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\u201dHava kur\u015fun gibi a\u011f\u0131r<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d diyen b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fairin 51. \u00d6l\u00fcm y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcnde ben de ona ait birka\u00e7 hat\u0131ram\u0131 payla\u015fmak istiyorum. Ben d\u00fcnyada hen\u00fcz yokken Naz\u0131m Hikmet benim g\u00fczel \u015fehrim Varna\u2019ya iki defa gelmi\u015f. O hayat\u0131ma \u00e7ocuklu\u011fumda girdi. Evimizde s\u0131k s\u0131k Naz\u0131m\u2019dan s\u00f6z edildi\u011fini an\u0131ms\u0131yorum. Annem Bulgaristan\u2019da ebelik \u00f6\u011frenimi g\u00f6ren ilk T\u00fcrk kad\u0131n\u0131 oldu\u011fundan k\u00fclt\u00fcrel olaylara kula\u011f\u0131 delikti. K\u00fclt\u00fcrle sanat ve Naz\u0131m ise e\u015fde\u011ferdi. Naz\u0131m\u2019\u0131 Bulgaristan T\u00fcrkleri k\u00fclt\u00fcr\u00fcnden ay\u0131r\u0131p koparmak d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclmesi imk\u00e2ns\u0131z olan bir \u015feydir. Naz\u0131m bizim T\u00fcrkl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn s\u00f6nmeyen mumudur.<\/span><\/span> Hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum: Babam \u015eumnu\u2019dan d\u00f6nm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. Y\u0131llardan 1970\u2019lerdi. Elinde b\u00fcy\u00fck bir paket getirdi. Paketi g\u00f6ren annem \u00f6nce bir ev e\u015fyas\u0131 sanm\u0131\u015f olacak, \u201caman dikkat et, yere koyma, k\u0131r\u0131lmas\u0131n\u201d derken, babam\u0131n \u201c<\/span><\/span>getirdi\u011fim, yere konacak bir \u015fey de\u011fil ki,<\/b><\/span><\/span> \u201c dedi\u011fi bug\u00fcnk\u00fc gibi akl\u0131mda.<\/span><\/span> O, salonda masa ba\u015f\u0131na ge\u00e7ip paketi a\u00e7maya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131nda biz p\u00fcr dikkat kesilmi\u015ftik. K\u00e2\u011f\u0131t sicim ba\u011f\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde i\u00e7inden beyaz kapakta kanat a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f havalanma hamlesinde bir g\u00fcvercin vard\u0131 ve b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle <\/span><\/span>NAZIM H\u0130KMET C\u0130LT 1 yazan 8 kitap yan yana dizildi. Bizim evde ilk defa bu kadar kal\u0131n ve \u00e7ok kitap yan yana dizilmi\u015fti. <\/b><\/span><\/span> Bunlar, Sofya \u201cNarodna Prosveta\u201d (Halk E\u011fitimi) taraf\u0131ndan T\u00fcrk\u00e7e bas\u0131lan \u015fairin toplu eserleriydi. Bu k\u00fclliyat Bulgaristan T\u00fcrklerinin XX. Y\u00fczy\u0131l k\u00fclt\u00fcr tarihindeki en b\u00fcy\u00fck T\u00fcrk\u00e7e bas\u0131m oldu. \u00d6nceleri evimizde bir yazardan 8 cilt ayn\u0131 rafa konmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Y\u0131llar i\u00e7inde annem ile babam\u0131n ba\u015f ba\u015fa kald\u0131klar\u0131nda Naz\u0131m\u2019dan \u015fiirler okuyup s\u0131cak sohbet etmeleri beni \u00e7ok etkilemi\u015fti. Babama g\u00f6re, Naz\u0131m Hikmet bir denizdi, \u201c<\/span><\/span>karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6z\u00fcne bakarak y\u00fcr\u00fcyen adamd\u0131<\/b><\/span><\/span>.\u201d <\/span><\/span> Okulda \u201c<\/span><\/span>Beyaz\u0131t Meydan\u0131nda \u00d6l\u00fc<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d \u015fiirini ezberledim. <\/span><\/span> 1990\u2019da Hak ve \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckler Partisi kurulu\u015f mitinglerinde \u201c<\/span><\/span>Ben yanmazsam, sen yanmazsam, o yanmazsa, Nas\u0131l \u00e7\u0131kar karanl\u0131klar ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa<\/b><\/span><\/span>?\u201d dizeleriyle ben de ant i\u00e7tim.<\/span><\/span> Razgrad Tiyatrosu\u2019nda \u201c<\/span><\/span>Leyla ile Mecnun<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d sahnelenmi\u015fti. Varna A\u00e7\u0131k Hava Tiyatrosunda oynand\u0131. Bizimkiler beni de g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015flerdi. Vatan\u0131m Bulgaristan\u2019da g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ilk ve son T\u00fcrk\u00e7e Tiyatro Oyunu \u201cLeyla ile Mecnun\u201d oldu. Gen\u00e7 k\u0131z halimle \u00e7ok etkilenmi\u015f ve haftalarca \u201cLeyla\u201dy\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.