{"id":10857,"date":"2014-07-20T21:38:55","date_gmt":"2014-07-20T18:38:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=10857"},"modified":"2014-07-20T22:55:22","modified_gmt":"2014-07-20T19:55:22","slug":"kaktus-dikenleri","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/kaktus-dikenleri\/","title":{"rendered":"Kakt\u00fcs Dikenleri"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Dr.Halide AKINCI<\/p>\n<p>Belki de herkes kaybetti\u011fi bir \u015feyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u0131la \u00f6zlemi a\u011f\u0131r bas\u0131yor. Ben de \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum Varna\u2019m\u0131, saman sar\u0131s\u0131 kumlar\u0131n\u0131, kuru kumlar\u0131n ayaklar\u0131ma dola\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131, onlar\u0131 \u00f6pmek i\u00e7in sahile akan dalgalar\u0131n bacaklar\u0131ma sar\u0131ld\u0131k\u00e7a y\u00fcre\u011fimi serinletti\u011fi anlar\u0131, suyun tuzunu hissetmeden serinli\u011fine bay\u0131lmay\u0131 ve denizin k\u00f6p\u00fcrmesini\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Biz, denizk\u0131zlar\u0131na abay\u0131 yakanlar azdan aza da olsa \u00e7ekingen olurlar. Hele k\u0131z sar\u0131\u015f\u0131nsa, hele mavi g\u00f6zl\u00fcyse, hele uzun sa\u00e7lar dalgalan\u0131rken y\u00fcz\u00fcne sar\u0131l\u0131p \u201c<strong>L\u00fctfen kestirip atma bizi,<\/strong> <strong>seni sen yapan biziz<\/strong>, <strong>biz olmadan Deniz K\u0131z\u0131na benzeyemezsin!\u201d <\/strong>diye \u0131srar edi\u015flerindeki g\u00fczellikler\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Siz renk kar\u0131\u015f\u0131mlar\u0131nda g\u00fczel olan\u0131n en g\u00fczelinin nas\u0131l do\u011fdu\u011funu g\u00f6rebilme imk\u00e2n\u0131 yakalayabildiniz mi?\u00a0 \u0130zlenimlerimde en etkileyici olan ve belle\u011fimde silinmeyen Kara denizin mavisi ile k\u0131z sa\u00e7\u0131ndaki saman sar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131nda beyaz dalga k\u00f6p\u00fckleridir\u2026 Bunu b\u00f6yle anlatmak kolaym\u0131\u015f gibi de, doyumsuz olan, o etkilemenin do\u011furdu\u011fu duygular\u0131n harikal\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ya\u015fayabilmektedir.<\/p>\n<p>Daha \u00f6nce de yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m, ben Varna\u2019n\u0131n en muktedir T\u00fcrk ailelerinden birinin k\u0131z\u0131y\u0131m. Annemin Bulgarcas\u0131 ak\u0131c\u0131 ve g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fcd\u00fcr. Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkleri aras\u0131nda Bulgaristan&#8217;da uzman \u00f6\u011frenimli ilk ebe olmas\u0131 ve bu i\u015fi ya\u015fl\u0131 \u00e7ar\u015fafl\u0131 T\u00fcrk ebe kad\u0131nlar\u0131n elinden \u00e7ekip alarak bilimsel s\u0131hhi temellere oturtmaya verdi\u011fi katk\u0131 fazlas\u0131yla b\u00fcy\u00fck oldu\u011fundan, karakterini, moralini, insan sevgisini ve asla hi\u00e7bir ay\u0131r\u0131m yapmadan herkese ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fc yard\u0131m etme ahlak\u0131n\u0131 olu\u015fturan \u00f6zelliklerdir. Ve bug\u00fcn Varna Y\u00fcksek T\u0131p Enstit\u00fcs\u00fc Avrupa \u00e7ap\u0131nda gurur duyulan, aranan sorulan, bu arada T\u00fcrkiye\u2019den de y\u00fczlerce gencin okudu\u011fu\u00a0 bir bilim kurumu durumuna geldiyse, bu i\u015flerin temel harc\u0131nda annem gibi fedak\u00e2r ebe ve hem\u015firelerin al\u0131n teri vard\u0131r. Bu durum, benim kimli\u011fimi de etkilemi\u015ftir.