{"id":12167,"date":"2014-11-20T23:07:36","date_gmt":"2014-11-20T21:07:36","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=12167"},"modified":"2014-11-20T23:07:36","modified_gmt":"2014-11-20T21:07:36","slug":"anilarimizla-variz","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/anilarimizla-variz\/","title":{"rendered":"An\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131zla Var\u0131z"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><b>Neriman ERALP<\/b><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Kimliklerimizi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye zorlan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z en ba\u015fta ayd\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tepkisini uyand\u0131rd\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Onlar hep yazd\u0131lar, bast\u0131ramad\u0131lar ama yazd\u0131lar, halk t\u00fcrk\u00fcs\u00fc olamasa da \u015fiirleri yine yarat\u0131lar, kendileri s\u00f6yleyip kendileri dinlerken de yazmaya devam ettiler.<\/p>\n<p>Hayat\u0131 \u015fiirle\u015fmeyen halk vurulmu\u015ftur. \u00c7ekti\u011fi zorluklar romanlarda renklenmeden edebiyat tarihi olamaz. Sat\u0131r aras\u0131ndan ge\u00e7en yol kovalad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ufkun \u0131\u015f\u0131k vadisidir.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1316923522\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eairin \u015fiir yaratan, yazar\u0131n sima kurgulayan haf\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131n bo\u015falt\u0131lmaya, bilin\u00e7 adl\u0131m\u0131za dinamit koymaya, ruhumuzu k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcltmeye ve g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc karartmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fanlarla b\u00fcy\u00fck ve sert bir m\u00fccadele verdik. G\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u00f6zleri s\u00f6nmemi\u015f k\u0131demli kalemlerimiz y\u0131llar sonra ge\u00e7en hafta K\u0131rcaali ve Ko\u015fu kavak\u2019ta derin hayat \u00e7izgileri ve kar kadar beyaz sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla \u00e7ok m\u00fctevaz\u0131 bir ortamda yan yana getirdiler. Ho\u015f be\u015ften ve kutlamalardan sonra okuduklar\u0131 eserlerle yeni bir esinti yaratt\u0131lar. Ellerindeki kitaplar\u0131n sayfalar\u0131 birbirine yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f gibi zor a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131yordu. Hi\u00e7bir sat\u0131r g\u00f6zl\u00fcks\u00fcz okunamad\u0131. Sunulan demetlerdeki \u00e7i\u00e7ekler kokusuzdu. Dile gelen, sonsuzluk i\u00e7inde her hangi bir yerde bir an\u0131n g\u00fczelli\u011fi yans\u0131t\u0131l\u0131rken, \u00f6zlemler sanki kanatlan\u0131yor ve u\u00e7arken herkesi b\u00fcy\u00fcl\u00fcyordu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u0130nsanlar\u0131n birbirini sevmesi ve ayn\u0131 davay\u0131 ya\u015fatmalar\u0131 i\u00e7in her g\u00fcn g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerine ve her an birbirlerine devaml\u0131 bir \u015feyler payla\u015fmalar\u0131na gerek olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131na bir daha ikna oldum. \u0130nsan ayn\u0131 duygularla k\u00f6y\u00fcnde, \u015fehirde ve gurbette ya\u015fayabilir. B\u00fcy\u00fck Shakspeare eserlerini yarat\u0131rken beyninde 800 y\u0131l gerilerde bir d\u00fcnya, krall\u0131klar, sevilen ve sevenler yarat\u0131p insanlara s\u00f6ylemek istediklerini, mesela Hamlet\u2019e s\u00f6yletmi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-421597683\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>1785\u2019te zorbal\u0131\u011f\u0131 lanetlemek i\u00e7in \u201cMutluluk \u015eark\u0131s\u0131\u201d yazan Schiller,\u00a0 XXI. y\u00fczy\u0131lda kurulacak olan Avrupa Birli\u011fi\u2019ne Milli Mar\u015f g\u00fcfte yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 tahmin etseydi, ba\u015fka d\u00fcnyalarda u\u00e7ard\u0131, de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sava\u015flar\u0131 anlatan ustalar\u0131n ustas\u0131 Tolstoy da \u201cSava\u015f ve Bar\u0131\u015f\u201d \u0131 Napolyon\u2019un hezimetinden 50 y\u0131l sonra kaleme ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, insanl\u0131\u011fa vazge\u00e7in \u015fu m\u0131r m\u0131r dan, keyfinize bak\u0131n ve bar\u0131\u015f i\u00e7inde ya\u015faman\u0131n zevkini \u00e7\u0131karan, demek istememi\u015fse, de demek istemi\u015ftir acaba?