{"id":12531,"date":"2014-12-14T12:24:49","date_gmt":"2014-12-14T10:24:49","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=12531"},"modified":"2014-12-14T12:24:49","modified_gmt":"2014-12-14T10:24:49","slug":"bukulmez-irade","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/bukulmez-irade\/","title":{"rendered":"B\u00fck\u00fclmez \u0130rade\u00a0"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><strong><em>Mustafa \u00d6. Osman<br \/>\nG.D\u00fclevo, K\u0131rcali<br \/>\n1954 -1985\u00a0<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong><em>Evet, ilke sahibi adamd\u0131 Mustafa \u00d6mer. iyi niyetli muhataplar\u0131yla balmumu gibi yumu\u015fakt\u0131, s\u00f6z konusu onuruysa e\u011fer, \u00e7i\u011fnedi\u011fi da\u011f kayas\u0131 gibiydi iradesi, b\u00fck\u00fclmek bilmezdi. Krumovgrad&#8217;daki \u00f6\u011frencili\u011fi s\u0131ras\u0131nda da g\u00f6stermi\u015fti bu \u00f6zelli\u011fini, asker oca\u011f\u0131nda da, i\u015f ba\u015f\u0131nda da. Y\u0131llard\u0131r Mom\u00e7ilgrat Demiryollar\u0131 y\u00fck gar\u0131nda avtokranist olarak \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. \u00c7oluk \u00e7ocuk hepsi \u015fehre ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015flar, orada oturuyorlard\u0131. Ne evinde ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131tacak bir sorunu vard\u0131, ne de i\u015finde. Toplumda olup bitenlere \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyordu ancak. Asimilasyon kampanyas\u0131, asl\u0131nda ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f, \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131lar, her an Mom\u00e7ilgrat&#8217; \u0131 da basabilirlerdi. Bas\u0131l\u0131nca da, ku\u015fkusuz, en evvel \u00f6nemli yerlerde \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlarla ba\u015flayacaklard\u0131. Hay\u0131r, asla olamazd\u0131. D\u00fcne gelince her gitti\u011fi yerde, her g\u00fcvendi\u011fi ki\u015fiye, muhtemel bir kampanyada, her ne pahas\u0131na olursa olsun, ad\u0131n\u0131 savunmas\u0131n\u0131 tavsiye eden ki\u015fi, \u00f6nce kendi bulmal\u0131yd\u0131 kurtulu\u015f \u00e7aresini.<br \/>\nIrk\u00e7\u0131lar, art\u0131k \u015fehre dayanm\u0131\u015flard\u0131, ama Mustafa orada yoktu.<br \/>\nAilece kaybolmu\u015ftu ortadan. Sivil milis pe\u015fini b\u0131rakm\u0131yordu fakat. Gorsko D\u00fclevo&#8217; da, \u015fehirde t\u00fcm yak\u0131nlar\u0131n\u0131n evlerini aray\u0131p tarad\u0131ktan sonra izini bularak gitti, ta Razgrat belediyesi, Rakovski k\u00f6y\u00fcnde t\u00fct\u00fcnc\u00fcl\u00fck i\u015fleyen karde\u015fi \u0130dris&#8217;in evinde yakalad\u0131 hepsini. Sonra Razgrat, Mom\u00e7ilgrat, K\u0131rcali milis dairelerinde sorgulara \u00e7ekildi, ad\u0131ndan ve oturdu\u011fu, \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 ortamlarda y\u00fcr\u00fctt\u00fc\u011f\u00fc gizli faaliyetten dolay\u0131 akla gelmedik i\u015fkencelere tutuldu. T\u00fcm sorgular\u0131 &#8220;Bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131m, bir \u015fey bilmiyorum&#8221; diyerek tek c\u00fcmleyle yan\u0131tl\u0131yor, ad\u0131na s\u0131ra gelince ise &#8220;Ben T\u00fcrk&#8217; \u00fcm. Ad\u0131m Mustafa. Bundan b\u00fcy\u00fck ad m\u0131 var? Ba\u015fka adla asla hacet g\u00f6rm\u00fcyorum&#8221; deyip kesiyordu. Sonra yeniden ba\u015fl\u0131yordu zorba! .. Alt\u0131 aya yak\u0131n devam etti \u015fovenlere kar\u015f\u0131, mert T\u00fcrk&#8217;\u00fcn tepkisi.<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcrlerinde b\u00f6yle irade g\u00f6rmeyen \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131lar, deli yerine alarak Sofya sorgu dairesinden Love\u00e7 Ruh Hastal\u0131klar\u0131 hastanesine de\u011fi\u015ftirdiler Mustafa&#8217;y\u0131. Oysa bedeni k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck de olsa, manen sapasa\u011flam, bilincinin yerinde oldu\u011funu kan\u0131tlamak \u00fczere a\u00e7l\u0131k grevine ba\u015flad\u0131 ve tam otuz dokuz g\u00fcn a\u011fz\u0131na bir lokma koymad\u0131.