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1475899759\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Hem g\u00fczel, hem sar\u0131\u015f\u0131n, hem boylu poslu, hem g\u00f6z\u00fc hep d\u0131\u015far\u0131da bir T\u00fcrk k\u0131z\u0131 olacaks\u0131n, Bulgar kom\u015fular\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan olu\u015fan k\u0131zl\u0131 o\u011flanl\u0131 deli\u015fmen arkada\u015f grupla yama\u00e7taki ye\u015fil \u00e7al\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde k\u0131vr\u0131lan dar patikadan ko\u015fa s\u0131\u00e7raya ama sezdirmeden denize ak\u0131p g\u00fcne\u015fle denizin, ayaklar\u0131m\u0131za sar\u0131lan alt\u0131n kumlarla beyaz g\u00fcl a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f dalgalar\u0131n sevi\u015fmesinde taraf olmak, hi\u00e7 de kolay de\u011fildi. Bu g\u00fczellikler ve sevgi c\u00fcmb\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne bir de mart\u0131 sesleri kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda, bir yandan tablo b\u00fct\u00fcn olurken, \u00f6te yandan evdekilerin yani annemle babam\u0131n her zamanki kay\u0131plara kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark edip etmedikleri endi\u015fesi i\u00e7inde b\u00fcy\u00fcmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yordu. Y\u0131llar sonra ben de anne oldu\u011fumda bu b\u00fcy\u00fcyen endi\u015fenin asl\u0131nda do\u011fal bir sevgi ile korku kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kimi defa s\u0131rt\u0131ma ba\u015f\u0131ma, g\u00f6zlerime ve ellerime y\u00fcklenebildi\u011fi kadar g\u00fcne\u015f enerjisi y\u00fcklenmi\u015f ve sahildeki kovala\u015fmadan bayg\u0131n bir halde eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde i\u015fitece\u011fim ilk sitemleri kestirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Annem genelde\u00a0 \u201c<strong>a\u00e7 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 bakay\u0131m<\/strong>!\u201d diyordu. Sonra elleriyle alt \u00e7eneme hafiften dokunup bo\u011faz\u0131ma bir bal\u0131k ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f da onu \u00e7\u0131karacakm\u0131\u015f gibi ciddi ciddi bak\u0131yordu. \u201c<strong>\u015e\u00fck\u00fcr yok bir \u015fey<\/strong>\u201d demesiyle onun t\u00fcm s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 hafiflerken, benim s\u0131rt\u0131mdaki y\u00fck\u00fcn a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131 artmaya devam ediyordu.<\/p>\n<p>Y\u0131llar sonra, \u201c<strong>anne neydi \u015fu senin, a\u00e7 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 bakay\u0131m<\/strong>!\u201d falan icatlar\u0131n diye sordum. Ger\u00e7e\u011fin hakiki y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6r\u00fcnce g\u00fclmekten bay\u0131ld\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Kitap okumay\u0131 \u00e7ok seven biri olan annem, bir denizk\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bir korsan\u0131 ka\u00e7\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 konu eden bir denizci \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc tesiri alt\u0131nda kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 anlatt\u0131. Ne ki, olay bu de\u011fildi. Onu devaml\u0131 etkisi alt\u0131nda tutan denizk\u0131zlar\u0131 kimi defa sahile \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p kendilerinden g\u00fczel olan gen\u00e7 k\u0131zlar\u0131 birlikte y\u00fczmeye davet ederek denizin derinliklerine \u00e7ekip en zifiri karanl\u0131klardaki inlerine g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fckleri ve orada k\u0131zlar\u0131n k\u00f6pek di\u015flerinin b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve k\u0131sa d\u00f6nemde hakiki denizk\u0131z\u0131 olduklar\u0131nda erkekleri celbe dip yedikleri hayaliydi.