<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u015eimdi biz de 100 y\u0131l yani bir as\u0131r boyunca \u00e7ekilerin \u00e7ekisini, karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n en zifirini g\u00f6rd\u00fck de, \u00fczerinden 50, 30 v.s y\u0131l ge\u00e7mesine ra\u011fmen, s\u00f6nmeyen bir ibret \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fc yazamad\u0131k, okundu\u011funda her y\u00fcre\u011fi yakacak bir d\u00f6rtl\u00fck d\u00f6kemedik. Hi\u00e7 birinizin b\u00fcy\u00fck bir eser yaratmak i\u00e7in izdir ab \u00e7ekti\u011fine inanmak istemiyorum. \u00d6yle bir \u015fey olamaz zaten\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1963237878\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Asl\u0131nda bir yazarlar bulu\u015fmas\u0131ndan, \u00a0\u00f6teki \u015fairler g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeden gelen yol ne kadar uzun ve ne kadar sanc\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131 bir bilseniz. Yarat\u0131c\u0131lar\u0131n aras\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7an, onlar\u0131 birbirinden ay\u0131ran s.o. b\u00fcy\u00fck bulu\u015fma y\u0131llar \u00f6nce \u201cSo\u011fuk P\u0131nar\u201dda yap\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cSo\u011fuk P\u0131nar\u201d bulu\u015fmalar\u0131 yol ayr\u0131m\u0131 olmu\u015ftu. Art\u0131k aralar\u0131na kat\u0131lmayan bulu\u015fmalar\u0131na gelmeyen fakat o zaman sirkesi \u00e7ok keskin olanlar vard\u0131. K\u00f6ylerindeki kuyularda ac\u0131 ve tatl\u0131 su olu\u015fundan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p ister T\u00fcrk\u00e7e, ister Bulgar dilinde yarat\u0131r\u0131z deyenler oldu. Ama tutmad\u0131. K\u00f6y delilerini anlatanlar, deliden ak\u0131ll\u0131 de\u011fildi!<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Hi\u00e7bir yolun uzunlu\u011fu yola \u00e7\u0131karken bilinmedi\u011fi gibi, o zamanki yol ayr\u0131m\u0131nda yeni yolun ne kadar uzun olabilece\u011fini kestirebilen de olmad\u0131. \u00a0O y\u0131llarda B\u00fcy\u00fck Naz\u0131m Hikmet Bulgar diline \u00e7evriliyordu. Bu a\u015fta tuzu olanlar, Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131 Bulgarca konu\u015ftururken, biz de Bulgarca yazabiliriz havalar\u0131na girmi\u015flerdi. Bu yumurtalardan birka\u00e7 yavru \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 ama hi\u00e7biri u\u00e7amad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1472449724\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Hepsinin akl\u0131 ba\u015fka yerdeydi. Naz\u0131m Sofya\u2019da T\u00fcrk\u00e7e olarak 8 cilt bas\u0131l\u0131rken Bulgarcas\u0131 neden 4 cilt deyen olmad\u0131!? T\u00fcrk halk\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6vd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, insan sevgisine su verdi\u011fi, insanlar\u0131 \u00f6z kimliklerini koruyarak ve kendi ana dillerinde konu\u015farak d\u00fcnyaca kayna\u015f\u0131p birle\u015fmeye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 m\u0131sralar, destanlar, yaz\u0131lar, masallar, \u00f6zg\u00fcn de\u011fi\u015fler ve bir k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 h\u0131z\u0131yla u\u00e7arken sabah g\u00fcne\u015finin ilk \u015fualar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131ra\u011f\u0131 taneciklerinde \u015fak\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 gibi \u015fak\u0131yan g\u00fczelli\u011fi hi\u00e7 biri yaratamad\u0131. Taklit edenlerin sanat\u00e7\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 herkes g\u00f6rd\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Belki de! Ah \u015fu isimlerimizi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeselerdi! Ah, ah! \u015eu i\u00e7eri d\u00fc\u015fmeseydik! Ahhh, ah! S\u00fcrg\u00fcnde s\u00fcr\u00fcnmeseydik\u2026 Neler neler yaratacakt\u0131k bir bilseniz deyenleri \u00e7ok g\u00f6rd\u00fck. S\u00fcrg\u00fcn gitti\u011finiz k\u00f6ylerde ya\u015fayan Bulgarlar\u0131n insan haklar\u0131 diye bir \u201c\u00f6k\u00fcz\u201d oldu\u011funu bilmedi\u011fini anlatm\u0131\u015f olsayd\u0131n\u0131z o bile yeterdi. B\u00fcy\u00fck ger\u00e7ek her yerde oldu\u011fu i\u00e7in b\u00fcy\u00fckt\u00fc ve bunu g\u00f6remeyenlerden b\u00fcy\u00fckl\u00fck beklemek k\u00f6rl\u00fckt\u00fc.