<br \/>\n-Ye o\u011flum, diye yalvard\u0131 anas\u0131 babas\u0131yla yapt\u0131klar\u0131 ziyaretlerinden birinde. Ye de, can\u0131n gelsin biraz. G\u00fcl gibi e\u015fin, iki tane evlad\u0131n var. G\u00f6zleri yollarda, hep seni bekliyorlar &#8230;<br \/>\nMustafa, anas\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, getirdi\u011fi pideden a\u011fz\u0131na bir lokma att\u0131, biraz \u00e7i\u011fnedi ve sonra yeniden ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131na d\u00f6nerek: -Sen bari \u00fczme beni \u00a0anac\u0131\u011f\u0131m, diye yalvard\u0131. Ben, ad\u0131m\u0131, onurumu savunuyorum! D\u00fcnyan\u0131n en merhametsiz yarat\u0131klar\u0131 bile benim irademi k\u0131ramad\u0131. Rica ederim, daha fazla yalvarma bana.<br \/>\nSonra mahkeme nedeniyle Mustafa&#8217;y\u0131 K\u0131rcali il hastanesine de\u011fi\u015ftirdiler. Ve ruhunun &#8220;tedavisine&#8221; devam ettiler. \u00c7ok ge\u00e7\u00admedi oradan da ac\u0131 haberi geldi. Hastane avlusundaki kay\u0131n a\u011fac\u0131na kendini asarak intihar etti\u011fini s\u00f6ylediler. Cesedinden evvel de milisler geldiler k\u00f6ye. Onlar\u0131 g\u00f6ren e\u015fi Zeliha sinir krizinde kendini tutamad\u0131 ve:<br \/>\n-Ne oldu katiller, cenazeye mi geldiniz? O kadar m\u0131 \u00e7ok seviyordunuz benim e\u015fimi, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131m\u0131n babas\u0131n\u0131? diyerek milislerden birinin \u00fczerine at\u0131ld\u0131.<br \/>\nZeliha&#8217;n\u0131n isyan\u0131 da fayda etmedi fakat. Mustafa, t\u00fcm.gele\u00adneksel t\u00f6relerden mahrum, hatta y\u0131kanmadan topra\u011fa verildi &#8230;\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0Y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n en s\u0131cak g\u00fcn\u00fcnde vard\u0131m k\u00f6y\u00fcne. Yak\u0131nlar\u0131ndan hi\u00e7 kimseyi bulamad\u0131m. Konu-kom\u015fular\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6ylediklerine g\u00f6re, \u00e7il yavrular\u0131 gibi da\u011f\u0131t\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar. Su\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n izini kapatmak amac\u0131yla milisler, &#8220;B\u00fcy\u00fck Gezi&#8221; esnas\u0131nda baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 acilen s\u0131n\u0131r d\u0131\u015f\u0131 etmi\u015fler, kimileri ise o ac\u0131nakl\u0131 olay yerlerinden uzak kalmay\u0131 tercih etmi\u015f, kendili\u011finden yurt i\u00e7ine a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar.<br \/>\nDostu, kom\u015fusu ve cenaze merasiminin te\u015fkilat\u00e7\u0131s\u0131 Halil Sa\u00addullah&#8217;la gittik mezar\u0131na. Hep beraber sayd\u0131k hat\u0131ras\u0131n\u0131. Bu yaz\u00add\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131n bir \u00e7o\u011funu o anlatt\u0131 mezar\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda. O anlatt\u0131 ben, hep dinledim, hep d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Muhatab\u0131m\u0131n bilmedi\u011fi, ar\u015fivlere veril\u00admemi\u015f, belgelerden alamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m daha ne kadar s\u0131r ve s\u0131z\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc acaba\u00a0 mert Mustafa ana topra\u011f\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131na!..<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong><em><\/p>\n<p>Sunyto Mehmet<br \/>\n05.01.2012\/20:50h<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-1852810196\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Mustafa \u00d6. Osman G.D\u00fclevo, K\u0131rcali 1954 -1985\u00a0 &nbsp; Evet, ilke sahibi adamd\u0131 Mustafa \u00d6mer. iyi niyetli muhataplar\u0131yla balmumu gibi yumu\u015fakt\u0131, s\u00f6z konusu onuruysa e\u011fer, \u00e7i\u011fnedi\u011fi<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":12460,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[10],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-12531","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-kultur-sanat"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-3g7","jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/12\/Image1.jpg?fit=856%2C582&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12531","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=12531"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/12531\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/12460"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=12531"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=12531"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=12531"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}