<\/p>\n<p>Annem beni Deniz K\u0131zlar\u0131\u2019ndan daha g\u00fczel buldu\u011fundan, evden \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p s\u00f6zde kayboldu\u011fum her an i\u00e7indeki deh\u015fet k\u00fckr\u00fcyormu\u015f. Asl\u0131nda yaramazl\u0131klar serisinden olan hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan dolay\u0131, eli ne kula\u011f\u0131ma ne de enseme gitmedi\u011finden, \u201c<strong>oh, \u00e7ok \u015f\u00fck\u00fcr,\u00a0 geldin can\u0131m g\u00fczelim<\/strong>\u201d demeye de dili d\u00f6nmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in, hemen \u201c<strong>a\u00e7 a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131, bakay\u0131m<\/strong>!\u201d diyordu.\u00a0 A\u011fz\u0131m\u0131 bo\u011faz\u0131ma ka\u00e7an bir bal\u0131\u011f\u0131 aramak i\u00e7in de\u011fil, k\u00f6pek di\u015flerimin b\u00fcy\u00fcy\u00fcp b\u00fcy\u00fcmedi\u011fini g\u00f6rmek i\u00e7in a\u00e7t\u0131r\u0131yormu\u015f\u2026<\/p><div id=\"bghab-331203513\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bu sa\u00e7mal\u0131klar\u0131 i\u015fitince g\u00fclmekten k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131m. Anneci\u011fime \u00f6yle bir sar\u0131ld\u0131m ki, belki ona daha \u00f6nce hi\u00e7 bu kadar s\u0131cak sar\u0131lmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m.\u00a0 Annem, \u00f6mr\u00fc uzun olsun, sa\u011fd\u0131r, \u0130stanbul\u2019da oturuyor, en k\u00f6t\u00fc g\u00fcnlerimizde \u201c<strong>k\u00f6pek di\u015flerim hala b\u00fcy\u00fcmedi anne<\/strong>\u201d dedi\u011fimde, g\u00fclmekten k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131p \u00fczerindeki t\u00fcm stresi at\u0131yor. Di\u015f doktoru olmama vesile olan anneci\u011fimdir. S\u00f6ylemese de, haf\u0131zas\u0131n\u0131n en derin yerlerinde gizledi\u011fi bir kutsal \u00f6zlemde \u201c<strong>t\u00fcm gen\u00e7 k\u0131zlar\u0131 Denizk\u0131z\u0131 olmaktan koruma arzusu olabilir.\u201d<\/strong><\/p>\n<p>Erkek do\u011fas\u0131n\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 Denizk\u0131zlar\u0131n\u0131n emsalsiz g\u00fczelli\u011fidir. D\u00fcnyadaki en b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fc\u00e7 de g\u00fczelliktir. Annemin endi\u015fesi, korkular\u0131 gerek\u00e7esiz de\u011filmi\u015f me\u011fer. Bizi Vatan\u0131m\u0131z olan Varna\u2019dan, onun g\u00fczel ince sar\u0131 kumlu sahillerini, beyaz k\u00f6p\u00fckl\u00fc \u0131l\u0131man denizini, ye\u015filliklere g\u00f6m\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f do\u011fas\u0131n\u0131, dikili ta\u015flarda ya\u015fayan tarihini, \u00a0b\u00fct\u00fcn insanlar ve do\u011fa i\u00e7in adil ve e\u015fit olan G\u00fcne\u015fin olabilir ya birazc\u0131k \u00f6zel l\u00fctf\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131rak\u0131p, geri d\u00f6nmemek \u00fczere \u0130stanbul\u2019a gelmemizin temel nedeni oldu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc korkular birbirine karde\u015ftir. T\u00fcm \u00f6teki anneler gibi, benim anneci\u011fim de k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n bir yandan denizk\u0131zlar\u0131, \u00f6te yandan bize kar\u015f\u0131 sertle\u015fen Bulgar devleti taraf\u0131ndan celbe dilip eritilmesinden, T\u00fcrk \u00f6z suyunun de\u011fi\u015fmesinden korkuyordu. Evet, o da farkl\u0131 g\u00fczelliklerin buketinin yarat\u0131lmas\u0131ndan yanayd\u0131, ama e\u015fek dikenleri demetinde g\u00fcl olmay\u0131 kim ister?