00fcr boyu \u00e7izdi durdu. Birka\u00e7 meslek de\u011fi\u015ftirdi, Veliko T\u0131rnovo \u00dcniversitesi\u2019nde Rus edebiyat\u0131 okudu,\u00a0 \u201cYeni Hayat\u201d dergisinde \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u201cBoyana\u201d Film St\u00fcdyosunda ayd\u0131nlatma g\u00f6revlisi oldu hatta in\u015faatlara girdi. Resim \u00e7iziyor, \u015fiir yaz\u0131yor ve aktif bir sosyal hayat ya\u015f\u0131yordu. T\u00fcrk ve Rus klasiklerden \u015fiir \u00e7evirisine zaman ay\u0131r\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiirlerinde tatminsizlik, daha iyi bir ya\u015fam aray\u0131\u015f\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r bas\u0131yordu. Edebiyat ve sanat kriterleri y\u00fcksekti.\u00a0 Onun ozan g\u00f6nl\u00fc hep y\u00fckseklere uzand\u0131. Hangi \u015fiirini analiz edersek edelim ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamanla \u00e7eli\u015fki i\u00e7inde oldu\u011funu hemen sezeriz. Onun yarat\u0131c\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ele\u015ftirenler \u015fairin temiz y\u00fcrekli ama istedi\u011fini ifade etmek arzusuyla her an patlamaya haz\u0131r bir yarat\u0131c\u0131 oldu\u011funu dile getirir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6zle G\u00f6r\u00fcnen<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2292924250\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Birka\u00e7 b\u0131kt\u0131ran m\u0131sra,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hepsi bir beste g\u00fcftesi kadar yak\u0131n bana<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00f6zle g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcr kadar uzakta olan<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bir tek \u00e7l\u00fcm\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00dc\u00e7ayakl\u0131 bir sehpa \u00fczerinde<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3760069331\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-55-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Son k\u0131vr\u0131m\u0131 eksik bir portre!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sevilmek istedi\u011fi kadar sevilmemi\u015f bir sevgili!<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyinov g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 d\u00f6kmeden a\u011flayan bir \u015fair veya g\u00fcz bebekleri ya\u015f dolana kadar g\u00fclen bir \u015fairdi. Sayg\u0131s\u0131zl\u0131k ve k\u00fcstahl\u0131k, koku\u015fmu\u015f zaman\u0131n ili\u015fkileri, y\u00fczkaras\u0131 olan\u0131n egemen oldu\u011fu y\u0131llar \u015fairin g\u00f6z\u00fcnden asla ka\u00e7mad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-307160436\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-60-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>\u00a0<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>S\u0131cakl\u0131k Bekleyen \u015eiir<\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><em>Kar salk\u0131m s\u00f6\u011f\u00fcd\u00fc gafil avlad\u0131 \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ye\u015filli\u011fi s\u0131rt\u0131nda<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ve daha nice a\u011fac\u0131 yemye\u015fil yakalad\u0131\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dokunan el demirine yap\u0131\u015fan<\/em><\/p><div id=\"bghab-1211982513\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-65-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><em>Bir tren gar\u0131y\u0131m ben,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bana senden gelen yollar <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Birer birer kapanm\u0131\u015f diyorlar.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kar ya\u011f\u0131yor, y\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015f \u015fimdi harman savuruyor \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00f6z g\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bu mevsimde bir erik a\u011f\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bilmem ka\u00e7 hektar orman yanm\u0131\u015f.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Haberler geliyor\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>D\u00fcnya beni oturdu\u011fu yerde otururken<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerde yatarken ve solu\u011fu kesilmi\u015f bir <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Halde buldu.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ya\u011f\u0131\u015flar birbirini kovalasa da<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kar taban\u0131 art\u0131k \u015f\u0131r\u0131l \u015f\u0131r\u0131l ak\u0131yor.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ve ben bu defa da ye\u015feren ye\u015filli\u011fi beklesem, <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Yani nefesin de\u011fi\u015fti\u011fini,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Senin i\u00e7in \u00e7ok zarif bir saz eseri<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Besteleyece\u011fim.<\/em><\/p>\n<p>31.10. 1988<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Mehmet Karah\u00fcseyinov 1 \u015eubat 1985\u2019te Vito\u015fDa\u011f\u0131\u2019n\u0131n eteklerinde kendi evinde, T\u00fcrk as\u0131ll\u0131 Bulgaristan vatanda\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n isimlerinin de\u011fi\u015ftirilmesini protesto ederken kendini yakt\u0131 ve<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fck T\u00fcrk \u015eairi Naz\u0131m Hikmet\u2019in<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<em>Ben yanmazsam<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Sen Yanmazsan,<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Biz Yanmazsak<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kar karanl\u0131klar ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa<\/em>..