<\/span><\/span> S\u0131k\u00e7a akl\u0131ma gelen bir fikir var. Varna\u2019da mutlaka bir <\/span><\/span>NAZIM H\u0130KMET CADDES\u0130<\/b><\/span><\/span> olmal\u0131d\u0131r. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc Varna Varna olal\u0131 Naz\u0131m kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck ve y\u00fcrekli bir \u015fairi konuk etmedi. Varna Varna olal\u0131 Naz\u0131m gibi bir deha taraf\u0131ndan ziyaret edilmedi. Bir de, o \u201c<\/span><\/span>Memleketimi\u201d<\/b><\/span><\/span> bizim r\u0131ht\u0131mda, Kara Denizi alabildi\u011fine yudumlarken hayal etti ve yaratt\u0131. \u201c<\/span><\/span>O \u00e7\u0131narl\u0131 ve kubbeli \u015fehre<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d yola \u00e7\u0131kan geminin kaptan\u0131yla Varna\u2019da konu\u015ftu. Tuzlu sular\u0131n deli dalgalar\u0131ndan demir alan gemileri nemli g\u00f6zlerle ok\u015farken \u201c<\/span><\/span>Memedim<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u2019i\u201d yaratt\u0131. Ard\u0131ndan \u201c<\/span><\/span>Dikili Ta\u015flar\u201d <\/b><\/span><\/span>da bu Vatan topra\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 iki b\u00fckl\u00fcm i\u015fleyen insanlar\u0131n ebediyen dimdik kalacak tarihini g\u00f6rebildi. <\/span><\/span> Naz\u0131m Hikmet\u2019in Bulgaristan\u2019\u0131 ilk ziyaretinde, 1952\u2019de, halk\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n kap\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6\u00e7 psikozunu yenip, silkeleyerek a\u015fmas\u0131nda ola\u011fan\u00fcst\u00fc bir rol oynad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyebilirim. Bir ki\u015finin g\u00f6\u00e7 yoluna d\u00f6k\u00fclen 1 milyonu durdurabilmesi, bozgun ruhunu yenip herkese umut, bizim ana babalar\u0131m\u0131za, herkese g\u00fcven a\u015f\u0131lamas\u0131 ancak bir <\/span><\/span>DEV<\/b><\/span><\/span> i\u015fi olabilir. Bu bak\u0131ma Naz\u0131m Hikmet Devlerin Devidir. <\/span><\/span> Okullar\u0131n\u0131n, okuma yurtlar\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131n\u0131 \u201cNaz\u0131m Hikmet\u201d koyan bizim insanlar\u0131m\u0131z Naz\u0131m\u2019da \u201c<\/span><\/span>insan karde\u015fli\u011fi<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d nin gelece\u011fini g\u00f6rebildi. O a\u011f\u0131r g\u00fcnlerde, Deliormanl\u0131, Dobrucal\u0131 s\u0131radan insanlar\u0131m\u0131zla bir aksakal, bir baba, ba\u015fka bir d\u00fcnyadan gelmi\u015f y\u00fcrekli bir \u00f6nder \u015fefkatiyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp konu\u015fan o oldu. <\/span><\/span> B\u00fcy\u00fck \u015eair sanki kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015eeyh Bedrettin\u2019in torunlar\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Dilindeki ho\u015fg\u00f6r\u00fc insan karde\u015fli\u011finden geride kald\u0131. \u0130nsan\u0131n emel etti\u011fi en g\u00fczel d\u00fcnyalar\u0131n bu topraklarda, suyu doyumsuz i\u00e7ilen \u015fu \u0131rmaklar\u0131n boyunda, Torlakta, Kemallerde, denizin k\u0131y\u0131y\u0131 \u00f6perek hayat verdi\u011fi yerde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e i\u00e7i i\u00e7ine sa\u011fmazcas\u0131na co\u015ftu. Yaln\u0131z insanlar\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in de\u011fil, belki b\u00fcy\u00fck ozan i\u00e7in de, en y\u00fcrekli bulu\u015fmalar ya\u015fand\u0131. \u0130\u015fini g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015f Naz\u0131mla g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeye ko\u015fan k\u00f6yl\u00fclerimiz, kap\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131 ard\u0131na kadar a\u00e7t\u0131. Bu insan sevgisi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda Naz\u0131m bile yutkundu kald\u0131.