<\/p>\n<p>Annemin bana bunlar\u0131 de\u011fi\u015fik s\u00f6zl\u00fc \u00f6rneklerle hep anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 an\u0131msad\u0131k\u00e7a, anne y\u00fcre\u011fi i\u015fte, benim \u00f6rne\u011fimde, onun i\u00e7in k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n ba\u015fkalar\u0131na kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p soy suyumuzun bunalmas\u0131ndan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck endi\u015fenin belirleyici oldu\u011funun fark\u0131nday\u0131m. \u00a0Anne uykusunu ka\u00e7\u0131ran, gecelerini k\u00e2bus eden bu olumsuzluklard\u0131. \u0130stanbul\u2019da kendini g\u00fcven ve huzur i\u00e7inde hisseti. Beni g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e hep belli belirsiz g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi. Bu tebess\u00fcm\u00fc okuman i\u00e7in Akademi bitirmek gerekmiyordu. O, dualar\u0131nda \u201c<strong>k\u0131z\u0131m seni kurtard\u0131m, ba\u015fka hi\u00e7 bir \u015fey istemem<\/strong>\u201d dedi\u011fini, biliyorum. Onun Vatanda aray\u0131p da bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 o g\u00f6nl\u00fcn\u00fc dolduran, \u00a0tarifi zor, her bak\u0131ma bamba\u015fka s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 hissederken, o korkular\u0131 yenme mutlulu\u011funu ya\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n<p>Annem Varna ile ba\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 kesmedi. Kom\u015fular\u0131m\u0131zla telefon g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmelerini s\u00fcrd\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Ge\u00e7en ay bizim oralarda b\u00fcy\u00fck seller oldu. Mahallemiz su alt\u0131nda kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Kom\u015fular\u0131n hepsini teker teker aras\u0131 ve her birine ge\u00e7mi\u015f olsun dedi, 12 sel felaketi kurban\u0131 yak\u0131nlar\u0131ndan tan\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131na da ba\u015f sa\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 diledi.<\/p>\n<p>Son deva Varna\u2019y\u0131 ziyaretimizde, arabam\u0131zla Bal\u00e7\u0131\u011fa u\u011frad\u0131k. \u201cBotanik Bah\u00e7e\u201dde bahar\u0131n ilk renklerini bir daha ya\u015famas\u0131n\u0131 istedim. Tolbuh\u2019in iline ba\u011fl\u0131 bu k\u0131y\u0131 \u015fehrindeki \u201cBitkiler Bah\u00e7esi\u201d neredeyse 100 ya\u015f\u0131nda. D\u00fcnyan\u0131n d\u00f6rt bir yan\u0131ndan getirilip dikilen ve g\u00fcne\u015fin davetine uyarak de\u011fi\u015fik renklerde gonca a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fck say\u0131da \u00e7i\u00e7ek. D\u00fczenli \u015fekilde dizilmi\u015fler. Memleketlerinden uzak olsalar da kendi aralar\u0131nda tozla\u015farak \u00f6bek \u00f6bek a\u00e7m\u0131\u015f.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2268570185\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bitki d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda dikkatimi \u00fczerlerine toplayan kakt\u00fcsler oldu. 50 ya\u015f\u0131nda ve 5 g\u00fcnl\u00fck dikenliler yan yana. \u0130zninizle, \u201cyavru\u201d kakt\u00fcslere \u00e7ok \u00f6zel bir dikkatle bakt\u0131m, hatta yanlar\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6meldi\u011fimde g\u00f6zl\u00fcklerimi takt\u0131m. Elimi uzatt\u0131m ve hen\u00fcz bitmi\u015f olanlara hafiften dokundum. Dikenleri kirpi dikenlerinden s\u0131k olan bu bitkiler \u00f6nce i\u011fneli de\u011fil, \u00fczerleri kadifesi yumu\u015fakl\u0131kla kapl\u0131. \u00d6zel bir zarifli\u011fe dokundum. O an \u00f6k\u00fczlerin de boynuzsuz do\u011fdu\u011funu, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n k\u00fcfr\u00fc sonradan \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fini vs. d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Olay bana ilgin\u00e7 geldi. Kakt\u00fcs \u00f6nce ipeksi, zehirsiz. Ya\u015famaya yumu\u015fakl\u0131kla ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Git gide dikeri i\u011fnele\u015firken, kal\u0131nla\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a zehirleri can yak\u0131c\u0131 oluyor. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck kakt\u00fcs k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dikenli, b\u00fcy\u00fck kakt\u00fcs b\u00fcy\u00fck dikenli, bu bir ya\u015fam dengesi olabilir mi?<\/p>\n<p>Asl\u0131nda her \u015fey sanki birbirine benziyor. \u015eu Hak ve \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckler Hareketi\u2019nin 1990 May\u0131s\u0131\u2019nda Varna A\u00e7\u0131k Hava Tiyatrosunda yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ilk se\u00e7im mitingini an\u0131msad\u0131m. G\u00fcne\u015fin ufka y\u00f6neldi\u011fi serinlikte bir ak\u015fam \u00fczereydi. Kravatl\u0131 konu\u015fmac\u0131lar\u0131n sesi kadife gibi yumu\u015fak ve renkliydi. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e her \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fti. Y\u0131llar ge\u00e7tik\u00e7e kadifesi sesler unutuldu, parti sustu ve kendi i\u00e7ine kapand\u0131. \u0130pek elyaflar diken, dikenler e\u015fek dikeni, e\u015fek dikenleri de zehirli kaz\u0131k oldu ve halk\u0131m\u0131n ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 yar\u0131p par\u00e7alad\u0131. Denizk\u0131zlar\u0131 \u00f6rne\u011fine d\u00f6nersek g\u00fczellerin k\u00f6pek di\u015fleri \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. \u00d6nce \u201chak\u201d ve \u201c\u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fck\u201d derken bizimkiler de di\u015fsizdi. Son d\u00f6nemde g\u00fczellik sunup hak ve \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fcklerimizle beslenmeye ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Vampirle\u015ftiler! Kakt\u00fcslerin b\u00fcy\u00fck dikenleri kurban al\u0131yor. Bitki bah\u00e7esi diken, denizlerde keskin k\u00f6pekdi\u015fliler h\u00e2kimiyet kurdu.<\/p>\n<p>Yan\u0131t\u0131 aranan bir soru kald\u0131, mal can\u0131n yongas\u0131ysa, mals\u0131z m\u00fclks\u00fcz kalanlar yeni tip k\u00f6leler midir?<\/p>\n<p>O g\u00fcn bu g\u00fcn \u00fczerinde en fazla d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm <strong>niyetle sonu\u00e7<\/strong> aras\u0131ndaki gizemdir. S\u00f6zle i\u015f, bi\u00e7imle \u00f6z aras\u0131ndaki \u00e7eli\u015fkiden karma\u015f\u0131k bir olu\u015fum \u015fu niyetle sonu\u00e7 etkile\u015fimi. Beklenen sonu\u00e7 ayn\u0131 kalsa bile, niyet de\u011fi\u015fiklik g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e, sonu\u00e7 da kay\u0131yor.<\/p>\n<p>Kadifeden yumu\u015fa\u011f\u0131m diye ortaya \u00e7\u0131kan kakt\u00fcs\u00e7\u00fckten kadife a\u011f\u0131c\u0131 beklememiz do\u011fald\u0131r. Ne ki yeni g\u00fcnler e\u015fek dikenlerini aratan kakt\u00fcs i\u011fneleri ile s\u00fcrpriz sunuyor. Niyetle sonu\u00e7 dengesizdir. Sosyalizmde \u00f6yle olmad\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3938294751\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p><strong>\u0130nsan\u0131n insana karde\u015fli\u011fi, iyi kom\u015fuluk ve ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fc ortam\u0131nda enternasyonal beraberlikti. <\/strong><\/p>\n<p><strong>Sonu\u00e7ta totalitarizm hepimizi ezdi<\/strong>. \u00a0Niyetin de\u011fi\u015fmesi sonucu da de\u011fi\u015ftiriyor. H\u00d6H partisini kendi haklar\u0131m\u0131z ve h\u00fcrriyetimiz i\u00e7in kurduk, sonu\u00e7ta ba\u015fkalar\u0131na hizmet edip bizi eziyor.\u00a0 Niyetle sonu\u00e7 \u00e7at\u0131\u015ft\u0131k\u00e7a halk aldat\u0131l\u0131yor. \u00d6nce fark edip g\u00f6remedi\u011fimiz i\u00e7sel gizem herkesi ezmeye ba\u015fl\u0131yor. Bunu a\u00e7\u0131klay\u0131p k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yok etmekse hem gayret hem de <strong>dehal\u0131k<\/strong> gerektiriyor. D\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 koynumuzda beslemi\u015fiz, y\u0131llarca fark edemedik. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zek\u00e2 \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 y\u00f6nlendirmek i\u00e7in bir de <strong>ak\u0131l <\/strong>gerek. Tecr\u00fcbeye dayanarak iyi ile k\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fc birinden ay\u0131ran ak\u0131ld\u0131r. \u00a0Ak\u0131l da sat\u0131l\u0131r ya da yolda bulunur bir \u015fey de\u011fil. Aile ve okuldan ba\u015fka ezilmi\u015flikten s\u00fcz\u00fclen <strong>bilin\u00e7<\/strong> ve <strong>irade<\/strong> de gerek.<\/p>\n<p>Bu arada bir de <strong>rutinlik<\/strong> var. \u0130nsanlar\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u00fck hayat al\u0131\u015fkanl\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7ok etkilidir. K\u00f6t\u00fcy\u00fc iyi olarak kabul edenlerin fikrini de\u011fi\u015ftirmek zordur. Bir\u00e7ok yerde k\u00f6r inat \u00fcst\u00fcn gelir. Akl\u0131n olu\u015fum ve bi\u00e7imlenme yollar\u0131 belirleyici olabilir. \u0130nsanlar fakl\u0131 zeka ile d\u00fcnyaya gelip, farkl\u0131 ortamlarda yeti\u015fmeleri de ortak de\u011ferlerin yerle\u015fmesinde \u00f6nemli engeldir.<\/p>\n<p>Bizim hepimizin devaml\u0131 uyan\u0131k olan ve kendi kendini kontrol ederken eyleme ge\u00e7iren bir i\u00e7 d\u00fcnyam\u0131z var. Annemin \u201c<strong>a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7<\/strong>\u201d demesinde gizlenen niyet ve korkular\u0131n\u0131 motive eden budur. Kadifeyi and\u0131ran kakt\u00fcs benim i\u00e7in beklentilerimi bo\u015fa \u00e7\u0131karan \u00a0kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k oldu. Kakt\u00fcsten korunmaya devam edece\u011fim. H\u00d6H partisinin t\u00fcm halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 aldatmas\u0131 ve olaylar\u0131n art\u0131k de\u011fi\u015fmez bir yan\u0131lg\u0131 rotas\u0131 almas\u0131 k\u00f6kl\u00fc kar\u015f\u0131 \u00f6nlemler gerektiriyor. Kendi ellerimizle vicdan\u0131m\u0131zla bilincimizle \u00e7abalar\u0131m\u0131zla yaratt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir de\u011feri ret etmemiz ac\u0131 ve zor olabilir ama buna art\u0131k mecbur kalabiliriz.\u00a0 <strong>K\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn neresinden d\u00f6nersen kard\u0131r<\/strong>, diyen atalar\u0131m\u0131z da bu gibi emsaller ya\u015fam\u0131\u015fa benziyor.<\/p>\n<p>M.\u00d6. \u00c7in Arap Sava\u015f\u0131\u2019nda atalar\u0131m\u0131z ikiye b\u00f6l\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015fler. \u0130ki taraftan biri galip gelecektir, muzaffer olan d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 k\u0131yacakt\u0131r. Bu \u00f6rnekte ma\u011flup olan tarafta kalanlar\u0131n yok olmas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6nceden kabul etmi\u015fler.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3474841108\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>1072\u2019de Malazgit\u2019te kadar Bizans Ordular\u0131yla giden K\u0131p\u00e7ak T\u00fcrkleri de durum de\u011ferlendirmesi yap\u0131p Sel\u00e7uklulara, Alpaslan Ordular\u0131na kat\u0131l\u0131p muzaffer oldular. Tarihimizde benzer \u00f6rnekler \u00e7oktur. Hainlere ihanet kutsal say\u0131l\u0131r\u2026.<\/p>\n<p>1984\u2019ten sonra bizde tutuklanm\u0131\u015f ve i\u015fkence g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015f bir m\u00fc\u015fterim var. Bir defas\u0131nda kendisini bekletmem gerekti. S\u00f6z aras\u0131nda \u201c<strong>siz \u00f6mr\u00fcn\u00fcz\u00fcn bir d\u00f6neminde di\u015flerinizi \u00e7ok s\u0131km\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z ve damaklar\u0131n\u0131z deforme olmu\u015f,<\/strong> dedim.