{"id":12544,"date":"2014-12-14T12:30:15","date_gmt":"2014-12-14T10:30:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=12544"},"modified":"2014-12-14T12:30:15","modified_gmt":"2014-12-14T10:30:15","slug":"gorus-kurbani","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/gorus-kurbani\/","title":{"rendered":"G\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00a0Kurban\u0131\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em>Salih Ali S\u00fcleyman<br \/>\nLudogortsi, Razgrat<br \/>\n1947 -1985\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>K\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00e7e\u015fmecisiydi. Yenilerini yapmak, eskilerinin tamiri, harcanan suyu \u00f6l\u00e7mek, paralar\u0131n\u0131 toplamak, hepsi onu bekliyordu. \u0130\u015fi basbaya\u011f\u0131 ta\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131, baz\u0131 yoruluyordu, ama \u015fikayet\u00e7i de\u011fildi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc insanlar aras\u0131ndayd\u0131. \u00d6b\u00fcr t\u00fcrl\u00fc d\u00f6rt duvar aras\u0131nda iki \u00e7ocukla delirecekti adeta. Rahats\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131n nedenleri de vard\u0131 hani. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ya\u015fta babas\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015f, \u00e7ileli bir \u00e7ocukluk, gen\u00e7lik ge\u00e7irmi\u015f, yak\u0131nda da gencecik e\u015fini yitirmi\u015fti aniden! K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck k\u0131z\u0131 Sevincan&#8217;\u0131 ve o\u011flu Muammer&#8217;i evde anas\u0131z g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e i\u00e7i burkuluyordu, kalbi ac\u0131yordu. Y\u00fcr\u00fcmemi\u015f de y\u00fcr\u00fcmemi\u015fti talihi. Bu dertleri yetmiyormu\u015f gibi, bir de ad de\u011fi\u015ftirme belas\u0131 gelip \u00e7atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Yerde mi geziyordu, g\u00f6kte mi, o da bilmiyordu.<br \/>\nBu ruh s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nce anas\u0131 sezdi ve bir ak\u015fam onun evine vard\u0131. Salih televizyonun arka kapa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f bir \u015feyler yapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. O kadar dalg\u0131nd\u0131 ki, anas\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7eri girdi\u011fini bile anlamad\u0131. Aniden yan\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fcverince biraz afallad\u0131, su\u00e7 \u00fcst\u00fcnde yakalanm\u0131\u015f gibi k\u0131zard\u0131 bozard\u0131. M\u00fcnevver anne:<br \/>\n&#8211; Sen nabesin ya? diye sordu. Bozuldu mu yoksa?<br \/>\n&#8211; Hay\u0131r, bozulmad\u0131, ama diye cevap verdi yar\u0131m a\u011f\u0131zla. Bir \u015feyi yok!. ..Salih biraz ikiledi, ama anas\u0131yd\u0131 soran. Ona de\u011fil de kime g\u00fc\u00advenebilirdi.<br \/>\n&#8211; \u015eunun i\u00e7ine eski kimli\u011fimi sakl\u0131yorum, ana diye itiraf etti ba\u00adk\u0131narak. Zamanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyorsun ya. Bir g\u00fcn gelir, gen\u00e7ler a\u00e7\u0131p bakar, okurlar. T\u00fcrk ad\u0131mla anarlar beni.<br \/>\nM\u00fcnevver anne \u00fcrkek, \u00fcrkek:<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu ne demek ba u\u015faam? Ne olacakm\u0131\u015f sana? Hem bana bak, \u00fcz\u00fclme bu kadar. \u015e\u00fckriye, Allah rahmetini gani eylesin, art\u0131k d\u00f6nmeyecek. Adlar\u0131m\u0131za gelinceyse, umum dert k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dertmi\u015f, onu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnenler vard\u0131r. Bir g\u00fcn gelir, d\u00fczelir in\u015fallah. Sen onlar\u0131 de\u011fil, u\u015faklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn kalan. Baksana, iki tane, g\u00fcl gibi onlar &#8230;<br \/>\nAna o\u011ful sohbeti gecenin ge\u00e7 vakitlerine kadar devam etti. M\u00fcnevver nine, nice nasihatlarda bulundu, teselli etme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, Amma Salih hep g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015flerini savunuyor, &#8220;Biz T\u00fcrk&#8217;\u00fcz, ana, kimsenin bizim adlar\u0131m\u0131za, haklar\u0131m\u0131za, dokunma\u011fa hakk\u0131 yok&#8221; deyip, kestirip at\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nErtesi g\u00fcn g\u00f6rev icab\u0131 \u0130sperih&#8217;e gitti. D\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fte otob\u00fcs dura\u011f\u0131na \u00e7ok insan toplanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc, kalabal\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, alay\u0131ms\u0131 bir tav\u0131rla:<br \/>\n&#8211; Eski Bulgarlar hi\u00e7 sokulmas\u0131n. Bu g\u00fcn yaln\u0131z yeni Bulgarlar&#8217;\u0131 alaca\u011f\u0131m. Onlar \u015fuurlu olarak Bulgarl\u0131\u011fa d\u00f6nd\u00fcler, adlar\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131lar ve b\u00f6yle bir \u00f6nceli\u011fe layik oldular, dedi ve ha- ha-ha- diye bir kahkaha att\u0131.