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>\u201cBelene Adas\u0131\u201dnda Tuna k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131ndaki g\u00f6lgelerin en koyu olanlar\u0131ndan birinde, \u015f\u00f6yle hi\u00e7 gardiyan\u0131n rahats\u0131z etmedi\u011fi bir anda, derya sular\u0131n al\u00e7al\u0131p y\u00fckseldi\u011fini, denize akarken bile geri dalga att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, ayn\u0131 \u0131rmak suyuna iki defa girilemedi\u011fini, koca \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n bile kendinden memnun olmay\u0131p \u00f6z\u00fcn\u00fc ve \u015feklini devaml\u0131 ar\u0131t\u0131rken zehrinden k\u00f6p\u00fck yap\u0131p bir k\u00f6\u015feye itti\u011fini ah bir sezinleyebilseydiniz!\u00a0 Ve Tuna\u2019n\u0131n bir i\u015fe yaramayan bir damlay\u0131 bile bir daha kendine y\u00fck etmedi\u011fini izleyip yans\u0131tma zahmetine katlansayd\u0131n\u0131z, o da hepimize yeter de artard\u0131. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc d\u00fcnyada, insan i\u00e7inde, beynimizin dibinde, bilin\u00e7alt\u0131nda ve tepemiz att\u0131\u011f\u0131nda t\u00fcm yasa ve yasall\u0131klar\u0131n tam ve istisnas\u0131z i\u015fledi\u011fi gibi, k\u00e2h dolu k\u00e2h yar\u0131lam\u0131\u015f ama hep akan Tuna \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n da kendine tabii k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 do\u011fal kanunlara uya uya ilerledi\u011fini \u00e7\u00f6zebilseydiniz, bamba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnya yaratacakt\u0131n\u0131z. Bunca\u011f\u0131z\u0131 ba\u011f\u0131\u015flayabilseydiniz bocalamaya devam etmezdik beldi. G\u00f6r\u00fcyorsunuz ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n elindeki fenerin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ilerlememiz \u00e7ok g\u00fc\u00e7 oluyor\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1356631478\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sofya\u2019da Elif \u015eafak\u2019\u0131n son kitab\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131lar\u0131n her biri sular\u0131n derinliklerini, yazarlarsa insan ruhunun ve d\u00fcnyan\u0131n s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131n dibini g\u00f6rmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. \u015eafak, Londra\u2019da yaz\u0131yor ve Temza \u0131rma\u011f\u0131n\u0131n dip bal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n yele oynat\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rebiliyor. Toplumu ise devaml\u0131 savurup eliyor, fakat tohumlar\u0131n hepsini ele\u011fin dibine ve de\u011firmen ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n aras\u0131na b\u0131rakm\u0131yor. Se\u00e7tiklerini koruyup tohum yap\u0131yor. Bu bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme tarz\u0131 olmal\u0131, Kuran\u0131 Kerim\u2019e g\u00f6re her \u015feyi Tanr\u0131 yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, olumsuzlarken se\u00e7imi insan yapm\u0131yor. Ne var ki hayat belki de insan eli deymeden ehlile\u015femiyor. Se\u00e7mek asl\u0131nda bir olumsuzlamakt\u0131r ve en iyi olana hayat hakk\u0131 tan\u0131makt\u0131r. \u015eairlerimiz bir defa g\u00f6z nuru, ince i\u015f yaz\u0131yor, sonra eseri basmak i\u00e7in para ara\u015ft\u0131rmak zorunda kal\u0131yor. B\u00fcy\u00fck olmak ger\u00e7ekten zor bir i\u015f! Belki bizim ta\u015flar\u0131n p\u0131rlanta oldu\u011fu anla\u015f\u0131lana kadar 200 \u2013 300 y\u0131l gerek. \u0130slam G\u00fcne\u015fi Avrupa\u2019da ilk mumun \u0131\u015f\u0131mas\u0131ndan 1\u00a0300 y\u0131l \u00f6nce do\u011fdu, onlar sab\u0131r g\u00f6sterdi, beklediler ve \u015fimdi d\u00fcnyaya \u0131\u015f\u0131k sat\u0131yorlar. Yazar ve \u015fairlerimizin bulu\u015fmas\u0131 ve dertle\u015fmesi bu bak\u0131ma \u00e7ok