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Ne oldu?<\/strong>\u201d Diye sordum.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c<strong>Tutukland\u0131m ve \u00e7ok i\u015fkence g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Eziyet t\u00fcrlerinden birinde y\u00fcz \u00fcst\u00fc bir tahta \u00fczerine yat\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131m. S\u0131rt\u0131ma kum \u00e7uvallar\u0131 y\u0131\u011fd\u0131lar. S\u0131rt\u0131mdaki \u00e7uvallar nefesimi versem bir daha nefes alma imk\u00e2n\u0131m bulamayaca\u011f\u0131m kadar \u00a0a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ve ben o zaman nefesimi ka\u00e7\u0131rmamak i\u00e7in di\u015flerimi s\u0131kt\u0131m. O izler olabilir<\/strong>.\u201d dedi\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Hepimizin hayat\u0131 s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131l\u0131yd\u0131.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2575838050\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-30-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Hayat, hep korku i\u00e7inde, denizk\u0131zlar\u0131ndan, Bulgar toplumunda eriyip yok olmaktan korktuk\u00e7a, \u00a0kadife san\u0131p koynumuza ald\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kakt\u00fcs zahirine feda olma endi\u015fesini ya\u015fad\u0131k\u00e7a, s\u0131k\u0131l\u0131p ezildik\u00e7e bilin\u00e7lenme boyutlar\u0131na girdik diyebilirim. Ne zor de\u011fil mi? Ramazan g\u00fcnlerinde s\u00f6yleyeceklerimin aptes bozaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bile bile \u015fu s\u00f6zleri s\u00f6ylemeden edemeyece\u011fim. Yaratan bizi uyum yarat\u0131n, denklem kurun ve g\u00fcle g\u00fcle ya\u015fay\u0131n diye yaratm\u0131\u015fsa, ard\u0131ndan gelen d\u00fc\u015fmanl\u0131klar neden? Hayat\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fck\u00e7e g\u00fc\u00e7leniyoruz. Birlik olduk\u00e7a daha da g\u00fc\u00e7leniyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>Biz sahte ve yalan olan\u0131n, adaletsiz olan\u0131n korkular\u0131n yenik d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc\u00a0 yeni bir d\u00fcnya yaratmaya gidiyoruz.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130yi ramazanlar, hay\u0131rl\u0131 bayramlar.<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-583736795\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><div class=\"bghab-adlabel\">Reklamlar<\/div><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dr.Halide AKINCI Belki de herkes kaybetti\u011fi bir \u015feyi arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in s\u0131la \u00f6zlemi a\u011f\u0131r bas\u0131yor. Ben de \u00f6zl\u00fcyorum Varna\u2019m\u0131, saman sar\u0131s\u0131 kumlar\u0131n\u0131, kuru kumlar\u0131n ayaklar\u0131ma dola\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131,<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":9412,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[6],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-10857","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/04\/halide02.jpg?fit=109%2C154&ssl=1","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-2P7","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10857","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10857"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10857\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/9412"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10857"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10857"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10857"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}