<br \/>\nAdlar al\u0131nal\u0131 iki ay var yoktu. Yaralar pek tazeydi, ufac\u0131k bir dokunmadan kan\u0131yorlard\u0131. Bu alay t\u00fcm T\u00fcrk as\u0131ll\u0131 yolcular\u0131n kalplerine i\u011fne gibi batt\u0131. Ama kimse tepki g\u00f6stermedi. Her biri ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 e\u011fmi\u015f, i\u00e7 \u00e7ekerek otob\u00fcse bindi. Salih, \u015fof\u00f6r\u00fcn ard\u0131ndaki yere oturdu. Otob\u00fcs kalkt\u0131. \u015eoven ve farfara s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc, yolculuk es\u00adnas\u0131nda da devam etti fakat. Kah bilmedi\u011fi tarihi olaylara dal\u0131p \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, kah as\u0131ls\u0131z, mant\u0131ks\u0131z yorumlar yapma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. B\u00f6ylece Ludogortsi &#8216;ye, yani Salih&#8217;in k\u00f6y\u00fcne vard\u0131lar, ama o, durakta inmedi, devam etti. Hopur hopur titriyordu. Sonra Yonkovo, Yasenovets k\u00f6ylerini arkada b\u0131rakt\u0131lar. S\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fc hep ayn\u0131 ruhta devam ediyordu. Salih akl\u0131 selim bir gen\u00e7ti, ama sabr\u0131 t\u00fckenmi\u015f, sinirleri adamak\u0131ll\u0131 kabarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Bunal\u0131m halindeydi. Bir ara kalkt\u0131, daima cebinde ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 tornaviday\u0131 mantosunun cebinden \u00e7\u0131kararak birden bire direksiyon\u00addaki s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerine \u00e7ulland\u0131. Derken ba\u015fka yolcular araya gir\u00addiler, belan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcn\u00fc ald\u0131lar.<br \/>\nEvet, belan\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fc al\u0131nd\u0131, ne s\u00fcr\u00fcc\u00fcye bir \u015fey oldu, ne yolculara, ama olay b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc. Salih, daha o g\u00fcn tutukland\u0131. Razgrat&#8217; a, Sofya&#8217;da sorgular, mahkemeler devam etti. \u00dcvey babas\u0131 M\u00fcm\u00fcn Hoca, Salih&#8217;i seviyordu. M\u00fcnevver anneyle ikisi ellerindeki var\u0131n\u0131 yokunu savurdular, her davaya \u00e7ift, \u00e7ift avukat tuttular, ama kur\u00adtaramad\u0131lar. Sancak Mahkemesi 16 y\u0131l dedi de, Y\u00fcksek Mahkeme bir g\u00fcn olsun azaltmad\u0131 cezas\u0131n\u0131.<br \/>\nBir \u015fovenin \u00fczerine y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi, casusluk ve insan \u00f6ld\u00fcrme gibi nitelediler ve su\u00e7land\u0131rd\u0131lar Salihi&#8217;i t\u00fcm savc\u0131lar. Bu on alt\u0131 y\u0131l\u0131 Be\u00adlene&#8217; de, sivrisineklikte ge\u00e7irecekti, ama Salih buna da raz\u0131yd\u0131, hatta memnundu bile. Zira o karga\u015fal\u0131 g\u00fcnlerde her \u015fey olabilirdi. Nitekim, oldu da &#8230;<br \/>\nSalih, Belene ceza kamp\u0131na s\u00fcr\u00fcleli \u00e7ok olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. M\u00fcnevver anne ve M\u00fcm\u00fcn Hoca yak\u0131nda g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeye gitmeye ve hatta Sevincan&#8217;la Muammer&#8217;i de g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorlard\u0131. Tam o s\u0131ra da Plevne&#8217;den haberi geldi: &#8220;Kendini asarak intihar \u00a0etti&#8221; deniliyordu. \u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn nas\u0131l oldu\u011funu bilen yok, ama boynundaki ip izinden ba\u015fka v\u00fccudundaki \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckleri g\u00f6renler \u00a0\u00e7ok mu \u00a0\u00e7ok &#8230;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em><br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><strong>\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0<em>Sunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n25.01.2012\/19:00h<br \/>\n***********************************************************************<br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u0130ntihara G\u00f6t\u00fcren Yol<\/p>\n<p>Ali S. Solak<br \/>\nBisertsi, Razgrat<br \/>\n1933 -1985\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2173654397\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Bisertsi&#8217; de Bulgarla\u015ft\u0131rma eylemi, Razgrat ilinin di\u011fer k\u00f6ylerine bakarak, nispeten sakin ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirildi. Bu sakinlik, raz\u0131l\u0131k ifadesi de\u011fildi fakat. Bilakis, insanlar\u0131n i\u00e7i kan a\u011fl\u0131yordu! Ama k\u00f6yde yeterli derecede g\u00f6rg\u00fcl\u00fc, ileri g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fl\u00fc ki\u015filer vard\u0131 ki, ortamlar\u0131ndakileri adlar sorununun g\u00f6vde g\u00fcc\u00fcyle de\u011fil, er ge\u00e7 medeni bir \u015fekilde, yasalar dahilinde d\u00fczelece\u011fini telkin edebilmi\u015flerdi. Bu sakinlik ve bekleyi\u015f y\u0131llarca devam edemezdi fakat.