{"id":10520,"date":"2014-06-26T21:42:25","date_gmt":"2014-06-26T18:42:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/?p=10520"},"modified":"2014-06-28T15:09:01","modified_gmt":"2014-06-28T12:09:01","slug":"ben-babami-hic-gormedim","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/ben-babami-hic-gormedim\/","title":{"rendered":"Ben Babam\u0131 Hi\u00e7 G\u00f6rmedim.."},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ben babam\u0131 hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedim.<\/p>\n<p>Babam vard\u0131 fakat o benim sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p>Babam vard\u0131 fakat benimle hi\u00e7 oynayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n<p><!--more--><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignleft size-thumbnail wp-image-10521\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062-150x150.jpg?resize=150%2C150\" alt=\"539cfa7533062\" width=\"150\" height=\"150\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg?resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 150w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg?resize=800%2C800&amp;ssl=1 800w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg?resize=65%2C65&amp;ssl=1 65w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg?zoom=2&amp;resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg?zoom=3&amp;resize=150%2C150&amp;ssl=1 450w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 150px) 100vw, 150px\" \/><\/a>Ben \u0130stanbul\u2019da do\u011fmu\u015f H\u0131ristiyan bir T\u00fcrk vatanda\u015f\u0131y\u0131m. T\u00fcrkiye\u2019deki \u201cBulgar Ortodoks Cemaati\u201d mensubu olmakla birlikte Bulgaristan\u2019\u0131 hi\u00e7 sevmedi\u011fimi yaz\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 okuyanlar bilirler. Bazen de anla\u015f\u0131lmakta zorlan\u0131r\u0131m. \u00d6ne \u00e7\u0131kartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m hep T\u00fcrk Ulusu\u2019nun bir ferdi olmamd\u0131r. Bunu beceremeyen, etnik k\u00f6kenlerini T\u00fcrk olmaktan \u00f6ne koyan ve de o \u00fclkelerin menfaatlerine \u00e7al\u0131\u015fan T\u00fcrkiye\u2019deki H\u0131ristiyan unsurlar\u0131 ele\u015ftiririm, yaz\u0131lar yazar\u0131m\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bu babalar g\u00fcn\u00fcnde sizinle biraz dertle\u015fmek istedim. Yaz\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131nda yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131m gibi var olan ama benim hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedi\u011fim, beni de g\u00f6remeyen babam\u0131 size anlatmak istedim.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-3768315152\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Babam \u201c\u0130liya \u00c7ipof\u201d; 1913 y\u0131l\u0131nda Yunanistan\u2019\u0131n (Ege Makedonyas\u0131 \u2013 Egeyska Makedonia) Florina \u015fehri \u201cP\u0131tele K\u00f6y\u00fc\u201dnde (Agios Pandeleimon) do\u011fmu\u015f. O d\u00f6nemde Makedonlar\u0131n ve Bulgarlar\u0131n g\u00f6zde g\u00f6\u00e7 yeri \u0130stanbul\u2019a okumak \u00fczere, burada ya\u015fayan bir akrabaya g\u00f6nderilmi\u015f ve \u015fimdi \u201cBo\u011fazi\u00e7i \u00dcniversitesi\u201d olan \u201cRobert Kolej\u201dde bu zengin akraba taraf\u0131ndan okutulmu\u015f ve yine ayn\u0131 memleketten \u0130stanbul\u2019a g\u00f6\u00e7 etmi\u015f olan \u201c\u00c7\u00fc\u00e7\u00fclayef Ailesi\u201dnin g\u00fczel ve tek k\u0131z\u0131 \u201cBlagodatka\u201d ile tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Onlar\u0131n a\u015fk\u0131 Aksaray Yenikap\u0131\u2019da dillere destan olmu\u015f ve 1944 y\u0131l\u0131nda \u0130stanbul\u2019da evlenmi\u015fler. Babam 1946\u2019da, Amerika\u2019ya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaya giden dedem \u201cPando \u00c7ipof\u201du ziyarete gitmi\u015f ve bu ziyaretin ard\u0131ndan, annemle Sofya\u2019ya ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015flar.<\/p>\n<p>31 Temmuz 1952\u2019de Annem bana hamile kalm\u0131\u015f fakat bir rahats\u0131zl\u0131k da ge\u00e7irmi\u015f ve Bulgaristan\u2019\u0131n \u00e7ok k\u00f6t\u00fc ko\u015fullar\u0131nda tedavi edilemeyece\u011fi anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131nca \u0130stanbul\u2019a, ailesinin yan\u0131na bana hamile olarak d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n<p>Bu bir k\u00e2busun ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Babam\u0131n, anneme yollad\u0131\u011f\u0131 son mektuplar 22 Eyl\u00fcl 1952 ve 5 Ekim 1952\u2019dir. Bu mektuplar Aksaray Postanesi\u2019nden ayn\u0131 anda gelir. Bu ayn\u0131 zamanda Babam\u0131n Annemle kurdu\u011fu son temas olur.<\/p>\n<p>Oradaki akrabalarla yap\u0131lan temaslardan da bir sonu\u00e7 al\u0131nmaz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc kom\u00fcnist rejim bask\u0131s\u0131 ile insanlar susmu\u015ftur\/susturulmu\u015ftur.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-1174587859\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-10-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Babam kay\u0131pt\u0131r\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ve Bulgaristan H\u00fck\u00fcmeti\u2019nin, Babam\u0131 ans\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6zalt\u0131na ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve yarg\u0131lamaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>Su\u00e7; \u201cT\u00fcrkiye Cumhuriyeti lehine casusluk faaliyetlerinde bulundu\u011fu isnad\u0131 ile tevkif edilerek \u00f6l\u00fcm tehlikesi i\u00e7inde ortadan gaip oldu\u011fu\u2026.\u201d v.s v.s.<\/p>\n<p>(Bu al\u0131nt\u0131 \u0130stanbul 18. Asliye Mahkemesi\u2019nin 1959\/489 dosya i\u00e7eri\u011finden al\u0131nm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.)