<\/span><\/span> \u015eeyh Bedrettin Destan\u0131\u2019n\u0131 Bursa Hapishanesi\u2019nde kaleme al\u0131rken, hayal etti\u011fi insanlar\u0131n y\u00fcceli\u011fi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dikilmi\u015fti. Bir de bural\u0131 dostu vard\u0131 zindanda. Deliormanl\u0131 Mehmet aga. Balkan Sava\u015f\u0131na, \u00c7anakkale Harbine, Emperyalizmin T\u00fcrkl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn suyunu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p diri diri mezara g\u00f6mmeye haz\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131 Sakarya \u00f6l\u00fcm kal\u0131m \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmalar\u0131na kat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, muzaffer olduktan sonra eve d\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde, ne yaz\u0131k ki, k\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n namusuna el uzat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenince, haddini bilmeyenleri birer birer yere serdi\u011finden dolay\u0131 i\u00e7eri d\u00fc\u015fen Mehmet aga, h\u00fccre kom\u015fusu oldu ve onunla birlikte Bursa zindan\u0131nda \u00f6m\u00fcr t\u00f6rp\u00fcledi.<\/span><\/span> Konu\u015fmay\u0131 sevmezdi Mehmet aga. Hangi konu a\u00e7\u0131lsa ellerini a\u00e7ar ve sanki hep en k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck ve en b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feylerin, k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fcklerin ve iyiliklerin insan ellerinin eseri oldu\u011funu s\u00f6ylemek istiyordu. Eli boh\u00e7al\u0131 e\u015fi, beyaz b\u00fcrg\u00fc ve siyah \u00f6rt\u00fcl\u00fc cuma g\u00fcnleri hep gelirdi. Duvar dibine \u00e7\u00f6k\u00fcp ayn\u0131 havay\u0131 soluyarak iki s\u00f6z etmeden anla\u015fan onlard\u0131. G\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmeden birbirine doyan insanlard\u0131. <\/span><\/span> Deliorman ve Dobruca insanlar\u0131yla kucakla\u015f\u0131rken Nazimin g\u00f6zleri Mehmet agay\u0131 arad\u0131 hep. Orada T\u00fcrkl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ruhunu yaratan b\u00fcy\u00fck insanlar g\u00f6rd\u00fc. Onlar\u0131 hangi eserinde anlatmad\u0131 ki? O s\u0131radan olanlar hem Sel\u00e7uklu, hem Osmanl\u0131, hem \u015eeyh Bedrettin ve hem de Naz\u0131m Hikmetin kendisiydi. <\/span><\/span> B\u00fcy\u00fck \u015fair<\/span><\/span> \u201c\u2026Tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa iman,<\/b><\/span><\/span> Tepeden t\u0131rna\u011fa kavga, hasret ve <\/b><\/span><\/span> \u00dcmitten ibaret\u2026\u201d<\/b><\/span><\/span> S\u00f6zlerini onlar\u0131 anlat\u0131rken s\u00f6yledi.<\/span><\/span> \u0130nan\u0131yorum, o bizi her hecede anlatt\u0131.<\/span><\/span> Ve biz bug\u00fcn, bu y\u00fczdendir ki, \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn de\u011fil, <\/span><\/span>\u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn y\u0131ld\u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc<\/b><\/span><\/span> an\u0131yoruz.<\/span><\/span> Naz\u0131m \u201c<\/span><\/span>g\u00fcne\u015fin zapt\u0131 i\u00e7in \u00f6rg\u00fctlenmeye \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d insanlar\u0131.<\/span><\/span> Biz de \u0131rk\u00e7\u0131l\u0131\u011fa, milliyet\u00e7ili\u011fe, ihanete kar\u015f\u0131 \u00f6rg\u00fctl\u00fcyoruz ayn\u0131 kavgay\u0131.<\/span><\/span> Hak ve \u00d6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckler davas\u0131 devam ediyor. Deniz sahili \u00f6pmeye devam ettik\u00e7e, karanl\u0131klar ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 arad\u0131k\u00e7a devam edecek kavgam\u0131z. Bizim Vatan, H\u00fcrriyet, Karde\u015flik kavgam\u0131z\u2026<\/span><\/span> Biz May\u0131s ve Haziran 1989 Ayaklanmam\u0131z\u0131 an\u0131msad\u0131k\u00e7a hep Naz\u0131mla ya\u015fad\u0131k. Beyazlar\u0131n daha beyaz olaca\u011f\u0131na, h\u00fcrriyetli yar\u0131nlar\u0131n d\u00fcnden daha yak\u0131n oldu\u011funa inand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z i\u00e7in Naz\u0131mc\u0131y\u0131z. Yeni do\u011fanlar \u00f6lmediler, umutlar Naz\u0131mla ya\u015f\u0131yor. B\u00fcy\u00fck adam\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc umutlar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n ebedili\u011finde ya\u015famaya devam edecektir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc o,<\/span><\/span> \u201c\u0130nsanlar i\u00e7in \u00f6ld\u00fc<\/b><\/span><\/span> Hem de y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc bile g\u00f6rmedi\u011fi insanlar i\u00e7in,<\/b><\/span><\/span> Hem de hi\u00e7 kimse O\u2019nu buna zorlamam\u0131\u015fken, <\/b><\/span><\/span> Hem de en g\u00fczel, en ger\u00e7ek\u00e7i \u015feyin!<\/b><\/span><\/span> Ya\u015famak oldu\u011funu bildi\u011fi halde\u2026<\/b><\/span><\/span>\u201d<\/span><\/span><\/p>\n