<br \/>\n\u0130ki ay ge\u00e7er ge\u00e7mez, bir sabah, k\u00f6y duvarlara yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131larla uyand\u0131. O gece, resmi daire ve otob\u00fcs duraklar\u0131na, ev kap\u0131lar\u0131na, k\u00f6yl\u00fcy\u00fc dinlerini, dillerini ve soylar\u0131n\u0131 savunmaya davet eden, el yaz\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lar yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. K\u00f6y, ta o vakit kaynad\u0131. \u0130nsanlar, grup grup olmu\u015f, \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7eri\u011fini, muhtemel m\u00fcellifini yorumluyor, \u00e7e\u015fitli giri\u015fimler planla\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yorlard\u0131. Milis, arabas\u0131yla, k\u00f6pe\u011fiyle k\u00f6y\u00fc bast\u0131, ara\u015ft\u0131rmaya ba\u015flad\u0131, daha o g\u00fcn, zaten mimli olan Ali S\u00fc\u00adleyman Solak&#8217; a y\u00f6neldi.<br \/>\nAli, bir hayli \u00f6\u011fretmenlik, Zavet Tar\u0131m Lisesini d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan bitirdikten sonra ise yerli tar\u0131m kooperatifinde brigadirlik, uzun y\u0131llar da T\u00fcrk\u00e7e \u00e7\u0131kan \u00e7e\u015fitli merkez ve y\u00f6re gazetelerine g\u00f6\u00adn\u00fcll\u00fc muhabirlik yapm\u0131\u015f, dilini, dinini, milletini seven bir k\u00f6y ayd\u0131n\u0131yd\u0131. Toplumda olup bitenleri yak\u0131ndan izliyor, gerekti\u011finde m\u00fcnasebet \u00a0al\u0131yordu, katk\u0131da bulunuyordu. Mimli olmas\u0131n\u0131n nedeni de buydu. Kubrat mili s dairesinde s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fclen sorgu uzad\u0131k\u00e7a uzad\u0131. Yarg\u0131\u00e7, eviriyor, \u00e7eviriyor, hep \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lara d\u00f6n\u00fcyor, onlar\u0131 yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 kan\u0131tlamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor, Ali ise reddediyordu. Bir kez istindak esna\u00ads\u0131nda yarg\u0131\u00e7 dosyadan bir mektup \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131 ve Ali &#8216;ye uzatarak:<br \/>\n&#8211; Bunu kim yazd\u0131? diye sordu.<br \/>\n&#8211; Ben, itiraf etti Ali! Yazd\u0131ysam, yabanc\u0131 \u00a0el\u00e7iliklere de\u011fil, kendi \u00a0bakanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131za yazd\u0131m. Bu ne bi\u00e7im i\u015f? Bunu ni\u00e7in Georgi Dimitrov yapmad\u0131 da siz yap\u0131yorsunuz? diye sordum. Hakl\u0131 de\u011fil miyim? Maalesef, tam adresini yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ki, siz bast\u0131n\u0131z, g\u00f6nderemedim.<br \/>\nO, s\u00f6zlerini bitirdikten sonra, yarg\u0131\u00e7 mektupla \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131lardan birini \u00a0yan yana koydu ve:<br \/>\n&#8211; Bu el yaz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n benzeyi\u015flerine ne diyeceksin?<br \/>\n&#8211; Tesad\u00fcf olabilir bence!<br \/>\nSorgu bununla da bitmedi. Bilakis, gittik\u00e7e derinle\u015fiyor, ciddi\u00adle\u015fiyordu &#8230; Senaryo ayn\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131. Belli bir zamanda gelmesini istiyorlar, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn bekletiyor, ak\u015fam \u00fczeri &#8220;Git de, yar\u0131n gene gel!&#8221; diyorlar veya derhal i\u00e7eri al\u0131p dayaktan ge\u00e7iriyor, yar\u0131n ayn\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 yapaca\u011f\u0131z, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn de gel ihtar\u0131yla sal\u0131yorlard\u0131.<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn Ali, \u00e7ok bitkin d\u00f6nd\u00fc sorgudan. E\u015fi Affe onu daha sokak kap\u0131s\u0131nda kar\u015f\u0131lad\u0131 ve endi\u015feyle:<br \/>\n&#8211; Ne oldu Ali? diye sordu. \u00c7ok mu d\u00f6vd\u00fcler?<br \/>\nAli, orada yan\u0131tlamad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7eri girince, g\u00f6mle\u011fini \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131. T\u00fcm v\u00fc\u00adcudu k\u0131zarm\u0131\u015f, morarm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Neyle d\u00f6v\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc belli de\u011fildi. S\u00f6ylemedi de. Yaln\u0131z o\u011fullar\u0131 Sabahattin&#8217;le Bedrettin bilmesinler diye tavsiyede bulundu. O\u011fullar\u0131n\u0131 \u00fczmek istemiyordu Dinlenmek \u00fczere biraz uzand\u0131. Ne arkaca yatabildi , ne yanca. Her yerleri ac\u0131yordu. Biraz sonra kalkt\u0131 &#8220;\u015eu hayvanlara biraz saman vereyim&#8221;, deyip dama do\u011fru gitti. Gitti, fakat d\u00f6nmedi &#8230;<br \/>\nAffe, ku\u015fkuland\u0131, hemen dama vard\u0131. Evet, akl\u0131na gelen ba\u015f\u0131na gelmi\u015fti. Ali, ezgiye, cefaya tahamm\u00fcl edememi\u015f, sayada kendini asm\u0131\u015f, sallan\u0131yordu &#8230;<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n27.01.2012\/19:45h<br \/>\n***********************************************************************<br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Kartal\u00a0U\u00e7u\u015fu<\/p>\n<p>Adil M. Mehmet<\/em><\/strong><strong>\u00a0<em><br \/>\nGolfimo Ts\u0131rkovi\u015fte, T\u0131rgovi\u015fte<br \/>\n1926 -1985\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Yerliler ve buradan ge\u00e7enler iyi bilir, Omurtag belediyesinin en kd\u00e7\u00fck k\u00f6ylerinden biri olan Golfuno Ts\u0131rkovi\u015fte k\u00f6y\u00fcn\u00fcn en \u015firin yeri &#8220;\u00c7e\u015fme al\u00e7a\u011f\u0131&#8221;d\u0131r. Buraya geldiklerinde yolcular, ara\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 durdurur, biraz mola verirler, so\u011fuk su i\u00e7ip, serinlerler ve minnettar T\u00fcrklerin m\u00fctevaz\u0131 imkanlar\u0131yla yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir an\u0131tmezar\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131nda sayg\u0131 duru\u015funda bulunurlar. Mezar\u0131n ta\u015f\u0131nda: &#8220;Bulgarla\u015ft\u0131rma s\u00fcrecinde dire\u015fkenlik g\u00f6steren \u015fehit Adil Mustafa&#8217;ya ebedi hat\u0131ra&#8221; yazar. Saymas\u0131na sayarlar da, \u00e7o\u011fu onun \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, ba\u015f\u0131ndan ge\u00e7enleri bilmez. Adil kimdi, neydi, neyle layik olmu\u015ftu bu sayg\u0131ya?<br \/>\nAdil, \u00e7ok \u00e7ocuklu ve yoksul bir ailede do\u011fdu. Bu y\u00fczden de fazla okuyamad\u0131, gen\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131nda nafaka pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Ev bark olunca, Omurtag, T\u0131rgovi\u015fte, Ruse, Gorna Orahovitsa, Veliko T\u0131movo uzak demedi, tar\u0131m, sanayi, in\u015faat i\u015fi se\u00e7medi, \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131, \u00e7abalad\u0131. O uzaklardayken, e\u015fi Asiye de evde i\u015fi y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fc. Birlik, dirlik i\u00e7inde ge\u00e7indiler, d\u00f6rt tane \u00e7ocuk yeti\u015ftirip ele g\u00fcne katt\u0131lar. Adil, biraz rahatlad\u0131. &#8220;Yetti bu kadar gurbet\u00e7ilik!&#8221;, dedi ve k\u00f6y\u00fcne yerle\u015fti. Yine de el ba\u011flamad\u0131 fakat. U zun y\u0131llar tar\u0131m kooperatifinde arabac\u0131l\u0131k yapt\u0131. Da\u011fa m\u0131 da\u011fa, ta\u015fa m\u0131 ta\u015fa, ne izin bildi, ne yortu, ne gece, ne g\u00fcnd\u00fcz. S\u0131ra geldi kooperatifin i\u015fi bitti de, onunki bitmedi. Ya bir hangi kom\u015fusunun yasa\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00fcrd\u00fc, ya de\u011firmene gidip bu\u011fday\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6\u011f\u00fctt\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8220;A\u00e7\u0131k kalp le g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmesini, fakat ayn\u0131 zamanda s\u0131r korumas\u0131n\u0131 bilen bir ki\u015fiydi, diye anlatt\u0131 nemli g\u00f6zlerle ak sakall\u0131 bir k\u00f6y\u00adde\u015fi. Onu herkes severdi, ona herkes g\u00fcvenirdi.<br \/>\nHele de bir misafirperverli\u011fi vard\u0131, imreniyorduk do\u011frusu, Oca\u011f\u0131ndaki cezvesinde suyu so\u011fmazd\u0131. Onbe\u015fer, yirmi\u015fer ki\u015fi birden kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131yordu s\u0131ras\u0131nda, Yaln\u0131z Gerlovada de\u011fil, Tuna bo\u00adyunda, Deliormanda, Dobrucada dostlar\u0131 vard\u0131. \u015eendi, evi yansa has\u0131r\u0131 yanmazd\u0131, ama ad de\u011fi\u015fimini \u00e7ekemedi. Onun i\u00e7in de, yediler ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131.&#8221;<br \/>\nEvet, bu Bulgarla\u015ft\u0131rma&#8217;y\u0131 Adil, hi\u00e7 bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc izah edemedi.<br \/>\nAma zamanlar\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcyordu da, \u00f6nceleri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerini payla\u015f\u00admaktan da \u00e7ekindi. Daha sonra Yablanovo&#8217; lular\u0131n dire\u015fkenlik\u00adlerini, d\u00fczenledikleri etkinlikleri i\u015fitince cesaret buldu, s\u0131rr\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131klad\u0131. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da onun gibi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyormu\u015f me\u011fer. K\u00f6y b\u00fct\u00fcn b\u00fct\u00fcne T\u00fcrk. Hepsi bir tavada kavruluyordu.<br \/>\nBir ak\u015fam k\u00f6y\u00fcn merkezinde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir protesto ate\u015fi alevlendirmeyi kararla\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131lar. Adil, o vakitler hala arabac\u0131yd\u0131. Ate\u015fe gereken odunu sa\u011flamay\u0131 g\u00f6n\u00fcll\u00fc \u00fcstlendi. Maalesef, daha ertesi g\u00fcn\u00fc milis k\u00f6y\u00fc sard\u0131. Bir\u00e7ok insan tutukland\u0131. Da\u011fa gitmeye vakit b\u0131rakmad\u0131lar, Adili kooperatif avlusunda beygir arabas\u0131ndan indirip, cipe t\u0131kt\u0131lar. Ve gidi\u015fi de o gidi\u015f oldu &#8230;<br \/>\nAdil, milis dairesinde. Hakaretler \u00f6nce, genellikle odunla yap\u0131\u00adl\u0131yor. &#8220;Odun sa\u011flamay\u0131 \u00fcstlenmi\u015ftin, de\u011fil mi, i\u015fte sana odun&#8221;, diyor \u015foven ve bas\u0131yordu ba\u015f\u0131na, s\u0131rt\u0131na, g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcslerine, neresine rastlarsa. \u00d6yle \u00f6ld\u00fcresiye de\u011fil fakat \u00e7ektirincesine! \u00d6l\u00fcm i\u00e7in belli ve denenmi\u015f senaryo vard\u0131. Birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn sonra i\u015fte yine Omurtag hastahanesi. \u0130\u015fte halk\u0131n teriyle insanlar\u0131n can\u0131na can katmak, \u00f6m\u00fcrlerini uzatmak i\u00e7in kurulan o muazzam bina ve onun i\u00e7 hastal\u0131klar\u0131 \u015fubesi. Adil &#8220;has\u00adtalanm\u0131\u015f&#8221;ve burada &#8220;tedavi&#8221; olacakm\u0131\u015f.