<\/p>\n<p>3-5 Temmuz 1991\u2019de Bulgaristan\u2019\u0131n Filibe (Plovdiv) kentinde yap\u0131lan \u201c1. T\u00fcrk Bulgar \u0130\u015f Forumu\u201dnda, T\u00fcrkiye Delegasyonunda bulundum. Bu seyahat vesilesi ile Sofya\u2019ya da gittim ve orada ya\u015fayan akrabalar\u0131mla da g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm. \u00c7ok ya\u015fl\u0131 bir bayan akrabam bana \u015funlar\u0131 anlatt\u0131:<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2577319460\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-15-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>\u201cFormalite bir mahkeme yapm\u0131\u015flar. Zaten i\u00e7eri kimseyi almad\u0131lar. O esnada senin do\u011fum haberini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k. Baban\u0131 ilk ve son defa o g\u00fcn mahkeme kap\u0131s\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. \u0130nan o\u011flum, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc bile g\u00f6ze ald\u0131m ve babana \u015f\u00f6yle ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m: \u2018\u0130liya, \u0130liya\u2026 \u0130stanbul\u2019da bir o\u011flun oldu ve ad\u0131n\u0131 Bojidar koydular.\u2019 Baban bana d\u00f6nd\u00fc ve g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi\u2026 \u00c7ok korktum o\u011flum ama o an dayanamad\u0131m. Nedense bana bir \u015fey yapmad\u0131lar.\u201c\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0 \u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0\u00a0(Bojidar: Allah\u2019\u0131n hediyesi demektir.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Ben babam\u0131 hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedim.<\/p>\n<p>Bir babam vard\u0131 fakat o benim sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 hi\u00e7 ok\u015fayamad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bir babam vard\u0131 fakat o benimle hi\u00e7 oynayamad\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Ama o benim varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 bildi. Kendisinin koyamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ad\u0131m\u0131 i\u015fitince g\u00fcl\u00fcmsedi.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-602033738\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-20-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>O ya\u015fl\u0131 akraba bana \u00f6yle dedi \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Babam\u0131n bir mezar\u0131 da yok\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Varsa da ben bilmiyorum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Babam\u0131n varsa mezar\u0131nda bir dua okunamad\u0131, okuyamad\u0131m.\u00a0 Zira varsa da ben yerini bilmiyorum\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Bulgaristan\u2019\u0131n bana bir \u201cBaba\u201d borcu var. \u201cSon nefesime kadar Bulgarlara hakk\u0131m\u0131 helal etmeyece\u011fim.<\/p><div id=\"bghab-2885354293\" class=\"bghab-icerik-icine-25-paragraf bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js?client=ca-pub-6203283170189293\" crossorigin=\"anonymous\"><\/script><ins class=\"adsbygoogle\" style=\"display:block; text-align:center;\" data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\" \ndata-ad-slot=\"7303146466\" \ndata-ad-layout=\"in-article\"\ndata-ad-format=\"fluid\" data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\n<script> \n(adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({}); \n<\/script>\n<\/div>\n<p>Bari babam\u0131 g\u00f6md\u00fckleri yere bir mezar ta\u015f\u0131 koydular m\u0131?\u00a0 Bunu da bilmiyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Ben soyad\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m babam\u0131 hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedim\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Herkesin \u201cBabalar G\u00fcn\u00fc\u201d kutlu olsun\u2026<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Bojidar \u00c7ipof, \u0130stanbul<\/p>\n<div id=\"bghab-947082883\" class=\"bghab-yazi-altinda bghab-entity-placement\"><script async src=\"https:\/\/pagead2.googlesyndication.com\/pagead\/js\/adsbygoogle.js\"><\/script>\r\n<!-- bghaber-yaz\u0131-sonu -->\r\n<ins class=\"adsbygoogle\"\r\n     style=\"display:block\"\r\n     data-ad-client=\"ca-pub-6203283170189293\"\r\n     data-ad-slot=\"4222328180\"\r\n     data-ad-format=\"auto\"\r\n     data-full-width-responsive=\"true\"><\/ins>\r\n<script>\r\n     (adsbygoogle = window.adsbygoogle || []).push({});\r\n<\/script><\/div><br style=\"clear: both; display: block; float: none;\"\/>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ben babam\u0131 hi\u00e7 g\u00f6rmedim. Babam vard\u0131 fakat o benim sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131 ok\u015fayamad\u0131. Babam vard\u0131 fakat benimle hi\u00e7 oynayamad\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":13,"featured_media":10521,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_seo_schema_type":"","_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[6],"tags":[30],"class_list":["post-10520","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-yorum","tag-bulgaristan"],"jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pc2PfJ-2JG","jetpack_featured_media_url":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-content\/uploads\/2014\/06\/539cfa7533062.jpg?fit=897%2C960&ssl=1","_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10520","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/13"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=10520"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10520\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/10521"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=10520"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=10520"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.bghaber.org\/bghaber\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=10520"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}