yararl\u0131 ve iyi oldu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcrkiye s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p denizlerden birinin bir liman\u0131na, sala\u015f bir ortama yerle\u015fip, r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n denizden \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 nem y\u00fcz\u00fcme vurduk\u00e7a ve sa\u00e7lar\u0131m mart\u0131lar\u0131n kanatlar\u0131 gibi dalgaland\u0131k\u00e7a hi\u00e7 kimsenin tasavvur bile edemedi\u011fi harika eserler yarataca\u011f\u0131m hevesine kap\u0131lanlar hep aldand\u0131. Bize iyi gelen, tasam\u0131z\u0131 da\u011f\u0131tan, zihnimizi a\u00e7an \u201cbizim \u00e7ay\u0131rda an\u0131ran bizim e\u015fekti\u201d bunu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnemediler. Bizim fasulye en iyi bizim bah\u00e7ede yeti\u015fir buna ak\u0131l erdiremediler\u2026\u201cBuz gibi aslan s\u00fctt\u00fc \u00e7eker, yazar\u0131z\u201d deyenler vard\u0131. Sesleri kulaklar\u0131m\u0131zda. Fakat bu i\u015fte, bizim mayam\u0131zdaki salatada ne k\u0131v\u0131rc\u0131k, ne k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 so\u011fan, ne kalem kalem kesilmi\u015f havu\u00e7, ne Rus salatas\u0131 ne de mor patl\u0131can havi yeri vard\u0131. Karal\u00e2hana sarmas\u0131 damak tad\u0131m\u0131za uymad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1889146191\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Ve s\u0131z\u0131lar dindik\u00e7e kalemler k\u00f6reldi. Hayat rahatlatmaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u011fl\u0131 ball\u0131 kap sard\u0131. \u00d6zlenenler hep elle bal\u0131k tutman\u0131n verdi\u011fi heyecan, lokanta kenarlar\u0131nda masaya vurulan yumrukla havada d\u00f6n\u00fcp \u00fczerimize bo\u015falan k\u00fcll\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yere d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rken \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131\u011f\u0131 ses, \u00a0polis sorgusunda akl\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ucundan bile ge\u00e7meyen \u015feylerin bizden sorulmas\u0131 ve i\u00e7eride kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z y\u0131llarda bilincimiz durulaca\u011f\u0131na akla karan\u0131n birbirine iyice kar\u0131\u015fmas\u0131 oldu.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Karanl\u0131kta y\u00fcr\u00fcyen di\u011ferlerine ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6steremez. Karanl\u0131k d\u00fcnyalar\u0131n bir araya gelmesinden daha b\u00fcy\u00fck karanl\u0131klar meydana gelir. Kendini sorgulamayan \u015fair karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 par\u00e7alay\u0131p ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kamaz. En \u00f6nde olma cesaret ister. Cesaret b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131 zeka ve bilgiyle bilenir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fcy\u00fck G\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn ve t\u00fcm g\u00f6\u00e7lerin, \u201cdefolun gidin\u201d dedikleri g\u00fcne kadar ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131zdan ge\u00e7enleri bir daha eleme toplant\u0131s\u0131 yap\u0131lacak. Gelin bir daha g\u00f6z g\u00f6ze bakal\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcze bak\u0131p g\u00f6n\u00fcllere inelim. Kendimizi silkelim. Beraberce ileri gidelim.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2305426967\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-35-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Sizlere a\u011f\u0131r y\u0131llar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 yans\u0131tan y\u00fcrekli \u015fairlerimizden \u015fiirler se\u00e7tim:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<ol>\n<li>Bayram DURB\u0130LMEZ<\/li>\n<\/ol>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>K\u00fckreyecek T\u00fcrkler<\/strong><\/p><div id=\"bghab-2245632192\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-40-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Eser alev alev bir K\u0131z\u0131l r\u00fczg\u00e2r<\/p>\n<p>Balkan Da\u011flar\u0131ndan Tuna\u2019ya kadar<\/p>\n<p>Mutlulu\u011funa hasret