<br \/>\nMart ay\u0131n\u0131n sonu. Mevsimine g\u00f6re fevkalade bir g\u00fcn. Hastanenin avlusunda hala gezintiler vard\u0131. Havadan aniden bir ses geliyor. Bir de baksalar, i\u00e7 hastal\u0131klar\u0131 \u015fubesi kat\u0131ndan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 do\u011fru bir insan u\u00e7uyor. T\u0131pk\u0131 kartal misali. G\u00f6rmeleriyle de \u00f6nlerindeki betona vuruyor, seriliyor 130 okkal\u0131k bir adam. B\u00fct\u00fcn diller tutuluyor, kimsede ses kalm\u0131yor. Sonra ak\u0131l edip acele sar\u0131yorlar etraf\u0131n\u0131. O hala sa\u011f, \u015fuuru bile yerinde. A\u011fz\u0131ndan, burnundan, kulaklar\u0131ndan, kol ve bacak adalelerinden kan f\u0131\u015fk\u0131r\u0131yor. &#8220;Ad\u0131m i\u00e7in, dilim i\u00e7in &#8230; &#8221; diye f\u0131s\u0131ld\u0131yor i\u015fitilir i\u015fitilmez ve son s\u00f6zleri de bunlar oluyor. Bel\u00adgelere g\u00f6re, onun \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fcn nedeni de intihar! .. &#8220;<\/em><\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2922233670\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong><em> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n30.01.2012\/19:30h<br \/>\n***********************************************************************<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Mustafa&#8217;n\u0131n Parlak Hat\u0131ras\u0131\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><strong><em><br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em> Mustafa B. Mustafa<br \/>\nSredna, \u015eumen<br \/>\n1944 -1985<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>O, d\u00f6rt karde\u015fin en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyd\u00fc. Babas\u0131 bu alemden g\u00f6\u00e7t\u00fc\u011f\u00fc vakit hen\u00fcz sekiz ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131, ama yaln\u0131zl\u0131k hissetmedi. Karde\u015fler aras\u0131nda ayr\u0131 gayr\u0131 yoktu, a\u011fabeyleri kucak a\u00e7t\u0131lar,okuttular, ele g\u00fcne katt\u0131lar onu. \u0130n\u015faat\u00e7\u0131 olarak y\u00f6rede \u00fcst\u00fcne yoktu dense, abartma say\u0131lmaz. E\u011fitimi \u00f6yleydi zaten. Tu\u011flas\u0131ndan, demirinden, hora\u00adsan\u0131ndan, s\u0131vas\u0131ndan, boyas\u0131ndan anl\u0131yor, bir evin temelinden kire\u00admidine kadar her ne gerekirse hepsini b\u00fcy\u00fck bir beceriyle yapa\u00adbiliyordu. Ta Yama&#8217;dan, \u015eumnu&#8217;dan gelip arayanlar olurdu, ama o, Preslav&#8217; \u0131 tercih etti, oraya yerle\u015fti. Anas\u0131yla, a\u011fabeyleri ve ablalar\u0131yla bir an olsun ili\u015fkisini kesmedi fakat. Sayg\u0131lar\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131kl\u0131yd\u0131. A\u011fabeylerini baba, yengelerini abla biliyordu. S\u0131k, s\u0131k gelip onlarla dertlerini ve sevin\u00e7lerini payla\u015f\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nOlaydan birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce yine beraberdiler. Ba\u015f ba\u015fa verip ge\u00adce yar\u0131s\u0131na kadar sohbet ettiler. Bulgarla\u015ft\u0131rma s\u00fcrecinin, asl\u0131nda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f oldu\u011funu, er ge\u00e7 Gerlova&#8217;ya da s\u0131\u00e7rayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yorumlad\u0131lar. &#8211; Vermem, abeylerim, dedi Mustafa o vakit. Benim ad\u0131m var. ben vermem ad\u0131m\u0131! \u0130ster ipe \u00e7eksinler, ister kur\u015funa dizsinler, yine vermem. Mustafa olmak kadar var m\u0131?<br \/>\nO, ger\u00e7ekten de pek severdi ad\u0131n\u0131. \u00c7ok defalar gururla: &#8220;Mus\u00adtafalar&#8217;\u0131n hamuru ba\u015fkad\u0131r, onun i\u00e7in herkes Mustafa olamaz!&#8221;, derdi yar\u0131 \u015faka, yar\u0131 ciddi. Son g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fckleri ak\u015fam\u0131 da tekrarlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bunu.