\u201d<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiirini y\u00fcksek sesle okuyarak yand\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Ve yan\u0131klar\u0131yla hastaneye yat\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 ve 1990 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n 3 Mart g\u00fcn\u00fcne kadar, bir daha aya\u011fa kalkmamak \u00fczere ne \u00e7ekiler \u00e7ekti.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eairin kaleme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 son \u015fiirinde o \u015f\u00f6yle dedi:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Endi\u015fe:<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Ben gerek duyulmayan ne varsa<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130\u015fte oyum.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bir \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n eski nakarat\u0131 gibi<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>S\u00f6n\u00fcyorum \u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m yabanc\u0131 bir sevda<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Unutuyorum fani d\u00fcnyay\u0131\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Karah\u00fcseyinov isim de\u011fi\u015ftirme vah\u015fetinin ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 en de\u011ferli kurbanlar\u0131m\u0131zdan biridir. \u0130nsanl\u0131k tarihinde e\u015fsiz gaddarl\u0131\u011f\u0131na rastlanmayan bu zorbal\u0131k Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinden b\u00fcy\u00fck say\u0131da kurban ald\u0131. Ne var ki, en a\u011f\u0131r d\u00f6neminde demokratik d\u00fcnya Bulgaristan T\u00fcrk ahalisi ile birlikteydi. Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkleri 1989\u2019da zorbac\u0131 totaliter rejimin devrilmesine en etkin bi\u00e7imde kat\u0131ld\u0131, direndi ve zafer kutlad\u0131.\u00a0 A\u011f\u0131r m\u00fccadele y\u0131llar\u0131nda Bulgaristanl\u0131 T\u00fcrklerin kendilerini, kimliklerini ve gelecekleri koruma davas\u0131 g\u00fc\u00e7 toplad\u0131. Ayaklanma a\u015famas\u0131na ge\u00e7ti. Bulgaristan\u2019da demokratik d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmleri ba\u015flatan T\u00fcrkler oldu. Mehmet Karah\u00fcseinov ve Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fcn h\u00fcrriyeti u\u011fruna hayat\u0131n\u0131 veren di\u011fer kahramanlar art\u0131k aram\u0131zda yoktur.<\/p>\n<p>Biz Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinin yeni ku\u015faklar\u0131 ve t\u00fcm soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z kahramanlar\u0131n anas\u0131n\u0131 ebediyen ya\u015fataca\u011f\u0131z.<\/p>\n<p>Onurlu bir ya\u015fam i\u00e7in hayatlar\u0131n\u0131 feda eden kahramanlar\u0131m\u0131z asla unutulmayacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>G\u00f6rmek Ve \u0130\u015fitmek<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><em>Her an biraz daha g\u00f6rme \u00f6z\u00fcrl\u00fc oluyorum \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bu sanki bir yasall\u0131k, karanl\u0131ktan ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f yok gibi\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Hayalimdekilerin \u00e7izgilerini hala g\u00f6rebiliyorum \u2013<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ve hi\u00e7bir \u015feyi g\u00f6remeyece\u011fim d\u00fcnyaya g\u00f6t\u00fcrmek istiyorum!<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ufuktaki f\u0131rt\u0131na ay ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 da ald\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Deli r\u00fczg\u00e2r camlar\u0131 d\u00f6v\u00fcyor.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00fcne\u015fse \u00f6yle yak\u0131yor ki<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Nihayet ba\u011fr\u0131 yanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ne oldu\u011funu<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Siz de belki anlayacaks\u0131n\u0131z\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>G\u00f6rmeyen g\u00f6zlerimi a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f her \u015feye bak\u0131yorum.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>En b\u00fcy\u00fck inceliklerini g\u00f6rmek istiyor, ar\u0131yorum\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kor gibi k\u0131zg\u0131n demirle damgal\u0131yorum kalbimde<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Nefret ettiklerimi ve sevdi\u011fim her \u015feyi <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Nuh Peygamber gemisinde de bir dip deli\u011fi var, <\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Onu da ben g\u00f6rmek zorunday\u0131m\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ve yine ayn\u0131 k\u0131s\u0131r d\u00f6ng\u00fc i\u00e7indeyiz:<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Dev binalar\u0131n muhte\u015fem cepheleri \u2013 her \u015fey param par\u00e7a<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Bir \u015feylerin \u015ferefine kalkan kadehler ve<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 s\u00fcm\u00fckl\u00fc g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131\u2026<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>\u0130nsan\u0131n g\u00f6rme \u00f6z\u00fcrl\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ilerledik\u00e7e<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Kulaklar\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yor.<\/em><\/p>\n<p><em>Ya\u015fama umudu ad\u0131na<\/em><\/p>\n<p>1988<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-820865644\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; 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