k\u00f6rpe \u00e7i\u00e7ekler<\/p>\n<p>Bu k\u0131z\u0131l diyarda dert katar katar<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3363712265\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-45-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yak\u0131ld\u0131, y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131 binlerce hane<\/p>\n<p>Vah\u015fi Bulgar zulme doymad\u0131 yine<\/p>\n<p>Kudurur durmadan zalim canavar<\/p>\n<p>Cehennem gibidir T\u00fcrk\u2019e Belene<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1495171354\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-50-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>F\u00fcze zannederler minareleri<\/p>\n<p>Sahte isim vermek tek \u00e7areleri<\/p>\n<p>Tecav\u00fcze u\u011frar soylu duygular<\/p>\n<p>Sald\u0131r\u0131r T\u00fcrklere Rus fareleri<\/p><div id=\"bghab-112049635\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-55-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>K\u00fckreyecek T\u00fcrkler zahmet bir g\u00fcn<\/p>\n<p>Kendi \u00f6z yurduna kavu\u015facak<\/p>\n<p>H\u00fcrriyet sevdas\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fck i\u00e7imde<\/p>\n<p>Yar\u0131n daha parlak do\u011facak her g\u00fcn.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2244375909\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-60-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Co\u015far elbet bir g\u00fcn h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc Meri\u00e7<\/p>\n<p>Dayan\u0131r m\u0131 sele bir y\u0131\u011f\u0131n kerpi\u00e7<\/p>\n<p>Kom\u00fcnist u\u015fa\u011f\u0131, ey gafil sansar<\/p>\n<p>T\u00fcrk anas\u0131 Bulgar do\u011furur mu hi\u00e7?<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3738901257\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-65-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Yahya AKBULUT<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p><strong>Ocak 1985<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bir Cehennemdi seksen be\u015fin Ocak ay\u0131<\/p>\n<p>Bir k\u00e2bus sessizli\u011fin i\u00e7inde,<\/p>\n<p>Bitmeyen h\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00e7aresizli\u011fin pe\u015finde,<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcre\u011fim ac\u0131larla kelep\u00e7eli, parampar\u00e7a.<\/p>\n<p>S\u0131rt\u0131mda me\u015fale, ate\u015ften g\u00f6mlek!<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fckselen kin ve nefret g\u00f6zlerimde<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z bir avu\u00e7 cesaret istedi\u011fim!<\/p>\n<p>Birazc\u0131k umut yaral\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fime!<\/p>\n<p>Ellerim kelep\u00e7eli, a\u011f\u0131z\u0131m kilit kilit<\/p>\n<p>Dinime \u015farts\u0131z ateist damgas\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>Bu g\u00fcn alk\u0131\u015f, yar\u0131n intikam.<\/p>\n<p>Yoktur \u015ferefin b\u00f6yle bir anlam\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>Sorular yasak, bak\u0131\u015flar \u015fa\u015fk\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Menziller pusuda teti\u011fe haz\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Tan\u0131d\u0131k simalar d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131m olmu\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Ciddi, ac\u0131mas\u0131z \u2013 bir utan\u00e7 u\u011fruna.<\/p>\n<p>Yaln\u0131z bir avu\u00e7 \u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131r istedi\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Birazc\u0131k cesaret, yaral\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fime.<\/p>\n<p>Birazc\u0131k zaman, Tanr\u0131\u2019dabn diledi\u011fim.<\/p>\n<p>Veda i\u00e7in; z\u0131rh yok, menzil yok, tetik yok!..<\/p>\n<p>Ama ben var\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-1238577094\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Neriman ERALP &nbsp; Kimliklerimizi de\u011fi\u015ftirmeye zorlan\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131z en ba\u015fta ayd\u0131nlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n tepkisini uyand\u0131rd\u0131. 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