<br \/>\nAradan birka\u00e7 g\u00fcn ge\u00e7er ge\u00e7mez, tahminleri ger\u00e7ek oldu. Preslav da di\u011fer T\u00fcrkl\u00fc k\u00f6y ve kentler gibi asker b\u00f6l\u00fckleriyle, sar\u0131ld\u0131. Zorla Bulgarla\u015ft\u0131rma resmen ba\u015flad\u0131. Mustafa, ad\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye \u00f6zel olarak \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131. \u00c7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131, ama gitmedi. \u0130ki \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn i\u015f yerine de u\u011framad\u0131. Baz\u0131, baz\u0131 \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor, kenarda k\u0131y\u0131da biraz geziniyor, olup bitenlere kulak kabart\u0131yor, yine evine d\u00f6n\u00fcyordu. O sabah da \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131, mahalle meyhanesine u\u011frad\u0131. \u0130\u00e7ki zaman\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, bilakis \u00e7ok ay\u0131k olmas\u0131 gerekti\u011fini iyi biliyordu. Zaten i\u00e7ki de\u011fildi maksad\u0131. e\u015fle dostla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istemi\u015fti. Tam biras\u0131n\u0131 ald\u0131 da.oturdu, milisler de sard\u0131 etraf\u0131n\u0131. Hemen \u00f6nlerine kat\u0131p \u00e7ekildiler. \u00d6nce u\u011fru pek belli olma\u00add\u0131. Daha sonra \u015eumnu&#8217;nun \u00dc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc Milis dairesinde oldu\u011fu anla\u015f\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>\nMilis dairesinde neler oldu\u011funu bilmemelerine ra\u011fmen, evde e\u015fi Ay\u015fe, o\u011fullar\u0131 Zeki ve \u0130lhan, k\u00f6y\u00fcnde anas\u0131 ve b\u00fct\u00fcn yak\u0131nlar\u0131 tela\u015f i\u00e7indeydi. Bo\u015funa da de\u011filmi\u015f tela\u015flar\u0131 me\u011fer. iki bu\u00e7uk g\u00fcn sonra tahmin ettikleri gibi oldu. Milisten de\u011fil, hastahaneden &#8220;Hastan\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fc, gelin al\u0131n!&#8221; diye haber geldi! Ald\u0131lar.<br \/>\n.. ,&#8217;Mustafa&#8217;n\u0131n v\u00fccudu \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckler i\u00e7indeydi. \u0130ki kula\u011f\u0131n\u0131n arkas\u0131nda birer delik vard\u0131, kan\u0131 hala dinmemi\u015f ak\u0131yordu. Topuklar\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131nda keza kanayan delikler vard\u0131. Ayaklar\u0131ndan as\u0131l\u0131p d\u00f6v\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc besbelliydi. G\u00f6zleri ise zamkla yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131nlm\u0131\u015f gibi bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131yorlard\u0131. Durumunu g\u00f6renler, dayanamad\u0131, ikinciye bakamad\u0131. Bir grup kad\u0131n Selime nineyi: &#8220;Yazg\u0131s\u0131 b\u00f6yleymi\u015f &#8230; &#8221; diye teselli etme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlard\u0131, ama zavall\u0131 kad\u0131n, vakitsiz giden o\u011flunun ba\u015f\u0131nda Tanr\u0131m b\u00f6yle yaz\u0131lar yazmaz, bu dinsiz, imans\u0131z, canavar i\u015fi.&#8221; deyip \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131yordu &#8230;<br \/>\nArd\u0131ndan k\u0131sa bir zaman sonra, kimisi kalp sektesinden, kimisi fel\u00e7ten, kanserden, Mehmet a\u011fabeyi, Emine ablas\u0131, Hasan a\u011fabeyi ve nihayet \u00a0anas\u0131 da yana, yana g\u00f6\u00e7 ettiler bu alemden.<br \/>\nG\u00fcn geldi bir grup minnettar \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck\u00e7\u00fc Mustafa&#8217;n\u0131n ad\u0131na an\u0131t y\u00fckseltmek istedi, ama &#8220;olmaz&#8221; diye kestirdi k\u00f6y \u00a0\u015f\u00f6venleri.<br \/>\n&#8220;Bu adla k\u00f6y meydan\u0131nda an\u0131t istemeyiz!&#8221; Evet, mermerden an\u0131t kald\u0131r\u0131lmad\u0131, fakat kendisini tan\u0131yan t\u00fcm namuslu insanlar\u0131n g\u00f6n\u00fcl\u00adlerinde Mustafa Bilal&#8217;\u0131n parlak hat\u0131ras\u0131 gittik\u00e7e yayg\u0131nla\u015f\u0131yor.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em> \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Sunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n01.02.2012\/13:30h<br \/>\n***********************************************************************<br \/>\n<\/em><\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-3444075570\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong><em>Sakin G\u00f6sterilen Gergin Y\u0131llar<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Evet, k\u0131z\u0131l millet\u00e7iler, 20. Y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n sonlar\u0131nda, t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyan\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fc \u00f6n\u00fcnde, bir milyon dolay\u0131nda T\u00fcrk&#8217;\u00fcn adlar\u0131n\u0131 resmen de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye muvaffak olmu\u015flard\u0131. Kimlikler, do\u011fum, \u00f6l\u00fcm, nikah belgeleri, \u00e7e\u015fitli diploma ve ba\u015fka ehliyetler, tapular, resmi dairelerdeki k\u00fct\u00fckler, kay\u0131t defterleri yenilendi, merhumlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n mezar ta\u015flar\u0131ndaki kendi adlan silinerek yerlerine de yine Bulgar isimleri, hayatta olup da \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlar\u0131n i\u015f\u00e7i mantolar\u0131n\u0131n yakalar\u0131na Bulgar isimleri yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.<br \/>\nMilliyet\u00e7iler, ayn\u0131 zamanda, d\u00fcnya kamuoyunu ortada zorunlu bir olay olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, eylemin, \u00f6nceleri T\u00fcrkle\u015ftirilmi\u015f Bulgar \u00f6z bilin\u00e7li ki\u015filer taraf\u0131ndan ger\u00e7ekle\u015ftirildi\u011fine inand\u0131rmak, ula\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131 durumu muhafaza ve kontrol edebilmek i\u00e7in \u00e7aba g\u00f6steriyorlard\u0131. Bu maksat\u00adla, daha sonralar\u0131 kendilerinin de itiraf etti\u011fi gibi, 1985 &#8211; 1989 y\u0131llar\u0131 aras\u0131nda gizli servis elemanlar\u0131n\u0131n say\u0131s\u0131 130 000&#8217;den 350000&#8242; e \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. T\u00fcrk&#8217;\u00fcm demek, T\u00fcrk\u00e7e konu\u015fmak siyasi hata say\u0131l\u0131yordu. \u00d6rf ve adetler yasaklan\u0131yorlard\u0131. Bu istemleri ihlal edenler, a\u011f\u0131r cezalara \u00e7arpt\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yordu. Soyda\u015flar\u0131m\u0131z olur olmaz \u015feylerden \u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fc, bir\u00e7o\u011fu da hi\u00e7 nedensiz, aniden milis taraf\u0131ndan toplan\u0131yor, sonra da bir hangi cezaevinden &#8220;\u0130ntihar etti&#8221; veya akla gelmeyecek, hastanelerden &#8220;Hastan\u0131z \u00f6ld\u00fc, gelin al\u0131n!&#8221; haberleri geli\u00adyordu!..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em><br \/>\nSunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n02.02.2012\/14:40h<br \/>\n***********************************************************************<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em>\u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck Diye Diye<\/p>\n<p>H\u00fcseyin H. Recep<br \/>\nRakovski, Razgrat<br \/>\n1944 -1985<\/em><\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2589320928\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>So\u011fuk bir k\u0131\u015f gecesiydi. H\u00fcseyin, evine ge\u00e7 d\u00f6nd\u00fc. Ebeveyn\u00adleri, e\u015fi, \u00e7ocuklar zaten rahats\u0131zd\u0131lar, sab\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla bekliyorlard\u0131. He\u00admen etraf\u0131n\u0131 sard\u0131lar ve soru ya\u011fmuruna tuttular onu. H\u00fcseyin&#8217; in a\u011fz\u0131 vard\u0131 da, dili yoktu sanki. \u0130\u015fitmezlikten geliyor, \u00fcrkek, \u00fcrkek bak\u0131n\u0131yordu yaln\u0131z. A\u011fz\u0131na tek lokma atmadan, teselli i\u00e7in bile iki s\u00f6z s\u00f6ylemeden yatak odas\u0131na \u00e7ekildi. Emine de gitti ard\u0131ndan. B\u00f6yle k\u0131\u015f gecelerinde odalar\u0131na topland\u0131lar m\u0131 aile ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n zevkine var\u0131yor, t\u00fcrl\u00fc t\u00fcrl\u00fc hayaller planlar kuruyorlard\u0131. Bu gece durum ba\u015f\u00adkayd\u0131 fakat.<br \/>\n&#8211; S\u00f6yle H\u00fcseyin, bana bari s\u00f6yle, diye yalvarmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 Emi\u00adne. Ni\u00e7in \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rm\u0131\u015flar, ne istiyorlar bu adamlar senden? Bu kez de mi s\u00f6ylemediler su\u00e7unu? D\u00f6v\u00fcp s\u00f6vmediler de\u011fil mi, H\u00fcseyin?<br \/>\nH\u00fcseyin, yine \u00f6yle \u00fcrkek, \u00fcrkek kalkt\u0131, pencereden d\u0131\u015far\u0131 bak\u0131nd\u0131, sonra perdeleri \u00e7ekti ve soyunma ya ba\u015flad\u0131. Emine, i\u015fin fark\u0131na vard\u0131, hemen onun g\u00f6mle\u011fini kald\u0131rd\u0131 ve kald\u0131rmas\u0131yla da ne g\u00f6rs\u00fcn, t\u00fcm s\u0131rt\u0131 mosmor, \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fck \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fckt\u00fc.<br \/>\n&#8211; Sorgu yar\u0131n da devam edecek, diyebildi ancak H\u00fcseyin, f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla ve endi\u015feli, endi\u015feli &#8230;<br \/>\nDedi ve yata\u011f\u0131na uzand\u0131. Gece yans\u0131 \u00e7oktan ge\u00e7mi\u015fti. \u00c7ocuklar \u00f6te yanda m\u0131\u015f\u0131l, m\u0131\u015f\u0131l uyuyorlard\u0131. H\u00fcseyin hala uyan\u0131kt\u0131 fakat. Ne vesvese aman aral\u0131k veriyordu ona, ne de s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131. Og\u00fcn olan olmu\u015ftu, sabahs\u0131 ne olacakt\u0131 acaba? Dayanabilecek miydi bu kez? Oysa, sakl\u0131s\u0131 kapakl\u0131s\u0131 yoktu, kendini su\u00e7lu g\u00f6rm\u00fcyordu, i\u011fnesinden ipli\u011fine kadar anlatm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 olup biteni.<br \/>\nH\u00fcseyin, asl\u0131nda tesviyeciydi, ama \u00e7ift\u00e7ilik de geliyordu elin\u00adden, hayvanc\u0131l\u0131k da, arabac\u0131l\u0131k da, ar\u0131c\u0131l\u0131k da. Onun i\u00e7in de ba\u015f\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131lan onu buluyordu. Kimseye de olmaz, diyemezdi hani. Ama \u00f6yle be\u015f kuru\u015fun hat\u0131r\u0131 i\u00e7in de\u011fil, g\u00f6n\u00fcller k\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n diye.<br \/>\nEvinde birlik, dirlik vard\u0131. Fidan gibi yeti\u015fen bir o\u011ful, peri g\u00fczeli misali bir de k\u0131z babas\u0131yd\u0131. Onlar\u0131 da bir okutup, k\u0131r\u0131p sard\u0131 m\u0131, hepten de rahatla\u015facakt\u0131. Sa\u011fl\u0131k olsundu yaln\u0131z. Ama i\u015fte o, en \u00f6nem\u00adlisi, gitmi\u015fti elden! Neden?<br \/>\nBir s\u00fclale meselesi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131 k\u00f6yde. Ruse&#8217; de oturan bir ki\u015finin s\u00fclale k\u00f6k\u00fcn\u00fc aramak gelmi\u015f akl\u0131na. Yollara koyulmu\u015f g\u00fcya aray\u0131p taram\u0131\u015f ve sonu\u00e7 olarak da &#8220;Bu g\u00fcn kendini T\u00fcrk bilerek, Rakovski k\u00f6y\u00fcnde oturan onlarca ki\u015fi bizim Bozmarlar s\u00fclalesine mensuptur, daha lakab\u0131m\u0131zdan belli &#8230; &#8221; deyip kestirirmi\u015f adam. Sonra da bu k\u00f6ye gelip &#8220;Ben sizin ye\u011feninizim. Biz akrabay\u0131z&#8221; demi\u015f. Daha sonra s\u00fclale toplant\u0131s\u0131na davet etmi\u015f insanlar\u0131. Gazeteciler de, fotograf makinelerini omuzlayarak, kalemlerini sivrilterek ak\u0131n etmi\u015fler Ra\u00adkovski &#8216;ye. Bir korku, bir endi\u015fe alm\u0131\u015f b\u00fct\u00fcn k\u00f6y\u00fc. Konu\u015fanlar\u0131n, zaman\u0131n istemlerine uymalar\u0131 gerekiyormu\u015f tabi. H\u00fcseyin y\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f bu s\u00f6ylentilerden.<br \/>\n&#8211; Bak beri be arkada\u015f, demi\u015f adama. Benim ad\u0131m H\u00fcseyin Harunov. Yedinci g\u00f6mle\u011fe kadar tan\u0131r\u0131m s\u00fclalemi. O senin &#8220;Bozmarl\u0131k&#8221; rivayetin fasa fiso. Sen kendine s\u00fclale k\u00f6k\u00fc arayacaksan, ba\u015fka yerde ara. Biz ismimizi, cinsimizi bilenlerdeniz. Vazge\u00e7 \u015fu toplant\u0131lardan, en az\u0131 bizsiz yap \u015funlar\u0131 &#8230; Demi\u015f, ama sonra bir &#8220;g\u00f6lge&#8221; d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f hemen pe\u015fine. \u0130\u015fyerinde, otob\u00fcste, kul\u00fcpte, her nereye gitse takip ediyormu\u015f onu. Nihayet bir g\u00fcn milis dairesine \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. Sonra yine \u00e7a\u011f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, yine ve yine &#8230;<br \/>\nPsikolojik i\u015fkence, fiziki hakaretlere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f ikinci haftan\u0131n sonunda. Hep bir \u015feyler alma\u011fa \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rlarm\u0131\u015f a\u011fz\u0131ndan &#8230;<br \/>\nH\u00fcseyin, daha tan yeri \u0131\u015f\u0131rken kalkt\u0131. \u00d6teki odalara gitti. O\u011flu Hakk\u0131, k\u0131z\u0131 G\u00fcl\u00e7in hep \u00f6yle m\u0131\u015f\u0131l m\u0131\u015f\u0131l, tatl\u0131 tatl\u0131 uyuyorlard\u0131. Ba\u015f\u0131na . gelece\u011fini bilirmi\u015f gibi ikisini de al\u0131nlar\u0131ndan \u00f6pt\u00fc ve yine milis , dairesine yolland\u0131. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn beklediler, yoktu. O ak\u015fam evine d\u00f6nmedi. Gidi\u015f, o gidi\u015fmi\u015f me\u011fer, ta ertesi g\u00fcn intihar etmi\u015f, diye haberi geldi!<br \/>\nSonra da g\u00fcpe g\u00fcnd\u00fcz, koskoca hastane \u00f6n\u00fcndeki bah\u00e7ede, o al\u00e7ac\u0131k ve incecik dal\u0131 m\u0131 bulmu\u015f? \u0130nsan bu kadar k\u0131sa bir dala kendini asabilir mi? Nas\u0131l bir arabaym\u0131\u015f, bulunmas\u0131ndan az \u00f6nce, oraya gelmesiyle acele kaybolan o araba? \u0130ntihar m\u0131yd\u0131, yoksa idam m\u0131? \u0130ntihar ise, nedenleri neydi acaba &#8230; ? diye yorumlar ba\u015flad\u0131 f\u0131s\u0131lt\u0131yla kulaktan kula\u011fa. Bug\u00fcne bug\u00fcn kesenkes kimseler de yan\u0131tlayamad\u0131 bu sorular\u0131.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em><br \/>\nSunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n04.02.2012\/15:15h<\/p>\n<p><\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-739609977\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Salih Ali S\u00fcleyman Ludogortsi, Razgrat 1947 -1985\u00a0 &nbsp; K\u00f6y\u00fcn \u00e7e\u015fmecisiydi. Yenilerini yapmak, eskilerinin tamiri, harcanan suyu \u00f6l\u00e7mek, paralar\u0131n\u0131 toplamak, hepsi onu bekliyordu. \u0130\u015fi basbaya\u011f\u0131 ta\u015fk\u0131nd\u0131,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":12536,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12544","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kultur-sanat"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-3gk","jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Duyuru-mlt.jpg?fit=1226%2C640&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12544","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12544"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12544\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12536"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12544"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12544"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12544"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}